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He Gaowen came over when Lin Zijun sent the order to the warehouse.

When He Gaowen said on the phone that he planned to stay at her place for a few days, Lin Zijun, who was confirming the order with his mobile phone on his shoulder, didn't notice anything strange. After all, he had a happy and sumptuous meal with Shen Ze and the others yesterday.But when she opened the door and saw He Gaowen who was tired and silent sitting on a big suitcase, she felt that something was wrong!

He Gaowen summed up the grievance and hatred in three sentences: "He is sorry for me, I don't want to see him, I will stay with you for a few days."

Lin Zijun usually likes to make trouble, and also likes to make him feel poor, but now is an extraordinary period, she stands by the door and shrinks herself into a quail.She opened a bottle of wine for her poor "brother". There were plenty of appetizers in the refrigerator. They didn't mention Shen Ze or scold them. .

Drunk people are usually either silent or talkative.Some wines are particularly bad, and they like to make trouble.When He Gaowen was drunk, he leaned obediently on the sofa, and rolled himself into a ball, harmless and innocent.

Lin Zijun was not so drunk yet, so he got up shaking and covered him with a blanket.When I got closer, I could hear He Gaowen talking, back and forth the two sentences: "How could you lie to me, how could you be sorry to me..."

Lin Zijun also felt bad for him and sighed heavily.However, there is no rule in this world that if you like someone, that person must also like you and not hurt you.

Of course, most people can do "thank you for your likes, I can't cooperate", and then turn around and leave.Don't hurt if you can't respond, this is the way of the majority, but Shen Ze shouldn't belong to the majority or the very few, after all, he really liked He Gaowen at the beginning, it's just that in him, the Shen family's playful nature, enjoyment His attitude towards life made him go wrong this time.

When He Gaowen woke up, he found that he had changed his posture. He was slumped on the sofa, but now he was lying upright. Lin Zijun was naturally in her bedroom. The door of the study was wide open, and he could see the faint green light of the computer screen.

Lin Zijun's family background is really good. Her parents are college professors at He Gaowen School, but their daughter has been living outside the home for a long time, so this house has a very homely feel—well, it would be better if it was a little tidier.

He Gaowen's brain paused for a few seconds, and he frowned and glanced at the messy room. Did he think it was a week ago that he came here to help her tidy it up last time?

How can a girl turn her house into a garbage dump? This is the first question He Gaowen thinks about when he wakes up.

He was finally fully awake, his head restarted like a machine that had been in disrepair for a long time, and stopped abruptly when it switched to "Shen Ze confessed that he was with someone else"—is this a complete break?

The discomfort was not so strong. His cell phone had been turned off long ago, and he didn't know what time it was. He staggered up and took two steps. The soles of his feet were numb. He patted on the door of Lin Zijun's room and saw the person in the quilt In protest, he grabbed the pillow and threw it at the door without looking at it.

"You still have such a bad attitude after I've broken up with you." He Gaowen yawned and walked to the study.

With the three computers turned on, he picked up the mouse and shook it, and a message was posted on Weibo: "The famous actor Nie Wenhua was found dead in the apartment, and homicide was preliminarily ruled out."

He Gaowen shivered, his whole body froze, blinked his eyes a few times, and leaned closer to the screen to confirm the three words "Nie Wenhua".

That's right...it was him.

He Gaowen leaned back in his chair, not knowing what to say.

His hands trembled a little, but his back was stiff and straight. He realized that things might not be that simple, maybe... maybe it had something to do with Shen Ze and him.But he didn't have the courage to poke in and read the details. He rubbed his tired face a few times, and the headache and body aches from the hangover surrounded him. He simply shrank in the chair, leaning the back of his head on the back Go up, close your eyes and say nothing.

The mobile phone that had just been charged and turned on jumped out several messages lively, and then quieted down after a while, only the screen indicator light remained to remind.He Gaowen stretched out his hand and opened it.

There was a missed call reminder, an unfamiliar number called three times in succession, and the prompt was an EMS call.He Gaowen didn't take it seriously because he hadn't exchanged letters or packages recently.

Not surprisingly, Shen Ze sent seven or eight text messages one after another. At the beginning, he was still explaining in an excited tone, but after the next few messages, it could be seen that he calmed down a lot.

The last two were in the early hours of the morning. Shen Ze said that he went back to He Gaowen's house and found that he was not there. He said he was in a hurry and asked where He Gaowen was.

The last one was after three o'clock in the morning. Shen Ze said that he would go back first, and Nie Wenhua's agent was looking for him.

Looking at the hot spots on Weibo, the news of Nie Wenhua's death was released after five o'clock, which was extremely fast.

He Gaowen was hesitant to say something. He was not a very hard-hearted person. He thought that once he liked someone, he wanted to like him for the rest of his life. He thought he was very good to Shen Ze, but ah, this In the world, it is not that if you treat someone well, that person will return you some kindness.

He even thought about being wronged and great to make them together, get drunk and sleep, and wake up as a bachelor again.But why did Nie Wenhua...

The company started work on the sixth day of the new year, and since he was going to be assigned to the branch office as the executive director, after the handover work a year ago, he would not be delayed as long as he arrived at the branch office around the tenth day of the new year.However, Shen Ze never contacted him until he received the branch assistant's confirmation of his arrival.

He ate and drank for nothing at Lin Zijun's for a few days—not necessarily, helping to process orders—his psychology changed from "damn I'm sorry my people didn't come up with a 120-point sincere apology" to "putting on airs" Do you take Joe? Be more patient than hum" and now "It's over."

The most uncomfortable moment passed, and it was strange that what remained was the smallest dose of pain, fed a little every moment and let him eat, and it would not be sad if he ate too much.

On the day he left the city, he went back to his previous rental house, but he didn't bring out some documents.The landlord happened to take a new tenant to see the house that day, so he hurriedly stopped him, saying that there was a letter from him that was stuffed in the mailbox at the door. The landlord was worried that someone would pry it away, so he kept it for him, but he couldn’t be contacted a few days ago he.

He Gaowen thanked him and thought, who sent it?All his letters are addressed to the company.

The dark blue envelope felt thick to the touch and should be made of paper, but the sender's name was scrawled on it, which was not clear.

He put together the letter and the required documents, and planned to take them to Lin Zijun's house first, and then read them on the plane.

With his hips on his hips, he looked around the place where he lived for many years. Every sofa, every potted plant, and every bowl in the kitchen was bought from other places like ants moving after his job became stable. Little by little, it became the current "home".

How much he longed for a place to settle down. When he was a child, his uncle's house was a cage, and where were the dark and disgusting eyes?After learning, the dormitory is a dull net, and everyone's indifference and deliberate alienation make him live a depressing life.Until he was in college, he was able to work part-time, cleaned himself up, walked with his head up, and slowly tried to make eye contact with others instead of ducking and burying his head.There was finally a sheltered place to rest, but he was leaving it now.

He once thought about buying this place. After all, he has lived here for many years and has a lot of affection; besides, it is not too far away from the company and Lin Zijun's house.Even if it is a transfer, he thinks he can come back in a few years. It is difficult for him to get used to a place or even develop feelings for it. He hopes to buy this place when he comes back, or come back to live here occasionally, because Shen Ze seems to like the feeling of this place too.

The plan could never keep up with the changes, Shen Ze didn't like him anymore, he even ran away from the house where he lived for many years hastily.

He Gaowen took off the suit that was hanging on his arm, and slowly walked over to touch every piece of furniture, with sad eyes.

Start here, end here?

Can it be saved?Since I still think about it in my heart, what is there to be awkward about a big man?Sitting on the sofa, he took out his mobile phone and sent Shen Ze the first text message in a few days: "Are you free at five o'clock in the afternoon? Let's talk."

The text message was sent immediately, and when the notification sounded that the sending was successful, He Gaowen felt the heaviness of so many days disappear in an instant. He jumped up from the sofa and walked to the French window. He raised his hands to embrace the golden light in the sky.

At this time, Shen Ze in that place was shooting the cover advertisement of the latest magazine. He arranged a studio shoot in the morning, and went outdoors to shoot the scene the next day.As soon as Shen Ze heard "rest", he exchanged hard work with the staff, and hurried to Wang Er to get his mobile phone.

Wang Er knew what he was thinking, and raised his phone as if asking for credit: "I'm back!"

Shen Ze's expression froze for a second, and then he grinned: "Look, my master's charm!"

I don't know who can't continue the sad work a few days ago.Wang Er muttered in his heart.

Of course, Shen Ze happily replied: "If you have time, yes, you can decide the location."

The phone rang, and He Gaowen looked at those words and smirked happily. After calming down for a few days, he still found that he loves Shen Ze very much. When he thinks that there is no way to be together, he has no energy in doing anything. Want to surrender love.

"Come home."

Of course Shen Ze is good, 1 is good, there witnessed every sweet and happy picture of the two of them.Shen Ze, who was in such a good mood that even a dog would be annoyed when he saw it, naturally chose to forget the heartbreaking scene of the two before.

He Gaowen looked at the time, it was two o'clock, and there were three hours left.With a smile on his lips, he slowly sorted things out again, checking if there was anything missing.He marked all the things that needed to be moved out. This unlucky task of moving fell on Lin Zijun, but now he planned to forgive Shen Ze, and the task was handed over naturally. He gave Lin Zijun a high-five to celebrate Lin Zijun's escape.

He confirmed and confirmed that because he was in a good mood, he was not at all irritable when doing such a tedious task.At 04:30, he went outside to buy two meals, sat at the table and waited for Shen Ze.

Shen Ze's express car was on the road, and he sent a text message half an hour ago saying it was coming soon, why hasn't it arrived yet.

He was suddenly a little uneasy. Didn't he regret it?

Waiting was a waste of time, so he opened the envelope, wanting to see what was inside, He Gaowen opened the door, the envelope made a "here" sound, opened a long and narrow opening, and he saw a stack of photos.

It was Shen Ze and Nie Wenhua.

Clothes and no pants, naked; in the bathroom or in the car, and on the bed, which should be Nie Wenhua's bed, and the studio lounge... He Gaowen shook his hand, and the photo fell to the ground with a clatter.

He felt that a wound had been torn open in his heart, and the oozing was more than blood donation.

At that time, when Shen Ze said that the two of them were together, he didn't know what they would do, but some facts and some unsightly pictures so blatantly stimulated him, how could he remain calm?

At this moment, the door opened, and Shen Ze's brisk voice came from a few meters away: "The road was almost blocked, here I come!"

He Gaowen pressed the corner of the table and wanted to stand up to take care of those dazzling photos, but the back of his hand was forcefully lifted, and that little strength could not support him to stand up.Shen Ze was surprised by his reaction, and when he came over, he saw the things on the floor at a glance.

He strode forward, his palm was big, his fingers were slender and dexterous, white and good-looking, he cleaned up the pile of filth, and quickly threw a pile of criminal evidence that made both parties extremely uncomfortable, and called He Gaowen several times name.

He Gaowen slowly raised his head to look at him, almost staring.He Gaowen is a gentle person, never willing to use the window of his soul to glare at a person, but this time he can't help it, he thought expectantly, he thought about it and wanted to forgive him, how could someone send such a thing?Every happy picture is a net full of barbs, the more you struggle, the tighter the bondage becomes.

Running through red lights along the way, Shen Ze, who came back from other places, knew it was broken, and it was beyond words.His mood was like falling from the top of a roller coaster to the flat ground, or he had to make a forced landing, and fell to a bloody mess!He hasn't gotten over the self-blame of Nie Wenhua's suicide, and now he is about to face the last thing he wants to hear. He looks at He Gaowen and shakes his head, but he can't say the phrase "Don't do this".

He wanted to touch He Gaowen's sad face, but He Gaowen moved his head away. He looked at Shen Ze and said word by word: "Let's break up."