I'm not that Lu Fei

Lu Fei began to live a tormented life, and he was terrified at home and at school.After a period of time like this, in this day's math class, the teacher asked the students to solve two problems on the blackboard.Then the teacher called the students to take their homework up for her to check.When he clicked on Lu Fei, he took his homework and stood next to the math teacher, his hands shaking nervously, because he couldn't do these two problems.Naturally, the math teacher lost her temper, and she tore Lu Fei's homework book into four pieces and threw it in front of Lu Fei.

Lu Fei picked up the torn homework and stood there crying.The math teacher pulled him in front of her, and said angrily: "Your mother is really capable, why does she seem to be educated? She even wrote an anonymous letter to sue me, how can I feel sorry for you? I just met you, a pig like you." It's really bad luck for eight lifetimes."

Lu Fei looked up at the math teacher's angry face with eyes blurred by tears. He didn't know that his mother who often beat and scolded him would sue the teacher for him, probably because he saw the bruise on his face.

The math teacher gave him a push, "Go on and continue doing the questions until you get it right."

Lu Fei went to his seat and sat down, looking at the torn homework and continued to cry.Every time a new homework book is issued by the teacher, he has no money to buy a new homework book, and now he can't do homework at all.

The math teacher was even angrier when he saw him crying on the podium, "If you don't have a homework book, you can find a way. Seeing you like that makes people angry!"

He was startled when he heard the teacher's words, cried and picked up the homework book that was torn up by the teacher. A small piece of it was barely usable. He turned over the unused page and started copying the questions again.Finally, with the help of his deskmate, he finally solved the two problems. The math teacher took the incomplete homework and reluctantly ticked him off.

When get out of class was about to end, the teacher was going to hand out homework books, and Lu Fei was relieved, without the homework, he couldn't do his homework.

There are not many people in Lu Fei's class, and they are divided into six rows, with two rows next to each other.The entire classroom, two columns on the left, two columns in the middle, and two columns on the right.Lu Fei sat on the left side of the second row of two rows in the middle of the classroom.

The math teacher sends out the two columns on the left first, and then the two columns on the right.In the middle, she first handed out the classmate in front of Lu Fei, and then went to the right to hand out one column, and then forwarded from the back of the classroom, until the classmate behind Lu Fei, and the homework had just been handed out.In this way, only Lu Fei in the class has no homework book.He watched the math teacher return to the podium in a panic, raised his hand in a daze to tell the teacher that he didn't have a homework book, but the teacher ignored him, and then announced that get out of class was over.

The classmates next to him looked at him incomprehensibly, but they didn't know what to say to comfort him.After all, they were still elementary school students, and the teacher was too big. They generally believed that Lu Fei must have offended the teacher by being disobedient.

Lu Fei cried all the way home, and got money to buy homework after being scolded by his mother.

After that time, Lu Fei became more and more afraid of math class, and always felt that the pretty-looking teacher was extremely scary.

At noon that day, when Lu Fei returned home, as usual, there was no hot meal waiting for him, not even leftovers.Fortunately, there is still some cold rice in the rice cooker.He took out the rice and poured some boiling water to heat the rice, but the water in the thermos bottle was old, so it couldn't warm the rice at all.Lu Fei poured out the boiling water, put a little salt in the rice, and ate it.

During the last class in the afternoon, Lu Fei felt very uncomfortable in his stomach, but this class was mathematics, so he didn't dare to ask the teacher for leave so he endured it.I thought to myself, after a while, school will be over.

But how could he bear the diarrhea? When he was dripping with cold sweat, he really couldn't take it anymore, so he raised his hand to signal that he wanted to ask for leave.But the math teacher ignored it, just like he used to muster up the courage to raise his hand when he wanted to answer a question.Lu Fei almost cried, his stomach hurt and he was sweating coldly.He also didn't have the guts to run out to the toilet by himself, so in the end, he cried and pulled in his pants.No matter how sad he cried, he couldn't redeem this fact. He felt that his self-esteem was also pulled out of his body.

He lay on the desk and heard the students around him whispering: "Why is it so stinky, who farted!" He felt ashamed.

Lu Fei came home wearing cold, stinky pants. His mother cooked a table of dishes for the first time and helped him carry his schoolbag with a smile.Then he paused and said, "Why is it so stinky?"

Lu Fei pushed her away in a panic and ran into the room to look for his pants. His mother followed her in and saw Lu Fei take off the pants on the floor, and said in disgust, "You're so big that you still put shit in your pants, don't you hate me?" Disgusting! It seems that you are right not to!"

Lu Fei stood there with his butt naked, "Mom, you don't want me anymore?"

"Who wants you, such a disgusting child? I'll send you back to the orphanage in two days."

That day Lu Fei knelt on the ground and begged for a long time, but nothing changed in the end, and he was sent back to the orphanage.What's worse, all the children in the orphanage knew about his pooping in his pants. From then on, Lu Fei became the object of ridicule and bullying.No one wants to play with him anymore, and no one wants to have such a friend.

Lu Fei began to live more lonely than before. After being bullied many times, Lu Fei thought in his heart that if he became stronger and taller, he would not be bullied anymore, so he ate a lot of food every meal, thinking that this would make him feel better. Get stronger quickly.

After that, Lu Fei was adopted again. The parents were from the countryside, and the conditions were not very good.In the end, because Lu Fei didn't like to talk, didn't have a smiling face all day long, and ate too much, he was sent back because he couldn't afford it.

After this time, Lu Fei began to force himself to talk to everyone, often with a smile on his face.No matter how sad I feel, I still have to smile on my face.Most of the children who bullied and laughed at him before were adopted, and the rest no longer targeted Lu Fei because they grew up, and his incident was gradually forgotten by people.

It wasn't long before Lu Fei was adopted for the third time, because the mother said that Lu Fei stole things from the house.Lu Fei felt very wronged, no matter how he explained that it was his father who took it, he was not believed.Instead, it was said to be a white-eyed wolf.

After this time, Lu Fei didn't really want to be adopted anymore, he thought, it's not bad to live in the orphanage all the time.But when the mother said she wanted him for the fourth time, he, longing for family warmth, resolutely threw himself into her arms.

But unexpectedly, the family broke up in the end, and my mother died of alcoholism.

Lu Fei felt that maybe his fate was too hard, no matter how many opportunities he had, he would never have a complete and happy family.

Feeling the warm touch on his hand, Lu Feiyou woke up and opened his eyes to see a puppy licking his left wrist.Lu Fei stared at the sky above with confused eyes, feeling that God just loves to play with him.

Lu Fei sat up, he was too sad and hopeless last night, it was really hard to live.He didn't know when he hit his wrist, and he forgot what tool he was using.Lu Fei often forgets some things, things that are too painful.When he was in a trance, he couldn't remember what he had done to his body when he woke up.I have lived alone until now, and this situation has happened several times, and every time something happens that leads to repeated attempts.This time, it was this stray dog ​​who saved his life...

Lu Fei reached out and hugged the puppy tightly, "You are the same as me...but why did you save me..." Looking at the wound on his wrist, Lu Fei probably chose the wrong method.Bleeding wounds will solidify after a long time, right, so do the wounds in my heart, otherwise how could I have survived these years...

"Dog, I'm sorry, I can't keep you. Now I can't even eat. Following me is not much better than wandering with you." Lu Fei put down the dog and prepared to go back.

Since I didn't die, I still have to live, right...

After walking for a while, Lu Fei looked back and saw that the dog was still following him, he sighed and continued walking.Walking all the way to the rental room, Lu Fei found that the dog was still following him.Lu Fei opened the door and saw that everything in the room had been tidied up and the bed was well made.He sat down on the bed as if exhausted, his mental state was not good, and his body also felt weak.I don't know when that puppy was by his side last night, it is estimated that he lost a lot of blood.Lu Fei was lying on the bed, his head was in a state of confusion, not knowing what to do next.

Turning his head to see the puppy squatting outside the door looking at him, Lu Fei waved to it, "Come in."

The puppy ran over erratically, and Lu Fei hugged him into his arms. It's good to have a living creature by his side now.

"Lu Fei, are you back?"

Lu Fei heard the voice and sat up from the bed, "Grandma Zhang."

"The police came this morning and asked about something about last night. You don't have a mobile phone, so there is no way to contact you. I guess they will have to come later, so don't go out."

"Okay, thank you, Grandma Zhang. Did you clean up my room for me?"

"Yes." Grandma Zhang sighed, "Why is your child's life so bad? Oh, what will you do after this?"

Lu Fei smiled with difficulty, "It's okay, Grandma Zhang, I'm already a man, it's fine if I can't study, I can do other jobs, and it's not a problem to support myself."

Grandma Zhang wiped her tears, took Lu Fei's hand, took out a wad of money from her trouser pocket and put it in Lu Fei's hand, "These are a little money collected by the neighbors, and I will give you food during this time. The tuition fee cannot be collected By the way, you also know that people who can live in this place with a monthly rent of 150 yuan are not in good condition at home..."

"No, no, no." Lu Fei pushed the money over, "I can't have it, I can still work."

"Hold it!" Grandma Zhang stuffed the money into his trouser pocket, squeezed his hand and said, "Son, be good, ah..."

After Grandma Zhang left, Lu Fei couldn't help crying while holding the few hundred yuan.After suffering such a blow from not being able to go to college, Lu Fei didn't know whether he should be happy or not after receiving these comforts.His mood didn't improve because of these warmth, but his heart was a little warm, but this warmth was not enough to warm his whole heart. Lu Fei felt that he couldn't control his mood.

In the afternoon, the police came again and told him that the person who stole the money had been caught.But the money has been used up, and there is no way to get it back.Lu Fei didn't have too many surprises, but felt uncomfortable for a while.Because a human life was involved, Lu Fei asked again.But what the police said was rather vague, probably expressing that those people are minors, and they probably won't be sentenced.Lu Fei is really uncomfortable now, the world treats him sincerely, the person who loved him died like this, and the murderer cannot be punished...

The work on the construction site ended yesterday, and the wages were received.Lu Fei thought it was a coincidence that all the money was stolen the day he received his salary, and nothing was left for him.In the afternoon, Lu Fei still went to work at the hot pot restaurant on time.At least we still have to wait for the wages to be paid here before we can consider our future life.

Lu Fei thought that he would probably go to City D. The city is bigger and there are more opportunities.Moreover, Lu Fei actually thought that if he went to that city, he might have a chance to meet Han Xiao... He also thought about calling Han Xiao to ask for help. He carried that business card with him every day, and took it out to look at it from time to time. I also didn't have the courage to make that call.He didn't want to destroy his good image in front of Han Xiao, probably because he didn't want people like Han Xiao to pity him.He has always been good at asking for something, because he is afraid of causing trouble to others, and afraid of hurting his self-esteem after being rejected.No matter what you encounter, you will deal with it yourself, and even the most difficult things will be digested by yourself.

It will definitely get better, no matter what path you take, you must walk well...

After getting off work early today, Lu Fei dragged his exhausted body back to the rental house.Staring at Uncle Wang's room for a while, it seemed that something was missing in my heart.Just as he was about to take the key to open the door, he saw a large shadow behind him.Lu Fei turned around and saw five or six people standing in front of him, all of them looked hostile.

Just as Lu Fei wanted to ask them what was the matter, those people rushed over and started beating them indiscriminately.Lu Fei reflexively hugged his head and crouched against the wall, shouting angrily, "Who are you!"

"I have no reason to beat you, who told you to be a stray dog!" One of them said disdainfully, kicking Lu Fei on the waist.

Lu Fei endured the pain and didn't cry out. He just burst out with strength and vented all the anger that had been suppressed in his heart on the person who spoke.He didn't have much experience in fighting, he was just determined to hit the person who spoke just now, regardless of the punches and kicks on his body, he only focused on hitting one person ruthlessly.