Liu Xiao

刘笑，1983年4月25日生，2006年10月8日死，死因不明。

According to him, it was an extremely beautiful dream, so good that he really didn't want to wake up, so he died.

Only he himself knows how beautiful this dream is. Seeing his wretched face and smirking up to the sky with infinite yearning, he knows that this dream is not very good, it is not suitable for children, you know.

He was originally a student of N University. Because of his excellent grades and good performance, he was recommended by the school to be exempted from the exam, and he was recommended to B University for his combined master's and doctoral studies.

He was given a stable quota, but he couldn't live securely.

Having a drink with a friend, at a classmate's house, a few big boys just pretended to celebrate him, and got very drunk, Liu Xiao died in such a daze.

It's a pity to say that the college students and graduate students at that time were of good quality and quantity, and Liu Xiao himself was quite smart.

He is very cunning, fickle, kind, and melancholy...

During the days with him, apart from the endless quarrels, I also learned a lot from him.

Fortunately, he was always there during my most difficult days, so no matter how boring my life was, it became much more vivid.

Looking back on the past half a year, most of them are still happy, but now without him, I feel like something is missing in my heart. It seems that the world has lost a lot of color all of a sudden, leaving only the gray area like in a smoggy sky ...

In fact, I don't need to deceive myself anymore; in fact, I miss him very much.

I am an ordinary little girl, and when my goal is lost, I live a life of following others all day long.

After three years in high school, I still can't recognize my own life orientation. My parents said that a teacher is a good profession. You should be a teacher in the future!

So, after the college entrance examination, I filled in the teachers' colleges.Like most students, I am busy with the monotonous life...

Until I met Zheng Hua.

She is a girl with clear goals and courage. People who know her call her Brother Hua. She loves sports. She once represented the school in the 2015 Provincial H University Sports and achieved a good ranking.

From her life circle, I gradually got to know many different people.

The so-called "people are divided into groups", most of them have their own ideals and pursuits, and they are serious about being themselves and creating their own wonderful stories.

Zheng Hua also often said: "You should live for yourself!"

In fact, I also understand that maybe it's because I'm used to caring about what people around me think of me, so I gradually forget about myself, and the things I like give up one by one with the passage of time.

I don't know when it started, all my efforts are for the expectations of others.

In my senior year, Zheng Hua took me to take the postgraduate entrance examination together. I didn't have a strong target college, so I just applied to 211.

Every day following the pace of the postgraduate entrance examination army, I get up early and work late at night, but I always feel that I am the last one, but I just can't get excited, and I am also "hehe".

Sure enough, after the results came out, he really failed the ranking, two points less than the national line.

One after another busy with all graduation matters, writing graduation thesis, defending, going through school leaving procedures, taking graduation photos...

Everything is going on in an orderly manner, watching everyone happily running towards their destination, but I feel like I am in a busy cross street, in a world full of feasting and feasting, but I can't find any road to Rome that belongs to me.

Under the strong pressure, she suffered from insomnia, until one day, Zheng Hua also found a job, and she also failed the exam, but she wanted to work while fighting World War II, she was so tenacious.

A week before graduation, I was almost broken and told Zheng Hua that I would also like World War II. After hearing this, she just smiled, as if she had expected that I would do so.

For a week, we collectively rented a two-bedroom house in City B.Zheng Hua found it, which is quite close to the studio where she works, and it takes 10 minutes to walk.

So, after leaving school, they packed their luggage and the two moved.

The house is not bad, although it is a bit old, but it is cleaned up. In the words of the landlady: "My house is ruined for nothing!"

Every time my aunt came, she looked heartbroken and helpless.

Hehe... I know I'm a lazy person, but I'm used to it. If I don't put the things I usually use on the surface, I won't be able to find them when I use them, so it looks a bit messy.

Zheng Hua said, this is a little bit, it's like spreading chicken shit.

It sounds disgusting.

But I was too lazy to clean up, so I could only pray silently in my heart, that my aunt should not come to inspect often.

Zheng Hua went to work during the day, while I was bored in the room and immersed myself in my studies. Now that I have made a decision, I will do it wholeheartedly.

Because I have clarified my life goals, I am still very motivated to strive for success in World War II!

When I first moved here, there was 20 yuan in the electricity bill, and in just half a month, there were only 8 yuan left.

After dinner in the afternoon, before it got dark, I had to go out and pay the electricity bill.

Simply charge it [-], save time and waste time.

After paying the electricity bill, I bought some snacks by the way. In fact, I don’t have a cold for snacks, but I just buy some occasionally.I walked back while eating, and as soon as I entered the gate of the compound, I heard someone behind me say bad things about me: "Eating so many puffing agents and chemicals will poison you to death."

As soon as I heard this, I couldn't eat anymore. I couldn't swallow or spit out the potato chips I just ate.

Simply hold it in your mouth, I want to see how environmentally friendly he is, you bastard, dare to curse me.

But when I looked back, there was no one there, except for the aunt who sold pancakes at the gate, and the man just now, but I remembered his voice, it sounds good, but it's a pity that his character is so bad.

"Damn it, don't let me meet you again, let me meet you, and you will be finished." I thought angrily.

In fact, I don't dare to do anything to others, these days, it's better not to cause trouble, alas... let's go back!

Just as I was about to continue walking, a idiot was blocking the way recklessly, stretching out his paws and grabbing my food bag with a serious face.

"Hey!"

The potato chips in my mouth fell in response, and the bastard in front of me also stopped suddenly in shock, looked up in surprise, and stared at me as if he had seen a ghost.

"What are you staring at, who are you?"

I quickly put away the food bag, looked at him, and I was sure he must be the one who just said me.

I admit that he is indeed handsome and good-looking, but he can't extinguish my anger at the moment.

Waiting for him to explain, who would have thought that this bastard was still looking at me motionlessly in that position.

Damn it, it's so rude.

"Hey..." I have tried my best to suppress my temper, calm down, calm down...

"Have you seen enough?" I couldn't bear it anymore.

Just like waking up from a dream, he slowly raised his left hand, stretched out his index finger, pointed at himself, and silently said "Me?"

Then, I looked around again, and there was no one else, except for the aunt who sold pancakes at the gate, only the two of us.

"You...you...can you see me?" He came back to his senses and asked me seriously.

"Nonsense, what the hell are you doing?" I was also drunk. I happily ate dinner, paid the electricity bill, and ate the snacks I wanted. , to meet such a fool, the world is really big, there are everyone!

"me……"

"What about me?" I stared at him with high vigilance, in case I was unlucky enough to encounter a psychopath.Seeing him standing there stunned by my yelling, for the sake of personal safety, I spared him and subconsciously quickened my pace.

Unexpectedly, just after walking a few steps, he seemed to react and called me loudly from behind.

I hugged the snacks and walked faster without looking back, gradually tending to run.

I moved my head quickly and didn't see the front clearly, as if I had hit a wall.

"what……"

I took a few steps back reflexively. Fortunately, I am in a strong figure and my reaction is fast enough, otherwise I would have to make a fool of myself.

I raised my head in confusion and looked ahead.

ah!When did he get in front of me.

"You...you wait!"

Seeing that his face is not red and he is not out of breath, should he want to rob money, or rob sex?

I subconsciously looked at myself quietly, these days even people like me are attracted to perverts, it seems that there are fewer girls now.

I looked up at him, and I must not let him see that I was afraid. Waited for him for a while, and saw that he was hesitant to speak and hesitated. It was a good opportunity. I stepped forward and gave him a kick. Maybe he didn't think of me. I would kick him hard, and in a daze, I had already run away.

Babaili ran home in a hurry, unlocked, opened, and locked the door, all in one go.

Oh, mother, this is the first time I have encountered this. Fortunately, I don’t go out often, it’s too dangerous outside.

As soon as I had this idea before, Zheng Hua would say that my attitude is passive and avoiding the world, which is not good, and most of the society is still very good.

I always disapproved, but I never thought that I would encounter any bad things. Besides, I have been studying abroad for so many years, and it is indeed flat and stable.

Leaning against the door, he took a good breath, turned around, and double-checked that he had locked the door.

Thinking back to the scene of running away just now, I feel something weird.

But I can't remember it for a while, forget it, hide at home for a few days, nothing will happen.

The author has something to say: This work is really the experience of the author, any similarity is purely coincidental!

Although the writing is light, I hope to encourage you with you!

Everyone has their own story. The author's writing skills are not good. This is the first time I try to describe my own story. If you don't like it, don't complain. Thank you, adults!