first love is a substitute

The moment he heard Tang Yue's cry, Gao Jun felt that his internal organs were so painful that he was about to be pulled, he couldn't care about anything, whether he loved him or not, from now on, as long as he loved him.

"Read..."

As soon as Gao Jun walked out of the bedroom, he couldn't help calling Tang Yue's name. Tang Yue vaguely heard the voice, his body froze in surprise and raised his head to follow the source of the voice, and saw a man in the dark. Walk towards yourself step by step.

At this moment, Tang Yue's eyes were dim with tears, seeing that familiar figure, his heart suddenly became confused.

The man was just outside the wall just now, but Tang Yue insisted on not saying a word, only hoping that Gao Jun would leave if he didn't find out, but he never expected that Gao Jun would suddenly appear in this room.

At this moment, Tang Yue only thought about not being seen by the other party in his distressed appearance at the moment, and didn't care about how the other party got in at all.He subconsciously shrank towards the corner, and when his hands touched the solid wall, he realized that he had nowhere to hide.

Gao Jun stepped forward and hugged the shivering Tang Yue. He held Tang Yue tightly, for fear that Tang Yue would escape from his embrace. His spine wanted to calm him down.

Tang Yue finally stopped struggling, Gao Jun gently loosened his arms, held his face with both hands, and slowly approached, at this moment his heart was already in a ball, even in the dark During the process, he could still see Tang Yue's red eyes from crying and the teardrops on his eyelashes. Gao Jun's gentle kisses fell on Tang Yue's face one by one. Tang Yue was finally relaxed a little by his series of movements. Like a child, he firmly grasped the corner of Gao Jun's clothes, lowered his head and shed tears silently.

"I'm sorry...read...don't cry...I know everything...I know everything..."

Gao Jun's voice was full of regret and uneasiness. Tang Yue trembled when he heard the words, and looked up at him in astonishment. Slowly said, "I know...you didn't go to study abroad back then, so...the day you went to Country Y was really the first time you saw the clouds in the sky...I also know that Li Nian is not your biological mother... However, it can be seen that she treated you very well... Although I don't know what happened back then, I will always be by your side, waiting... until the day you want to tell me.

"I can...accompany you to fly many times to see the clouds in the sky, and I will take good care of your mother for you, as long as you...don't run away."

In this quiet room, Tang Yue clearly listened to Gao Jun's long speech, and finally couldn't help but burst into tears. He couldn't say a word, just lying on Gao Jun In his arms, he tugged at the clothes on his chest, turning all the sadness and sorrow in his heart for so many years into tears.

It was late at night, and Tang Yue finally got tired of crying, and gradually fell asleep in Gao Jun's arms.

Gao Jun wiped the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes for him, then carefully picked him up and walked to the bedroom to put him on the bed.

As soon as Tang Yue touched the soft quilt, she huddled subconsciously—an insecure movement.

Gao Jun sighed, took off his coat and shoes, lay down beside him, and gently hugged him into his arms.

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When Gao Jun woke up the next day, the sky was already very bright, his arms were still around Tang Yue, Tang Yue turned his back to him, motionless as if he was still sleeping, but his breathing was not steady.

"woke up?"

Gao Jun guessed that he might have woken up early, so he asked in a low voice.

After a long while, Tang Yue finally heard a soft "hmm".

Only then did Gao Jun move his arms to turn the person in his arms over. Tang Yue turned around obediently, but kept his eyes down without looking at Gao Jun.

Gao Jun didn't force him, but just lightly kissed him on the forehead, and asked in a low voice, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Tang Yue didn't make a sound, but shrunk back into his arms silently. Gao Jun felt his back was cold, and hugged him tighter again.

Tang Yue was silent and did not speak. Gao Jun slightly pressed his bearded chin against the top of his head, and said in a self-talking tone, "Although I don't know if you want to hear it...but I still want to hear it." Explain... Dai Qianyu and I... have nothing to do with each other anymore, that photo was taken before, I... don't beg you to forgive the past, I just hope you can..."

"Yesterday..." Before Gao Jun finished speaking, Tang Yue suddenly spoke out. His voice was small, but Gao Jun immediately calmed down and listened to him. Yesterday he cried for a long time, and now Her voice was hoarse, "Last night...you didn't come back..."

Tang Yue spoke with a bit of aggrieved tone, which made Gao Jun's heart ache. He looked down, and the person in his arms couldn't help but shed tears again. Gao Jun quickly kissed him a few times on his eyelids, "I was with Guan Qing last night. He was drunk and I took him home. It was too late and I didn't go back to Qingshui for fear of disturbing you. I'm sorry...I didn't expect to make you so sad."

After Tang Yue stopped talking, Gao Jun also fell silent, just hugging him gently.

After lunch, Gao Jun accompanied Tang Yue back to Qingshui.

Tang Yue didn't have any important work these two days, only a small on-site event, and Gao Jun asked Zhou Yang to push it for him. Tang Yue is in a bad mood now and needs a good rest.

Gao Jun also simply moved all the work to his home, and the study at home was full of all kinds of Gao's materials, large and small.

And just after the heat of this matter gradually subsided, a post suddenly popped up on the Internet, titled "What Big Star Guan Jianing and President Gao Have to Say".

This post explained in the tone of an insider why Guan Jianing sent such a Weibo post in a weird way after Dai Qianyu's scandal was exposed, and also vaguely popularized Gao Jun's background and the relationship between the two to the public. relation.

Although this post did not clearly state that the two were in a relationship, the use of ambiguous words such as "childhood sweethearts" in the post almost immediately led the public opinion in that direction.

And some related things that broke out in the post can be matched with some real things about Guan Jianing's debut years, which further increases the credibility of this post.

The Internet exploded almost in an instant. Although there are still very few people who question the authenticity of the things described in this post, most of them are convinced that they are immersed in Guan Jianing and Gao Jun's hand in hand for so many years. In the fantasies of sincere emotions that came, and Dai Qianyu and Guan Jianing's similar appearance also added a bit of authenticity to the story, and everyone followed the poster's thinking to make up Guan Jianing and Gao Jun They became a couple, and without any accident, Dai Qianyu became the mistress who destroyed their relationship.

So... Xiaosan dared to be so arrogant, so it's not surprising that Guan Jianing posted such a Weibo.

And on the cusp of this crisis, the program group of the reality show "Fantastic Adventure" also took advantage of the heat to release a news: Tomorrow the first season of "Fantastic Adventure" will be recorded in the suburbs of city b, not only among the originally planned guests Regarding the names of Jianing and Dai Qianyu, and as the first episode of the broadcast, Guan Jianing's special guest is the rumored actor in this post—Gao Jun!

As soon as the news came out, it was as if an atomic bomb had been thrown in the center of public opinion. The fans of both Guan Dai and Guan Dai, who had been in a scolding war, stopped shouting at once. Showing affection with Gao Jun on the show smashed the rumors, and Dai Qianyu's fan momentum suddenly weakened, leaving only a few diehard fans who were not convinced and scolded, "Hehe, some people don't talk too much." , otherwise the slap in the face would be very painful."

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Gao Jun had already seen this post as soon as it appeared on the Internet. He frowned and glanced at Tang Yue who was playing games on the floor far away.

Tang Yue still didn't talk much these days, Gao Jun asked Zhou Yang to push back his recent work, so that he could maintain his body and stabilize his emotions, and by the way, he also wanted to accompany him.

Tang Yue didn't cry and make a fuss, but ate and slept on time. During the day, when Gao Jun was dealing with official business, he just read books and played games, just like a good baby, but Gao Jun knew in his heart that Tang Yue had a thorn in his heart. This thorn was deeply buried in his heart and hurt him for many years, causing him pain from time to time, so over time, Tang Yue even got used to the existence of the pain.

And he wanted to be the one who pulled out the thorn with his own hands.

……

Early the next morning, when Tang Yue woke up, she rolled to the side subconsciously, but she didn't feel the heat that she should have normally. Tang Yue's heart moved, and when she opened her eyes, she saw that the other side of the bed was empty.

A trace of disappointment flashed through Tang Yue's heart for no reason. He was just about to stretch out his hand to pull the quilt as usual, but suddenly he heard a familiar low-pitched male voice from beside him.

"woke up?"

Tang Yue looked to the other side, and saw that the man had already put on his clothes, and walked towards him with a smile.

Before Tang Yue could react, the man picked him up from under the quilt, lowered his head and lightly touched his lips, "Good morning."

Even though Gao Jun has been like this every day for so many days, Tang Yue still can't help but have red ears at this moment.

Seeing that he was silent, Gao Jun explained to himself, "I may have to go out today. I have already made breakfast. I must eat it after I get up and wash up. I will ask Xing Chen to bring it to me later. Knock on the door for him, remember to open it for him, I will definitely be back before six o'clock in the evening, so... just stay at home and wait for me to come back and cook dinner for you, okay?"

After finishing speaking, Gao Jun did not forget to kiss Tang Yue lightly on the forehead.

After a long while, he felt the person in his arms nod slightly.

At this moment, Tang Yue was only wearing a thin layer of pajamas, lying in his arms so quietly, Gao Jun's hand gently stroked his back and waist, the touch of the soft skin made Gao Jun A little distracted, he insisted on hugging the man for a while, until the hands of the clock were about to point to 07:30, Gao Jun had no choice but to let him go, then bent down and gently sucked the other's soft lips, and then said softly, "I'm leaving."

Tang Yue hugged the quilt at the moment and lowered his eyes and didn't look up at him, looking a little inexplicably pitiful.

Gao Jun suppressed all the impulses in his heart, took a deep breath, and then turned to leave.

And the moment Gao Jun opened the door, Tang Yue, who had been sitting on the bed without speaking, finally secretly raised his head to look at the back of the man. The man was not wearing a formal suit as usual today, but a casual outfit.

The bedroom door was closed with a click, and Tang Yue took out the mobile phone that she kept under the pillow. The top news on the headline was the news of Gao Jun's participation in "Fantasy Adventure".