yellow spring blossoms

Ziqing and I lay side by side on the bed, chatting with each other until midnight.I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up, I found myself nestled in Ziqing's arms.It was still dark, as if it was snowing.I broke free from Ziqing's arms, Ziqing didn't wake up, she must be extremely sleepy as she has always been a light sleeper.

I covered Ziqing with a quilt, lay on the pillow to see her sleeping face, and couldn't take my eyes off her.Ziqing closed her eyes, her head was tilted slightly, and her long messy hair was scattered between the pillows, black and soft.I saw that her eyelashes were very long, and a small fan cast small shadows on her eyelids, and her fair skin was covered with a faint gleam, as if she wanted to stay away from my endless darkness.

Frightened, I reached out to grab her wrist and woke her up.

"Ziyan..." Ziqing looked at me with sleepy eyes, and I didn't have time to put away the sadness in my eyes.

"That... sorry... woke you up..."

"Don't always tell me you're sorry." Ziqing looked out the window, feeling that it was still early, so he opened his hand to me: "Come here, sleep for a while."

"I'll get up and make you breakfast."

"Mom can make breakfast." Ziqing looked at me without withdrawing her embrace.

I thought about it, then got back into her arms and closed my eyes.She hugged me, then pulled the quilt up and covered me.

"What were you thinking just now?" Ziqing asked me after hugging me.

"Nothing..." I hid my face and refused to answer her.

"I won't leave you behind." Ziqing seemed to see through my inner thoughts, and I felt her kiss gently fall on my hair: "Never."

I feel that I can't go back to sleep, and it's too late once I sleep.In my sleep, I felt that someone was knocking on the door, and finally I was woken up.

"This kid, why don't you lock the door while sleeping? Get up and eat!" Mom's voice came through the door. I rubbed my eyes and glanced at my phone. It was already twelve o'clock at noon.

"I didn't lock the door..." I sat up aggrieved and changed into my pajamas.

"I locked it." Ziqing replied.

"Why did you lock the door?" I stopped undressing and looked back at Ziqing.Ziqing was stunned, then turned to look at the window curtain.

"You haven't improved your sleeping appearance, so don't let mom see it." Ziqing replied.

"It doesn't matter if you don't look good, it's my mother anyway, not someone else." I took off my pajamas, took the neatly stacked underwear at the corner of the bed, and put them on. "Have you seen how I sleep?"

"Look." Ziqing's eyes still stopped on the window curtain. "ugly."

"Hmph." I buckled my underwear belt, but couldn't do it anyway.Turning around to ask Ziqing for help, she found that she was still looking in that direction: "Ziqing..."

"Huh?" Ziqing replied.

"Is your neck stiff...? Why can't you turn it back." I crawled to her side and looked at her with my head tilted.

She looked at me out of the corner of her eye: "Why aren't you wearing clothes?"

"Oh! This one, I can't fasten it, please help me." I hurriedly put the underwear strap behind me, turned my back to her, and waited.I felt Ziqing's slender and cold fingertips working nimbly behind her back, and the underwear was quickly fastened.I quickly changed my clothes and got off the bed, only to find that Ziqing was still sitting on the bed in a daze, so I waved my hand in front of her eyes. "Still up? Mom is urging me to eat."

"You go wash up first."

Ziqing's face was slightly red, and I touched it with my hand and felt it was hot, so I asked her, "Ziqing, your face is so hot! Are you okay?"

"It's okay..." Ziqing raised his hand and touched his face. He was not sure about the answer, and urged me again: "Ziyan, wash up quickly."

"Okay..." I went out a little uneasy, brushing my teeth and worrying about Ziqing, then went back to the room and opened the door a crack to peek at her.I saw her wiping her nose with a tissue... No... Nosebleed? !I didn't care so much, so I rushed in, and as soon as I sat next to her, I saw blood on the paper: "You still say you are fine?! You have a nosebleed!!!"

"Ziyan, I didn't..." Ziqing just wanted to explain, and my exclamation brought my parents over.

"What's the matter with Ziqing?" Mom asked as she walked past.

"She has a nosebleed! Her face was still hot just now, did she have a fever?!" My mouth was full of foam, and I didn't bother to rinse it.

"..."

"Hold your head up, kid!" Mom worriedly slipped Ziqing, who was wearing pajamas, into the sofa in the living room. "It's not hot today, why are you still having nosebleeds? Is it because you've been working too hard lately and you're under too much pressure?"

"No, mom, it will be fine in a while." Ziqing obediently raised her head.

"What is it? Now is the time to take care of your health. I will let your father buy a chicken and make soup for you."

"Mom, I'll just go." I washed my face and sat beside Ziqing.

"Okay, you go." Mom responded straightforwardly, and then suddenly asked as if remembering something. "By the way, Ziyan, why did Ziqing go to sleep in your room? You used to argue about sleeping in separate rooms, but now that you've grown up, you want to sleep together again?"

I was startled, I didn't want to tell her about my nightmare, but I was not good at lying, so I sat there with a frightened expression.Ziqing squinted at me from the corner of her eyes, and then said without changing her face: "Yesterday, my sister said she missed me, and asked me to sleep with her at night."

"That's right, you spend more time with your sister, it's not easy to go to school alone."

"Well, that's true." Ziqing replied solemnly.

"..." I silently breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and became nervous again.

Let Ziqing stay with me more?Then wouldn't she sleep well at night?

I do not want it……

"Mom..." I said hesitantly, but Ziqing answered.

"It's okay, Ziyan, I should accompany you."

"..."

I stood at the door and put on my coat and was about to go out when I found that Ziqing was also putting on her shoes, so I hurriedly stopped her: "What are you doing? I can go by myself, you can rest at home."

"The nosebleeds stopped a long time ago." While speaking, Ziqing also put on his coat and wrapped the scarf around him: "Mom just said, if we are going to the supermarket, we can buy some candy and melon seeds for the New Year by the way."

"Then you wear more." I worriedly checked Ziqing's clothes again, and only went out when I felt safe.

Unexpectedly, just as I was about to go out, my mother suddenly entered the bedroom and ran out as if thinking of something, holding two hats and four gloves in her hand and said: "I happened to see it when I passed by the store the other day, and I thought it was very beautiful, so I bought it for you." .It's snowing outside today, take it out to keep warm."

I looked at the hat and gloves in my mother's hand, one white and one pink, exactly two sets.I have been partial to pink since I was a child, and just as I was about to reach for it, I found that Ziqing had already taken the pink one away.I was about to change hands to get the white, when I felt Ziqing put the pink hat on my head.She pushed my short hair behind my ears, looked at my shape with satisfaction and said, "It looks good."

I blushed proudly, put the white one on for her, and said pretendingly, "You look good too."

"The two of you were carved out of the same mold. If there's anything interesting about it, go there early and come back early." Mom couldn't understand the sloppiness of the two of us since we were young, and pushed the two of us out of the door.

Ziqing and I stood outside the door and heard the door shut with a bang, and burst out laughing.

"Why are you laughing, let's go." Ziqing went downstairs first.

"You're laughing too!" I quickly followed behind her and ran out of the unit door. "I will not only buy candy, but also some snacks, and I will eat while watching TV when I get home."

"Forget about being fat."

"Didn't you promise me to gain weight?" I followed Ziqing unconvinced.

"Just eat more food." Ziqing walked in front, his white gloves reflecting the ice and snow, and they were all white.I trotted two steps and pulled off the glove on her left hand. She looked at me puzzled, and I smiled triumphantly and said, "I'm warmer than a glove."

As I said this, I squeezed Ziqing's cool hand and put it in my pocket.Ziqing looked at me in a daze, with soft tenderness in his eyes.She turned sideways and pressed a kiss on my cheek: "Well, you are warmer."

Ziqing's soft lips made my heart skip a beat. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of a handbag falling to the ground, and the contents rolled all over the floor.

"Xiao Nian?" My eyes moved up the bag, and I saw Lin Nian, Ziqing's good friend since childhood. The girl looked at me and Ziqing blankly, her face turning blue and white.

"Lin Nian." Ziqing also saw her and greeted her.But she saw that she quickly squatted down to pack her things, put them all into plastic bags in a panic, stood up and ran away.Ziqing chased after her and grabbed her.

"What are you doing, you don't say hello when you see my sister." Ziqing stared at Lin Nian and asked her.

Lin Nian looked very unconvinced, and stared back at Ziqing: "Did you say hello to me when you skipped a grade?! I'm still your best friend!"

Ziqing let go of her hand, Lin Nian stood there motionless, I saw that her eyes seemed to be red.

"My mind is full of your sister... just leave me where I am! You traitor!" She said, turned around and ran away without looking back.

I stood there at a loss, waiting for Ziqing to come back, and I didn't know what expression to use to face her.Ziqing didn't speak, just grabbed my hand and strode forward.

"Ziqing... are you okay? Did you quarrel with your friend? Do you want to chase her..."

"No, I've already explained it. She will be fine in two days." Ziqing replied. "Lin Nian, I understand."

"Did no one tell you about your skipping a grade?"

"Yeah." Ziqing replied.

"So I suddenly found out that it's time for you to leave. You must be sad." I seemed to feel Lin Nian's feeling, my heart was stuffy, and I seemed to think that Ziqing would also follow me without saying a word. Get out of life.

Ziqing seemed to notice that my complexion was not good, so she dragged me slowly down the street.

"Ziyan." I don't know when she called me.

I looked up at her in surprise, and she looked into my eyes and said seriously: "Ziyan, only you are my only starting point and ending point."

The author has something to say: TT update, it’s midnight again, the baby feels bitter but the baby doesn’t say anything