why not run

.Mumu straightened his already straight body reflexively.Said loudly: "I was wrong. I shouldn't be half-hearted when I write. I will correct it."

Mu Lei nodded, raised his head and rubbed his hair, "Remember, if you make a mistake, just correct it, don't be submissive."

"Yes."

"Okay, I'll take you to school."

The two got into the car, Mu Mu recited the words but did not make a sound. If you look carefully, you can find that he is a little absent-minded.

Until getting off the car, Mu Lei said: "You should handle the things that need to be handled by yourself. Even if you can't handle it well, I will be behind you."

Mu Mu turned her head, and smiled rarely, that smile was very warm and sunny, like a little sun flashing into Mu Lei's eyes, "Well, I will take care of it."

Then he opened the door and went out.

When Mu Lei was still waiting for him to react, he was the only one left in the car.Oh, his parents have grown up, and that smile looks like a flower just thinking about it.

Just yesterday, the mother who almost never showed up suddenly came to the school to look for him, saying that she wanted to have a good talk with him after school at noon today.He was very happy to see his mother, but he had already developed the habit of being silent for many years. He couldn't speak in front of his family, and habitually dodged and cowardly.

I kept thinking about this when I was writing an English composition last night.How should I face my mother, and what would my mother say to me?He wrote on the paper what he wanted to say to his mother, and corrected it over and over again, before he was satisfied with putting it in his schoolbag and memorizing it over and over again like a text, even at night when Brother Lei fell asleep, he took care of him. Look in the mirror and learn to speak like Brother Lei.

The morning class made him feel anxious and scared, and he was not in the mood to listen to the class carefully.The bell rang for the end of the fourth class, his hands trembled slightly, he took out what he had written last night, opened it and read it again seriously.

He walked out of the school gate anxiously, and saw a familiar figure at the school gate.On the contrary, he was not so afraid at this time.He walked over, "Mom, let's go! There is a restaurant in front that is very quiet."

He practiced this mother many times, and it was the first time he yelled it out today.He walked in front and seemed to feel that his voice made his mother's body a little sluggish.

When they arrived at the restaurant, Mumu picked up the menu and handed it to her mother gracefully, "Order! The dishes here are delicious." Mumu kept looking into her mother's eyes while talking. Brother Lei said that you want to change The best way to express your thoughts is to look into the other person's eyes, don't dodge and don't hesitate.

Mu Mu's change made this mother a little uncomfortable. The submissive child who was always downcast and pleasing to the eye seemed to have grown up a lot now.

After ordering two random dishes, my mother hesitated for a while and said, "Mumu, that mother asked you out today. The first is to apologize to you, and the second is to let you go back with mother. The third is about your elder brother. You should know. We think that's..."

Mother said that there was a pause, a sob and a little embarrassment.

Mumu looked at his mother tenderly, but didn't speak.

The mother glanced at Mumu, and continued: "Your father has been in poor health recently, and your elder brother has become like this again. If you can replace your elder brother, we will be very grateful to you."

Mu Mu lowered his head and felt desolate. Brother Lei's words in the morning echoed in his ears, "Hold your head up and hold your chest high. With me here, don't be afraid of anything."

He raised his head again, raised his smiling face and showed a little mockery, "Mom, I think this is the second time I call you and the last time. I don't hate you, but it will hurt here. I didn't I don’t dare to choose, mom, I don’t want to live for your joys, sorrows and joys anymore. I just want to live like this. I’m so sorry that I can’t help you. I’ll pay for it later. Brother Lei is still waiting for me Let's eat together, then I will go first. Goodbye!"

Mumu stood up, walked outside with graceful steps, paid the bill and rushed out quickly, when the wind outside blew his face, when he reached out his hand to touch it, tears were streaming down his face.There was no heart-piercing, no roaring, just standing quietly, wiping away tears.He raised the corner of his mouth and smiled at the person who walked by.

"Brother Lei, I'm hungry."

Mu Lei walked up to him and raised his hand, gently wiped his unfinished tears and smiled, "Good performance."

Mu Mu took out the crumpled piece of paper from his pocket, "I was just so nervous." He even patted his chest.Go to the trash can and throw the paper in.

Mu Lei pulled Mu Mu and kept smiling, "Mu Mu, this is life. Don't be defeated by life."

Mumu: "Well, never again."

Life is a strange book, you go, I go in, he comes and I go.Don't be afraid, there will always be someone to rely on, there will always be someone who understands you and loves you.