I climbed mountains and mountains for you

It's snowing in Shijiazhuang.

Just after the show the next day, the sky started to snow.When they slept until noon, there was already a layer of snow outside the window.Shao Mingyin didn't want to go out, so Liang Zhen said that Shao Mingyin didn't take him to the middle school and high school he had attended as agreed, so he turned off the radiator.

This obviously did not threaten Shao Mingyin, so Liang Zhen turned off the switch of the radiator very stubbornly. After standing by the radiator for 10 minutes, Liang Zhen couldn't take it anymore. He kept clenching his fists like a little old man. sleeve.Shao Mingyin was amused by his appearance, he knew that Liang Zhen was afraid of the cold, so he asked Liang Zhen to wear more clothes, and went out with him after he got up.

Liang Zhen finally won once, and turned on the radiator again in a hurry.He still wanted to be graceful, he wore a pair of thin long johns, and when he left the hotel, he found that the snow was still rustling off his back beam. He really gave up, went back to his room and changed into a pair of thicker ones, and took two pairs of gloves.

Liang Zhen wanted to take a taxi, but Shao Mingyin said that he could take the bus.But four years can change many people and things, so much so that Shao Mingyin went to the station to see that the bus was still the same bus, but the route had been changed.Fortunately, Shao Mingyin High School was really not far away. They took another bus and arrived at their destination.

Shao Mingyin wanted to take Liang Zhen in directly, but within a few steps, the guard stopped them and asked them to swipe their ID cards to register after asking them that they were visitors.This is something that Shao Mingyin didn't have when he was studying at the beginning. After swiping his ID card, the guard could see the information of the two of them. Seeing that they were not locals, he asked them what they were doing here.

Hebei is a province with a large college entrance examination. Although Shijiazhuang is not Hengshui, the pressure of high school is also high. The guard is afraid that the two of them are some reporters who will go in to report, so they are a little reluctant to let them in.

The address on Shao Mingyin's ID card did not match, even if he said that he had read here before, he was not convincing.It was Liang Zhen who could say that he was doing business here, and he was planning to buy a house and settled down, so he came to see the school district.

"Just go inside and look at the Hall of Fame downstairs. This school is good." The guard was also a little proud. "But the high school requires children to take the exam by themselves. You should go to the junior high school."

"Just come over from the seventh middle school next door," Shao Mingyin, a junior high school student, mentioned to Liang Zhen, and he said it soundly, "The seventh middle school is also good, but it is also important to have a good high school next to it, so that children can be impressed by it... "

Seeing that Liang really didn't seem to be telling a lie, the guard let people in with a single gesture.After Liang Zhen thanked him, he walked in with Shao Mingyin. As expected, there was an honor roll with a high rate of emphasis. In addition to the names of universities and candidates, there were also junior high schools that graduated, among which there were not a few graduates from No. [-] Middle School.

"Why do you say the same thing as my mother?" Shao Mingyin also looked at the list. "She and Dad decided to buy this house because they were close to this high school."

"Then you should also strive for it."

"The police academy is not a prestigious school." Shao Mingyin pointed to the corner of the list, "I guess my name was here. But my mother happily took a photo and posted it on Moments saying that her son was on the list."

Shao Mingyin laughed, but quickly retracted it.He then went upstairs. Even though it was less than ten days before New Year's Eve, the school was still making up classes and there was no holiday. Before they came in, the guard had reminded them not to disturb the students.The two walked around the second floor, but they left the teaching building without seeing the teacher who had taught Shao Mingyin before.

Then Shao Mingyin took Liang Zhen to see some greening.His high school environment is really good, and most of the trees planted are evergreen all year round, and they don't look too bleak after a layer of snow falls.Liang Zhen saw the rostrum of the playground from a distance, thinking that there must be no sports activities during the make-up class, and the students are all in class, he eagerly went to the playground to play in the snow.

He originally thought that there should be no one on the playground, but he saw two students at the starting point of the 200 meters. The snowman's belly had already formed, and the one they were rolling was the snowman's head.

They stood at the finish line of the 200 meters, did not walk over, just watched the two teenagers rolling another snowball from a distance, their hands were frozen red, but their faces were full of smiles.

Liang Zhen laughed too, and took out those two pairs of gloves.

"How old are you still playing these?" Shao Mingyin couldn't understand, but still took it and put it on.He just stood there, watching Liang Zhen squatting down and pinching the snowball in a hurry, until the snowball exploded on his clothes, Shao Mingyin thought Liang Zhen was just trying to build a snowman.

"Little friend Liang Zhen?" Shao Mingyin was a little agitated, and regardless of his refusal before, he grabbed a handful of snow and was about to throw Liang Zhen.Liang Zhen stood up very quickly and ran backwards. After Shao Mingyin threw the snowball, he also threw it.

The two started chasing like this. Liang Zhen accidentally fell down because he ran backwards from time to time to see Shao Mingyin's reaction to chasing him. Shao Mingyin got the chance, grabbed a handful of snow and applied it to Liang Zhen's neck. It was like killing a pig, but when Shao Mingyin let go, he grabbed the snow and threw it into his clothes.

Shao Mingyin was confused by him, and he didn't want to do the same to Liang Zhen, so he pushed him into the snow, and almost grabbed his hand and fed Liang Zhen.Liang Zhen smiled and lost his strength, and he didn't resist anymore, just laying down like this.Shao Mingyin was also tired, so he sat next to Liang Zhen and kicked him on the waist to get him up.

"I can't get up, take a rest for a while." There was still a lot of untouched snow beside Liang Zhen, so he spread his limbs and slid like a fan. Shao Mingyin asked him how happy you are a mentally retarded boy Well, Liang Zhen just said that you are also very happy.

After lying down for a while, it started to snow again, and a chill fell on Liang Zhen's face.Shao Mingyin took him by the hand and told him to get up, because he was afraid that he would freeze, but Liang Zhen still refused, saying that he still had a place to warm up.

Shao Mingyin didn't understand at first, but when Liang Zhennu straightened his mouth, Shao Mingyin knew he was talking dirty.Liang Zhen invited him to touch his trouser pocket, and said that there was a gift for him inside.Shao Mingyin thought that Liang really wanted him to touch the small tent that he set up, so of course he didn't want to, and even gave him a supercilious look.

"Touch it," Liang Zhen looked at him with innocent eyes, "it's really a gift."

Shao Mingyin lost his temper and didn't have any expectations. He put his hand into Liang Zhen's trouser pocket, where it was sticking to his thigh. Of course it was hot, and he did touch something. , did not show the slightest dislike.

He looked at Liang Zhen, blinked, and slowly opened his mouth. After pulling out his hand, he let the cold thing lie in the palm of his hand.

As if he had guessed his reaction like this, Liang Zhen smiled, and after Shao Mingyin pinched the key with his fingers, he said obediently, "I didn't lie to you."

"The snow is falling and it's getting heavier," Liang Zhen stopped making trouble, and stood up together with Shao Mingyin, Shao Mingyin was holding the key, and Liang Zhen was holding his hand.

Liang Zhen said: "Let's go home first to avoid the snow."

The place where Shao Mingyin used to live was very close to the high school. If it wasn't snowy, he could walk from the school gate to the gate of the community in 10 minutes.If he was walking normally, Liang Zhen would habitually walk ahead of Shao Mingyin, and Shao Mingyin didn't like others walking behind him.But today, Liang Zhen was always by Shao Mingyin's side. When encountering corners or stairs, it was Shao Mingyin who took the first steps before Liang Zhen followed.

Shao Mingyin didn't ask Liang Zhen where he got the key, but when he stood in front of that door, the key could indeed be twisted after it was inserted into the keyhole.Shao Mingyin didn't twist, he put his hand down, took a deep breath and looked at Liang Zhen beside him, Liang Zhen looked at him encouragingly.But did not help him.

He didn't know how long he stood with his head bowed. When he held the key again, he slowly turned it twice.When the safety lock unlocked at the last sound, Shao Mingyin withdrew the key, raised his wrist, and pushed the door open.

That door opened slowly, too.He originally thought that the limited viewing angle would be full of dusty furniture, but when he glanced over, the first thing he saw was the sliding door of the balcony with the curtains open. He could see snow falling outside the house, and he could also see to the light outside.

At this time, Liang Zhen lowered his head, rubbed his neck, and asked if he could be invited in.Shao Mingyin went in by himself. After opening the shoe cabinet, he was taken aback when he saw the familiar slippers, and then took out a pair and handed them to Liang Zhen.He himself just took off his shoes, and the coolness of the marble floor spread to the soles of his feet through his socks after he walked into the restaurant.

The coolness instantly blurred his vision, because he thought that every time he was found out that he didn't like to wear slippers, his mother would chase him with a pair of slippers and make him put them on.

He heard something falling to the ground, he lowered his head, and saw a pair of slippers by his feet, Liang Zhen had already straightened up, and told him that it was cold on the ground, so wear slippers.

After Shao Mingyin put it on, he looked at the living room separated by a fixed screen, and he always felt that it was the same as three years ago, but also different from three years ago.He grabbed his hair with both hands, as if in a dream, he didn't think he should take that step forward.

So Liang Zhen walked over to the screen with his back facing Shao Mingyin, he looked up and down, and he let out a "wow".

"Wow," Liang Zhen told him, "Shao Mingyin, so you used to look like this."

Shao Mingyin twitched the corner of his mouth in embarrassment, of course he knew what Liang Zhen had seen.Their family moved here when he was in the second grade of elementary school, so on the custom-made photo screen, there are also the most photos of him when he was a baby and when he was five or six years old. What clothes, what actions to make, what actions to do.Later, when Shao Mingyin grew up, she felt ashamed when she saw herself at that time, and wanted his mother to replace the screen.But how could his mother think that Shao Mingyin like that was not cute? Not only did he not withdraw, but his mother loved to post any photos he took after that on that screen.

He walked over, together with Liang Zhen.He saw a picture of himself when he was a child, and also saw a one-inch photo posted in the lower right corner.It was taken when he first entered the police academy. He was wearing a uniform with only one crutch on his shoulder. He didn't smile, but because his facial features weren't too aggressive, even though he looked at the camera coolly, he wouldn't let people Feel fierce.

"They watch you every day," Liang Zhen said, "They miss you very much."

Shao Mingyin shook his head, in disbelief: "You prepared it."

You came to Shijiazhuang before me, you got the key, you prepared everything.

"No. When I came, this living room, the rooms inside are like this, I just cleaned it once." Liang Zhen touched the hollow groove of the screen, and spread his fingers to show Shao Mingyin: "I have a long memory. , Wipe these places clean."

"Are you going to take a look at your parents' room?" Liang Zhen asked, turning sideways to let Shao Mingyin out. "I swear, what it was like inside is what it is now. I didn't touch anything."

That was the first time Shao Mingyin heard Liang Zhen being so serious, he couldn't refuse, so he could only take two steps forward and twist the doorknob.Liang Zhen did not lie to him. After opening the door, he could smell a very faint stale smell. It is true that no one has been here for a long time.

He walked in, went to the bed and sat down. He picked up the photo frame that he saw standing on the bedside table as soon as he opened the door - the photo was the same as before, but the frame was changed.The original frame was smashed by his dad and thrown in the trash, including his high school graduation album.

He put the photo back, hooked his finger on the small button of the bedside table, and slowly pulled it open with trembling hands. Inside was his graduation photo album.

He picked it up, turned his head and smiled at Liang Zhen, and asked him if he wanted to see it.

Liang Zhen actually read it a few days ago, but he didn't say anything. He just sat next to Shao Mingyin, watched him turn the pages, and recalled the scene of taking pictures at that time.

"This one is everyone throwing books together on the playground, which is the playground where we played in the snow just now. I'm not in it, because I'm sitting on the ground behind them. I watched them throw books online, but I didn't."

Liang Zhen asked him, "Then why don't you join everyone?"

"I just don't want to do this action. I just feel that I haven't taken the college entrance examination yet. How can I be so happy? I don't want to pretend." Shao Mingyin shrugged.

"This picture was taken with five other boys in the class. We are all tall and sit at the back, so we have a good relationship. One of the eyes has a little problem, and the glasses that go with it will change color when exposed to light Deep, like sunglasses. We each bought a pair of glasses, pasted black paper on the lenses, and took this picture with him.”

"This one is so stupid," Shao Mingyin said. A boy stood on the ground with one hand, and the other boys around him backed away as if they were hit by a shock wave.Liang Zhen pointed to one of the jumpers, Lao Gao, and said that it wasn't him. Shao Mingyin hurriedly turned back, refusing to admit that it was him.

"It's really you," Liang Zhen said, "Look at the wear and tear on this page of the photo album, they must be flipping through it often, it must be you."

Shao Mingyin looked at the folds in the lower right corner, touched those marks, and closed the album.

He was a little out of control.

"They miss you very much, and they are reluctant to throw away everything about you," Liang Zhen said, "They have always loved you."

"sorry."

"Shao Mingyin..."

"I was there at the time..." Shao Mingyin's shoulders began to shake, and his eyes were wet. "I was right there, and I watched that person flee to the school bus from a distance, and I just watched..."

"That's not your fault." Liang Zhen hugged him tightly.

"I'm right there, I just..." Shao Mingyin cried out, his shoulders slumped in despair, if he hadn't been sitting, he might have fallen down with convulsions.He said over and over that he was there, over and over that he watched it happen.

He cried like a child in Liang Zhen's arms, so helpless.As soon as Liang Zhen let go, he would fall down, but Liang Zhen has been protecting him steadily, and comfortingly said in Shao Mingyin's ear over and over again, it's not your fault, they have always loved you.

You are their blood, they care about you, love you, they will feel bad when they see you cry like this, they want you to live well for the rest of your life, instead of being trapped by guilt and self-blame.

"That's not your fault," Liang Zhen patted Shao Mingyin's back. The corners of his eyes were also red, but no tears fell, not because he was strong enough, but because he had already shed them.

The key was assigned by him through Ling Zhaodong's relationship. He had been here three days before Shao Mingyin came.During the cleaning process, he could touch the traces of Shao Mingyin's past life, and he had also seen all the photo albums, and when he saw the photo frame on the bedside, he also cried as sadly as Shao Mingyin at the moment.

It was a family photo, with his parents standing behind the small Shao Mingyin. Their background was *** Square, and there was a row of red letters on the top of the photo, which said that Shao Mingyin was seven years old in Beijing.

He looked at the seven-year-old Shao Mingyin, with his thumbs up and his chin in his mouth reluctantly looking at the camera, and he thought of the photo of himself and Liang Chongwei.In that photo, the seven-year-old Liang Zhen also had this gesture and expression, and he was so young and pulled [-] million.

He looked at the photo, and finally understood why Ling Zhao emphasized showing him what Shao Mingyin looked like before, and why he said that Shao Mingyin's attitude when he didn't want to apologize was like his height photo.Because they are really alike, just like the seven-year-old in Beijing, in the overlap of time and space, they are so alike.

Then they lived differently.

He heard Shao Mingyin's crying gradually stopped, and he just repeated those two sentences as if he would not be dazed. He was still in Liang Zhen's arms. His strong crying and nasal voice made his words very vague, but Liang Zhen still listened. Cleared up.

Shao Mingyin said, but he is different from before.

Shao Mingyin in all time periods is different from all previous photos.

"What does it matter?" Liang Zhen patted him on the back, "It's not the same if it's different, isn't it what you said..."

He helped the person in his arms up, looked at him at the same level, and helped him wipe off the tears on his face. He held Shao Mingyin's face in his hands, and said again that it was okay.

"You said that you like everything about me, and you can talk a little bit without counting." He smiled, but he also had self-knowledge, knowing that he was quite stupid sometimes.

"But no matter what Shao Mingyin looks like, no matter what time it is, yesterday, tomorrow, today, Liang Zhen likes it."

"Liang Zhen also likes Shao Mingyin's style."

Liang Zhen held the fingers of Shao Mingyin's right hand and tapped on his heart.

"Do you remember the first time I told you about trap-style rap, I said trap means literally, it is a trap, it means trapping, it means falling into it as soon as you hear it. You can fall into a beautiful melody, but you Don't be trapped by memories, by that day."

"Don't be trapped by that day again, Shao Mingyin. If you really want to be trapped by something for a lifetime—"

He spread out Shao Mingyin's right hand, and put his palm against his heart.

"Then it will be trapped in Liang Zhen's heart."