"I promise it with my body."

Qiu Yexuan's voice seemed to have special effects added, and it kept echoing in Ji Shangjiu's ears over and over again.

His phone pia had to drop on the rug.

who I am?where am I?What am I doing?I'm dreaming, the dream man's kind!

"Hello? Are you still Ji Shangjiu?" Qiu Yexuan asked anxiously as if he heard the commotion here.

Ji Shangjiu quickly picked up the phone, and wanted to ask Qiu Yexuan several times if he was joking, but he pulled his lips several times, his facial nerves were almost confused, and he couldn't get out the words.

He pulled his hair and twisted it in his hands, so anxious that even his back after taking a bath was sweating.

"I taped it!" he said.

Today's Qiu Yexuan's words are more skinny than in the past: "You record it, anyway, I don't remember it, it means this thing didn't happen."

"No, no, no, you must remember that you are idealism! Do you know? The political teacher said that idealism is not advisable!"

However, Qiu Yexuan changed the subject, he smiled and said, "Aren't you going to bed so late?"

Ji Shang Jiuxin said that you haven't slept yet. He looked at the summer homework he discarded not far away and said, "I've slept enough during the day, I'm so bored, I'm going to search for the questions and copy the answers for Xiao Y."

……

Qiu Yexuan didn't speak, and Ji Shangjiu quickly argued: "Actually, I don't have any. I really don't know how to do some questions, and I need a little help from the app."

However, Akiba remained silent.

Discouraged, Ji Shangjiu finally told the truth: "Actually... I... I can't sleep."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Qiu Yezheng say faintly: "I can't sleep either, I feel...something is pressing on me."

Ji Shangjiu's hand tightened: "Call the doctor!"

"It's okay, this is normal, all my statistics are normal now." Qiu Yezheng smiled.

At night, he seemed to speak more slowly: "I just feel that I seem to be asleep, but I don't seem to be asleep, it's like... my soul is put in a shell, but my brain doesn't seem to be able to control your behavior."

He paused, then continued: "In the beginning, it was only during the day, and I felt very sleepy, and I couldn't control myself to close my eyes, and then it was like losing my five senses, and I was trapped in a space that seemed to be a space but was not a space. Nothing can go out.”

Ji Shangjiu's originally happy mood fell to the bottom again, and his emotions seemed to change along with Qiu Yexuan's.

"I'm sorry, I can't understand it." He said hoarsely, "Don't think too much, everything will be fine, and I will always be with you. You feel very sad, I know, you can tell me, say It will be much better when you come out.”

After a moment of silence, Qiu Yexuan said, "Ji Shangjiu, you are braver than me."

Ji Shangjiu could hear the other party's breathing from the phone, which was even and steady.

Being praised by someone he likes, he is not happy at all.

Because he heard Akihabara's words and put the time back to the past.

Qiu Yexuan talked about the past, and his voice became ethereal: "I went home that day, and I cooked for Lao Qiu. Lao Qiu really likes fried mushrooms. Fried mushrooms are very simple, but I, I forgot."

Ji Shangjiu: "Forgot?"

Forgot what?

The tone of Qiu Yexuan's narration was very calm: "I forgot to turn off the fire, and then, I will sleep?"

"There was a big fire that day, the whole kitchen was dark, and the house was full of smoke. Fortunately, the natural gas pipe was not burned."

"Old Qiu came back in time. He jumped into the fire and was very angry, but he didn't lose his temper with me. He just said that he must remember to turn off the fire in the future."

"There's nothing to blame yourself for, you..." Ji Shangjiu didn't have a chance to finish his sentence.

Qiu Yexuan smiled, and continued: "Afterwards, it's the competition. Aren't they always wondering why I fell asleep?"

Ji Shangjiu covered the position of the phone's microphone, took a long breath, then moved his hand away, and said slowly: "You don't have to... have to explain to them, this is your business, your own game , it's none of their business."

"Maybe." Qiu Yexuan said, "A few days before the competition, I would occasionally fall asleep. Sometimes when I was walking on the road, my legs suddenly became weak. I think I worked too hard? I didn't get enough sleep at night, so in those days, I Basically go to bed at nine o'clock, but... I still fell asleep."

"Isn't it, a little funny?" After saying this, Qiu Yexuan laughed by himself.

"But I... I really can't help it. My dad took me to see a doctor, and it turned out that it was some kind of narcolepsy. I can take some medicine to control it. I can chat with my classmates at ordinary times, so I don't have too much pressure. But..."

Ji Shangjiu interrupted him and told the reality he could see: "But it's not a place to chat."

Almost no one will listen to your explanation.

Qiu Yexuan let out a "hmm", and he said the following facts calmly: "Then, I split up."

"Before that, my genes were more inclined to beta, but in the end the differentiation failed... I'm surprised, there are people who will fail to differentiate?"

Ji Shangjiu shook his head to himself: "No."

Qiu Yexuan didn't doubt what he said, and continued: "I followed the doctor's advice and transferred from the provincial doctor to the Chinese doctor, and finally invited experts from Shangzhou."

This time Ji Shangjiu didn't interrupt him, he listened quietly, even though the truth made him feel like a heavy stone was pressing on his chest, making it hard to breathe.

What I hear from others seems like a story, but what I hear from Qiu Yezhen's mouth is a kind of life.

"The result of the diagnosis is that I am actually sick. The doctor said that my disease is called pheromone deficiency syndrome, and more precisely, it is Omega hormone deficiency syndrome."

"A genetic disease. Before differentiation, this type of patients is often regarded as an ordinary Beta. However, once they face differentiation, it seems that the differentiation failed on the surface, and there is an extra organ in the body, but it is not. I The stuff in the stomach is not a tumor."

"It's called a gestational sac in medicine? Generally speaking, we would think that a person with a gestational sac is an Omega male, but my situation is different."

"What I have in my stomach is the gestational sac. To put it bluntly, it is not fully developed, because my Omega hormone is too little to maintain its development. What is even more strange is that the hormone in my body, the Alpha hormone, is actually stronger than the Omega hormone. And to gain the upper hand, this hormonal imbalance is congenital and intensified in the acquired process."

"I asked the doctor, am I Alpha or Omega, or Beta?"

Perhaps turn off the lights, in the silent night, people's emotions are more likely to be sad, and it is easier to experience emotions that were difficult to understand in the past.

Ji Shangjiu said with trembling voice: "Doctor...how did he answer you."

There was another silence, and Ji Shangjiu heard thunder outside the window.

Ji Shangjiu closed the window, and the slightly noisy sound of rain disappeared without a trace. He heard Qiu Yexuan speak lightly. On the phone, the other party seemed to be sighing. Just missed it.

"He said, I can choose." Qiu Yezheng smiled self-deprecatingly, "Is it really that simple?"

Is it simple?

"It's not easy, because we're all governed by... this so-called destiny. But, no matter what gender, one thing I'm sure of..."

For a moment, Ji Shang couldn't tell whether he meant "I" or "we" in his words.

Whether it's Alpha, Beta, or Omega, no matter what, the heart's desire is just...

——Gender differentiation caused by pheromones does not hinder the fact that I like you.

Ji Shangjiu supported the carpet with his hands, and hit the back of his head heavily on the table.

You're a coward, he said to himself.

He was not as full of courage as Qiu Yexuan said.

He wasn't afraid of being rejected by Qiu Yexuan, but he always felt that he... didn't seem to be that good. He even said that, whether it was character or IQ, he seemed to be inferior to Qiu Yexuan.

He also wanted to tell the truth to Qiu Yexuan, he didn't want to have a crush on him anymore, he wanted to tell Qiu Yexuan what was in his heart, he didn't want to be just a good friend of Qiuyexuan.

But when the words came to his mouth, he concealed his emotions and said slowly: "No matter what gender you are, in my heart, you will always be the best."

As soon as the words fell, Ji Shangjiu heard Qiu Yexuan sniffing and laughing out loud.

Ji Shangjiu also smiled silently: "Qiuye, are you laughing at me?"

Qiu Yexuan admitted: "Your reaction just now, I thought you were going to..."

Ji Shangjiu pursed his lips and asked, "What do I want..."

"If I say..."

say what?

Ji Shangjiu couldn't help turning up the phone's volume, but after almost a minute, he didn't hear anything except Qiu Yexuan's breathing.

"what do you want to say……"

"That's right..." Qiu Yexuan said slowly.

This time it was Ji Shangjiu's turn to get nervous, he clapped his hands, and a row of small lights on the floor lit up.

"Don't tell me, I'll drink some water..." He picked up the teacup on the desk and gurgled, all the water in the cup went into his stomach.

After clearing his throat, Ji Shang Jiuping breathed evenly: "Okay, tell me."

"Well, then I said it." Qiu Yexuan said.

His tone was very serious: "That day, I lied to you."

……

Ji Shangjiu was awakened by the stamina of the cold water.

Feelings... It's purely his own sentimentality.

Feeling inexplicably wronged, Ji Shangjiu asked, "What day?"

Qiu Yexuan replied: "The day I went to the Book Building."

"Ah?" Ji Shangjiu thought of how he secretly followed Qiu Yezhen that day, and couldn't help but feel guilty: "So you wanted to say this."

"Otherwise?" Qiu Yexuan smiled, "You sound disappointed?"

Isn't that right?Old disappointment.

What was he dreaming about, thinking that Qiu Yezhen would confess to him, even at that moment he was still thinking whether to let Qiu Yezhen say it... because he wanted to go ahead and tell Qiu Yezhen that he liked him.

Ji Shangjiu pretended to be angry, and snorted coldly: "You lied to me!"

Qiu Yexuan lied, but her voice seemed to have a clear conscience: "Yes. But I think... you should know."

Ji Shangjiu became more and more guilty: "How do you know...I know."

Qiu Yexuan smiled again: "I wasn't sure at first, but now I hear your tone, I'm sure."

……

He was played by Qiu Yexuan again.

Ji Shangjiu felt that his heart was going up and down today, as if he was on a roller coaster.

"Qiuye, I feel that my IQ is being ruthlessly crushed by you stepping on the ground."

Qiu Yexuan seemed to be in a happy mood again, he said calmly, "When I came out of the coffee shop, I smelled a faint scent of tea. I didn't expect you to wear women's clothes."

Ji Shangjiu: "..."

"Also, when we first met, your line of sight wasn't right. I was walking close to the wall, and my position was in your blind spot. According to where you were standing at that time, it was impossible to see ahead of time. Me, but you... as if you had expected it a long time ago, you didn't look at the bus stop sign facing the Book Building, but stared at the blind spot on the far left in your direction. Besides, there are..."

"Okay, okay, I got it, I was discovered by you!" Ji Shangjiu didn't want Qiu Yezheng to continue whipping his corpse, he beat his chest and said, "I'm sorry Qiuye, I didn't follow you on purpose, I was a little Angry because you're using me as an excuse, and I...would like to know who you went to see."

Qiu Yexuan explained: "I went to see Chen Hao. You may not think that he is my cousin."

"Okay, dear."

Ji Shangjiu didn't want to continue this topic, but Qiu Yexuan seemed determined to explain this issue clearly.

"That's right. In addition, I also learned about my mother from him. Have you been wondering why there are only me and Lao Qiu in our family?"

"It's not that strange." Ji Shangjiu said.

Qiu Yexuan said "hmm": "I reported part of the chat content between me and Chen Hao to the doctor later. My natural pheromone imbalance is probably because my mother was marked by an Alpha during pregnancy. And this bad effect was not only planted on my mother, but also on me many years later."

"But I didn't expect that the doctor already knew about it."

He sighed, but there was no sadness, but a little regret: "Look... sometimes I'm not very smart."

Ji Shangjiu said solemnly and word by word: "No, you are very smart."

"Thank you for the compliment." Qiu Yezheng smiled a lot today, and he continued, "I just feel that there are some things I need to make clear to you, after all..."

after all what?

Ji Shangjiu heard Qiu Yexuan turning over, and then he heard the other party say: "It's raining outside, Ji Shangjiu."

Ji Shangjiu: "Yes."

Qiu Yexuan asked, "Is it already summer?"

Ji Shangjiu thought for a while and replied, "I thought summer was still early, but I didn't expect it to be already summer after Labor Day."

"Yeah..." Qiu Yexuan said, his voice was weak, and he seemed to be falling asleep, but the voice call never hung up.

Ji Shangjiu didn't speak, he stared at the screen, watching the time increase second by second.

There are some words that he really wants to say.

……

5 minute later.

Ji Shangjiu said softly, "Autumn leaves."

Qiu Yexuan's voice was not loud: "Huh?"

Ji Shangjiu was stunned, and subconsciously asked what was in his heart: "You didn't sleep."

"No." Qiu Yexuan's spirit seemed to be very clear, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.

"I thought you were asleep..." Ji Shangjiu said.

Qiu Yexuan on the phone was silent for a while, and he slowly said: "I can't sleep, the rain is too loud, please sing me a song."

The rain outside the window is quite likely to last overnight.

"Sing?" Ji Shangjiu asked, "What song?"

Qiu Yexuan spoke quickly, sounding impatient: "Sing what you want."

want to sing...

In Ji Shangjiu's plan, he had indeed imagined the scene of confessing to Qiu Yepiao many times. He thought that if that day was a rainy day, he could sing a song to Qiuyepiao and confess his love.

But this plan didn't go far, so he gave up, because he was afraid that Qiu Yexuan hadn't heard the song, and if he didn't understand it, he would be embarrassed if he wanted to confess to him.

But... At this moment, he suddenly had the urge to sing that song.

"Then I'll sing it..." Ji Shangjiu chirped.

He has never been so nervous singing, even when he is going to participate in competitions or big shows, he has never been so nervous.

The first word he opened his mouth, he raised the pitch, and sang the first line several times back and forth, but after the tune was right, he could sing the lyrics in full.

But as he sang, his voice became smaller and smaller.

"Why don't you sing it? What kind of song is this? It's very nice." Qiu Yexuan asked on the phone.

Because, because of the following lyrics...

Ji Shangjiu rubbed his swollen eyes: "Qiuye, you are so smart, you must know..."

——Know that I like you.

Ji Shangjiu didn't know what he was hesitating about, he always felt that he didn't seem worthy to talk about liking with Qiu Yeping.

"You know the lyrics of the last line." He said.

Qiu Yexuan recalled: "You sang just now, and I also heard sparrows, saury, and cats."

"Hmm..." Ji Shangjiu was a little frustrated, "When you want to look it up, you can look it up, what is the next line of this lyrics."

Qiu Yexuan said quietly: "What is it?"

Ji Shangjiu let out a long sigh: "That's what I want to tell you."

"That's it." Ji Shangjiu heard Qiu Yexuan say, "I heard it."

……

On the other end of the phone, in the hospital ward that Ji Shangjiu couldn't see, Qiu Yexuan looked brightly at the rainy scene outside the window.

The rain outside was heavy enough to cover his usual pitch, but now, no matter how heavy the rain was, there was a wall between him and him.

The room is very quiet, very quiet, so quiet that even if Qiu Yexuan speaks in a low voice, Ji Shangjiu on the other end can hear the radio on the phone.

He put the phone on his chest, his heart beating faster.

"I heard it." He said, and then he asked Ji Shangjiu again.

"Did you hear that? The rain, my voice, and..."

—and my heartbeat.

……

Today, Qiu Yexuan deceived Ji Shangjiu again.

In fact, he has heard that song before, and he also knows that the last sentence is——

"It rains all night, my love overflows like rain."

The author has something to say:

The song is "Qilixiang"

The number of words in this chapter is 5021, that's it~

According to the outline, the article may not be finished until 28w.

><I don’t know what to write next. I want to write about the most familiar e-sports or online games, and I also want to write about fast travel, because fast travel can write a lot of topics. I’m probably an entertainment reporter. "Send the letter" story.Gu Dan is scheming, but Gu Dan seems to be very cold, let's be cold, anyway, my heart is very hot > <Chong Chong Chong

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