yellow spring blossoms

"She hung up again." Xie Rin threw the phone on the table, frowned, crossed his legs, and started editing text messages.

Lin Nian was sitting on the table opposite her, not in the mood to eat anymore: "Xie Lin...why do you keep calling Fang Ziqing, what's the matter?"

"You can't call her if you have nothing to do?" Xie Rin cast a sideways glance at Lin Nian, disapprovingly: "You introduced her to me?"

"I introduced her to your master, not you." Lin Nian corrected.

Lin Nian looked at Xie Rin, now only regret was left in his mind.

The woman in front of her can be regarded as a person of her own rank. She has been arrogant since she was a child, and she is quite competitive. Because of this, she often fights with others, and her body is covered with injuries.But despite this, Lin Nian had to admit that she was a very smart person, with excellent academic performance, she was able to get a scholarship every year, which made many people envious.

Xie Rin's family has no relatives, she was brought up by her master since she was a child, she never mentioned her master's name, but Lin Nian knew that her master was very accomplished in this area and was a very powerful person.She sometimes learns from her master to exorcise ghosts and do things to earn some extra income.

Being together like this all the time, Lin Nian felt more and more tired in his heart, the things he came into contact with became darker and darker, and he became depressed.At this time Fang Ziqing appeared, and she followed Fang Ziqing away, gradually alienating Xie Lin.

Fang Ziqing was like a light to Lin Nian, giving her a great sense of security.Lin Nian always felt that Fang Ziqing was upright and upright, and she believed everything Fang Ziqing said.It wasn't until this year's Chinese New Year that Fang Ziqing called himself and mentioned his friend who exorcised ghosts, and Lin Nian remembered Xie Lin again.

But who knows, Fang Ziqing proposed to meet Xie Rin.

And Xie Lin... paranoidly fell in love with Fang Ziqing.

"Actually, what does it matter who you introduce to? You still want to be introduced by me?" Xie Lin replied, recalling the situation when he met Fang Ziqing in his mind.At that time, I was smoking a cigarette and lying on the sofa in the studio bored, Lin Nian opened the door and came in, followed by a person who looked like an ink painting.This person is well-behaved, revealing an indescribable intelligence, which actually made him... moved his heart. "Anyway, Master will not agree to what she wants to do, let alone help her, but I can."

"What does she want to do?" Lin Nian asked, "Why doesn't your master agree?"

"Want to know?" Xie Lin sat up straight and asked.

"Ah."

"Okay, help me ask her out. I'll tell you." Xie Lin smiled.

"You...!" Lin Nian gritted his teeth, wishing he could fight Xie Rin.

"It's fine if you can't make an appointment. I can make an appointment myself. Let this be a secret between me and her."

Xie Rin stood up and left, while Liu Linnian sat where he was, not knowing what he was thinking.

Ziqing didn't say much until Gu Youning was sent to the car.I followed behind her with a guilty conscience, not knowing what I did wrong.The noon sun illuminated the train platform brightly, everything was like a beautiful oil painting, and Ziqing walked in front of me, as if to blend into the picture and become the most beautiful embellishment.

"Ziqing, don't be angry anymore." I followed her with small steps and said.

"You can actually find out that I am angry and have made progress." Ziqing replied.

I thought to myself that you have shown yourself to this extent, so it’s hard not to notice it, okay?

"Then tell me, why am I angry?" She seemed to be in a better mood, and she turned her head to ask me.

why are you mad?

I've been thinking about this question all morning and can't figure it out.But when I thought that Ziqing was waiting for my answer, I started to think back from last night.When Ziqing came home last night, she was fine, and she jokingly called me my wife, and then I went to sleep. This morning, he opened the door and told me to go to dinner with Gu Youning, and suddenly became angry while washing the dishes.

and many more……

"I see! Ziqing, I know why you are angry." I just felt a flash of inspiration in my mind, and I suddenly admired my intelligence and talent: "It's all my fault, it's my fault, I'm sorry."

Ziqing's complexion became better again, and he asked, "Got it?"

"Yes! You really wanted to ask me for your hair, but I forgot to cut it for you." I replied, "Don't worry, I'll give it to you when I get back tonight. Don't be angry, okay?"

"..."

"Ziqing...what's the matter with you..." I felt that Ziqing's face changed as fast as turning the pages of a book, and I was frightened, so I didn't dare to speak.

Ziqing stared at my face for a long time, finally sighed, and pinched my cheek: "Forget it... I hope you understand, I have to wait until the next life."

"???"

"Ziyan, my parents are not here today, I'll take you to eat delicious food, then watch a movie and sing, anyway, I don't have to go back so early."

"Okay!" Seeing that Ziqing was not angry anymore, I happily hugged her and said, "Let's go! Let me tell you, the food I want to eat will be piled up like a mountain."

I feel like I haven't been this happy for a long time. I eat what I want, watch the movie I want to watch, and I can take the bus home with Ziqing.I think, if I don't have nightmares every night, I must be the happiest person in the world.

There was no one on the bus in the evening, only one seated at the back, Ziqing and I sat by the window, Ziqing looked at my face in a daze, I shook my hand in front of her eyes, and she came back to her senses .

"What are you thinking, so focused."

"I was thinking about how you were eating and watching a movie just now." Ziqing smiled and answered me.

"What do you think about that?"

"It's cute." Ziqing said, then stared into my eyes. "Ziyan, you are really cute."

I blushed a little from her stare, pushed her and said, "Don't call me Ziyan from now on, but sister."

"Why?" Ziqing asked.

"You... always make me feel younger than you." I looked out of the window with some awkwardness, and occasionally neon lights flashed out of the window.

"You're just a girl." Ziqing smiled.

"You still talk, you still talk!" I stretched out my hand to scratch Ziqing's itch, and Ziqing laughed while avoiding me.I watched her smile and warmed up from the bottom of my heart.

When the bus arrived at the terminal, Ziqing and I got off the bus, but the last passenger did not get off.I stared at the car door with some doubts. Ziqing pulled my hand and asked me, "Why don't you leave?"

"Why doesn't the person in the car get off?" I said.

Ziqing was stunned suddenly. I turned my head to look at her and found that her complexion was not very good: "What's the matter? Ziqing."

"It's nothing, maybe he knows the driver." Ziqing said, and then pulled me away. I saw the door was closed and the car was driven away by the driver.

"That's right, sitting in the first row, I should know the driver." I answered Ziqing's words as I walked.

"Yeah." Ziqing replied.

I felt like falling into the ice cellar all at once.

Actually... that person was sitting in the last row, but Ziqing didn't deny it when I said the first row.That means that she didn't see that person at all...

Ziqing held my hand tightly all the way, and didn't let go until we entered the house.My heart was always in my chest, and I was a little dazed as soon as I entered the door.Ziqing seemed to notice that something was wrong with me, so he said to me: "I turned on the gas, let's take a shower and go to bed, it's too late."

"En." I replied weakly, and saw Ziqing walk into the kitchen to turn on the natural gas.

Warm drops of water flowed down from the top of my head, I looked up and let it wash away, wanting her to wash away all my haze.Ziqing sat in the living room, turned on the light, and watched over me.I poured the shampoo into the palm of my hand, rubbed my hair gently, and moved my eyes to the mirror in the bathroom.The dense mist covered the mirror completely. I walked over and wiped away the mist, and saw that the mirror was clear and bright, reflecting everything in the bathroom.

Only without me.

I stood opposite the mirror, and my whole body was blinded.I closed my eyes countless times and opened them again, but the mirror was still empty, nothing.

"No...no..." I cried, and kept wiping the mirror with my hands. My mind was filled with the dream in the morning, and my eyes were all pale face under the white cloth.At that moment, I couldn't tell whether I was alive or dead.I don't know which side is the real world, dream or reality. "no no!!!!"

I pounded on the mirror hard and cried loudly.

Ziqing heard the movement, opened the bathroom door, rushed over and hugged me in his arms.

"Ziyan!!" She hugged me, and her clothes were completely soaked in water. "What's wrong with you? Talk... talk..."

"Ziqing, am I dead? Tell me the truth...it doesn't matter if you tell the truth..." I burst into tears, unable to speak clearly.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Ziqing responded to me. "He lived well, why did he die?"

"Then why is there no me in the mirror!!! Why is there no shadow of me in the mirror!!!"

After hearing this, Ziqing took a deep breath.She dragged me to stand up, and I was afraid of the mirror, so I buried my face in her arms. She stroked my hair lightly and said, "Who said you are not in the mirror? How can I see it?"

I stood motionless and did not respond to her words.

Ziqing continued: "Do you want to look back in the mirror? I promise, there must be you in the mirror."

"No."

"Do you want to believe me?" Ziqing's voice rang in his ears.

"..." Trust Ziqing...Of course I trust Ziqing.Sucking my nose with tears in my eyes, I tremblingly turned my head and looked into the mirror, and sure enough, I saw myself crying and red-eyed in the mirror.

"One day I knew I was scaring myself." Ziqing sighed, pushed me to the side of the mirror, and began to undress.

I stared blankly at myself in the mirror, wondering if I should be happy.When I looked at Ziqing again, I found that all she had left was her underwear, and she had taken off her coat.

"You wash too?"

"You just wet my clothes with snot and tears." Ziqing said, "If you don't want to be with me, I'll go out and wait."

"No, no, no." I hurriedly pulled her, fearing that she would catch a cold sitting in the living room like this: "Wash together, let's wash together. It's been a long time since we took a bath together."

I sat on the small bench in the bathroom and let Ziqing rub bubbles on my head.When I was rubbed comfortably, I looked up at her, only to find that she was also looking at me, with a strange desire in it.I can't say what that desire is, I just feel that Ziqing looked very strange at that time, and I don't know how much emotion was suppressed in his dark pupils.

After washing my hair and clearing my hair, I wrapped myself in a towel and went out without saying a word.

"Ziqing! Rub your back!" I called her in the bathroom.

"Rub it yourself." Ziqing answered me from outside.

"..." Obviously she can rub her hair by herself... Now when she really needs to rub her hair, she runs away.

I snorted, and finally finished washing with effort.

Lying on the bed, I was too sleepy and scared to close my eyes.Ziqing lay beside me quietly, and I don't know if I fell asleep.

"Ziqing..." I called her.

"Yeah." She responded to me.

"I heard that... after death... a person will turn into a flower blooming on the roadside of Huangquan..." I looked at the empty roof and murmured, "You said... after I die... will it be the same? ?”

Ziqing didn't answer my question, I know even Ziqing couldn't answer, no one in this world can know the world after death.

The night is silent, with moonlight wandering occasionally, I heard Ziqing say to me: "If I can... I will be open by your side, and I will never let you be alone."

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