silent

Seeing Jiao Lin, he was ready to punch him down.

I even didn't expect that I would instinctively jump in front of Jiao Lin and take a solid hit for Jiao Lin.

Cheng Xiao stopped his fist before he came, and I shrank to the ground with my head sullen, and immediately felt a burst of blood in my mouth.

"Fat! Fat!"

Jiao Lin supported me in a panic.

Clutching his nose and pushing him away, he shouted, "Fuck you, Jiao Lin!"

"Don't fucking think it's because I'm interested in you!"

"Is it because of you? I'm afraid that Cheng Xiao will misunderstand!"

"Who is pretending in my heart, I will tell you."

"I, Lin Siyuan, have only Cheng Xiao from the beginning to the end."

"We went to bed, it was a mistake."

He paused word by word, finished speaking clearly, and even reached out to wipe away the nosebleed that flowed to his chin ridiculously.

Jiao Lin just stood in front of me, his eyes glazed over.

Those eyes, which were always full of confidence and impatience, were like two glass balls without organic substance at this moment.

After a few seconds of dead silence, Jiao Lin suddenly lowered his head, as if he had walked into the wrong room, wiped his face, turned and walked out the door.

Cheng Xiao grabbed me by the collar and pushed me against the wall.

The eyes that had been full of smiles suddenly became fierce.

"You fucking slept with him?"

"I'm so fucking helpful to you, so I can't take any advantage?"

"Fatty, you are fucking born to be harmful, aren't you!"

I'm really... a sinner.

but......

"If I had to choose. I really fucking regret asking you to help."

Jiao Lin didn't go back to the dormitory at night.

Lying under the quilt, I suddenly felt that the previously crowded three-person bedroom had become very empty.

There were people swearing at each other in the corridor, one at the east end and the other at the west end, and the obscenities echoed in the air.

Looks like one is for the basketball team and the other is for the soccer team.

Both parties are interfering with each other's [-] generations of ancestors in different ways, and I have to admire the literary accomplishments of the two.

It's just that this is a gymnasium, so don't make blind comparisons if you can do it. These two buddies don't know what it is, and they don't fucking do it after a night of bisecting.

I nestled in the bed, thinking when the fuck will I do it, I will sleep after I do it.

As a result, I couldn't fall asleep until dawn.

The author has something to say: This pair is a bit...

Seeing here is almost clear, right?

☆、Chapter 9

Afterwards, Jiao Lin no longer went back to the dormitory.

Except for showing up during class, other times he moves around in a secretive way, and he doesn't know what he's doing.

When I went home on weekends this week, I didn't see the fat man.

I went home and shaved my head.

The little cousin happened to come to my house and asked me to play.

After seeing me, he blinked and said, where did the monk come from.

He lowered his head to let her touch it, and it seemed that she liked the feel of it.

Hope I get my hair worth it.

Back to school on Monday.

Just entering the dormitory, Jiao Lin pointed at my head and laughed.

He laughed for a long time, until I wanted to lie down on the ground and laugh with him.

Some people seem to have a lot of appetite when they eat, and they feel very fragrant even in sex; some people look attracted when they sleep.People feel drowsy and can yawn continuously after watching it.As for Jiao Lin, this kid usually looks cool and doesn't like to laugh, and always frowns, but when he laughs out loud, his voice is clear and melodious, with a sense of rhythm, which makes people want to laugh .

Jiao Lin has this ability since he was a child. Even if the jokes he tells are very cold, as long as he laughs first, no one can stop laughing.

And today, I really can't laugh.

So with a straight face, he suppressed all the anger that had gathered in his chest, for fear that if he let go, he would burst out laughing.

Besides, I have already converted to Buddhism, so I don't bother to talk to him.

The two of us are like this, you look at me, I look at you, relatively speechless.

Just as he was about to say something, suddenly the bedroom door was kicked open with a "dang" kick.

Without even thinking about it, Jiao Lin and I scolded at the same time: "Can you fucking enter the door without kicking it!"

If this was normal, Chen Haonan would kneel down before the door opened, but with the flying kick he gave with all his strength just now, the door was kicked back and forth several times.

Jiao Lin and I waited quietly for the door to finally stop.

In the end, Chen Haonan couldn't take it anymore, stepped in, and roared angrily: "Did you fucking find someone to beat up Cheng Xiao?"

Jiao Lin and I both looked at each other with puzzled expressions.

There was silence and depression in the air.

After a long time, I raised my head, my eyes were full of anger: "Did you fucking find someone to beat up Cheng Xiao?"

Suddenly, several expressions changed on Jiao Lin's face.

At first, he was furious, then he dared not speak out, then he was helpless, and finally settled into a kind of bitterness of grief.

I like to see Jiao Lin angry, it seems that the most common thing to see on his face is the angry look, that is just like him, he looks rebellious, cold and aloof.In the past, he was always lazy and casual, no matter how big something happened, he would always look like he was carrying it for you, he was so complacent and majestic.

But now, those eyes, which had never been afraid at all, showed for the first time that they were hurt and helpless.

In this way, I am satisfied.

Watching a mighty and unyielding man become cowardly and pitiful.

And Jiao Lin, even if he is hurt, is still the Jiao Lin I know.Sorrowful, pitiful, weak... and other words can only stay on him for a moment. When I want to say something again, he has packed up all the confusion and anxiety. A series of emotions all disappeared completely.

"If I say I didn't do it, can you believe it?"

Jiao Lin said.

I laughed: "I really don't believe it."

Jiao Lin didn't say anything, just turned around and left.

I know, he figured it out.

Unexpectedly, on the first day back to school, I skipped class.

Go to the hospital to see Cheng Xiao.

When I arrived at the hospital, I saw that Mr. Ge was spread out on the bed. Except for the gauze wrapped around his head, he didn't look like a patient!Don't be in a good state of mind!Don't be too complacent when you are booing around for a group of beauties!

I walked over to have a look, Huo!Not only the beauties from the gymnasium came, but also a lot of beauties from the outer court, they were chatting softly and feeding fruit, it didn't seem like they were suffering, it was a paradise on earth.

The fellow tilted his head to see that I was coming, and immediately waved away all the concubines, saying: "I have something to talk to Fatty, thank you everyone, I will organize a game after I recover, thank you all."

I waited until the idlers in the ward had dispersed before I walked over, with my hands in my pockets, looking down at him.

Only at this time, Cheng Xiao, who fights like a mad dog, can look like a little milk dog, looking powerless, and the innate sense of oppression can be slightly weakened.

Satisfied with this position, I curled my lips and asked him: "How do you feel? Your Majesty."

Cheng Xiao said, "I'm really a bit of a fucking back."

Although Cheng Xiao's fights are as common as eating at home, but this time, it is rare to use such a ruthless move based on his head.

But I don't believe that Jiao Lin did it.

Cheng Xiao looked at me and said, "The two of us came out on the basketball court that day, which made Brick very uncomfortable. In fact, it was just jealous of me, and I was beaten for Jiao Lin. This kid is so fucking good Blessing."

I was not happy: "Do you think he is really lucky?"

Cheng Xiao stared at the ceiling in a daze, lying on the bed.

"Well. I think he is very lucky. It can make you feel at ease with him. It is a good fortune."

"When did you know about me?" I asked.

He smiled: "When I was in the hospital. It happened that Chen Haonan came to see me and told me about you."

"That bastard..." He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists: "I only let him act, not his lines!"

Cheng Xiao suddenly laughed even harder, his eyes were narrowed into slits, he didn't look as aggressive as usual, and there was a warm smile on his brows and eyes.

I blinked and said, "Anyway, I won't be in school after a while. Brick shouldn't bother you anymore. You...you don't want to trouble her. Little girl, don't understand. "

Cheng Xiao smiled: "Little girl, don't worry, I won't do anything to her."

I threw a bag of apples I found in the dormitory on the ground beside his bed, and just as I turned around to leave, I heard Cheng Xiao ask me.

"Hey, fat man, let me ask you.

"Say."

"Have you ever been tempted by me?"

I turned to look at him and said, "Yes."

He looked at me and finally smiled heartlessly.

"Forget it, I'll take what you're telling the truth. I don't want to become Jiao Lin, and I'll be lied to for the rest of my life."

He walked towards the door without turning his head, and waved his hand as a farewell.

"Then lie to him forever."

Because I'm really clueless.

Another weekend.

Just had dinner on Sunday night when someone downstairs yelled, "Fatty! Fatty!"

The shrill voice pierced the quiet of the neighborhood, causing many enthusiastic aunts and aunts in the neighborhood to scramble to open the windows to see what happened.

It's been a long time, and Jiao Lin hasn't called me like this.

I was afraid that if this continued, it would cause public outrage, so I pushed my mother.

"Fatty! Fatty! Fatty!"

As for Jiao Lin, this guy's voice became higher and higher every time, as if he would call the sky out of a hole if I didn't go out.

My mother had no choice but to open the window in the kitchen and answer him with her head: "Jiao Lin, the fat man is not here!"

I thought it was wrong, some things seemed to be unclear, and I immediately opened the window from my room, poked my head out and called, "Why did you ask me?"

My mother looked at me at that time, like a swishing knife, wishing to stab me with a knife.

When I was sitting on the floor tying my shoes, my mother grabbed my ears for a long time and scolded bitterly: "Didn't you tell me you're not here, bastard! How can you tell me to see Jiao Lin in the future!"

When I went downstairs, my ears were red and red.

Seeing Jiao Lin appearing in front of his eyes, his eyes suddenly became moist.

Jiao Lin asked, "Do you have a cold?"

I nodded, with a nasal sound in my voice: "Yeah. I have a cold."

Jiao Lin rubbed my head and said, "I've decided, I'm going to join my dad and go to America."

Although it was something planned, hearing him say that made me feel a little empty.

"You should have gone by now?"

Jiao Lin frowned again, and said, "You really are a white-eyed wolf. When you fall in love, you forget about your buddies? How dare I have nothing to do with you if I don't go abroad?"

"Don't, don't threaten me with this kind of thing." I pouted.

Jiao Lin sighed again: "Since seeing you following Cheng Xiao, you are so happy. There is no room for me to intervene..."

"I've seen you as an eyesore for a long time, so get out of here."

"You don't want to see me like that? I thought I could work harder."

Jiao Lin suddenly smiled, with a look of relief.

"Forget it, you are here with me, there is no play."

"Success, with your words, I'll be sure to go." He smiled and said: "I'm looking for you today just to ask you to go around, tomorrow's plane, I guess you won't see me off."

"You are so predictable."

Jiao Lin and I went to the square we used to go to when we were young.

This square used to be a piece of ruins, but now it has become a brand new CBD area.It is said that this new district was designed by a ghost. The entire new district is not as horizontal and vertical as other districts, but is composed of many gardens with twists and turns. If you are not a local, you will get lost if you go around the elevated road in the new district. You will not be able to get off within 10 minutes. .

Jiao Lin was like a dog since he was a child, and he would never get lost wherever he went. I followed him obediently, and arrived at the central square of the new district in a short while.

We were walking in the square park. After walking for a while, a black figure suddenly appeared from the grass and looked at us furtively.

This look seemed familiar.

Just when I was about to seriously reject him "Uncle, we don't want Dieer".

The man's eyes were bright, and he strode up to Jiao Lin's side, and said in a low voice, "Dude, do you want a Kongming lantern?"

Jiao Lin became angry when he heard it, and shouted: "We both want a fucking Kongming lantern!"

Suddenly he was discouraged and said, "Then I want one."

We followed this buddy around in the small flowers again, like an underground party joint, and bought a Kongming lantern for 50 yuan.

Before leaving, the peddler suggested thoughtfully: "Let it go to your leeward wind, and run as soon as you let it go, the police will catch people along the Kongming lantern in a while."

We both wanted to laugh when we looked at the sky lanterns.

Two old men with 1.79 and above, holding a standard Kongming lantern in a romantic drama, no matter what they think, they don't match.

"Smile, come and help."

Seeing me laughing non-stop, Jiao Lin roared, his face flushed.

Although it is now expressly forbidden to set off Kongming lanterns, we still did it secretly, just like when we were young and did bad things together secretly.

Jiao Lin lit the wick with a lighter, and the two of us propped up the paper lantern on one side, watching the soft fire light illuminate his sharp-edged face...

Jiao Lin said across from me.

As soon as I let go of my hand, the lamp flew lightly into the sky.

"Fatty. Can you let me kiss you?"

I looked at him, Jiao Lin's eyes sparkled against the night sky.

"Just a moment. It doesn't count that you cheated."

"I won't tell Cheng Xiao."

I couldn't help it: "Are you the old king next door ==+ Cheng Xiao's head is full of green light..."

Jiao Lin put his hands on my shoulders with a faceless face: "I can at most be the old Jiao next door..."

"Don't be stingy, just give me a kiss."

"Success." I nodded: "Even if you kiss me, I'm still Cheng Xiao's person."

Gently kissed me on the forehead.

Like the first snowflakes of this winter.

so soft.

The author has something to say: Erhaha, I was almost late again~~~~~~

Every time stepping on the time point to update.

Mercury is retrograde recently, what happened is as strange as haunted~~~

Tomorrow is the last chapter, and this short story is over~

It's been a long time since the pair of Song of the Mermaid... It seems that it's time to start changing.

☆、Chapter 10

After Jiao Lin and I parted ways in the square, we didn't go home.

He called Chen Haonan immediately.

Look at the sky, it is snowing sporadically, and said: "Come out, brother will take you to the waves."

Chen Haonan didn't hesitate at all, and he went to the appointment obediently.

We didn't speak a word, and drank a few bottles of beer at a barbecue stand near the school.

After both of them had drunk three rounds, they suddenly saw an old man pushing a bicycle forward in the snow.

During this period of time in the gymnasium, I have fought, surpassed guys, fought and scolded people, smoked cigarettes but never got into a game.At this time, I felt that I should end this period of campus life in a heroic and sensational way, so that my life would be considered complete.

The so-called youth also has an explanation.

Turning to look at Chen Haonan, he said, "I've been robbed for sex in my life, but I've never been robbed of money. You can accompany your fat brother to rob."

Chen Haonan nodded, and said very loyally: "Let's rob a big one, and you can flee to the United States with the money when you turn around."

I said, "That's not realistic, I think you can start with a small goal that can be achieved."

Chen Haonan's eyes lit up: "One hundred million?"

I pointed to the old man in front of me who hadn't gone far.

"Start with a bike."

Chen Haonan: "==+"

Chen Haonan and I followed the old man for two streets on a snowy night. It was supposed to be getting colder and colder, but we were sweating nervously, and the two of us didn't dare to do anything.

In the end, I gritted my teeth, rushed over with my head covered, snatched the bicycle from the old man's hand, crossed my legs, and was about to ride away.

The moment he got on the bicycle, Chen Haonan ran over quickly from behind, and nimbly sat on the back seat of my bicycle.

The dawn of victory is just around the corner!

I didn't expect the first robbery to be so successful!

Just as I was thinking this way, within two meters of stepping on the bike, the whole bike was crooked, loose and loose, and suddenly fell into a pile of parts. Chen Haonan and I fell on the snow-sprinkled ground in a state of dog-eat-shit in a state of embarrassment. A bout of dizziness.

Just when we both looked confused and didn't know what happened, the old man followed from behind.

Standing beside us with folded arms, staring condescendingly and saying:

"Little bastard, do you know why I stopped riding just now!"

That night, I got up straight from the ground and was taken to the hospital.

Before he fell into a coma, he did not forget to ask Chen Haonan: Dude, this incident proves that we are not the material for robbery, you should learn your judo well, and hope to win glory for the country in the Olympic Games in the future.

At that time, Chen Haonan cried so much that he promised me with great emotion that he would make a name for himself.

Since then, I have officially started hospitalization.

My little cousin came to see me the next day, and she still brought the horror cartoon called Blue Cat Three Thousand Questions.

She raised the cartoon plate in her hand suggestively, and then asked me: "What do you want to do, I will accompany you."

I thought about it wisely and said, "You can accompany me to see the blue cat and ask three thousand questions."

The little cousin said: "I will accompany you to do what you want to do, not you to accompany me to do what I want to do."

After she said this, she obviously felt that she was a little confused, and she lowered her head and thought about it again to make sure that what she said just now did not conform to the logic of her age.

Before she could figure it out, I said, "But I also like watching Blue Cat Three Thousand Questions."

Then the little cousin spread her hands helplessly, and said to the mother who was serving the meal next to her, "Mom, look, I really can't do anything with him."

My mother stopped what she was doing and asked strangely, "Why do you call me Mom?"

I also wondered why the little cousin changed her name to my mother, so she pointed to my mother and asked, "What do you call her?"

"Isn't this the abbreviation for me? Auntie is called Mom for short. It's a little tired to be called Auntie."

I said, "Forget it, you'd better call her Mom."

The little cousin grabbed my hand suddenly, with a solemn expression: "Fatty, don't worry, she will always be my great aunt, and I will not steal your mother from you."

I couldn't help but patted her head: "Fortunately, you are young... Some abbreviations are not called like that..."

My mother couldn't help feeling tight in her chest when she heard this, and went out to do other things after serving the meal.

The little cousin asked while eating: "Fatty, what's wrong with you?"

"There's a tumor in my brain."

"Is it big?"

"Hmm. Big."

"It doesn't matter if you carry it like this?"

"Then how can it be okay, if I don't kill this thing, it will kill me."

The little cousin showed a look of sudden realization, as if she didn't understand what I said, but she didn't ask any more because she was afraid.

"Then what do you mean by what you told me today?" She thought for a while and asked again.

I put down my chopsticks and looked at her seriously.

"Children must keep what they say, otherwise I will never believe you again."

"Don't worry, fat man, I will definitely mean what I say."

"From now on, you will treat my mother as your mother, and come and play with her if you have nothing to do. Look at how nice your aunt is to you. She doesn't give you less delicious food? I also watch cartoons with you. son?"

The little cousin nodded vigorously: "You don't need to tell me, I will come too. Don't worry."

He reached out and rubbed her head.

After a few days in the hospital, I went home again.

During this period, Cheng Xiao only came once, and it looked like he was saying goodbye.

He told me: Jiao Lin had a good life there, and he was also interesting. He is very official when he talks to me now, and he has to go through me when he asks you, for fear of offending you.

I said: What you said seemed like Jiao Lin had gone to that world over there.

After thinking about it, he said, "Isn't that right? I treated him like that, and even if he didn't dare to call me again.

Then he asked me again, how are you doing.

All I could do was face the warm winter sun that day and tell him I was fine.

That was the last time I saw Cheng Xiao.

He wanted to run away when he left, he simply said goodbye and never looked back.

After a while, my mother told me that I had to be completely isolated.

So I packed up my things and prepared to stay in the hospital forever.

These days, the one who comes to see me the most is Chen Haonan.

He often came over with a bag of fruit, which surprised me, and I suddenly felt ashamed of the things that always bullied him.

But he was able to come to see me, maybe not because of the good relationship with me, maybe because he has a big heart.

He sat on the head of my bed and peeled apples with his head down, while chatting with me.

"Hey, Lin Siyuan, in fact, I am very happy to act with you every day. If you ask me to help you realize this lie, I will help you. In fact, I will do whatever you ask me to do for you. If it weren't for you and Jiao Lin, I might have I just jumped off the roof of the school building. When I first came here, the whole school took turns to beat me up. If you two hadn’t appeared on the roof at that time, I might have really jumped..."

Guiltyly biting the apple he handed me, I wondered if I should tell him that we were just furious because we were interrupted by this group of people just because we were about to finish something...

Seeing that I didn't make a sound, he thought it was sad, and said again: "I'm just stupid... Lin Siyuan, I just don't want to see you and Jiao Lin, this is the result."

"Then tell me, what can he do if he knows? My matter is settled."

"But......"

"Don't be, don't forget how you promised me, don't say it for the rest of your life. It would be great if he could forget me and start a new life. My mother promised me, and she will take me to move after a while Going to my hometown, the transfer procedures are also done perfectly, except for you and Cheng Xiao, no one knows what's going on."

"Lin Siyuan, you're trying to escape like this. You don't care, do you?"

Chen Haonan became angry while talking.

I'm not on fire yet.

Biting the apple, she looked at him with a cold face.

"That's right, I just don't care. During this period of time, I was quite afraid of Jiao Lin. I was so scared that I don't know how to describe it. I was very nervous every day, and I didn't know if I would collapse in the next second. Every moment he was by my side , I have to control myself, I am afraid that if I suddenly collapse, I will kneel down crying, hug his thigh, and tell him that I am actually very afraid of death. I am so afraid that I want to pee my pants."

"Fat..."

"Every minute and every second he was with me, I felt a kind of suffering."

Throwing away the apple core, I said again: "He is like me. He has been single-parent since he was a child, and he lives in a neighbor. Didn't he just meet his father who came back from the United States? I know, I will tell him about it, he I will never go to the United States in my life. As long as there is 30% of my fucking hope, I will give it a try. Let alone he will not go to the United States. Even if he goes to the United States, I will stalk him to rape him gone."

As he spoke, his eyes suddenly became hazy.

"This is me." He choked up a bit, and his voice returned to calm again.

"I'm not hopeless."

Chen Haonan didn't say a word, picked up another apple and began to peel it.

The apple peeled by him is very complete, and the knife circles around the apple again and again. I stare at the apple peel, wishing that time will never stop like this.

After a while, Chen Haonan gave me another apple.

"Lin Siyuan, you are fucking amazing."

"I've lived so long, I haven't seen anyone doing things as brilliantly as you."

Me too, never thought I'd seen bird flu survive earthquakes or doomsday survivors die of cancer.

At this time, the cold winter was almost over, the snow outside the window began to melt, the plum blossoms planted in the hospital were in full bloom, and a gorgeous flower peeked into the window.I took out the hand that was not on the drip, rummaged through the desk full of sundries, and found a college ideological and political textbook.At the beginning my mother still laughed at me, but now I think about studying, is it a little late.

Open it to a photo inside.

Jiao Lin and I laughed silly, wearing the same white T-shirt with different patterns printed on it.The upper half of my heart, the upper half of his heart, put together is a vulgar heart.It was my birthday and it was our high school graduation trip for the two of us.I bought two cheesy T-shirts for him, but he confessed his love to me first, saying that he actually liked me for a long time, and told me not to be afraid, and not to tell my mother.

I asked Chen Haonan to help me put on the T-shirt, and then lay down in the bed again.

He was as motionless as a corpse.

I said: "After I leave, you help me burn this clothes with me. At least I can have a thought when I go there."

Chen Haonan smiled: "In case your deeds move the heavens and the earth, you won't die."

I closed my eyes and covered my head with the quilt: "If I don't die, I'll listen to Thirteen Xiang and study hard. I'm going to be admitted to an American school and go to Jiao Lin."

That night, I slept soundly and dreamed about Jiao Lin.

I dreamed that he likes to frown like before, with impatience in his eyes, but his hands holding me are so strong and hot.

In the dream, he lay beside my ear, kissed me, and touched my head, then turned and left.

Standing in the spring when plum blossoms are flying, I stare blankly at his back as he walks away.

I moved my mouth and wanted to say something, but I couldn't open it.

The author has something to say: a little inspiration from the past.

There is no way to leave it like this all the time.

So let's finish writing.

I hope everyone... uh...

I should say that it is better to have fun watching it or not to watch it.

That's the ending