man and boy

Chapter 28

The sea breeze was blowing, and the waves still beat rhythmically on the beach, but Chen Yang could no longer hear other sounds.

His world was suddenly quiet.

The only echo was Yan Qi's confession-like words just now.

Yan Qi said that he likes him, no one is more important than him in the past, present and future.

Chen Yang slowly clenched his hands, he couldn't describe his current mood.

In addition to being shocked, he couldn't bear to push Yan Qi away, this is his younger brother raised by himself.A younger brother who is more important than anyone.

But Chen Yang couldn't accept his confession just now.

They are brothers, and they have depended on each other since they were young. Apart from family affection, they should have no other feelings.

Moreover, Yan Qi is only 17 years old, still very young, and there are countless possibilities in the future.

Yan Qi was at a loss, flustered in his heart, and the courage he had finally mustered up just now disappeared little by little in Chen Yang's silence.

With the help of the light, Yan Qi looked at Chen Yang's face and called out uneasily: "Brother..."

Chen Yang finally recovered his voice and said, "Xiaoqi, I know you like me, and I like you too. Just like you said, in my brother's heart, you are also the most important, and no one can replace you. But, we This kind of liking is family affection. You are still young and don’t understand the difference between family affection and love. When you grow up and meet more people and things, you will understand what true love is.”

When Chen Yang said this, Yan Qi had already expected it.

He never thought that he could succeed in confessing impulsively.

But Chen Yang said that he was still young and didn't know the difference between family affection and love, which made Yan Qi feel unwilling.

He has long understood the difference between family affection and love. Ever since he first dreamed of being intimate with Chen Yang, he has understood that his thoughts on Chen Yang are definitely not just about his brother.

He loves Chen Yang and wants to do more intimate things with him, which is far more than just holding hands.

Yan Qi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, then opened his eyes, put his arms around Chen Yang's neck, stood on tiptoe and kissed Chen Yang's lips...

Of course, at the last second, he still hesitated.

Yan Qi abruptly kissed Chen Yang's cheek, then let go, and ran wildly.

When Yan Qi posted over just now, Chen Yang's heartbeat was on the verge of peak detection, and he could even hear his own heartbeat clearly in his ears.

Then, Yan Qi kissed his face.

Chen Yang breathed a sigh of relief.

If it was his lips that Yan Qi kissed just now, he himself didn't know what to do.

Seeing Yan Qi running forward frantically, Chen Yang was startled, he couldn't think about other things, he raised his legs and chased after him.

Yan Qi ran very fast, as if he had exhausted all his strength in his life to escape.

Chen Yang didn't catch up for a while, and he was anxious, especially with the dark sea next to him, he was extremely afraid that Yan Qi would jump into the sea under agitation.

"Xiao Qi...Xiao Qi, stop, Xiao Qi!" Chen Yang shouted, his eyes fixed on Yan Qi's body, for fear that he might run towards the sea.

Yan Qi didn't know why he ran.

He had already mustered up his courage just now, and he wanted to kiss Chen Yang's lips, so that Chen Yang could understand that he had grown up and could understand what love was.

But at the last moment, he still couldn't pull himself together, he was really afraid that Chen Yang would not want him.

When he was six years old, he was abandoned by his mother. At that time, he didn't understand anything. The only thing he could do was hold Chen Yang's hand tightly. Fortunately, Chen Yang also held his hand and never let go. .

Now, he is 17 years old. Even if Chen Yang doesn't want him anymore, he can still live. He doesn't have to starve to death in the village like he did when he was six years old.

However, when he thought that Chen Yang would not want him, Yan Qi felt that all the colors in his life had turned into black, and there was no longer any hope at all.

Chen Yang finally caught up with Yan Qi, grabbed his arm, and pulled him in front of him.

Yan Qi lowered his head, refusing to look up at him.

"Xiaoqi, raise your head and look at me." Chen Yang said sharply, "From now on, don't run away even if you don't agree with me. This is the seaside, what if you accidentally fall into the sea?! What if you get hit by a car?! You want my brother to worry, don't you!"

Yan Qi kept his head down all the time, even if Chen Yang scolded him, he didn't raise his head, and he didn't make a sound to defend himself.

Chen Yang took a few deep breaths, and after the uneasiness and anxiety in his heart gradually disappeared, he said, "Xiao Qi, we can sit down and discuss slowly if we have anything to do. Are you going to leave brother and run away alone like this? together, right?"

Yan Qi remained silent, shrugging his shoulders.

Chen Yang felt something was wrong in his heart, raised his hand to clasp his chin, and raised his face.

Only then did he realize that Yan Qi was already in tears.

Chen Yang felt distressed immediately.

He hadn't seen Yan Qi cry for a long, long time, and in his memory it was the time when he just brought him home, Yan Qi cried so sadly when he missed his mother.

Ever since Yan Qi knew that her mother would never come back, she never cried like this again.

After many years, Chen Yang once again saw Yan Qi crying with tears all over his face, and his heart was extremely complicated.

He felt distressed, this kind of distress was not like the distress for his crying brother, but an indescribable feeling.

Chen Yang couldn't find words to describe his current mood. The only thing he knew was that he couldn't see Yan Qi crying like this.

Swallowing everything he wanted to say just now, Chen Yang raised his hand to wipe the tears off Yan Qi's face, and said softly, "Don't cry, it's my brother's fault, and my brother shouldn't kill you."

On the contrary, Yan Qi cried even more sadly, as if venting all the emotions in his heart at once, crying loudly.

Chen Yang was at a loss, seeing Yan Qi so sad, he seemed to be infected, his eyes were slightly hot, and his throat was sore.

Anxious and distressed, Chen Yang cupped Yan Qi's face, kissed his eyes lightly, and licked the teardrops on his eyelashes.

His lips touched Yan Qi's eyelashes, and both of them froze.

Yan Qi stared blankly at Chen Yang, and Chen Yang also stopped moving, and both of them fell silent for a while.

"Brother, I..."

"Xiao Qi, I..."

in unison.

Silence again.

Then Chen Yang opened his mouth.

"Xiao Qi, let's go back to the room first, shall we?"

Yan Xin hummed, and Chen Yang pulled him back to the room.

Back in the room, under the bright white woven lamp, Chen Yang realized that Yan Qi's eyes were swollen from crying.

It seems that when he ran just now, he was already crying.

Chen Yang sighed, pulled Yan Qi to sit down on the sofa, poured a glass of water for him, and said, "Drink first."

Yan Qi took the water and took a big gulp.

Chen Yang sat beside him and looked at him.

After quieting down, Yan Qi felt a little awkward, feeling that his heroic crying just now was really shameful and embarrassing.

He twitched a bit and said, "Brother, it was my fault just now, please forget what I said."

He already understood that if he confessed his love now, there would be no results.

But he could feel that Chen Yang didn't seem to have pure affection for him.

No older brother would kiss his younger brother's eyes, and no older brother would lick his younger brother's tears with his tongue.

Yan Qi decided to wait, and when he grows up, Chen Yang might be able to get rid of the current mental burden.

Having figured this out, Yan Qi felt that the most important thing now is to let Chen Yang not forget about his impulsive confession tonight, so as not to create a gap between the two, which is not conducive to the next step of emotional development.

Chen Yang couldn't wait for Yan Qi to say this. He was still worried just now, if Yan Qi insisted that he liked him, how would he respond.

"Well, you are still young and don't understand these things. When you grow up, you will understand." Chen Yang repeated these words over and over again. Only by emphasizing this way, Chen Yang felt less guilty.

Yan Qi pursed his lips, and asked tentatively, "Brother, will we...will be like before?"

Chen Yang smiled, took out a piece of paper, wiped his remaining tears, and said, "Of course, as I said, you will always be my younger brother."