Fukagawa in Kusakabe
Chapter 16
With all the heart, An Yan will know this, and then Xu Yite will know it too!
"You eat, I won't eat!" Shen Jianan lifted the burden and was about to get up and leave.
Gu Jingchuan got up and walked over quickly, "After eating, it's already noon now."
Shen Jianan didn't eat, and his shoulders hurt when Gu Jingchuan pressed him, and he didn't dare to move easily, the two of them were in a stalemate.
"Okay, if you don't eat, I'll watch over it, then Xu Yi, I'll also ask for leave for you." Gu Jingchuan sat back on his seat, "Let's all stop eating."
Shen Jianan didn't look at Gu Jingchuan, but turned his head to look elsewhere.
"Stop making trouble, I was wrong." After waiting for half an hour, Gu Jingchuan said, "Hurry up, and wait two days before going out for dinner."
In the end, Shen Jianan ate the porridge without any spine, why can't it hurt his stomach!
In order to alleviate Shen Jianan's bad temper, Gu Jingchuan played games with Shen Jianan for a whole day and went through all the game BOOS that Shen Jianan had recently searched for.
The night is always silent, especially at the moment when the lights go out, and the noise of the day is calmed down.
For Shen Jianan, the small wall lamps left behind can't dispel the surrounding senses at all.Gu Jingchuan's breath is beside him, and he can really touch it when he turns around.
When the warm touch came, Shen Jianan shrank back reflexively, and a piece of cold air was instantly separated in the middle.
"I... I... I still hurt."! ! !What the hell does it hurt?After speaking, he put a face on himself.
"I know." There was a feeling of disappointment for a moment, and there was still a little warmth in the palm of my hand. I didn't feel the resistance before, and I knew it was because I watched the two of them together yesterday, and I couldn't help but feel anxious. Regret, and even a kind of gladness that it's finally over. "I just want to hug you and sleep."
The arm was still firmly looped up, encircling the person in his arms from behind.
Her heartbeat quickened, and Shen Jianan didn't know what else to say. Whatever she wanted to blurt out seemed to imply rejection.
"Go to sleep." Gu Jingchuan said close to Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan woke up early.He had to catch Xu Yi early today, maybe now Xu Yi exaggerated to say that something happened to him.
At the entrance of the company, Shen Jianan got out of the car in a hurry, Gu Jingchuan even called him, and he went back home and walked into the company building.
Go straight to Xu Yi's office.
"Yo, Uncle Shen, you're all right." Xu Yi was looking at the document, a shadow cast over his head.
Leaning back on the back of the chair, Xu Yi smiled, "The company is not busy recently, if it's inconvenient...please ask for another two days?"
"Master, please!" Shen Jianan looked at Xu Yi's smile and felt uneasy, "I'm in great health, and I just don't want to go to work when I ask for leave. It's just self-willed."
"Huh? Isn't it because you have a severe cold and can't make calls?" Xu Yi said.
"You believe it too, how many days of vacation did you use this reason to believe when you were in school?" Shen Jianan said disdainfully.
"I don't believe it," Xu Yi stared at Shen Jianan, "If you ask me for leave, you will say like a master that labor and management will not work today."
Xu Yi paused for a moment with a meaningful look on his face, "But, let Gu Jingchuan say it...it's very extraordinary." After speaking, Xu Yi put on an expression that must have a deep meaning.
"If you're not right-minded, you'll think too much." Shen Jianan turned and walked out the door, "Let's have lunch together, call me when the time comes."
Shen Jianan ate with Xu Yi at noon, and even ate with Xu Yi at night.
Gu Jingchuan couldn't get through the phone, and it was quite late when he was suddenly busy with a big case. Xu Yi followed him home to get a design draft, and it was already past dinner time.
Thinking that Gu Jingchuan should be at home a long time ago, he prepared to be brightly lit when he entered the door, but it was dark in the room.
At first, Shen Jianan didn't feel anything, but she felt that Gu Jingchuan might have forgotten it when she was busy, and then Xu Yizhen called with him, and the long beeping made Shen Jianan feel irritable.
Xu Yi didn't say anything else, Shen Jianan's temper could be guessed by smelling it, so he dragged Shen Jianan to eat without hesitation.
Maybe all coincidences have their reasons.
The moment Xu Yi saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan, he gave himself an explanation that he didn't blame himself.
Gu Jingchuan had already seen them there, Xu Yi rubbed his nose and laughed, pulling Shen Jianan over there.
"What a coincidence, you haven't eaten yet?" Xu Yibye pulled Shen Jianan to sit down and said.
Gathered together at the table to eat a meal that Xu Yi was about to be depressed to the point of crippling, just when everyone almost put down their chopsticks, Xu Yi said goodbye in a hurry, ran towards the car that looked like heaven at the moment, stepped on the accelerator and started Not to mention how fun that moment was.
An Yu drove over, and Gu Jingchuan went over to him and told him to drive back directly, and he and Shen Jianan would go back later.
Shen Jianan was already quite unhappy, but now she saw Gu Jingchuan walking forward quickly alone, and she screamed and stood still at the door of the store, but after a while, she watched An Yu's car drive away.
Gu Jingchuan turned around and met Shen Jianan's eyes, smiled at Shen Jianan, and walked over.
What a joke.
Shen Jianan tilted her head, but her mood eased.
Gu Jingchuan walked up to Shen Jianan, pulled Shen Jianan's hand in his pocket and pulled it in front of him.
"What's wrong with you." Shen Jianan was originally standing on the steps, but he was startled when he came down, and fell on Gu Jingchuan, supporting Gu Jingchuan to stand up again, and couldn't help but want to curse.
Gu Jingchuan didn't reply, and looked at Shen Jianan innocently, Shen Jianan suddenly wanted to laugh.It turned out that Gu Jingchuan would do the same, and his mood improved inexplicably.
"Let's take a taxi back." Seeing Shen Jianan walking down the steps, Gu Jingchuan took a step back to make room for Shen Jianan.
"You're not stupid, are you? An Yu's car was here just now, and if he didn't sit in it, he said to take a taxi back." Shen Jianan said, but still walked towards the intersection.There is no other way but to take a taxi.
"You don't want to." Gu Jingchuan said.at this time
The two walked side by side, sometimes their arms touched each other, and Gu Jingchuan felt an urge to hold them.
Kind of irrefutable.
Shen Jianan walked quickly to the intersection to stop the car.Gu Jingchuan saw the extra emotion that he hadn't had before, and he didn't want to admit it, and the excuse seemed to be more proof that he was right.
It was a bit dazzling, Shen Jianan opened her eyes a few times but couldn't stand the sunlight and closed them back, and then opened them after a while.
Gu Jingchuan was no longer on the bed, there was a sound from outside, maybe it was making breakfast, Shen Jianan thought.After rubbing her messy hair, Shen Jianan lifted the quilt up.
Before leaving the bedroom, the mobile phone on the bedside table rang. Someone called early in the morning, and Shen Jianan turned around to get the phone in agitation.
But not his own.
An Yu.
The displayed name was a bit eye-catching, and Shen Jianan stared at it for a while without moving, but the phone was quite persevering, and she insisted on not hanging up, and it kept ringing.
Tsk, annoying.
Shen Jianan dragged her slippers and walked out. Before she reached the kitchen, Gu Jingchuan greeted her.Probably heard a sound, Shen Jianan thought.
Handing over the phone, Shen Jianan turned and went to the bathroom.Ah, how annoying.
After spitting out the last sip of mouthwash, Shen Jianan looked up at himself printed on the glass in front of him, a little dazed.
What kind of jokes are these.
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Shen Jianan didn't know what was wrong with herself, and it wasn't the same with Yu Zhuangzhou.The brain does not seem to be sober, and the more people look in the mirror, the less they look like themselves.
It may be that the sick person poured cold water on his face to freeze the mentally retarded.
Gu Jingchuan didn't feel anxious when eating breakfast, but at the speed of the car on the road, Shen Jianan felt that Gu Jingchuan was anxious.
He really wanted to ask what he was so anxious to drive so fast, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth.Until the end, watching Gu Jingchuan's car getting further and further away, he still didn't ask.
And these inexplicable and accumulated things, when Gu Jingchuan picked up the call at night, he suddenly wanted to throw the phone to the ground.
"Canaan?"
The voice of shouting was as calm and composed as usual, but the noise of the nightclub was covered with a hazy layer of voice, and suddenly it felt as if there were many things separated from the other end of the phone.
"Jianan." There was no response for a long time, Gu Jingchuan tentatively called out again.
"Ah..." Shen Jianan tilted her head and looked to the side in a panic, not knowing why she wanted to look.After catching a glimpse of Xu Yi walking towards him, he continued to speak, "It's okay, just, I went to play with Xu Yi, maybe I'll be back later."
"Well," Gu Jingchuan paused, and walked further away from the door of the box, "Don't be too late, go back early, I may not go back tonight."
"it is good."
"What's wrong?" Xu Yi looked at Shen Jianan's dumbfounded expression, it's not normal.
"No, I'm not going to eat, I'm going back first." Shen Jianan said to Xu Yi, and then went to stop the car.
Xu Yi grabbed Shen Jianan, "What's the hurry, I don't mind going alone, I'll just send you back, and I'll go back and get something to eat."
Shen Jianan lay on the bed with her eyes closed, her mind was extremely clear, and she didn't know when she fell asleep afterwards, she was quite asleep.
The mobile phone rang very uncomfortably, Shen Jianan took a look at it, and missed a dozen or so calls, why did he have to sleep to death to ring for so long before he heard it.
Gu Jingchuan?
Shen Jianan was a little dazed, it was almost early morning, why did she make a phone call.
"Shen Jianan, open the door." An Yu pressed the doorbell with one hand and held up his cell phone with the other. At this moment, he wanted to slam the door in.
An Yu! ! !
Shen Jianan hurriedly got up and went to open the door, it was to make trouble.
When I opened the door that day, I saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan who had drunk too much and could only support An Yu.
Shen Jianan didn't know what to say, and she didn't even want to say some polite words to An Yu, so she just took Gu Jingchuan and supported him to the bedroom.Let Gu Jingchuan lie down, and then took some effort to help him take off his coat.
After tidying up Gu Jingchuan, he went to the living room and found that the door was closed, and An Yu had already left.
Suddenly not knowing what to do, Shen Jianan sat down on the sofa.He was actually not angry, and he knew that An Yu and Gu Jingchuan were fine.An Yu is a bit arrogant, and he doesn't get along very well, but Shen Jianan is not blind, and he won't be suspicious of individuals.
People's sudden hypocrisy may be because they suddenly have some thoughts that they think, but in fact, as long as a person calms down, he will understand that it is inexplicable and unreasonable, but most of the time it is useless even if he understands it. Get awkward and hypocritical.
Shen Jianan didn't know why Gu Jingchuan was hungover and got up early the next morning to go to the company. It would definitely be impossible to leave him alone, and he would definitely take a leave of absence with Xu Yi to sleep in the dark.
It’s something very important. It’s so important that I’m busier than before. I go to sleep as soon as I touch the pillow, and I wake up after three or four hours of sleep. The time may be shorter, and I don’t know what I’m busy with.
Xu Yi felt that Shen Jianan might have had a big fall, so it was abnormal, it was abnormal to be quiet, and abnormal to be serious about work.I have to find time to go to a hospital.
"Tell me, what's wrong with you kid, brother didn't squeeze your labor force, and didn't deduct your wages." Xu Yi drew Shen Jianan's pen, "What are you going to do!"
"Xu Yi." Shen Jianan stared at himself holding the hand that was out of pen, "I just realized that I don't understand Gu Jingchuan at all,"
"I thought you were thinking about something," Xu Yi said with an expression of a mentally retarded in love who needs to be cared for, "What do you want to know, height, weight, hobbies, household registration book?"
Shen Jianan raised her head and looked at Xu Yi, "I don't know any of this."
Xu Yi said it jokingly, and Shen Jianan's serious expression and words suddenly choked him.I can only laugh, "I don't know." He casually pulled a chair and sat down, "He has been abroad for two years, and his height, weight and hobbies may be different. When he returns to China, he must manage his company well first. Like what, you don't have time to go out and have fun, when he is free, you will have time to understand."
Shen Jianan still didn't speak, Xu Yi felt that it could make such an idiot look like a philosopher, and Gu Jingchuan was also fulfilled, "Don't make it like this, just say a word."
Sighing, Shen Jianan said, "Xu Yi, how old are you, don't be so lively, no wonder no girls like you, oh, and no boys either."
"Shen Jianan!"
"Sure, I'm not joking." His eyes were a little sore, maybe it was because he had been looking at the artwork for a long time, Shen Jianan rubbed his eyes, "I don't mean after returning to China, I mean from before, from the time I met him, I didn't understand Pass."
What else can I say, Xu Yi felt that he shouldn't talk about these crap things, the more he talked, the more he got confused.Really speechless.
Shen Jianan tidied up and was about to go out the door, looking at Xu Yi as if thinking of something in the middle of the walk.
... "What are you doing, what's the matter, you are looking at me like this." Xu Yi was a little panicked when Shen Jianan looked at him, "What am I doing! Hurry up after get off work, I don't want you to miss me, don't Check it out."
"Xu Yi," Shen Jianan suddenly smiled at Xu Yi.
Be stupid, Xu Yi roared inwardly.He didn't respond, and waited for Shen Jianan to continue.
"Let's go to the Internet cafe tonight. It's been a long time since I played. I really miss it."
Shen Jianan is sick.
The noisy voices from the Internet cafe filled his nerves, and the occasional shouting and cursing stimulated his emotions even more.The game interface in front of him is completely reflected in his eyes, and he is so concentrated that he seems to be in the game.
"Shen Jianan, what are you doing, don't move the pestle, come up to help." Xu Yi shouted loudly. "It's not where you went to you," said Xu Yi, looking aside, what the fuck, did he go to the toilet?Actually hung up, no wonder running around!
I don't know how Gu Jingchuan found him, Shen Jianan followed Gu Jingchuan after thinking for a while, and came to the conclusion that Xu Yi should have told him, but when Gu Jingchuan looked for him, Xu Yi should tell himself that it must be Xu Yi playing games Mentally retarded, Shen Jianan affirmed the conclusion she had drawn.
"What's the matter with the text message?" Gu Jingchuan looked directly at Shen Jianan, "The reason."
"No reason, I don't want to play anymore." Shen Jianan said.
"Don't play anymore. Who said I played with you, even if you play, you have to play for the rest of your life!" Gu Jingchuan controlled his emotions and tried to calm himself down.
Seeing Shen Jianan staring at him blankly, Gu Jingchuan calmed down his excitement, but when he said the words, his voice was still a little hoarse. "Shen Jianan, sometimes I like you, and I feel sad when I like you."
Shen Jianan, I, Gu Jingchuan, will never do the second thing in my life just not to be by your side.From the moment you said we were together, even if you wanted to leave me, you could only think about it, because it is impossible to realize it.
"You're sad! Yes! You're sad. I don't know you're sad. I don't know. You haven't let me know for so many years." Shen Jianan looked at Gu Jingchuan, "What did you let me know? You didn't let me know anything. I know! I don't know anything about you, so what's the difference if we're together or not, Gu Jingchuan?"
Probably because it was the first time seeing Shen Jianan speak so emotionally, Gu Jingchuan was a little confused.Shen Jianan was too easygoing, not stubborn, too easy to put down the burden, too much for him to have the heart to change his life easily.But all the excesses can't match his own selfishness, so what is hidden under the self-righteous unbearable is the urgent desire and intention.
Deliberately pulling Shen Jianan closer and closer to him until now they are finally together, with strong selfishness, even if Yu Zhuangzhou and Shen Jianan did not break up, he would probably not be able to bear it.
As for the ones who deliberately appeared in front of these to win your attention, Shen Jianan, if those were different from what you thought at the beginning, would you still stay?
"Shen Jianan," Gu Jingchuan sighed, "What do you want to know?"
Shen Jianan opened her mouth but did not say a word. It took a while before she whispered again, "I want to know about your family, after you went abroad, and what you've been busy with lately."
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Where to start.
The starting point of getting along with Shen Jianan is Shen Jianan's enthusiasm, it can even be said that it is Shen Jianan's overflowing love.
It was so late that day. Indeed, his parents were not at home, but it was not because of this that he didn't go back. He just wanted to play basketball.
His father is a young entrepreneur, and his mother is a translator. At an age full of passion and fantasies about love, when they meet by chance, there is no doubt that a so-called spark will be produced by an opportunity.What's more, the family is right, the parents are happy to see the success, can't wait to start a family, can't wait to tie each other up, can't wait to complete all the rituals that can witness love.
Marriage is a matter of course.
And the spark, after all the fuel is exhausted, is faced with extinguishing.
Entrepreneurs, especially those who are not already successful, are busy with their lives from time to time, which restricts time and mind, so naturally they have no time to talk about feelings and act in romance.
And it is impossible for a young girl to be like a housewife who is willing to wait all day at home just to fall asleep after seeing each other at night, let alone a translator who often travels abroad.As time goes by, the passion cools down, the relationship becomes boring, and even seeing each other again seems like a stranger for years.
Separation is also logical.
It's just that after everything is over, the only thing that needs to be considered is him.
Gu Jingchuan didn't stay with anyone, and he didn't live with anyone long before the divorce. The only person he got along with for a long time was his grandfather, who had also passed away. He lived in the house they renovated together when they got married. Now that they are separated, his only It was this house that I asked them for.Maybe he has weak emotions, never sad, never had waves, and even misses very little.
Shen Jianan never knew that he was such a person, indifferent and selfish, with no sympathy, weak family affection, and even using people who liked him to achieve his goals, so he was not worthy of liking at all.
When going abroad, long-term feelings can be worn away by time, so if the feelings for Shen Jianan can be let go, then it is better not to have this feeling, so he went abroad.
What Gu Jingchuan thought about was all the things that made him pay too much and made him lose himself. If it can be thrown away, it should be thrown away at a suitable time.
Therefore, his feelings for Shen Jianan are also selfish. What he wants most is to make himself feel better, but this is more difficult than he imagined.
Shen Jianan broke through his confession, and couldn't tell whether he had more deliberate elements or more accidental elements.They have already reached the last flight of stairs, and with Shen Jianan's temperament, the sound of footsteps has already been heard in his ears.stop?At that moment, he thought that it wasn't Shen Jianan, but he suddenly felt that what's the point of liking me alone.Anyway, you also have to worry about me.
Pay silently, just for your happiness?Don't be funny, who paid and didn't want to get some responses.Shen Jianan probably likes him a little bit now.But most of it was based on the relationship with him for so many years, and Shen Jianan's passive character. Knowing these, he took advantage of them politely, and even speculated that he would bring An Yu along.
What should be said, should not be said, how to say, how to be most useful to oneself, in recent years, entrepreneurship and interpersonal communication, probably the most familiar use of these learnings.
Gu Jingchuan and Shen Jianan were talking about their families, their own business... talking about everything on the surface.
Listening to Gu Jingchuan's words, Shen Jianan didn't know that Gu Jingchuan's parents had divorced until now, thinking that she really didn't get to know Gu Jingchuan well, and she didn't even know this for so long.As for going abroad to work, it is almost the same as what I thought.
After Gu Jingchuan finished speaking, both of them remained silent.Gu Jingchuan looked at Shen Jianan a little cold for a while, and then spoke first, "Call Xu Yi, let's go back."
Shen Jianan nodded, turned around and went into the Internet cafe to call Xu Yi.
Xu Yi was hitting Xing's head, he waved his hand and insisted on hitting him again.
Shen Jianan leaned in to take a look, and didn't know when it would be time to start typing again, so she glanced at Gu Jingchuan next to her, asked Xu Yi to wait, and turned on a computer again, and the three of them turned on it together.
After one hand, Xu Yi looked at the screen and complained endlessly in his heart, what a fart!
Holding back his murmurs in the Internet cafe, Xu Yi couldn't help it when he sat in the car, "Shen Jianan, I will never come to the Internet cafe with you again, isn't it just to play the last game, why are you two in such a hurry to go home?" , Look at how many minutes it took to finish the fight! Really, how angry!"
Shen Jianan smiled, and looked back at Xu Yi, "What's wrong with me? You said you were playing for a while, did you finish playing?"
"That's right," Xu Yi said, "That's also..."
Before Xu Yi could finish speaking, Shen Jianan continued to ask, "Did you win?"
"yes,"
"Is it cool?"
"Sweet...what the hell!" Xu Yi didn't want to talk anymore!
After sending Xu Yi home, Shen Jianan looked at the time and it was already three o'clock, "Are you going to the company early tomorrow?"
Gu Jingchuan hung up Shen Jianan's coat, "No, it's almost done, and I haven't been busy for the past few days."
"Then you go take a shower first, and have a good rest today." Shen Jianan put the phone on the coffee table, turned to turn on the TV.
"Let's go together." Gu Jingchuan went to the bedroom to get a change of clothes. "It's late, so it saves time."
"What?"
What's the matter, what's the matter with pushing into the bathroom... Well, I didn't actually resist much.
Listening to the sound of water from the shower, Shen Jianan felt that she suddenly didn't know how to take a shower.Staring at the blank wall in front of me in a daze... Otherwise, what else can I do? Looking at the side, it is Gu Jingchuan, who has washed the same dormitory in college before, and it's not, it's not like that... Shyness, no, shyness doesn't match my painting Wind!
"Do you usually take a bath like this?" Gu Jingchuan said, his eyes did turn back and forth on Shen Jianan's body countless times, "Just being drenched in water once?"
"Why?" Shen Jianan turned sideways, "Maybe..." He and Gu Jingchuan met each other's eyes, and his voice unconsciously lowered.
"Huh? How did you wash it?" Gu Jingchuan said with a serious look, "I just want to see how you take a bath."
...Shen Jianan froze and did not move
"Let me wash it for you." Gu Jingchuan said with certainty, turned around and took the shampoo, and handed it to Shen Jianan, "You wash your hair first."
Shen Jianan's limbs were a little stiff, took the shampoo, squeezed some, and Gu Jingchuan took it and used some and began to wash his hair.
I felt so awkward that I was so weak!Shen Jianan rubbed the foam, wiped it on her hair and began to wash her hair.
Because Shen Jianan was facing the water flow, Shen Jianan closed her eyes, but the surrounding sounds became clearer because of this, the sound of rubbing her hair, the sound of water falling on her body, the sound of someone beside her, the sound of hands touching her body... touch!Why does it feel so clear!It's not because it's not my own hand!
Opening her eyes suddenly, before she could see Gu Jingchuan's face clearly, her lips were covered. Feeling Gu Jingchuan's closeness, Shen Jianan let herself relax slowly, her skin pressed against each other, and the burning temperature became more and more burning. More, can't wait to blend in...
Gu Jingchuan packed up some documents, took his coat and was ready to leave work. Before he left the office, An Yu came in.
"Get off work so early today?" An Yu looked at Gu Jingchuan and asked doubtfully.
"Well, go pick up Shen Jianan for dinner." Gu Jingchuan looked at his watch, everything over there was almost settled, take some free time these few days, and you should also take a good rest.
"Okay, that...you left in a hurry yesterday, are you okay?"
"It's okay." Gu Jingchuan said, "I'll go first."
"Wait... wait, can I ask you a question?"
Putting down his hand on the doorknob, Gu Jingchuan turned to look at An Yu, "Ask."
As if to give yourself a clear understanding, An Yu and Gu Jingchuan looked at each other, "From the moment you decided to return to China, did you... have you ever thought that one day you will have a confrontation with your father?"
Gu Jingchuan turned around and opened the door of the office, "Yes, not only to avoid him, but also to keep him from threatening what I want to do."
An Yu watched Gu Jingchuan's back getting farther and farther away, really, from the beginning to the end, he lost completely.
In the morning, he left a message telling Shen Jianan that he had asked for leave, made breakfast, and ordered takeout at noon. I wonder if he got up to eat, so Gu Jingchuan stopped the car and walked quickly towards the house.
When I got home, I heard the super-large game sound effects in the bedroom. I sighed, hung up my coat, put away my briefcase, and went to the bedroom.
"Did you have a good lunch at noon?" Gu Jingchuan took another handle and accompanied Shen Jianan to finish the game.
"Eat, it's the first time I've come back so early in this period of time, you want to take me out for dinner?" Shen Jianan put down the handle and played all afternoon, her hands were a little sore, Shen Jianan shook her hand.
Walking to the closet, Gu Jingchuan brought some clothes to Shen Jianan, "Well, after changing clothes, I will take you to a place first, and then go to eat."
"Gu Jingchuan, why did you bring me here." Shen Jianan asked looking at the tombstones.Although it is not night, there is nothing to be afraid of.But it's always kind of weird to be brought on purpose all of a sudden.
"I'll bring you to see someone." Gu Jingchuan said.
Shen Jianan didn't ask who it was, and she knew that it must be very important to Gu Jingchuan.
They walked straight to the end, then turned a corner, and walked past five tombstones, Gu Jingchuan stopped.
Shen Jianan looked at the tombstone in front of him.
It was a boy in the photo, and he looked handsome.But his eyes were slightly raised, and his expression was fierce.kind of dragging
.
The most surprising thing is that,
On this tombstone, there is no name, not a single word.
Looking at... inexplicably a little uneasy.
"This...is your first love?" Shen Jianan asked tentatively.
Gu Jingchuan didn't speak, and put the wine in his hand next to the tombstone.
"I... did I say something wrong?"
"He's my neighbor." Gu Jingchuan said.
"Oh."
"Do you still remember when you got into a fight with someone in your third year of high school?" Gu Jingchuan looked at the tombstone, a little lost in thought.
Shen Jianan searched in her mind, "I seem to remember."
"Well, do you still remember the reason?" Gu Jingchuan replied.
"Could it be that he is..." Shen Jianan turned her head and exclaimed.
At that time, in Shen Jianan's third year of high school, the most memorable thing was the puppy love incident that happened at the same level. The reason why puppy love is very common is that the protagonists of puppy love are boys.
"He's the one from another class." Gu Jingchuan said flatly.
Shen Jianan was a little shocked, "Why..."
"A car accident. I raced with someone and fell into a valley. I sent him to the hospital, but he couldn't be rescued in the end."
Gu Jingchuan paused, then continued, "What's the matter with homosexuality? It's people's freedom to like whoever they like. Why do you care about them, why do you look down on them?"
"Do you still remember the words I yelled in my self-study class?"
"It seems that I said it, I don't remember what I said specifically. I only remember that I was fighting with someone at that time." Shen Jianan scratched her hair.
The corners of Gu Jingchuan's mouth twitched, "I was thinking what would happen to you if you knew that I liked you, would you agree accidentally."
Caught off guard by the confession, Shen Jianan opened her mouth and did not speak.
Gu Jingchuan never left his eyes while looking at the tombstone, and Shen Jianan watched silently by his side.
It took a long time before Gu Jingchuan called out a name, but Shen Jianan had never heard of it before, thinking it might be the name of the owner of the tombstone.
"He's awake, you probably can't bear to let him accompany you for so many years." Gu Jingchuan said to the tombstone.
Shen Jianan was confused, but felt that she shouldn't ask.
After saying that, Gu Jingchuan pulled Shen Jianan sideways to prepare to leave, but just as he took a step, he stopped again.
Gu Jingchuan let go of Shen Jianan's hand, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, bent over and put the whole pack of cigarettes on the tombstone, and finally pulled Shen Jianan away.
Shen Jianan, you don't know how glad I am that I didn't have you prematurely.How lucky I am to have you when I have the ability to eliminate uncertain factors.
END——
The author has something to say: the shadow area in my heart that has been locked is too large, I didn’t write it once, and I will be locked if I write it (?_?)
☆、Small theater 2
Shen Jianan gestured there with the clothes, "Gu Jingchuan, you said that I will sign the contract with Xu Yi tomorrow, do you have to be more formal? Is this one not stable enough? Why don't you change to the black one? Gray is better ?you say……"
"Just take that one," Gu Jingchuan said.
"But I don't think it's prudent enough. Do I have to buy another one? Don't you think these are not suitable? Look, you should look."
Gu Jingchuan rubbed his temples, "You stayed with Zhuang Qi, why didn't I realize that you can speak so well?"
"I did it to maintain my image as a gentleman." Shen Jianan said seriously.
"Oh, you don't need to maintain your gentlemanly image for me?" Gu Jingchuan asked.
"What's the relationship between us, there's no need to worry about our image." Shen Jianan said.
"What's the relationship?" Gu Jingchuan stared at Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan thought for a while, "Up and down...relationship?"
"Who goes up and who goes down?" Gu Jingchuan became interested.
"Of course I'll go with you." Shen Jianan felt that the cheap words were not in vain.
"Well. You go up and I go down." Gu Jingchuan responded.
Regarding Gu Jingchuan's refusal to refute, Shen Jianan was a little uneasy. As for why he was uneasy, he understood deeply at night.
In the evening, Gu Jingchuan had just come out of the shower, so he pushed him down while he wasn't paying attention.
He always wanted to counterattack, but he couldn't always stand against Gu Jingchuan.As a result, today when he resisted a little, Gu Jingchuan was flipped down by him, and he took advantage of the situation to press him up, he was so happy.Later... Later he didn't expect it, he didn't expect it.He was...was...he sadly checked it online.Yes, just like you think.
His uncle's tricks are all routines.
Gu Jingchuan touched Shen Jianan's earlobe, "Remember it well. We are lovers. To live, we must live together. To die, we must be buried together."
☆, thirty
Next year's summer vacation, there will be a fairy tale Danmei, and there will be a companion chapter of "There is a deep river in Nanfang".
The brother chapter may be the new character that came out at the end of the ending, or it may be Xiaobaozi. Xiaobaozi will appear in the side story, but due to time reasons, I plan to publish it together with the main body of the new article. Which brother chapter do you want to see more? You can leave a comment. Then whichever is more will be written first,
Then read through the fairy tales——
The dust and mundaneness from the fairy body made him unable to keep even a handful of loess.
He wandered around the world like this for thousands of years, but he never found that face that made him happy.
You said that if he can't find me again, will he still miss me for thousands of years?
Dao, what is Dao, if you don’t get what you love, don’t get what you want, is it Dao?Oh, what do you say that the gods bless the world and have the common people in their hearts!I am also one of the common people in this world!Even if I was born as a demon, I have never harmed anyone, and I have no karma, why don't you protect me a little bit!
Scattered outlines and detailed outlines
Because "Nan Fang You Shen Chuan" is the first novel written, there are many shortcomings and many bad points, thank you friends who have been reading my article, I will work harder to write the next novel, and work hard. Fill in the gaps.
Thank you for accompanying this article until the end (°з°)
"You eat, I won't eat!" Shen Jianan lifted the burden and was about to get up and leave.
Gu Jingchuan got up and walked over quickly, "After eating, it's already noon now."
Shen Jianan didn't eat, and his shoulders hurt when Gu Jingchuan pressed him, and he didn't dare to move easily, the two of them were in a stalemate.
"Okay, if you don't eat, I'll watch over it, then Xu Yi, I'll also ask for leave for you." Gu Jingchuan sat back on his seat, "Let's all stop eating."
Shen Jianan didn't look at Gu Jingchuan, but turned his head to look elsewhere.
"Stop making trouble, I was wrong." After waiting for half an hour, Gu Jingchuan said, "Hurry up, and wait two days before going out for dinner."
In the end, Shen Jianan ate the porridge without any spine, why can't it hurt his stomach!
In order to alleviate Shen Jianan's bad temper, Gu Jingchuan played games with Shen Jianan for a whole day and went through all the game BOOS that Shen Jianan had recently searched for.
The night is always silent, especially at the moment when the lights go out, and the noise of the day is calmed down.
For Shen Jianan, the small wall lamps left behind can't dispel the surrounding senses at all.Gu Jingchuan's breath is beside him, and he can really touch it when he turns around.
When the warm touch came, Shen Jianan shrank back reflexively, and a piece of cold air was instantly separated in the middle.
"I... I... I still hurt."! ! !What the hell does it hurt?After speaking, he put a face on himself.
"I know." There was a feeling of disappointment for a moment, and there was still a little warmth in the palm of my hand. I didn't feel the resistance before, and I knew it was because I watched the two of them together yesterday, and I couldn't help but feel anxious. Regret, and even a kind of gladness that it's finally over. "I just want to hug you and sleep."
The arm was still firmly looped up, encircling the person in his arms from behind.
Her heartbeat quickened, and Shen Jianan didn't know what else to say. Whatever she wanted to blurt out seemed to imply rejection.
"Go to sleep." Gu Jingchuan said close to Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan woke up early.He had to catch Xu Yi early today, maybe now Xu Yi exaggerated to say that something happened to him.
At the entrance of the company, Shen Jianan got out of the car in a hurry, Gu Jingchuan even called him, and he went back home and walked into the company building.
Go straight to Xu Yi's office.
"Yo, Uncle Shen, you're all right." Xu Yi was looking at the document, a shadow cast over his head.
Leaning back on the back of the chair, Xu Yi smiled, "The company is not busy recently, if it's inconvenient...please ask for another two days?"
"Master, please!" Shen Jianan looked at Xu Yi's smile and felt uneasy, "I'm in great health, and I just don't want to go to work when I ask for leave. It's just self-willed."
"Huh? Isn't it because you have a severe cold and can't make calls?" Xu Yi said.
"You believe it too, how many days of vacation did you use this reason to believe when you were in school?" Shen Jianan said disdainfully.
"I don't believe it," Xu Yi stared at Shen Jianan, "If you ask me for leave, you will say like a master that labor and management will not work today."
Xu Yi paused for a moment with a meaningful look on his face, "But, let Gu Jingchuan say it...it's very extraordinary." After speaking, Xu Yi put on an expression that must have a deep meaning.
"If you're not right-minded, you'll think too much." Shen Jianan turned and walked out the door, "Let's have lunch together, call me when the time comes."
Shen Jianan ate with Xu Yi at noon, and even ate with Xu Yi at night.
Gu Jingchuan couldn't get through the phone, and it was quite late when he was suddenly busy with a big case. Xu Yi followed him home to get a design draft, and it was already past dinner time.
Thinking that Gu Jingchuan should be at home a long time ago, he prepared to be brightly lit when he entered the door, but it was dark in the room.
At first, Shen Jianan didn't feel anything, but she felt that Gu Jingchuan might have forgotten it when she was busy, and then Xu Yizhen called with him, and the long beeping made Shen Jianan feel irritable.
Xu Yi didn't say anything else, Shen Jianan's temper could be guessed by smelling it, so he dragged Shen Jianan to eat without hesitation.
Maybe all coincidences have their reasons.
The moment Xu Yi saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan, he gave himself an explanation that he didn't blame himself.
Gu Jingchuan had already seen them there, Xu Yi rubbed his nose and laughed, pulling Shen Jianan over there.
"What a coincidence, you haven't eaten yet?" Xu Yibye pulled Shen Jianan to sit down and said.
Gathered together at the table to eat a meal that Xu Yi was about to be depressed to the point of crippling, just when everyone almost put down their chopsticks, Xu Yi said goodbye in a hurry, ran towards the car that looked like heaven at the moment, stepped on the accelerator and started Not to mention how fun that moment was.
An Yu drove over, and Gu Jingchuan went over to him and told him to drive back directly, and he and Shen Jianan would go back later.
Shen Jianan was already quite unhappy, but now she saw Gu Jingchuan walking forward quickly alone, and she screamed and stood still at the door of the store, but after a while, she watched An Yu's car drive away.
Gu Jingchuan turned around and met Shen Jianan's eyes, smiled at Shen Jianan, and walked over.
What a joke.
Shen Jianan tilted her head, but her mood eased.
Gu Jingchuan walked up to Shen Jianan, pulled Shen Jianan's hand in his pocket and pulled it in front of him.
"What's wrong with you." Shen Jianan was originally standing on the steps, but he was startled when he came down, and fell on Gu Jingchuan, supporting Gu Jingchuan to stand up again, and couldn't help but want to curse.
Gu Jingchuan didn't reply, and looked at Shen Jianan innocently, Shen Jianan suddenly wanted to laugh.It turned out that Gu Jingchuan would do the same, and his mood improved inexplicably.
"Let's take a taxi back." Seeing Shen Jianan walking down the steps, Gu Jingchuan took a step back to make room for Shen Jianan.
"You're not stupid, are you? An Yu's car was here just now, and if he didn't sit in it, he said to take a taxi back." Shen Jianan said, but still walked towards the intersection.There is no other way but to take a taxi.
"You don't want to." Gu Jingchuan said.at this time
The two walked side by side, sometimes their arms touched each other, and Gu Jingchuan felt an urge to hold them.
Kind of irrefutable.
Shen Jianan walked quickly to the intersection to stop the car.Gu Jingchuan saw the extra emotion that he hadn't had before, and he didn't want to admit it, and the excuse seemed to be more proof that he was right.
It was a bit dazzling, Shen Jianan opened her eyes a few times but couldn't stand the sunlight and closed them back, and then opened them after a while.
Gu Jingchuan was no longer on the bed, there was a sound from outside, maybe it was making breakfast, Shen Jianan thought.After rubbing her messy hair, Shen Jianan lifted the quilt up.
Before leaving the bedroom, the mobile phone on the bedside table rang. Someone called early in the morning, and Shen Jianan turned around to get the phone in agitation.
But not his own.
An Yu.
The displayed name was a bit eye-catching, and Shen Jianan stared at it for a while without moving, but the phone was quite persevering, and she insisted on not hanging up, and it kept ringing.
Tsk, annoying.
Shen Jianan dragged her slippers and walked out. Before she reached the kitchen, Gu Jingchuan greeted her.Probably heard a sound, Shen Jianan thought.
Handing over the phone, Shen Jianan turned and went to the bathroom.Ah, how annoying.
After spitting out the last sip of mouthwash, Shen Jianan looked up at himself printed on the glass in front of him, a little dazed.
What kind of jokes are these.
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28
Shen Jianan didn't know what was wrong with herself, and it wasn't the same with Yu Zhuangzhou.The brain does not seem to be sober, and the more people look in the mirror, the less they look like themselves.
It may be that the sick person poured cold water on his face to freeze the mentally retarded.
Gu Jingchuan didn't feel anxious when eating breakfast, but at the speed of the car on the road, Shen Jianan felt that Gu Jingchuan was anxious.
He really wanted to ask what he was so anxious to drive so fast, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth.Until the end, watching Gu Jingchuan's car getting further and further away, he still didn't ask.
And these inexplicable and accumulated things, when Gu Jingchuan picked up the call at night, he suddenly wanted to throw the phone to the ground.
"Canaan?"
The voice of shouting was as calm and composed as usual, but the noise of the nightclub was covered with a hazy layer of voice, and suddenly it felt as if there were many things separated from the other end of the phone.
"Jianan." There was no response for a long time, Gu Jingchuan tentatively called out again.
"Ah..." Shen Jianan tilted her head and looked to the side in a panic, not knowing why she wanted to look.After catching a glimpse of Xu Yi walking towards him, he continued to speak, "It's okay, just, I went to play with Xu Yi, maybe I'll be back later."
"Well," Gu Jingchuan paused, and walked further away from the door of the box, "Don't be too late, go back early, I may not go back tonight."
"it is good."
"What's wrong?" Xu Yi looked at Shen Jianan's dumbfounded expression, it's not normal.
"No, I'm not going to eat, I'm going back first." Shen Jianan said to Xu Yi, and then went to stop the car.
Xu Yi grabbed Shen Jianan, "What's the hurry, I don't mind going alone, I'll just send you back, and I'll go back and get something to eat."
Shen Jianan lay on the bed with her eyes closed, her mind was extremely clear, and she didn't know when she fell asleep afterwards, she was quite asleep.
The mobile phone rang very uncomfortably, Shen Jianan took a look at it, and missed a dozen or so calls, why did he have to sleep to death to ring for so long before he heard it.
Gu Jingchuan?
Shen Jianan was a little dazed, it was almost early morning, why did she make a phone call.
"Shen Jianan, open the door." An Yu pressed the doorbell with one hand and held up his cell phone with the other. At this moment, he wanted to slam the door in.
An Yu! ! !
Shen Jianan hurriedly got up and went to open the door, it was to make trouble.
When I opened the door that day, I saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan who had drunk too much and could only support An Yu.
Shen Jianan didn't know what to say, and she didn't even want to say some polite words to An Yu, so she just took Gu Jingchuan and supported him to the bedroom.Let Gu Jingchuan lie down, and then took some effort to help him take off his coat.
After tidying up Gu Jingchuan, he went to the living room and found that the door was closed, and An Yu had already left.
Suddenly not knowing what to do, Shen Jianan sat down on the sofa.He was actually not angry, and he knew that An Yu and Gu Jingchuan were fine.An Yu is a bit arrogant, and he doesn't get along very well, but Shen Jianan is not blind, and he won't be suspicious of individuals.
People's sudden hypocrisy may be because they suddenly have some thoughts that they think, but in fact, as long as a person calms down, he will understand that it is inexplicable and unreasonable, but most of the time it is useless even if he understands it. Get awkward and hypocritical.
Shen Jianan didn't know why Gu Jingchuan was hungover and got up early the next morning to go to the company. It would definitely be impossible to leave him alone, and he would definitely take a leave of absence with Xu Yi to sleep in the dark.
It’s something very important. It’s so important that I’m busier than before. I go to sleep as soon as I touch the pillow, and I wake up after three or four hours of sleep. The time may be shorter, and I don’t know what I’m busy with.
Xu Yi felt that Shen Jianan might have had a big fall, so it was abnormal, it was abnormal to be quiet, and abnormal to be serious about work.I have to find time to go to a hospital.
"Tell me, what's wrong with you kid, brother didn't squeeze your labor force, and didn't deduct your wages." Xu Yi drew Shen Jianan's pen, "What are you going to do!"
"Xu Yi." Shen Jianan stared at himself holding the hand that was out of pen, "I just realized that I don't understand Gu Jingchuan at all,"
"I thought you were thinking about something," Xu Yi said with an expression of a mentally retarded in love who needs to be cared for, "What do you want to know, height, weight, hobbies, household registration book?"
Shen Jianan raised her head and looked at Xu Yi, "I don't know any of this."
Xu Yi said it jokingly, and Shen Jianan's serious expression and words suddenly choked him.I can only laugh, "I don't know." He casually pulled a chair and sat down, "He has been abroad for two years, and his height, weight and hobbies may be different. When he returns to China, he must manage his company well first. Like what, you don't have time to go out and have fun, when he is free, you will have time to understand."
Shen Jianan still didn't speak, Xu Yi felt that it could make such an idiot look like a philosopher, and Gu Jingchuan was also fulfilled, "Don't make it like this, just say a word."
Sighing, Shen Jianan said, "Xu Yi, how old are you, don't be so lively, no wonder no girls like you, oh, and no boys either."
"Shen Jianan!"
"Sure, I'm not joking." His eyes were a little sore, maybe it was because he had been looking at the artwork for a long time, Shen Jianan rubbed his eyes, "I don't mean after returning to China, I mean from before, from the time I met him, I didn't understand Pass."
What else can I say, Xu Yi felt that he shouldn't talk about these crap things, the more he talked, the more he got confused.Really speechless.
Shen Jianan tidied up and was about to go out the door, looking at Xu Yi as if thinking of something in the middle of the walk.
... "What are you doing, what's the matter, you are looking at me like this." Xu Yi was a little panicked when Shen Jianan looked at him, "What am I doing! Hurry up after get off work, I don't want you to miss me, don't Check it out."
"Xu Yi," Shen Jianan suddenly smiled at Xu Yi.
Be stupid, Xu Yi roared inwardly.He didn't respond, and waited for Shen Jianan to continue.
"Let's go to the Internet cafe tonight. It's been a long time since I played. I really miss it."
Shen Jianan is sick.
The noisy voices from the Internet cafe filled his nerves, and the occasional shouting and cursing stimulated his emotions even more.The game interface in front of him is completely reflected in his eyes, and he is so concentrated that he seems to be in the game.
"Shen Jianan, what are you doing, don't move the pestle, come up to help." Xu Yi shouted loudly. "It's not where you went to you," said Xu Yi, looking aside, what the fuck, did he go to the toilet?Actually hung up, no wonder running around!
I don't know how Gu Jingchuan found him, Shen Jianan followed Gu Jingchuan after thinking for a while, and came to the conclusion that Xu Yi should have told him, but when Gu Jingchuan looked for him, Xu Yi should tell himself that it must be Xu Yi playing games Mentally retarded, Shen Jianan affirmed the conclusion she had drawn.
"What's the matter with the text message?" Gu Jingchuan looked directly at Shen Jianan, "The reason."
"No reason, I don't want to play anymore." Shen Jianan said.
"Don't play anymore. Who said I played with you, even if you play, you have to play for the rest of your life!" Gu Jingchuan controlled his emotions and tried to calm himself down.
Seeing Shen Jianan staring at him blankly, Gu Jingchuan calmed down his excitement, but when he said the words, his voice was still a little hoarse. "Shen Jianan, sometimes I like you, and I feel sad when I like you."
Shen Jianan, I, Gu Jingchuan, will never do the second thing in my life just not to be by your side.From the moment you said we were together, even if you wanted to leave me, you could only think about it, because it is impossible to realize it.
"You're sad! Yes! You're sad. I don't know you're sad. I don't know. You haven't let me know for so many years." Shen Jianan looked at Gu Jingchuan, "What did you let me know? You didn't let me know anything. I know! I don't know anything about you, so what's the difference if we're together or not, Gu Jingchuan?"
Probably because it was the first time seeing Shen Jianan speak so emotionally, Gu Jingchuan was a little confused.Shen Jianan was too easygoing, not stubborn, too easy to put down the burden, too much for him to have the heart to change his life easily.But all the excesses can't match his own selfishness, so what is hidden under the self-righteous unbearable is the urgent desire and intention.
Deliberately pulling Shen Jianan closer and closer to him until now they are finally together, with strong selfishness, even if Yu Zhuangzhou and Shen Jianan did not break up, he would probably not be able to bear it.
As for the ones who deliberately appeared in front of these to win your attention, Shen Jianan, if those were different from what you thought at the beginning, would you still stay?
"Shen Jianan," Gu Jingchuan sighed, "What do you want to know?"
Shen Jianan opened her mouth but did not say a word. It took a while before she whispered again, "I want to know about your family, after you went abroad, and what you've been busy with lately."
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29
Where to start.
The starting point of getting along with Shen Jianan is Shen Jianan's enthusiasm, it can even be said that it is Shen Jianan's overflowing love.
It was so late that day. Indeed, his parents were not at home, but it was not because of this that he didn't go back. He just wanted to play basketball.
His father is a young entrepreneur, and his mother is a translator. At an age full of passion and fantasies about love, when they meet by chance, there is no doubt that a so-called spark will be produced by an opportunity.What's more, the family is right, the parents are happy to see the success, can't wait to start a family, can't wait to tie each other up, can't wait to complete all the rituals that can witness love.
Marriage is a matter of course.
And the spark, after all the fuel is exhausted, is faced with extinguishing.
Entrepreneurs, especially those who are not already successful, are busy with their lives from time to time, which restricts time and mind, so naturally they have no time to talk about feelings and act in romance.
And it is impossible for a young girl to be like a housewife who is willing to wait all day at home just to fall asleep after seeing each other at night, let alone a translator who often travels abroad.As time goes by, the passion cools down, the relationship becomes boring, and even seeing each other again seems like a stranger for years.
Separation is also logical.
It's just that after everything is over, the only thing that needs to be considered is him.
Gu Jingchuan didn't stay with anyone, and he didn't live with anyone long before the divorce. The only person he got along with for a long time was his grandfather, who had also passed away. He lived in the house they renovated together when they got married. Now that they are separated, his only It was this house that I asked them for.Maybe he has weak emotions, never sad, never had waves, and even misses very little.
Shen Jianan never knew that he was such a person, indifferent and selfish, with no sympathy, weak family affection, and even using people who liked him to achieve his goals, so he was not worthy of liking at all.
When going abroad, long-term feelings can be worn away by time, so if the feelings for Shen Jianan can be let go, then it is better not to have this feeling, so he went abroad.
What Gu Jingchuan thought about was all the things that made him pay too much and made him lose himself. If it can be thrown away, it should be thrown away at a suitable time.
Therefore, his feelings for Shen Jianan are also selfish. What he wants most is to make himself feel better, but this is more difficult than he imagined.
Shen Jianan broke through his confession, and couldn't tell whether he had more deliberate elements or more accidental elements.They have already reached the last flight of stairs, and with Shen Jianan's temperament, the sound of footsteps has already been heard in his ears.stop?At that moment, he thought that it wasn't Shen Jianan, but he suddenly felt that what's the point of liking me alone.Anyway, you also have to worry about me.
Pay silently, just for your happiness?Don't be funny, who paid and didn't want to get some responses.Shen Jianan probably likes him a little bit now.But most of it was based on the relationship with him for so many years, and Shen Jianan's passive character. Knowing these, he took advantage of them politely, and even speculated that he would bring An Yu along.
What should be said, should not be said, how to say, how to be most useful to oneself, in recent years, entrepreneurship and interpersonal communication, probably the most familiar use of these learnings.
Gu Jingchuan and Shen Jianan were talking about their families, their own business... talking about everything on the surface.
Listening to Gu Jingchuan's words, Shen Jianan didn't know that Gu Jingchuan's parents had divorced until now, thinking that she really didn't get to know Gu Jingchuan well, and she didn't even know this for so long.As for going abroad to work, it is almost the same as what I thought.
After Gu Jingchuan finished speaking, both of them remained silent.Gu Jingchuan looked at Shen Jianan a little cold for a while, and then spoke first, "Call Xu Yi, let's go back."
Shen Jianan nodded, turned around and went into the Internet cafe to call Xu Yi.
Xu Yi was hitting Xing's head, he waved his hand and insisted on hitting him again.
Shen Jianan leaned in to take a look, and didn't know when it would be time to start typing again, so she glanced at Gu Jingchuan next to her, asked Xu Yi to wait, and turned on a computer again, and the three of them turned on it together.
After one hand, Xu Yi looked at the screen and complained endlessly in his heart, what a fart!
Holding back his murmurs in the Internet cafe, Xu Yi couldn't help it when he sat in the car, "Shen Jianan, I will never come to the Internet cafe with you again, isn't it just to play the last game, why are you two in such a hurry to go home?" , Look at how many minutes it took to finish the fight! Really, how angry!"
Shen Jianan smiled, and looked back at Xu Yi, "What's wrong with me? You said you were playing for a while, did you finish playing?"
"That's right," Xu Yi said, "That's also..."
Before Xu Yi could finish speaking, Shen Jianan continued to ask, "Did you win?"
"yes,"
"Is it cool?"
"Sweet...what the hell!" Xu Yi didn't want to talk anymore!
After sending Xu Yi home, Shen Jianan looked at the time and it was already three o'clock, "Are you going to the company early tomorrow?"
Gu Jingchuan hung up Shen Jianan's coat, "No, it's almost done, and I haven't been busy for the past few days."
"Then you go take a shower first, and have a good rest today." Shen Jianan put the phone on the coffee table, turned to turn on the TV.
"Let's go together." Gu Jingchuan went to the bedroom to get a change of clothes. "It's late, so it saves time."
"What?"
What's the matter, what's the matter with pushing into the bathroom... Well, I didn't actually resist much.
Listening to the sound of water from the shower, Shen Jianan felt that she suddenly didn't know how to take a shower.Staring at the blank wall in front of me in a daze... Otherwise, what else can I do? Looking at the side, it is Gu Jingchuan, who has washed the same dormitory in college before, and it's not, it's not like that... Shyness, no, shyness doesn't match my painting Wind!
"Do you usually take a bath like this?" Gu Jingchuan said, his eyes did turn back and forth on Shen Jianan's body countless times, "Just being drenched in water once?"
"Why?" Shen Jianan turned sideways, "Maybe..." He and Gu Jingchuan met each other's eyes, and his voice unconsciously lowered.
"Huh? How did you wash it?" Gu Jingchuan said with a serious look, "I just want to see how you take a bath."
...Shen Jianan froze and did not move
"Let me wash it for you." Gu Jingchuan said with certainty, turned around and took the shampoo, and handed it to Shen Jianan, "You wash your hair first."
Shen Jianan's limbs were a little stiff, took the shampoo, squeezed some, and Gu Jingchuan took it and used some and began to wash his hair.
I felt so awkward that I was so weak!Shen Jianan rubbed the foam, wiped it on her hair and began to wash her hair.
Because Shen Jianan was facing the water flow, Shen Jianan closed her eyes, but the surrounding sounds became clearer because of this, the sound of rubbing her hair, the sound of water falling on her body, the sound of someone beside her, the sound of hands touching her body... touch!Why does it feel so clear!It's not because it's not my own hand!
Opening her eyes suddenly, before she could see Gu Jingchuan's face clearly, her lips were covered. Feeling Gu Jingchuan's closeness, Shen Jianan let herself relax slowly, her skin pressed against each other, and the burning temperature became more and more burning. More, can't wait to blend in...
Gu Jingchuan packed up some documents, took his coat and was ready to leave work. Before he left the office, An Yu came in.
"Get off work so early today?" An Yu looked at Gu Jingchuan and asked doubtfully.
"Well, go pick up Shen Jianan for dinner." Gu Jingchuan looked at his watch, everything over there was almost settled, take some free time these few days, and you should also take a good rest.
"Okay, that...you left in a hurry yesterday, are you okay?"
"It's okay." Gu Jingchuan said, "I'll go first."
"Wait... wait, can I ask you a question?"
Putting down his hand on the doorknob, Gu Jingchuan turned to look at An Yu, "Ask."
As if to give yourself a clear understanding, An Yu and Gu Jingchuan looked at each other, "From the moment you decided to return to China, did you... have you ever thought that one day you will have a confrontation with your father?"
Gu Jingchuan turned around and opened the door of the office, "Yes, not only to avoid him, but also to keep him from threatening what I want to do."
An Yu watched Gu Jingchuan's back getting farther and farther away, really, from the beginning to the end, he lost completely.
In the morning, he left a message telling Shen Jianan that he had asked for leave, made breakfast, and ordered takeout at noon. I wonder if he got up to eat, so Gu Jingchuan stopped the car and walked quickly towards the house.
When I got home, I heard the super-large game sound effects in the bedroom. I sighed, hung up my coat, put away my briefcase, and went to the bedroom.
"Did you have a good lunch at noon?" Gu Jingchuan took another handle and accompanied Shen Jianan to finish the game.
"Eat, it's the first time I've come back so early in this period of time, you want to take me out for dinner?" Shen Jianan put down the handle and played all afternoon, her hands were a little sore, Shen Jianan shook her hand.
Walking to the closet, Gu Jingchuan brought some clothes to Shen Jianan, "Well, after changing clothes, I will take you to a place first, and then go to eat."
"Gu Jingchuan, why did you bring me here." Shen Jianan asked looking at the tombstones.Although it is not night, there is nothing to be afraid of.But it's always kind of weird to be brought on purpose all of a sudden.
"I'll bring you to see someone." Gu Jingchuan said.
Shen Jianan didn't ask who it was, and she knew that it must be very important to Gu Jingchuan.
They walked straight to the end, then turned a corner, and walked past five tombstones, Gu Jingchuan stopped.
Shen Jianan looked at the tombstone in front of him.
It was a boy in the photo, and he looked handsome.But his eyes were slightly raised, and his expression was fierce.kind of dragging
.
The most surprising thing is that,
On this tombstone, there is no name, not a single word.
Looking at... inexplicably a little uneasy.
"This...is your first love?" Shen Jianan asked tentatively.
Gu Jingchuan didn't speak, and put the wine in his hand next to the tombstone.
"I... did I say something wrong?"
"He's my neighbor." Gu Jingchuan said.
"Oh."
"Do you still remember when you got into a fight with someone in your third year of high school?" Gu Jingchuan looked at the tombstone, a little lost in thought.
Shen Jianan searched in her mind, "I seem to remember."
"Well, do you still remember the reason?" Gu Jingchuan replied.
"Could it be that he is..." Shen Jianan turned her head and exclaimed.
At that time, in Shen Jianan's third year of high school, the most memorable thing was the puppy love incident that happened at the same level. The reason why puppy love is very common is that the protagonists of puppy love are boys.
"He's the one from another class." Gu Jingchuan said flatly.
Shen Jianan was a little shocked, "Why..."
"A car accident. I raced with someone and fell into a valley. I sent him to the hospital, but he couldn't be rescued in the end."
Gu Jingchuan paused, then continued, "What's the matter with homosexuality? It's people's freedom to like whoever they like. Why do you care about them, why do you look down on them?"
"Do you still remember the words I yelled in my self-study class?"
"It seems that I said it, I don't remember what I said specifically. I only remember that I was fighting with someone at that time." Shen Jianan scratched her hair.
The corners of Gu Jingchuan's mouth twitched, "I was thinking what would happen to you if you knew that I liked you, would you agree accidentally."
Caught off guard by the confession, Shen Jianan opened her mouth and did not speak.
Gu Jingchuan never left his eyes while looking at the tombstone, and Shen Jianan watched silently by his side.
It took a long time before Gu Jingchuan called out a name, but Shen Jianan had never heard of it before, thinking it might be the name of the owner of the tombstone.
"He's awake, you probably can't bear to let him accompany you for so many years." Gu Jingchuan said to the tombstone.
Shen Jianan was confused, but felt that she shouldn't ask.
After saying that, Gu Jingchuan pulled Shen Jianan sideways to prepare to leave, but just as he took a step, he stopped again.
Gu Jingchuan let go of Shen Jianan's hand, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, bent over and put the whole pack of cigarettes on the tombstone, and finally pulled Shen Jianan away.
Shen Jianan, you don't know how glad I am that I didn't have you prematurely.How lucky I am to have you when I have the ability to eliminate uncertain factors.
END——
The author has something to say: the shadow area in my heart that has been locked is too large, I didn’t write it once, and I will be locked if I write it (?_?)
☆、Small theater 2
Shen Jianan gestured there with the clothes, "Gu Jingchuan, you said that I will sign the contract with Xu Yi tomorrow, do you have to be more formal? Is this one not stable enough? Why don't you change to the black one? Gray is better ?you say……"
"Just take that one," Gu Jingchuan said.
"But I don't think it's prudent enough. Do I have to buy another one? Don't you think these are not suitable? Look, you should look."
Gu Jingchuan rubbed his temples, "You stayed with Zhuang Qi, why didn't I realize that you can speak so well?"
"I did it to maintain my image as a gentleman." Shen Jianan said seriously.
"Oh, you don't need to maintain your gentlemanly image for me?" Gu Jingchuan asked.
"What's the relationship between us, there's no need to worry about our image." Shen Jianan said.
"What's the relationship?" Gu Jingchuan stared at Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan thought for a while, "Up and down...relationship?"
"Who goes up and who goes down?" Gu Jingchuan became interested.
"Of course I'll go with you." Shen Jianan felt that the cheap words were not in vain.
"Well. You go up and I go down." Gu Jingchuan responded.
Regarding Gu Jingchuan's refusal to refute, Shen Jianan was a little uneasy. As for why he was uneasy, he understood deeply at night.
In the evening, Gu Jingchuan had just come out of the shower, so he pushed him down while he wasn't paying attention.
He always wanted to counterattack, but he couldn't always stand against Gu Jingchuan.As a result, today when he resisted a little, Gu Jingchuan was flipped down by him, and he took advantage of the situation to press him up, he was so happy.Later... Later he didn't expect it, he didn't expect it.He was...was...he sadly checked it online.Yes, just like you think.
His uncle's tricks are all routines.
Gu Jingchuan touched Shen Jianan's earlobe, "Remember it well. We are lovers. To live, we must live together. To die, we must be buried together."
☆, thirty
Next year's summer vacation, there will be a fairy tale Danmei, and there will be a companion chapter of "There is a deep river in Nanfang".
The brother chapter may be the new character that came out at the end of the ending, or it may be Xiaobaozi. Xiaobaozi will appear in the side story, but due to time reasons, I plan to publish it together with the main body of the new article. Which brother chapter do you want to see more? You can leave a comment. Then whichever is more will be written first,
Then read through the fairy tales——
The dust and mundaneness from the fairy body made him unable to keep even a handful of loess.
He wandered around the world like this for thousands of years, but he never found that face that made him happy.
You said that if he can't find me again, will he still miss me for thousands of years?
Dao, what is Dao, if you don’t get what you love, don’t get what you want, is it Dao?Oh, what do you say that the gods bless the world and have the common people in their hearts!I am also one of the common people in this world!Even if I was born as a demon, I have never harmed anyone, and I have no karma, why don't you protect me a little bit!
Scattered outlines and detailed outlines
Because "Nan Fang You Shen Chuan" is the first novel written, there are many shortcomings and many bad points, thank you friends who have been reading my article, I will work harder to write the next novel, and work hard. Fill in the gaps.
Thank you for accompanying this article until the end (°з°)
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