Fukagawa in Kusakabe

No matter how indifferent Gu Jingchuan showed on the surface, he still couldn't let go of it in his heart.

An Yu watched Gu Jingchuan work through the glass wall of the office.

Does non-stop work make you feel better?It's just self-deceiving self-torture.

"Everyone is almost gone, and the boss is still rushing to work overtime every minute." An Yu pushed the door open and entered the office. "I'm ashamed, but I'm really hungry. Gu Jingchuan, let's go eat together."

Gu Jingchuan looked at his watch, "I forgot to check the time."

"Going to eat now, I guess there are only leftovers." An Yu said.

Rubbing his temples, Gu Jingchuan got up, took his suit jacket, and left the company with An Yu.

An Yu took Gu Jingchuan to a hot pot restaurant.

Gu Jingchuan was a little apprehensive looking at the eye-catching word "hotpot restaurant".

"What's the matter, come in quickly." An Yu had already found an empty seat.

Seeing An Yu adding vegetables and spiciness to the hot pot with special interest, Gu Jingchuan sat motionless.

"Look at me, the dishes are all cooked." An Yu held the dishes for Gu Jingchuan. "If you don't eat it, it won't taste good when it's overripe."

"It's more than 30 degrees now." Gu Jingchuan said.

"I know," An Yu ordered some more beer, "Let me tell you, eating hot pot in summer is really cool. When I just decided to go abroad, the hot pot in this restaurant was the one I was most reluctant to part with."

"You don't like spicy food, so don't add it." Gu Jingchuan felt his stomach ache seeing An Yu not stopping the pepper.

"I'm not caring about you," An Yu moved Gu Jingchuan's blocking hand, "I don't eat spicy food, but hot pot is the only thing I like very spicy."

Seeing that An Yu was eating happily, Gu Jingchuan also started to eat.After eating for a while, the whole person couldn't stop sweating.

An Yu looked very happy, and had two glasses of wine.A glass was handed over, followed by a clink of glasses. "Isn't it very exciting, don't just eat vegetables, but also drink some wine."

Later, An Yu regretted letting Gu Jingchuan drink some wine, and after drinking, he couldn't stop.Even if it's beer, it can't resist being poured like plain water.

"Where is your key?" An Yu rang the doorbell and no one answered, so he rummaged through Gu Jingchuan's pocket.But not found.Didn't you bring it?

Gu Jingchuan was a little wobbly, and groped around inside his coat for a while before taking out the key to An Yu.

"Why do you put the keys in the inner pocket?" An Yu said.

After opening the door, An Yu wanted to help Gu Jingchuan in.Gu Jingchuan refused, and waved him away.

"Gu Jingchuan, we're home now, let's go in." An Yu said.

"Don't go in yet," Gu Jingchuan's footsteps were a little unsteady due to the aftereffects of drinking, but he was sober at the moment. "I'll drink slowly first."

Shen Jianan left work early, but she wasn't at home, so where did she go?The answer seems self-evident.

Gu Jingchuan leaned against the wall and did not move. An Yu watched and sighed.Accompanied shoulder to shoulder and leaning against the wall.

"Did I say that, I've known Shen Jianan since high school." Gu Jingchuan murmured.

An Yu responded and looked sideways at Gu Jingchuan.

"But we haven't met at all. I don't even know his name after two or three months of school." Gu Jingchuan said, "I don't even remember seeing such a person."

"It's just such a person I don't remember, who appeared out of nowhere when I was playing basketball alone in the evening." Gu Jingchuan continued. "He talked to me familiarly, and he asked me, Gu Jingchuan, why haven't you gone back yet?"

"I said I didn't want to go back. The fool could probably see that I didn't want to talk to him anymore. He was more stupid than a fool. He then asked me if I had a fight with my parents. I laughed angrily and said my father Mom isn't home."

Gu Jingchuan seemed to suddenly think of something funny, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly, "He was very sympathetic to me, maybe he thought I was forcing a smile. That expression made me feel that I had been greatly wronged."

"He also asked me to stay at his house for one night. It's funny. If I don't know him well, he calls someone to stay with him. I'm so stupid."

"That night, he took me to the roof of his house. I had the courage to sit on the concrete fence, waving and shouting with my arms open, and I was not afraid of accidentally falling off. It's so stupid to ask me to do the same as him So, how could I do the same as him."

"Later... Then he went to his refrigerator halfway to get some wine, two bottles of beer. He said he would drink with me, and use the wine to relieve his worries. As a result, he started to shake after two sips." Gu Jingchuan lowered his head, "It's been almost nine years, I still remember what happened that day. Maybe if I’m not careful, I will remember it for a lifetime.”

The whole piece of lights under the roof, shining like stars.He smiled flamboyantly, but the whole starry sky was in his eyes.

An Yu was stuck in his heart, "Go and talk to him, why bother to feel uncomfortable here."

Gu Jingchuan stood up a little bit straighter, "An Yu, I like Shen Jianan, so much."

"I want to sleep with him and live with him for the rest of my life."

Looking up at the sensor light, Gu Jingchuan continued, "What I said to him, based on his personality, he will still be my brother. But I think, I can no longer convince myself to only be brothers with him. Don't say yes My only limit."

If, say, I am lucky enough to be with him.That could have ruined his family.How could his parents accept that their son wanted to spend his whole life with a man.

An Yu was in a hurry and went to pull Gu Jingchuan out. "Even if there is even a chance, you have to give it a try. Do you want to regret it in the future? I'll take you...to go."

Looking at Shen Jianan standing at the corner of the lower stairs, An Yu's heart skipped a beat. "Shen... Jianan."

Hearing the name An Yu said, Gu Jingchuan felt as if it had passed away.Following An Yu's gaze down, Shen Jianan stood there without moving.Nor did they look up.If he hadn't heard what they said, there was no way he wouldn't have come.Well, he heard it.Standing there, is at a loss.

The broken string in Gu Jingchuan's mind suddenly snapped.

"An Yu, I'll take you downstairs." Gu Jingchuan said.

"Gu Jingchuan..." Gu Jingchuan was drunk and talking nonsense.

"It's okay, let's go." An Yu's words were interrupted.

Gu Jingchuan walked slowly holding the stairs, he was thinking about how to face Shen Jianan.There were countless ways, but at the moment he leaned towards the one that gave him direction.It's like an explanation to myself.

When I got to the door, I found the door was unlocked.He goes in and closes the door.

There was no figure of Shen Jianan in the living room, walking into the bedroom, Shen Jianan was lying on the bed with his back facing him.

Gu Jingchuan walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Shen Jianan, I know you are not asleep."

"I said a lot today, you heard me."

"I don't know how much you've heard."

"But I think you understand the matter."

"Now, I have to tell you again, formally."

"I like you."

"Want to sleep with you."

"I want to live with you forever."

Do you want to try to like me?

Gu Jingchuan didn't say this, people who don't want to wake up will not give an answer.

"It's no longer suitable for me to live here. Tomorrow, I will move out. You, take a good rest." Gu Jingchuan said.

"Gu Jingchuan, can we still be brothers? When I wake up tomorrow, everything will go back to how it was before." Shen Jianan turned and looked at Gu Jingchuan.

The steps towards the door were firmly nailed.

"The original appearance." Gu Jingchuan turned back, "Tell me, what is the original appearance?"

"Living with you again? Sleeping in the same bed with you again? When you know that I like you and have other thoughts about you, will you still be the same as before?"

"I......"

"Hmm..." Shen Jianan's eyes widened, he didn't expect Gu Jingchuan to kiss him suddenly.

In exchange for the fierce struggle, Gu Jingchuan was irresistibly suppressed. He couldn't move his hands and his body was also suppressed.

Shen Jianan resigned to her fate and gave up resistance, her body stiffened.

Feeling the stiffness of the person beneath him, Gu Jingchuan suddenly felt very sad.But this time he didn't want to stop.Let's go on like this, destroy everything once and for all.

Different from the lingering kiss between a man and a woman, and the intense entanglement of lips and teeth, Shen Jianan felt his lips a little numb.Gu Jingchuan was tentatively poking his tongue in, but he bit on it desperately.The next moment, his lips were bitten so that he cried out in pain.The tongue waited for an opportunity to poke in.

A strange feeling spread all over his body, Gu Jingchuan's tongue was constantly intertwining and teasing him.His breathing became more and more unsteady, and his heart was beating like thunder.

Gu Jingchuan reached in from the hem of Shen Jianan's clothes, and slowly stroked upwards.Eventually stay at that point, teasing and kneading.

Dangerous vigilance made Shen Jianan struggle violently again, but was restrained even harder by Gu Jingchuan.The weakened body lost even more attack power.

Biting and gnawing non-stop, like a trapped animal.Both sides will suffer, no injury will not let go.

Gu Jingchuan's kiss began to become gentle, from the cheek to the neck to the collarbone, and finally stopped at the shoulder socket.Nostalgia endless, affectionate self-knowledge.

Gu Jingchuan no longer felt the touch of lips touching, and buried his head in Shen Jianan's shoulder.

Without taking the opportunity to push Gu Jingchuan away, Shen Jianan felt wetness coming from his shoulders, and he was so shocked that he couldn't be more shocked.

"Do you still dare to be like me before? It's impossible, Shen Jianan." Gu Jingchuan got up.

Shen Jianan hurriedly closed her eyes, and slowly opened her eyes when the bedroom door slammed.

Shen Jianan's favorite pendulum clock on the wall rang again and again, without any rush.Usually he was very happy to hear it, but this time it hit him all the time.

Gu Jingchuan said that he was very uncomfortable when he moved out tomorrow.

but.

Now he desperately hopes that Gu Jingchuan will move out as soon as possible.