I climbed mountains and mountains for you

"There's no one going back," Shao Mingyin scratched his palm with his fingertips, and Liang Zhenxin's happiness didn't affect him at all: "They all passed away."

The atmosphere instantly fell into dead silence because of Shao Mingyin's last words, Liang Zhen was also stunned, and it took a long time before he whispered: "I'm sorry."

"There's no need to say I'm sorry," Shao Mingyin pretended to smile relaxedly, "Why are you so sensible now? How good you can use your sensibleness in other places."

Shao Mingyin rubbed his eyes, but still didn't look at Liang Zhen: "You told me that your relationship with your parents is not very good, but no matter how bad it is, at least they are all there. As long as they are still there, there must be a day of face-to-face reconciliation. -"

"Besides, they really haven't treated you badly. Not everyone is like you at the age of 19. You go to a joint venture school, spend money freely, and you don't have to worry about what you want to do." Shao Mingyin's voice became ups and downs again, "Liang Really, you were really protected by your family in the first 19 years, so now, you are naive and unaware."

Childish and ignorant.

Liang Zhen tried his best to push his eyeballs up, and looked at his forehead, as if these six characters were written on it, childish and unaware.What Shao Mingyin said was right. Liang Zhen's life was so smooth, so although he was impulsive and prone to temper tantrums, he never suffered any hardship because of material wealth, so that he couldn't hide his childish nature in the world. .Just like Xue Meng's phrase "The poor are only left with money", not everyone is qualified to make complaints like this, Liang Zhen would tease like this before, and if he wanted to, bow his head and admit his mistake with his father, he would still Can go back to the smooth life of "the poor only have money left".

So he really hasn't experienced much training, he really hasn't grown up yet.

But if you lower your head and see the pair of AJs that are off the bed, in addition to the original black letters of the joint name on the inside of the shoes, there is also the life's struggle hand-painted by Liang Zhen. Those who know the goods will definitely feel that the rich have temper. Many, life is a struggle to write on thousands of authentic shoes.

Liang Zhen was silent for too long, Shao Mingyin had something else to say, he turned off the light after a while, and under the moonlight, he noticed that Liang Zhen also lay down afterward, but with his back to his side facing the wall Lie down—this is the first time in so many days that Liang Zhen does not sleep in his direction.

Shao Mingyin didn't think her words were serious, but she could see that Liang Zhen felt uncomfortable after hearing it, and when he wanted to speak but stopped softly and wanted to comfort him, Liang Zhen was the first to speak.

Liang Zhen was still facing the wall, more like talking to himself: "I have done more childish things."

Liang Zhendao: "Fighting, playing truant, going to bars, I have done these things. I was also arrested in Internet cafes... I can understand Xue Meng, I have also moved his thoughts."

Liang Zhendao: "But my dad won't come by himself, because there are acquaintances in the system, and I was released directly. I think I'm better than Xue Meng. After I tried it once or twice, I won't I have hope, because no matter how many times I get caught, he always manages everything, even if we meet after returning from a business trip, he won’t scold me.”

"Then I became depressed, more and more depressed, and more and more wanted to attract the attention of my parents. Forget about my mother, she really doesn't like me very much. She is the typical Miss Guanjiajiao. If there was surrogacy technology 20 years ago , she will definitely not give birth by herself. I am the only one in our family and she is too afraid of pain. I heard that my mother suffered too much before giving birth to me. After giving birth, she took a look at me and said, "mission accomplished". We have never been close, and she never took me with me, I grew up in the compound after my grandfather retired."

"So when I was young, I still liked my dad, at least he would come to see me, and my mother's circle is completely different, and my dad is also close to each other and has no relationship. When I was young, if I really want to stand in line, I must stick to my dad. Ah, but then I also found out that my mother doesn't care who I kiss..."

"But no matter how good my grades are and how motivated I am, my dad doesn't even have time to come to parent-teacher meetings. People are greedy. I was already in my teens at the time. I couldn't be satisfied with gifts, money, or cards. I I want... I want family affection."

Liang Zhen leaned in again, his forehead and knees pressed against the cold wall, and he said, "I want love."

"It's useless to have good grades. I'm also looking for trouble like Xue Meng. I just want to use this method to make my dad care about me. He can beat me and scold me, but he doesn't either. He can always handle it. Come on. Going in a hurry, there is no warning of 'not an example', I wanted to smash the can at that time, anyway, it's like this, it's better to just go on like this."

"Then, by coincidence, I heard Song Yueting's "life's struggle". I was fifteen or sixteen at the time, and I only knew "Happy Worship" and Jay Chou in rap, but the first time I listened to it, I really cried Yes, I put on the earphones and turned the volume to the maximum, repeating it over and over until I could sing. I still only remember the intense emotion, but I can’t describe it. My life is not similar to Song Yueting’s, but This song can make people have a very strong sympathy, that kind of sympathy is... that is, if you listen to him to sing, you still have to live, and after you taste the joys, sorrows, and joys, there are countless troubles, and you will feel, yes, that’s right. Yes, how many nights of pain have troubled you to sleep..."

"After that, I was like a chicken blood. After all, I still have to live, and I have to fight for myself. Just because of my anger during that time, my grades were already quite poor, and my dad thought it was okay. The big deal is that after graduation Arrange in the army or go abroad. I may not be very clear about what I want, but I know what I don’t want. I don’t want to join the army, and I don’t want to go abroad. Since my dad is worried about me, then I will Go south."

"So I came to Wenzhou, and I started to play rap in a serious way. I really chatted with like-minded people, and I would push my contact with rap forward. Practicing battle and freestyle would be embarrassing for everyone. I also sang Eminem and watched " "Eight Mile Underground", Chinese rap is "Mr. Almost", Hot Dog Gang, Edison Chen, and finally and at the beginning, "life's struggle" by Song Yueting. We have discussed whether it is "life is a struggle" or "life is a struggle". , everyone has their own opinions, because everyone has their own real resonance from this song, this song is there, everyone hears the same song, but they really hear What, everyone is different."

"Everyone admires this song, because it's true. I feel ashamed every time I hear someone talk about the spirit of rap. The spirit must be positive, but there are so many singers, and there are so many in the underground circle. Beaf (rappers attack each other), the battle is full of swear words, there is no positive energy. If I am an outsider, I look into the circle from outside the circle, and I will think that these are lower ribs just like my dad.”

"But it is undeniable that this kind of music really has a power that cannot be replaced by other genres. It may not be very elegant, but it is real. I just can't understand you. The one I sing and scold is you. When you meet a battle game I can also win you without a single word. I just like horses. Who doesn't like horses? Why can't I sing horses. I sing what I love, what I have experienced, what I think, I just write, and none of it is false. If I really want to talk about spirit, for me, this is spirit.”

Liang Zhen turned sideways and stared straight at the ceiling: "Because it's true enough, the resonance is so strong, so I really like rap."

"I don't use rap as a cover for rebellion, as a weapon to fight against my family. I just like it. I really like it. I hope that one day I can write and sing such a powerful song."

"I know I'm naive in your eyes, I haven't grown up, I can do anything out of passion, but rap is not, not from the beginning."

Liang Zhendao: "It seems naive to say so, but I really, love rap."

After Liang Zhen finished speaking, he continued to stare at the ceiling. In fact, he couldn't sort out what he had said. He just wanted to say it, and the other party was Shao Mingyin. He trusted Shao Mingyin, and he could show his heart to Shao Mingyin.

And Shao Mingyin was indeed listening, and kept paying attention to Liang Zhen's movements. He said, "I never said you shouldn't go the way you want to go."

Liang Zhen turned over drastically, and looked sideways at Shao Mingyin's direction: "You are listening."

"Well, I'm listening."

"Why are you so nice, you are always here."

"What will you do if I'm not here?" Shao Mingyin smiled lightly, "I'm not here, who will coax you."

"Ah..." Liang Zhen was still a little slow, but he quickly realized what Shao Mingyin was referring to, "You heard it just now, and you asked me to say it again!"

"Why, the kid is shy? Then I won't coax you anymore."

"Don't be shy, don't be shy!" Liang Zhen twisted his body and made noises in the bed, "You can't count your words anymore, you have to coax me!"

"Okay, let me coax you, let me think about it..." Shao Mingyin didn't hesitate for long, "Although you can't make money playing rap now, you will definitely make money in the future."

"Hmm..." Liang Zhen pushed forward, "It's alright, but can we have more."

"Okay, although Liang Zhen is still quite naive, but Liang Zhen is naive and cute."

"Although Liang Zhen is impulsive and impatient, Liang Zhenxin is very simple, honest and true."

"Although Liang Zhen is young, Liang Zhen will definitely grow up slowly and move forward all the way. When you are 25 years old...you don't need to be 25 years old, you will definitely have grown into a very dazzling one."

"Hey, you're so kind." Liang Zhen was warmed by Shao Mingyin's words, "I'll keep going!"

"Well," Shao Mingyin responded, "Come on and charge forward."

"Okay, then..." Liang Zhen paused, he thought of Shao Mingyin's 19 years old.Not only the 19-year-old, the injury on the palm, from Shijiazhuang to Wenzhou... Liang Zhen wants to know everything.

But even if he knew, it was the six years that Liang Zhen didn't participate and couldn't go back. Looking back, he could only tear off those possible scars again, but if it was going forward——going forward, it would be him and Shao Mingyin walked forward together.

"Then will you accompany me there and become the most dazzling one?"

Shao Mingyin's first reaction was actually to say "yes", but he held back, the paper on the window was too thin, and the two people separated were too close, too close, and hazy to see clearly, Shao Mingyin Mingyin's fingers were all there, but he was older than Liang Zhen and had more experience and thought more than Liang Zhen. He could never be the one who broke it.

Shao Mingyin smiled evasively: "Little friend, when you really have the day, you won't need a community policeman to pick you up."

"Huh? Are you alluding to something?" Liang Zhen frowned, realizing that the matter was not simple, "How come your statement is the same as that of a nouveau riche who abandons his wretched wife? Are you a bad wife? I, Liang Zhen, are like this People?!"

Shao Mingyin was amused: "Then you have to be popular first."

"Hey, I'm going to be on fire!"

"Then...then can we keep this question for now?" Seeing that Shao Mingyin was unwilling to answer, Liang Zhen took a step back wisely. He actually had no specific image about Dazzling, and he didn't actually know where he could go. I know, but as long as Shao Mingyin is right in front of him, this question is not important to him.

What's more, for Liang Zhen, some matters and news are more urgent.He came here today to listen to Shao Mingyin and listen to songs, but he actually has one more thing to tell him.

Liang Zhen said: "Eight miles underground is coming to Wenzhou."

Shao Mingyin asked: "What is that, a competition?"

"It's a rap battle competition. The venue is Tangsan livehouse. I signed up." Liang Zhen paused and asked, "Will you come to see it?"