first love is a substitute

Tao Xuan actually had a good life before the age of 15. His parents divorced when he was very young, and his mother took him to marry a wealthy businessman in country A. Although he was not his biological father, but because of his mother He has always been kind to him in face.

He went to the best school in the area, among a group of white students, but racism never happened to him.Although he didn't talk about being well-clothed and well-fed, he always opened his mouth when he had clothes and stretched out his hands when he had food, and his life almost went smoothly.

His grades are also good, he just waits to finish middle school obediently, and then he will be admitted to a prestigious school in country a as a matter of course, and then start his free and easy life.

However, maybe it was because he really lived so smoothly in the first half of his life, and God is destined to test him with a little bit of suffering.

When he was 15 years old, his mother and stepfather were involved in a car accident, and both died at the scene.

His stepfather did not leave a will before his death, and all his property was divided up by various relatives who emerged through lawsuits. The only thing Tao Xuan got was probably enough for him to barely finish high school.

It seemed that all the people in the school knew the news of his parents' death all of a sudden, and those people cast their sympathetic eyes on him. Most of his so-called halos may not be due to himself.

Tao Xuan suddenly felt that his world was suddenly covered by dark clouds and all the sunshine.

Tao Xuan met Guan Qing under such circumstances.

Guan Qing was a student of a high school in another city at the time, and came to their school because of the cultural exchange between high schools.

Tao Xuan still remembers the scene when he saw Guan Qing for the first time. Guan Qing was very handsome. At that time, he was already about 1.8 meters tall, and he did not look short among a group of white people with racial advantages. When he smiled While greeting everyone, Tao Xuan clearly saw a few white girls with big breasts and thin waists winking at Guan Qing.

Guan Qing accepted all the girls' overtures and smiled back.

Tao Xuan sat in the corner and saw all this, but couldn't help but curl his lips.

But at this moment, Guan Qing's eyes suddenly turned and met his eyes.

The smile on Tao Xuan's mouth was choked, as if someone had caught his own thoughts suddenly, Tao Xuan just wanted to turn his head away, but the other party smiled at him.

That smile was completely different from the one just now.

Tao Xuan inexplicably felt a little uncomfortable, and then turned away.

At the subsequent party, Tao Xuan's mood became inexplicably bad.

He was standing in a corner of the hall, drinking wine alone, his eyes were inexplicably attracted by a figure in it, Guan Qing was surrounded by several girls while holding a wine glass and chatting with them relaxedly.

Tao Xuan felt a little stuck in his heart for no reason. He was like this a few months ago, surrounded by a large group of people, enjoying life recklessly, but now...

Thinking of the tragic death of his mother and stepfather, he felt so depressed that he raised his head and drank all the wine in the glass.

Tao Xuan's drinking capacity has always been average, he knows this very well, but today he is really in a bad mood, so he slightly lost a little bit of self-control.

He felt very dizzy, looked up and saw that the chandelier on the ceiling was flickering indiscriminately, he had to go outside and sat down on the steps beside the flower bed, wanting to blow some air.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly a person approached beside him.

Before Tao Xuan raised his head, the man handed him a glass of something. Tao Xuan subconsciously waved his hand to refuse, but heard the man say in Chinese, "It's fruit juice, for hangover."

Only then did Tao Xuan look up to look at the people, and saw Guan Qing standing next to him, holding a glass of juice in his hand.

Tao Xuan was stunned for a moment, but still reached out to take it.

When he took the first sip of this juice, it was slightly bitter, and it was not until later that it finally took on a little sweetness.

"It seems that you are not in a good mood."

Tao Xuan couldn't help but smile when he heard this usual prologue, turned his head and looked at him with blurred eyes, and said, "That's right..."

Sure enough, after getting a definite answer, the expression on Guan Qing's face relaxed a little, "In fact, I often have this kind of time, but I will soon forget it."

"How did you forget?" Tao Xuan asked while looking at Guan Qing while playing with the cup in his hand.

Guan Qing smiled slightly, stood up, and stretched out his hand to Tao Xuan, "Follow me."

Tao Xuan leaned lazily on the steps for a long while, and suddenly some absurd thoughts came to his mind.

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Guan Qing drove a rather cool convertible.

Tao Xuan sat in the passenger seat and looked at the car, and felt that it matched the owner's style very well.

Guan Qing took him to a gay bar.

Tao Xuan got out of the car and couldn't help laughing when he saw two handsome guys kissing outside the bar. He turned to look at the people around him, and said with a smile, "Are you gay?"

Guan Qing shook his head, then took Tao Xuan's hand and walked in generously. After they were completely inside the bar, Guan Qing turned around and looked at him with a smile, "Aren't you going to follow me in as well?" Yet?"

Tao Xuan was startled, and then smiled at the other party.

In the next second, Guan Qing pinched his chin and kissed him on the dance floor where demons danced wildly.

In fact, Tao Xuan couldn't tell what happened to him afterwards, maybe he was so gloomy that day and wanted to simply find someone to vent out, or maybe he didn't want to show weakness when facing Guan Qing, in short, the two kissed so well on the dance floor Inseparable, each other's bodies were tightly entangled and rubbed against each other. As a result, they soon went out of the gay bar and found the nearest hotel.

Even when Tao Xuan was pinned down by Guan Qing in the end, he didn't care about the so-called who was up and who was down. The emotion that had been suppressed in his heart for too long was simply clamoring to vent.

That confused and chaotic night...

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When Guan Qing woke up the next day, Tao Xuan had disappeared.

Guan Qing wasn't surprised at all. It was 419 that you love and I want. Last night, he didn't lie. He usually likes beauties with big breasts and thin waists. This is indeed the first time he has ever met a man.

However, Tao Xuan did impress him quite deeply.

Guan Qing naturally didn't have any great idea that he would be responsible to the other party if he fell in love with the other party, but he really didn't plan to just 419 and end it. Tao Xuan felt very novel to him, he thought, if the other party also If it feels good, they can try 4n9.

But what he didn't expect was that Tao Xuan never gave him this chance.

Guan Qing hurried back to the city where he lived because of something that day, and when he returned to try to find someone to 4n9, it was almost a week later.

He wanted to go to the other school to find him, but found that he didn't even know what his name was. Fortunately, he happened to meet a girl with big breasts at the party, and the girl told him that her name was "Tao Xuan".

Tao Xuan...

Guan Qing chewed on the name repeatedly, and then asked, "What about others, aren't they at school?"

"Guan, you may be a step late," the big-breasted girl shrugged, "Tao Xuan had gone through the withdrawal procedures two days ago and left."

"Leave? Where did he go?" Guan Qing asked.

"I don't know about that," the big-breasted girl shook her head, "Maybe he went back to China, anyway, he's a young master, so he can go wherever he wants."

Guan Qing nodded, thanked the big breasted girl and left the school.

Although he felt a little disappointed, it didn't affect him to continue his ridiculous life in Country A.

Life is too short to have fun.

This has always been Guan Qing's creed in life.

So, soon, he put everything about "Tao Xuan" behind him.

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Time is like gears turning rapidly, and more than ten years have passed without knowing it. During this period, Guan Qing also returned to country A, but he only stayed for a short period of time before returning to country a.

There is no other reason, the dull atmosphere in the country is really not suitable for Guan Qing's happy life.

Until... I don't know if it was after a few years of absence, I returned to China again. Originally, I just wanted to see my brother and friends, but I never expected that the name that I had almost forgotten would appear in my life again.

At that time, my younger brother seemed to be gossip about two celebrities.

That's right, his younger brother is also a celebrity, even a celebrity with a certain reputation, but Guan Qing himself has never been interested in the entertainment industry, and he has not been in China for many years, so he really knows very little about the popular domestic stars.

Therefore, when he heard the name "Tao Xuan" come from his younger brother's mouth, his heartbeat stopped suddenly.

It was hard for him to describe how he felt at the time.

It feels like you have lost something for a long time, so long that you have almost forgotten him, but he suddenly appeared in front of you again.

That long-lost sense of joy is really fatal.

And this deadly sense of joy almost made him lose his composure in front of his younger brother and old friends.

But he quickly adjusted back, and then silently chewed the name in his mind.

Tao Xuan, right?

Guan Qing suddenly felt his heart beating fast, maybe he was really too boring these days, he hadn't felt this kind of blood rushing for a long time.

Tao Xuan, we will probably meet again soon. We haven't seen each other for ten years. Fate is really a wonderful thing.