yellow spring blossoms

"You Ning, what's the matter, you don't look very happy." Xia An saw Gu You Ning's face was sullen as soon as he returned to the student union, and hurriedly greeted him with a smile.

"It's nothing. Have the next activities been arranged?" Gu Youning reached out to ask for information.

"Come out, what you have arranged, can I do well." Xia An moved to Gu Youning's side and continued talking nonsense. "Let me guess, have you met that Fang Ziyan again?"

Gu Youning raised his eyebrows, looking at the document in his hand disapprovingly.

"Has she been bullied again?"

"I bet you will definitely help her this time." Xia An said one sentence after another. "What? She doesn't appreciate it yet?"

Snapped!With a bang, the document was thrown on the table, and Gu Youning left.

Xia An was stunned in place, still in shock: "Is it really accurate?"

I wandered around the small garden in the urban area until dark, and after distributing food to some stray cats and dogs, I returned home.There were some vegetables in the simple refrigerator, but I didn't have the heart to cook them, so I took out a bag of instant noodles and ate them.When passing by another empty bedroom, I was taken aback for a moment. In fact, I subconsciously want someone to live with me when renting this double room.But... Thinking about it rationally, living with others will only become a burden to others with my appearance.

After making a cup of coffee, I turned on the computer, QQ automatically logged in, and then Dream Slayer appeared.

Dream Slayer: 【Are you home? 】

Huang Quanhua: [Yes. 】

Dream Slayer: [Are you only saying um? 】

I stopped typing on the keyboard, and then I remembered that almost every time I chatted with him, it was hmm.When he asked other questions, he stopped answering.

Dream Slayer: [Really...?Is it that you won't talk anymore tonight? 】

Huang Quanhua: [What do you want? 】

Dream Slayer: [Can't chat if you have nothing to do? 】

Huang Quanhua: [I don't like chatting with strange men. 】

After closing the dialog box, I clicked on a movie to watch.But I didn't expect him to send another message.

Dream Slayer: [I am not a strange man. 】

My heart skipped a beat, isn't it a strange man?Could it be someone I know?Excluding a missing memory, for a person like me who doesn't even have friends, it's hard to think of any man among the very few people.

Does he exist in my lost memory?

Huang Quanhua: [Then you are? 】

Dream Slayer sent a smiling face: 【I am a strange woman. 】

……

I really want to say goodbye to her manually.

I thought so, but let out a smile.I don't know why, I have had an inexplicable affection for girls since I was a child, maybe it's the lack of friends, maybe it's because in this lonely life, I still have a younger sister to accompany me.

Huang Quanhua: [I see your gender is male. 】

Dream Slayer: [This kind of thing can be changed at any time, just wait, okay, how about reading my profile now? 】

I manually clicked on her profile, it said female, and the smile on her face was even bigger.

Huang Quanhua: 【You...】

Dream Slayer laughed.

Huang Quanhua: [Why are you staying up so late? 】

Dream Slayer: [Because you haven't slept yet. 】

Huang Quanhua: [Are you poor-mouthed? 】

Dream Slayer: [It's not Huang Quan.It's really because you haven't slept yet.As long as your profile picture is on, I feel that you are not sleeping, and I feel that you are not sleeping well. 】

Huang Quanhua: [Why are you paying so much attention to me.Isn't it a trafficker? 】

Dream Slayer: 【Because I am your reader. 】

reader?I feel like I've been shocked several times in a row tonight.The dream recording post and the novel don't use the same name, can this be discovered?

Dream Slayer: [I have read all the books you published, as long as they are sentences written by you, I can recognize them.Do you believe it? 】

The words that seemed to be confession made my mind go blank, and I quickly turned off QQ and sat on the chair.Do you believe it?I asked myself, and then thought, what does it matter to me whether I believe or not?It's just an illusion.

I don't know if it was chatting with Dream Slayer, although I slept late that night, I didn't dream.When I got up in the morning, I made milk and cut bread for myself, and I felt in a good mood.

I attended the morning class on time, and I was able to eat in the school cafeteria at noon. I ordered my meal contentedly and found an empty seat among the crowd, and then no one sat around.Among the bustling crowd, my heart felt a little chilly, blame my personality and quirks, it is impossible to have what everyone has.Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly saw a bowl of saozi noodles diagonally across the corner, and when I looked up again, I saw...

"Hello." I greeted timidly, trying to look friendly.

"Laughing is so weird, it's better not to laugh." The woman said with disgust.

"Oh..." I lowered my head and ate silently. I was already gloomy, but being called weird, I felt uncomfortable and didn't want to talk anymore.

"Shouldn't you reply me 'you're weird' at this time? Isn't that the case?" The woman pushed the dinner plate across from me.

"No... I've always been weird."

The woman sighed deeply, then took out a small mirror from her bag and put it in front of me.I quickly turned my head to hide, but unexpectedly, she pinched my chin and turned my head around.The girl in the mirror was pale, and her bangs were so long that they nearly covered her eyes.

"Fang Ziyan, why don't you go get a haircut, it will make you look brighter."

"You... how do you know my name?!" I was startled, I accidentally met her face to face, and saw her gentle and charming eyebrows, even without makeup, they were slightly bright.

"Is it strange to know your name?" The woman frowned. "I know almost all the names of the people in your department."

I was dumbfounded, and suddenly felt that there was a powerful person in front of me.

"You don't know my name?" The woman looked at me, but I could see the disappointment in the cover, and seemed to be hit.

"Yes... I'm sorry." I have indeed met this woman several times, but as for her name... still...really...

"My name is Gu Youning, and I'm the president of the student union." Gu Youning explained seriously. "As for 'come to me if you have any questions', I won't say it."

"Don't worry, I won't look for you." I replied with a smile, trying to be friendly, but I didn't know why the woman seemed to be angry again.

"Are you looking for abuse again?" Xia An wrongedly followed Gu Youning, and ate a lonely lunch by herself.

"I don't know why, but when I saw her sitting there by herself, I felt that she was very lonely." Gu Youning said while looking at the poster posted on the bulletin board.

"What does it matter to you whether she is lonely?" Xia An said.

what is the relationship?

Gu Youning asked herself.The first time she saw her being bullied and neglected, she felt contempt in her heart.After all, she has seen too much bullying. If a person is bullied too much, then she should really look for the problem from herself.But the second time, the third time, the fifth time... the sixth time.This Fang Ziyan never tires of being asked for trouble, but always acts as if the matter has nothing to do with him, without apologizing, panicking, or being afraid.She didn't feel sorry for herself, as if she was wandering on the edge of another world.

Gu Youning found that he could always see Fang Ziyan, and whenever he saw her, he couldn't help but look at her a few more times, fearing that she would cause trouble and be bullied.Once I saw that woman walking a long distance with a stack of books in her arms, and I followed her for a long distance.That thin back and refreshing short hair are always dangling in front of my eyes, dangling back and forth, swaying with affection.

"You Ning?"

"Well, keep talking." Gu Youning said pretending to be calm.

"What did I say?"

"What were you talking about?" Gu Youning turned to look at her.

"I said whether she is lonely or not has nothing to do with you—??"

"..."

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