Fukagawa in Kusakabe
Chapter 10
10
"Gu Jingchuan, I've seen you in a hurry recently, and I haven't heard of any big moves in your company recently. What are you busy with?" Xu Yi asked Gu Jingchuan's car door.
Although Shen Jianan could always run into Gu Jingchuan because of cooperation, but every time Gu Jingchuan came and went in a hurry, there was no time for Shen Jianan to hide.
So I ran into Gu Jingchuan in the parking lot, and Shen Jianan didn't intend to leave in a hurry.But I didn't want to take the initiative to stay with Gu Jingchuan.
He watched Xu Yi open the car door with one hand to talk to Gu Jingchuan and hold him firmly with the other, feeling a little speechless.
"I'm rushing to the hospital." Gu Jingchuan replied.
Xu Yi looked at Gu Jingchuan up and down, "You don't seem to be sick at all."
"An Yu, last time I was in a car accident, I was hospitalized for observation these days." Gu Jingchuan said.
"No way," Xu Yi said, "You won't spend the past few days in the hospital taking care of An Yu, right?"
"I'm going to deliver food to An Yu now, so I'm leaving first." Gu Jingchuan said as he closed the car door.
"Okay, then you drive ahead," Xu Yi tugged at Shen Jianan and said, "Shen Jianan and I are also going to see An Yu."
Shen Jianan doesn't know how to describe her current mood, it's like being robbed, unhappy.
On the way, Gu Jingchuan stopped to buy some fruit, Shen Jianan sat in Xu Yi's car and watched Gu Jingchuan enter the fruit shop and come out with fruit, his heart was even more stuffy.
When did you know how to take care of people?
When they got there, Xu Yi started to chat with An Yu, talking about his feelings about the car accident for a while, and jumping back to his recent daily life with Da Ha...
Shen Jianan stood by the bed and looked at An Yu who was sitting there quietly with gauze on her head.
It turned out that An Yu was quite friendly to others besides him.And it looks pretty... pleasing to the eye.
So, if Gu Jingchuan likes men, then he treats An Yu so well, maybe it's because he has a good impression...
"Shen Jianan, don't be dumbfounded. Come and see An Yu, and say something." Xu Yi suddenly said the words to Shen Jianan.
"I... wish you a speedy recovery." Shen Jianan said.
Xu Yi patted his forehead, "It's quite exciting to hurt me normally, but now I don't know what to say."
It's not good to see a rival in love so weak.
After Xu Yi finished talking about Shen Jianan, he turned his head and saw Gu Jingchuan peeling apples with An Yu's gang... Could it be that he planned to change his target for real?
After staying for not long, Xu Yi and Shen Jianan were ready to go back.Although, Xu Yi felt that there was no pressure for him to adjust the atmosphere.But one or two of them will only be um, ah, hey, he will also find it quite boring.
So let's withdraw.
After sending them to the hospital gate, when Gu Jingchuan was about to turn around and go back, Xu Yi grabbed him.
"Gu Jingchuan, you..."
Gu Jingchuan looked at Xu Yi without expression.
"Forget it," Xu Yi sighed, "Shen Jianan, why are you leaving so fast, I will meet you later."
Xu Yi walked a long way before catching up with Shen Jianan.Gu Jingchuan watched them walk towards the place where the car was parked, and turned back until he could no longer see them.
"Shen Jianan..." Xu Yi took time to look at Shen Jianan while waiting for the red light, and found that his face was very unhappy, "I found out, do you really hate An Yu? You didn't talk to anyone just now."
"I don't hate it, but I don't like it either." Shen Jianan said looking at the car in front of him.
"I haven't seen each other a few times now," Xu Yi said with a smile, "Why did I invite you, Uncle Shen, not to be seen again?"
"I said I don't hate it," Shen Jianan said impatiently, "I can't just look at someone and have to smile at them. You treat me like a smiling baby."
"Okay," Xu Yi turned the steering wheel, "I don't want to see you, I just don't like seeing An Yu and Gu Jingchuan together."
"You..." Shen Jianan became a little annoyed, "Is there any end to this?"
"It's done, don't be angry. You, you have an expression on your face. You can't hide anything."
Xu Yi turned the car to find a parking space, "Let's talk, is it not fun to see Gu Jingchuan treat others well?"
The car was already in good condition, Xu Yi didn't intend to get out of the car, so he just waited for Shen Jianan to reply.
Shen Jianan leaned back in the chair and took a deep breath, "A little bit. I don't know, maybe... just not used to it."
"Aren't you not used to it? Gu Jingchuan has been by your side for seven years, it's true." Xu Yi took out a cigarette and prepared to smoke, "It's not like a day or two just talked about it."
Xu Yi took a puff of cigarette, "I don't smoke like you think, I learned from An Yan. In fact, I first watched Gu Jingchuan smoke. It's quite exciting to see him like that, so I will follow suit. .”
"If it's okay, I can smoke two with him."
Shen Jianan looked at Xu Yi, and there was something in his words, "I can't blame him for smoking."
"It's not bad for you." Xu Yi said, "I just want to tell you that it's too hard to wait for such a person without hope."
"You can't, don't accept his feelings. And because he is kind to others, you are unwilling to go."
"Xu Yi, sometimes I really think you are a saint of love." Shen Jianan said with a helpless smile, "I always feel that the philosophy you speak is true. I am convinced."
"I'm used to it, I'm used to him always standing between me and others." Opening the car door, Shen Jianan got out of the car, "I might... just like you said, I'm a little unwilling. So far, I never thought about being with Gu Jingchuan..."
Xu Yi also got out of the car, "Then start to get used to it again, get used to him not putting you ahead of others."
"But the most important thing now is to eat first." Xu Yi walked beside Shen Jianan, "I'm really hungry."
"Who told you to go to see An Yu, and you're still talking about me." Shen Jianan said.
"Yes, yes, it's all my fault. Uncle Shen, in order to make up for the damage done to you, I invite you to have a big meal."
An Yu felt that Gu Jingchuan was abnormal recently, whether it was taking care of him or his attitude towards Shen Jianan, everything made him feel abnormal.More precisely, it is untrue.This made him panic inexplicably.
Just like this time, Gu Jingchuan bought a good meal or something, set it up for him, and handed it to him after the chopsticks were ironed. He should be very happy.
However, it may be because of the affirmation of his intuition for so many years, he is sure that Gu Jingchuan is not like this because he was moved by his words yesterday.
But longing for this thing can always give myself hope.endlessly.
"Gu Jingchuan, you..." An Yu asked tentatively, "Have you started trying to give up liking Shen Jianan?"
"No." Gu Jingchuan replied.
"Oh." An Yu said, although he knew the result a long time ago, he was still hopeful and refused to give up.
It was completely dark outside, looking out from the window, there were lights everywhere.
An Yu hoped that the lights would go out a little later, a little later.Because, when these lights are almost out, Gu Jingchuan will go back.
He will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and for the first time, he hopes that he can recover slowly, slowly.
Otherwise, it can be done like this for the rest of your life.
He sometimes wondered what he was like before he met Gu Jingchuan.Every time I think about it, it feels like a lifetime away.
Later, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that feelings are really terrible. It makes a person lose all his character defenses, but he is powerless.
Gu Jingchuan looked at the documents beside him, quietly.An Yu kept looking at him, but he didn't respond.Seriously isolating everything around.
It's been like this for the past few days, and he sometimes has illusions.
The two of them will live in such a quiet way, and then replace the person Gu Jingchuan said will be remembered forever with him.
"Gu Jingchuan, how did you survive the nine years." An Yu broke the tranquility.
Stopping his writing hand, Gu Jingchuan looked at An Yu with doubts in his eyes. "What?"
"How did you like someone for so long?" An Yu repeated.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?" Gu Jingchuan asked without answering.
"It's hard." An Yu replied with lowered eyes.
"Then don't continue." Gu Jingchuan said.
"I don't want to give up yet." An Yu said anxiously, "I just, I just think your nine years are too long." After such a long time, he felt that there was no way to loosen that feeling.
"It's quite a long time." Gu Jingchuan closed the document in his hand and put it on the table beside the bed, "If Shen Jianan didn't know my feelings, these nine years would probably be touching enough, and I was also moved by myself."
An Yu didn't speak and waited for Gu Jingchuan to continue.
Gu Jingchuan went on to say, "But he knows that if I go on in this cycle, it can only be long and sad."
"And when I have other feelings, no matter how deep and touching these nine years are in the eyes of others, it is just a process for me."
An Yu listened carefully, as if he had caught something at the end of Gu Jingchuan's words, but he was not sure.
"What do you mean by other feelings?" An Yu asked.
"An Yu, try what you said that day, then let's try." Gu Jingchuan said.
Gu Jingchuan's care and companionship over the past few days had already flattered him, so he was a little speechless now.
"You mean...really?" An Yu asked in disbelief.
"It's quite late now." Gu Jingchuan looked at the time, "You can think about it."
Gu Jingchuan got up and began to pack up the files, "Rest early today, and we'll talk about this tomorrow."
"Don't think about it," An Yu grabbed Gu Jingchuan's hand, "I can tell you for sure now."
"I agree. Let's try together, and I will let you put Shen Jianan down slowly."
☆、Chapter Eleven
11
Xu Yi was shocked when he knew that Gu Jingchuan and An Yu were together, this is going to heaven.
"Gu Jingchuan, tell me, what are you thinking?"
"That's what I thought."
Gu Jingchuan's voice on the phone was still emotionless, Xu Yi couldn't figure it out.
"Want to be with An Yu?" Xu Yi said, "Then why do you have to wait until Shen Jianan knows what you think of him before being with An Yu again. I can't figure it out, really."
Gu Jingchuan put down the pen in his hand, leaned back on the chair back, "Xu Yi, sometimes you understand better than us. So, in your opinion, everything is simple and clear. Fighting is hope."
Xu Yi listened silently without speaking.
"But," Gu Jingchuan paused, "Shen Jianan is a person who can't fight."
"He's used to it casually, and he can give up at any time. After all these years, you should understand his temperament. When he encounters things that he finds difficult or reluctant, he can let go of the burden."
"That's not necessarily true, Gu Jingchuan, Shen Jianan is easy to be negative about trivial matters." Xu Yi retorted, "Since working, I haven't seen him have any goals or ideas about himself."
"However, at least he got into the school through hard work and hard work. It is an iron fact that he has gone from the lowest grades of not liking to study to the top schools in the country."
"So, it's not impossible for him to insist on a big thing if he likes it. You have to wait for him to figure it out."
"Then is my matter a big deal to him? Does he like me?" Gu Jingchuan asked.
"Having known each other for so many years, Xu Yi understands everyone's temperament best. I won't use my friendship with Shen Jianan for nine years to fight whether I can have love with him. There is no need to fight at all."
Sighing, Xu Yi said, "It's the first time I've heard you talk so much, although I understand you a little bit. But I still think that if something is possible, I still have to fight it out, otherwise I will regret it in the future."
Xu Yi paused, and then said, "I know you won't change your mind just because of my few words. Well, I don't like you and An Yu, but you finally fell in love. It's still a good idea to get married. It can't be less, it's all right tonight. I will arrange it, and you will pay for it."
"Okay." Gu Jingchuan answered.
"Well, bring An Yu with you." Xu Yi said, "If you two stay together for a long time in the future, you should get to know each other better."
Xu Yi hung up the phone a little bit melancholy, he felt the pain that the CP he believed was being torn apart.
Shen Jianan didn't know why Xu Yi was going crazy and what meal he wanted to have together, and only then did he realize that Gu Jingchuan and the others were there, as well as An Yu.
"Today, there is something that needs to be announced." Xu Yi looked around and pretended to be closed.
"Come on, Xu Yi, if you have anything to say, just say it." An Yan looked at Xu Yi's look of asking me, and said in a cooperative manner.
"Since you have asked sincerely, I will tell you mercifully." Xu Yi said, "Our Gu Jingchuan has a boyfriend today! He is no longer single at last! Let's toast to celebrate~~"
"I didn't expect it, Gu Jingchuan, if you say you have it, you will have it." An Yan was stunned for a while, then stood up and said, ready to clink glasses.
Before Gu Jingchuan could speak, Xu Yi picked it up, "Gu Jingchuan won't be pregnant, and he said he would be pregnant, what an adjective, really. Hold back the nonsense, drinking and celebrating is the kingly way."
Together.
Gu Jingchuan and An Yu are together.
Shen Jianan felt a thud in his head, and couldn't think of anything, it was so blank.
Following Xu Yi, Anyan and the others toasted, toasted, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
During the whole process, Shen Jianan couldn't concentrate on talking and laughing with Xu Yi and the others, or making fun of Gu Jingchuan.He was inexplicably messed up, and it annoyed him.
He didn't understand, Gu Jingchuan, who said he liked him, seemed so affectionate, at least he was deeply moved.
Then, he felt that Gu Jingchuan really liked him very much.
Although he didn't have the feeling of wanting to be together with Gu Jingchuan, but he was liked by Gu Jingchuan, who was liked by many people, and that kind of feeling actually made him a little... How should I put it, it was a small pride.
But now, any certainty of cognition has been disintegrated.It was as if the earth was shaking, and the things that belonged to my own family were about to collapse.
Very lost.
Sure enough, the world is always being updated, and even feelings change as they say.
Occasionally, Xu Yi would go to see Shen Jianan's reaction, and he would be stunned, his eyes dull and unlovable... This is probably what he understood.
However, Xiao Jianan's cups of white water are like pouring tasteless white water, is it really okay?
Thinking so, Xu Yi didn't intend to go over and talk to Shen Jianan to persuade him, forget it, he would be drunk anyway, he felt that he didn't know what to say at this time.
They are all here looking for something to do.
Wanting to discuss with An Yan quietly, An Yanren and An Yu Shujin talked happily there.
Alas, what a heartless bastard, thinking about how lonely I am when I think about this assist.
At the end of the show, Shen Jianan was quite clear-headed, but she was a little unsteady.Looking at the road a little shaken.
Xu Yi called Gu Jingchuan to send Shen Jianan off.
Originally, An Yu was here, and Shen Jianan was someone Gu Jingchuan had liked for so many years, so he was a little embarrassed to say.And since he had a car, he was still on the way, so there was no need to force Gu Jingchuan to give it to him.
But what, it's okay to yell, so I yelled.In the end, Gu Jingchuan asked An Yu to take a taxi to send Shen Jianan off without saying a word...
For these, he just wanted to calm his mind.
Shen Jianan didn't speak during the whole process when Gu Jingchuan sent Shen Jianan back.
I don't know if it was because he was drinking that he was quieter than usual, or because he knew he was with An Yu and he was quieter.
Gu Jingchuan felt that there were probably all of them.
Just have it.Any amount will do.
Gu Jingchuan sent Shen Jianan back, and it was two o'clock in the morning when he returned to his home.So, when I saw An Yu, I was a little surprised.
An Yu leaned against the iron gate outside the house, lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and only raised his head when he heard the movement of the car.
After getting out of the car, Gu Jingchuan walked over to meet Shen Jianan's gaze.
"It's so late," Gu Jingchuan looked around, "I didn't drive, how did I come here?"
"I take a taxi, and I can't drive after drinking." An Yu said with a smile, "I thought I would have to stay here all night."
"Go ahead." Gu Jingchuan said as he opened the door, "You should call me."
"I'm afraid to disturb you." An Yu said.
"An Yu," Gu Jingchuan entered the room and turned on the light, then hung up his coat first, then turned to look at An Yu and said, "If you want me to ignore Shen Jianan, then you have to ignore him first. exist."
"Otherwise, even if one day I don't care about Shen Jianan, you will still be brooding about it."
Taking the coat that An Yu took off, Gu Jingchuan hung it next to his coat.Go upstairs to the bedroom.
An Yu looked at the two coats hanging and felt a little throbbing in his heart, and then he really felt that it was different from before, and the restlessness in his heart eased a little.
"Maybe it's just because, a little..." An Yu followed to the door of Gu Jingchuan's bedroom, "It's a little unreal. I didn't want to..."
Pulling off the tie, Gu Jingchuan interrupted An Yu, "It's okay, let's take our time."
"En." An Yu responded, "Let's take our time."
Gu Jingchuan loosened two more buttons, and walked towards An Yu, "I'll take you to the guest room, you can stay here tonight."
An Yu followed Gu Jingchuan to the guest room, and as soon as he sat down on the edge of the bed, Gu Jingchuan went out to get new pajamas.
Although they have been together for several days, this is the first time they have entered Gu Jingchuan's house, and they are curious and excited.
An Yu slowly looked at the furnishings in the house.
Wardrobe desk, bed and bedside tables, and a single sofa.Except for the uncoordinated sofa that the whole person will sink into, there is nothing superfluous, simple and clear.
But.In a house where no one lives in the bedroom, there are books in the guest room, which are still open.
Walking to the desk, An Yu casually flipped through the books on the desk.One book or two... all about interior design.
Next to it was a model of a wooden house that he thought at first was just a display room... He had to think of Shen Jianan.
Picking up the model and looking at it... the handwork is rough, the structure is monotonous, and the defective products are generally defective.
Did you do it yourself?
An Yu felt a little hard to express, thinking that Gu Jingchuan might look at this model and miss Shen Jianan from time to time, he was jealous.Thinking that Gu Jingchuan might not want to forget at all, he felt uneasy.Maybe some other narrow selfish feeling...
He wants to smash the model.
"what are you doing."
Hearing the sound, An Yu turned around and met Gu Jingchuan's eyes.
Gu Jingchuan saw the model in An Yu's hand at a glance, and walked over to put the pajamas on the desk.By the way, I brought the model over.
"After taking a shower, go to bed early." Gu Jingchuan said.
Gu Jingchuan turned and went out without any emotion, and then closed the door of the guest room.
An Yu has been watching Gu Jingchuan from entering to leaving after saying those two sentences.
When he couldn't see Gu Jingchuan and the door was completely closed, he suddenly felt sad.
It was the first time to enter Gu Jingchuan's house, the first time to sleep in Gu Jingchuan's house... All these excitements disappeared without a trace.
An Yu understood.
No matter how calm Gu Jingchuan was, he would never be angry with him.
He will not drop this model either.
The author has something to say: sorry for the lateness.I will try my best to code out the next chapter as soon as possible.
☆、Chapter Twelve
12
At first, my mind was filled with inexplicable emotions, and I couldn't sleep.I don't know when I fell asleep, but I feel that my brain is still fighting non-stop.
"An Yu," Gu Jingchuan bent slightly and called An Yu, "get up."
An Yu frowned, still a little confused.
Gu Jingchuan walked around the bed to the window, and slowly opened the dark curtains.
The eyes that had just been opened by the sunlight immediately closed uncontrollably.He wanted to close it for a longer time, and when he opened it again after a while, he realized that Gu Jingchuan was standing by the bed with his back to the sun, and at the same time blocked the glare of the sun.
"What time is it?" An Yu asked, but found that his voice was a little hoarse probably because of drinking yesterday.
"Eleven o'clock." Gu Jingchuan replied, "I told Liu Qing that we are going to the party, but if you sleep for a long time, you will get a headache, so get up first."
Gu Jingchuan had already left the room, but An Yu was still flattered, and even felt better.
It was almost twelve o'clock when An Yu washed up and Gu Jingchuan was ready to go out, and the two went directly to the restaurant for dinner.
Seeing Gu Jingchuan eating on the opposite side, An Yu felt that at least it was his right now.
"Is it because I have no appetite?" Gu Jingchuan stopped his chopsticks and looked at An Yu.
An Yu shook his head, then lowered his head and started picking vegetables, "No."
"There will be another meeting after the meeting. You go to the office to read the meeting materials first," Gu Jingchuan said, "There is nothing urgent about it. If you still feel uncomfortable, get off work early."
"Huh? Are you listening?"
"Yes, I'm listening. I'll get off work with you." An Yu said.
In the end, I didn't leave work early, and I also worked overtime for two hours.
An Yu sat and waited for Gu Jingchuan on the sofa where he entertained customers in his office.Didn't you say it's nothing important? Why are you so busy.
"If we wait a little longer, we will only have supper." An Yu said to Gu Jingchuan.
Gu Jingchuan wrote the last word, closed the document, put it in a drawer and locked it, "Let's go, go to eat."
Arrived at the hotel later than expected but also hit the meal time.
The two found a store nearby.Without waiting for a box, I sat down as soon as there was an empty seat.
Maybe it's because she has paid special attention to Shen Jianan, so she can always see him in various places.An Yu passed everyone and saw Shen Jianan and the girl from last time.
He didn't know if Gu Jingchuan saw Shen Jianan, he probably didn't, otherwise it would be impossible for him to have no reaction, not even a slight pause.
During the meal, he couldn't help looking at what Shen Jianan was doing.On the one hand, he was worried that Gu Jingchuan would see Shen Jianan, but on the other hand, he hoped that Shen Jianan would see Gu Jingchuan eating with him.
Halfway through the meal, I saw Shen Jianan and the others getting up, probably ready to leave after eating.
If you go out, you must come in their direction.
An Yu looked at Shen Jianan and the others talking and laughing as they walked, without noticing them, getting closer and closer to them.
So close...to their table.
The last five steps... three steps... An Yu suddenly supported the table, bent over the table and kissed Gu Jingchuan on the cheek.
I was so nervous that my brain went blank to suffocation.
Acted impulsively.All the energy she had given herself was exhausted at the moment of kissing.
After two seconds, he backed away.
Because the hands supporting the table lost strength.
Too impatient.
An Yu himself felt the trembling of his hands hanging on both sides.
Shen Jianan noticed it when An Yu stood up.He stopped, and even Zhuang Qi stopped.
The two stared blankly at this scene.
An Yu pretended to be calm and sat down, as if he had just seen Shen Jianan, he greeted with a smile, "Shen Jianan, are you eating here too?"
"Yes." Shen Jianan replied blankly.
He looked back and forth between An Yu and Gu Jingchuan, and finally his eyes stopped on Gu Jingchuan.
Gu Jingchuan didn't intend to speak, and didn't even look over.Shen Jianan said something and left first, then pulled Zhuang Qi out of the shop quickly.
An Yu waited for Gu Jingchuan to say something, and he was mentally prepared for any embarrassment or embarrassment.
but,
Gu Jingchuan didn't say anything.
He finished his meal in silence, left the store in silence, and sat in the car in silence.
"The address of your home." Gu Jingchuan said.
"No. 26, Baishun Road." An Yu replied.
Even though he was silent all the way, An Yu still felt that the way home was too short and the time we spent together was too short.
After getting out of the car, before he had time to say see you tomorrow, Gu Jingchuan started the car and drove away.
He knew that Gu Jingchuan was angry.
He knows what to be angry about.
An Yu regretted his previous behavior at the restaurant. He could have a good meal with Gu Jingchuan and let Gu Jingchuan take him home.On the way back, I could talk to Gu Jingchuan about something, and when we parted, he could say see you tomorrow or even good night, and Gu Jingchuan would definitely reply with something... But, he messed up all of this himself.
After being together, he was even more uneasy than before.Getting it is more afraid of losing than not getting it.I am even more afraid that something will happen in the next second.
Open the door, close the door, turn on the light, sit on the couch.
An Yu leaned on the back of the sofa, besides sighing, he lost interest in even venting.
I am reluctant to do these things that I can't understand.
Shen Jianan let go of Zhuang Qi's hand as soon as she left the restaurant, but her fast pace did not slow down.
Zhuang Qi didn't understand what was going on with Shen Jianan, she guessed that she was a little scared when she saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan kissing.
"Shen Jianan." Zhuang Qi shouted after Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan didn't respond, but still walked forward on her own.
Zhuang Qi really couldn't catch up, so she had no choice but to be ruthless, put her high heels on the phone, and ran barefoot to chase Shen Jianan.
"Shen Jianan, stop first." Zhuang Qi managed to catch up and grabbed Shen Jianan's clothes.
Shen Jianan was forced to stop.
Zhuang Qi gasped for a while before continuing, "Shen Jianan, what's wrong with you?"
Turning around, Shen Jianan didn't expect Zhuang Qi to take off her high heels and run barefoot in order to chase him.
My heart suddenly softened.
"Are you stupid?" Shen Jianan said.
Zhuang Qi chuckled twice, "This is not for you to rush."
Shen Jianan took the shoes from Zhuang Qi's hand and squatted down.
Looking at Shen Jianan's movements, Zhuang Qi suddenly had a feminine intuition, "You...wouldn't want to help me get dressed."
"I was the one who was in a hurry, of course the little one has to atone." Shen Jianan put the shoes away, "lift your feet."
Lifting her feet along the way, Zhuang Qi felt that the corners of her mouth could not be closed, and she couldn't restrain herself from wanting to be happy.
She looked down at Shen Jianan helping her put on her shoes seriously.Really, that moment was very happy.
"Done." Shen Jianan said, standing up.
Zhuang Qi turned her head away, no matter what, she could clearly feel her hot face.
"What are you looking at? Turn your head so seriously." Shen Jianan said, seeing Zhuang Qi's little expression a little amused.
"No, it's nothing." Zhuang Qi's eyes faltered and she didn't dare to look at Shen Jianan, "You, were you frightened earlier?"
Shen Jianan turned around and walked forward slowly.Said, "No, I already knew."
"Then they are... that kind of relationship." Zhuang Qi asked.
"Hmm." Shen Jianan casually kicked the stones under her feet, "Do you feel disgusted?"
"I don't think so, it's someone's freedom." Zhuang Qi walked two steps quickly and stood side by side with Shen Jianan, "It was so fast just now, don't you hate this?"
"No." Shen Jianan paused, then said, "I might just not get used to it."
"Oh. That's it." Although she felt that Shen Jianan's reaction was strange, Zhuang Qi didn't care too much.
"I'll take a taxi to take you back." Shen Jianan stopped and said.
"Let's walk again." Zhuang Qi said.
The weather has started to cool down recently, and the night wind is quite comfortable at night.
Zhuang Qi was in a really good mood looking at the warm light illuminated by the orange street lamps.
"Shen Jianan, we've known each other for almost three months."
"En." Shen Jianan responded.
"Actually, I have other preparations for inviting you to dinner today." Zhuang Qi smiled, "I even bought a new skirt and had my hair done."
Zhuang Qi said shyly, "I wanted to look like a lady, but you saw me running around barefoot."
After hearing this, Shen Jianan had a hunch and didn't speak.
"But you don't seem to pay attention to this at all," Zhuang Qi paused, and said, "You always seem to be not interested recently. I asked Xu Yi, but he didn't tell me."
"I think of ways to eat with you every day, and go for a walk together at night. Sometimes I have to drag Xu Yi along."
Shen Jianan stopped, turned around and looked at Zhuang Qi, "I might..."
"You don't need to say it, I know you don't have... that thought about me." Zhuang Qi followed Shen Jianan to a stop and looked at Shen Jianan.
"But you don't have any thoughts about others. I have observed it. There are no girls around you that you care about. They don't talk much."
Shen Jianan looked at Zhuang Qi's somewhat clever expression, and didn't know how to describe her mood.
"We can try, I'm sure you will like me." Zhuang Qi said.
"I really like you."
When I heard Zhuang Qi say that I like him, Gu Jingchuan's words about liking him appeared in my mind, interspersed with messy sentences, and I couldn't stop.
The originally chaotic mood became even more chaotic. Shen Jianan didn't know how to tell Zhuang Qi, and even wanted to leave immediately.Act as if you didn't hear the confession.
Shen Jianan walked quickly to the side of the road to hail a taxi. "It's quite late, and it's still a bit cold. Don't catch a cold later, go back early."
"Shen Jianan. I..." Zhuang Qi looked at Shen Jianan from a short distance, she was a little at a loss, everything was going well.Xu Yi also said that Shen Jianan is relatively passive and has a great possibility of success.
"sorry."
Watching Zhuang Qi's taxi drive away, Shen Jianan slowly swayed along the road.
Why do you always feel like life sucks?
The author has something to say: Because of the first time writing and my own writing ability, there are many plots that I can't handle well, and I may not be able to maintain it in the daily update, sorry.Try to make sure that there will be an update every two to three days.Then thank you little angel for your comments (^з^), your comments are my biggest motivation ^O^/.
☆、Chapter Thirteen
13
Life seems to have returned to what it was before Gu Jingchuan came back.
Zhuang Qi hasn't come to him since that day, maybe she figured it out and gave up on him.
Xu Yi is no longer obsessed with letting him see Gu Jingchuan.He goes to work on time every day and goes home after work.Occasionally go out to play with Xu Yi and the others, sing and drink, etc. In short, they have returned to their previous life.
But at home at night, when he is alone after playing the game or when the takeaway arrives, he still knows that something is different.
He would think about Gu Jingchuan from time to time, and if he wanted to get closer, he would get along with Gu Jingchuan after returning to China. If he thought about it far away, he would pull out many things from when he was studying.
I handed over the note in class to make an appointment to play basketball and games after school, and I have never been missed an appointment.Even though I later learned that Gu Jingchuan had to go to learn how to sketch the piano every day and such a mess, I just said, ah, brother is so loyal!
As a result, Xu Yi gave him popular science these days when he had nothing to do.What are you talking about, you take up all your spare time, you think Gu Jingchuan is a genius, you can become a god without practicing.That kid probably drives the night train at night.
When he was in college, he always played wildly outside, passed the gate control, and had no money with him, so Gu Jingchuan climbed over the wall and went to take him to find a place to live.
Although, the disgust on his face didn't want to talk to him.But he couldn't remember how many times, he only knew that Gu Jingchuan would come out every time.
Therefore,
He is unscrupulous.
I have never been afraid of going through the gate control, or what will happen if I run out of money.I don't know where I got the confidence to think that my brother should be like this.
In fact, Xu Yi is also a brother, but he, Shen Jianan, never thought that if he called Xu Yi, he would come out in the middle of the night like Gu Jingchuan.
He's just so used to it.I am so used to it that it should be like this, and it is so natural that I should eat when I am hungry.
The longer he thought about it, the more guilty he felt.
What Gu Jingchuan wanted, he knew.He can't give it, guilt has a fart use.
He was stuck in such a reciprocating intersection.I don't want to go, and I don't want to go.
Shen Jianan sat up and looked at the pendulum clock on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock.
After finally taking a vacation, I fell asleep halfway through.
After changing her clothes and washing her face, Shen Jianan felt weak in her limbs and was very hungry.
He rushed to the restaurant downstairs, and as soon as he sat down on a chair, he announced the names of several dishes. His goal was three big bowls of white rice!
As a result, when he was anxiously waiting for the food, someone who made him even more anxious came.
An Yu.
There was no one else but him.
"Coincidentally, you haven't eaten yet." Shen Jianan walked through An Yu and looked at the waiter walking towards him not far away, feeling very excited.
"Unfortunately, I waited for you downstairs for two hours." An Yu sat down opposite Shen Jianan and said.
"What are you waiting for me?" Shen Jianan watched the waiter laying out the dishes, feeling like her saliva was about to drop, "I'm talking to you again."
"Gu Jingchuan, I've seen you in a hurry recently, and I haven't heard of any big moves in your company recently. What are you busy with?" Xu Yi asked Gu Jingchuan's car door.
Although Shen Jianan could always run into Gu Jingchuan because of cooperation, but every time Gu Jingchuan came and went in a hurry, there was no time for Shen Jianan to hide.
So I ran into Gu Jingchuan in the parking lot, and Shen Jianan didn't intend to leave in a hurry.But I didn't want to take the initiative to stay with Gu Jingchuan.
He watched Xu Yi open the car door with one hand to talk to Gu Jingchuan and hold him firmly with the other, feeling a little speechless.
"I'm rushing to the hospital." Gu Jingchuan replied.
Xu Yi looked at Gu Jingchuan up and down, "You don't seem to be sick at all."
"An Yu, last time I was in a car accident, I was hospitalized for observation these days." Gu Jingchuan said.
"No way," Xu Yi said, "You won't spend the past few days in the hospital taking care of An Yu, right?"
"I'm going to deliver food to An Yu now, so I'm leaving first." Gu Jingchuan said as he closed the car door.
"Okay, then you drive ahead," Xu Yi tugged at Shen Jianan and said, "Shen Jianan and I are also going to see An Yu."
Shen Jianan doesn't know how to describe her current mood, it's like being robbed, unhappy.
On the way, Gu Jingchuan stopped to buy some fruit, Shen Jianan sat in Xu Yi's car and watched Gu Jingchuan enter the fruit shop and come out with fruit, his heart was even more stuffy.
When did you know how to take care of people?
When they got there, Xu Yi started to chat with An Yu, talking about his feelings about the car accident for a while, and jumping back to his recent daily life with Da Ha...
Shen Jianan stood by the bed and looked at An Yu who was sitting there quietly with gauze on her head.
It turned out that An Yu was quite friendly to others besides him.And it looks pretty... pleasing to the eye.
So, if Gu Jingchuan likes men, then he treats An Yu so well, maybe it's because he has a good impression...
"Shen Jianan, don't be dumbfounded. Come and see An Yu, and say something." Xu Yi suddenly said the words to Shen Jianan.
"I... wish you a speedy recovery." Shen Jianan said.
Xu Yi patted his forehead, "It's quite exciting to hurt me normally, but now I don't know what to say."
It's not good to see a rival in love so weak.
After Xu Yi finished talking about Shen Jianan, he turned his head and saw Gu Jingchuan peeling apples with An Yu's gang... Could it be that he planned to change his target for real?
After staying for not long, Xu Yi and Shen Jianan were ready to go back.Although, Xu Yi felt that there was no pressure for him to adjust the atmosphere.But one or two of them will only be um, ah, hey, he will also find it quite boring.
So let's withdraw.
After sending them to the hospital gate, when Gu Jingchuan was about to turn around and go back, Xu Yi grabbed him.
"Gu Jingchuan, you..."
Gu Jingchuan looked at Xu Yi without expression.
"Forget it," Xu Yi sighed, "Shen Jianan, why are you leaving so fast, I will meet you later."
Xu Yi walked a long way before catching up with Shen Jianan.Gu Jingchuan watched them walk towards the place where the car was parked, and turned back until he could no longer see them.
"Shen Jianan..." Xu Yi took time to look at Shen Jianan while waiting for the red light, and found that his face was very unhappy, "I found out, do you really hate An Yu? You didn't talk to anyone just now."
"I don't hate it, but I don't like it either." Shen Jianan said looking at the car in front of him.
"I haven't seen each other a few times now," Xu Yi said with a smile, "Why did I invite you, Uncle Shen, not to be seen again?"
"I said I don't hate it," Shen Jianan said impatiently, "I can't just look at someone and have to smile at them. You treat me like a smiling baby."
"Okay," Xu Yi turned the steering wheel, "I don't want to see you, I just don't like seeing An Yu and Gu Jingchuan together."
"You..." Shen Jianan became a little annoyed, "Is there any end to this?"
"It's done, don't be angry. You, you have an expression on your face. You can't hide anything."
Xu Yi turned the car to find a parking space, "Let's talk, is it not fun to see Gu Jingchuan treat others well?"
The car was already in good condition, Xu Yi didn't intend to get out of the car, so he just waited for Shen Jianan to reply.
Shen Jianan leaned back in the chair and took a deep breath, "A little bit. I don't know, maybe... just not used to it."
"Aren't you not used to it? Gu Jingchuan has been by your side for seven years, it's true." Xu Yi took out a cigarette and prepared to smoke, "It's not like a day or two just talked about it."
Xu Yi took a puff of cigarette, "I don't smoke like you think, I learned from An Yan. In fact, I first watched Gu Jingchuan smoke. It's quite exciting to see him like that, so I will follow suit. .”
"If it's okay, I can smoke two with him."
Shen Jianan looked at Xu Yi, and there was something in his words, "I can't blame him for smoking."
"It's not bad for you." Xu Yi said, "I just want to tell you that it's too hard to wait for such a person without hope."
"You can't, don't accept his feelings. And because he is kind to others, you are unwilling to go."
"Xu Yi, sometimes I really think you are a saint of love." Shen Jianan said with a helpless smile, "I always feel that the philosophy you speak is true. I am convinced."
"I'm used to it, I'm used to him always standing between me and others." Opening the car door, Shen Jianan got out of the car, "I might... just like you said, I'm a little unwilling. So far, I never thought about being with Gu Jingchuan..."
Xu Yi also got out of the car, "Then start to get used to it again, get used to him not putting you ahead of others."
"But the most important thing now is to eat first." Xu Yi walked beside Shen Jianan, "I'm really hungry."
"Who told you to go to see An Yu, and you're still talking about me." Shen Jianan said.
"Yes, yes, it's all my fault. Uncle Shen, in order to make up for the damage done to you, I invite you to have a big meal."
An Yu felt that Gu Jingchuan was abnormal recently, whether it was taking care of him or his attitude towards Shen Jianan, everything made him feel abnormal.More precisely, it is untrue.This made him panic inexplicably.
Just like this time, Gu Jingchuan bought a good meal or something, set it up for him, and handed it to him after the chopsticks were ironed. He should be very happy.
However, it may be because of the affirmation of his intuition for so many years, he is sure that Gu Jingchuan is not like this because he was moved by his words yesterday.
But longing for this thing can always give myself hope.endlessly.
"Gu Jingchuan, you..." An Yu asked tentatively, "Have you started trying to give up liking Shen Jianan?"
"No." Gu Jingchuan replied.
"Oh." An Yu said, although he knew the result a long time ago, he was still hopeful and refused to give up.
It was completely dark outside, looking out from the window, there were lights everywhere.
An Yu hoped that the lights would go out a little later, a little later.Because, when these lights are almost out, Gu Jingchuan will go back.
He will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and for the first time, he hopes that he can recover slowly, slowly.
Otherwise, it can be done like this for the rest of your life.
He sometimes wondered what he was like before he met Gu Jingchuan.Every time I think about it, it feels like a lifetime away.
Later, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that feelings are really terrible. It makes a person lose all his character defenses, but he is powerless.
Gu Jingchuan looked at the documents beside him, quietly.An Yu kept looking at him, but he didn't respond.Seriously isolating everything around.
It's been like this for the past few days, and he sometimes has illusions.
The two of them will live in such a quiet way, and then replace the person Gu Jingchuan said will be remembered forever with him.
"Gu Jingchuan, how did you survive the nine years." An Yu broke the tranquility.
Stopping his writing hand, Gu Jingchuan looked at An Yu with doubts in his eyes. "What?"
"How did you like someone for so long?" An Yu repeated.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?" Gu Jingchuan asked without answering.
"It's hard." An Yu replied with lowered eyes.
"Then don't continue." Gu Jingchuan said.
"I don't want to give up yet." An Yu said anxiously, "I just, I just think your nine years are too long." After such a long time, he felt that there was no way to loosen that feeling.
"It's quite a long time." Gu Jingchuan closed the document in his hand and put it on the table beside the bed, "If Shen Jianan didn't know my feelings, these nine years would probably be touching enough, and I was also moved by myself."
An Yu didn't speak and waited for Gu Jingchuan to continue.
Gu Jingchuan went on to say, "But he knows that if I go on in this cycle, it can only be long and sad."
"And when I have other feelings, no matter how deep and touching these nine years are in the eyes of others, it is just a process for me."
An Yu listened carefully, as if he had caught something at the end of Gu Jingchuan's words, but he was not sure.
"What do you mean by other feelings?" An Yu asked.
"An Yu, try what you said that day, then let's try." Gu Jingchuan said.
Gu Jingchuan's care and companionship over the past few days had already flattered him, so he was a little speechless now.
"You mean...really?" An Yu asked in disbelief.
"It's quite late now." Gu Jingchuan looked at the time, "You can think about it."
Gu Jingchuan got up and began to pack up the files, "Rest early today, and we'll talk about this tomorrow."
"Don't think about it," An Yu grabbed Gu Jingchuan's hand, "I can tell you for sure now."
"I agree. Let's try together, and I will let you put Shen Jianan down slowly."
☆、Chapter Eleven
11
Xu Yi was shocked when he knew that Gu Jingchuan and An Yu were together, this is going to heaven.
"Gu Jingchuan, tell me, what are you thinking?"
"That's what I thought."
Gu Jingchuan's voice on the phone was still emotionless, Xu Yi couldn't figure it out.
"Want to be with An Yu?" Xu Yi said, "Then why do you have to wait until Shen Jianan knows what you think of him before being with An Yu again. I can't figure it out, really."
Gu Jingchuan put down the pen in his hand, leaned back on the chair back, "Xu Yi, sometimes you understand better than us. So, in your opinion, everything is simple and clear. Fighting is hope."
Xu Yi listened silently without speaking.
"But," Gu Jingchuan paused, "Shen Jianan is a person who can't fight."
"He's used to it casually, and he can give up at any time. After all these years, you should understand his temperament. When he encounters things that he finds difficult or reluctant, he can let go of the burden."
"That's not necessarily true, Gu Jingchuan, Shen Jianan is easy to be negative about trivial matters." Xu Yi retorted, "Since working, I haven't seen him have any goals or ideas about himself."
"However, at least he got into the school through hard work and hard work. It is an iron fact that he has gone from the lowest grades of not liking to study to the top schools in the country."
"So, it's not impossible for him to insist on a big thing if he likes it. You have to wait for him to figure it out."
"Then is my matter a big deal to him? Does he like me?" Gu Jingchuan asked.
"Having known each other for so many years, Xu Yi understands everyone's temperament best. I won't use my friendship with Shen Jianan for nine years to fight whether I can have love with him. There is no need to fight at all."
Sighing, Xu Yi said, "It's the first time I've heard you talk so much, although I understand you a little bit. But I still think that if something is possible, I still have to fight it out, otherwise I will regret it in the future."
Xu Yi paused, and then said, "I know you won't change your mind just because of my few words. Well, I don't like you and An Yu, but you finally fell in love. It's still a good idea to get married. It can't be less, it's all right tonight. I will arrange it, and you will pay for it."
"Okay." Gu Jingchuan answered.
"Well, bring An Yu with you." Xu Yi said, "If you two stay together for a long time in the future, you should get to know each other better."
Xu Yi hung up the phone a little bit melancholy, he felt the pain that the CP he believed was being torn apart.
Shen Jianan didn't know why Xu Yi was going crazy and what meal he wanted to have together, and only then did he realize that Gu Jingchuan and the others were there, as well as An Yu.
"Today, there is something that needs to be announced." Xu Yi looked around and pretended to be closed.
"Come on, Xu Yi, if you have anything to say, just say it." An Yan looked at Xu Yi's look of asking me, and said in a cooperative manner.
"Since you have asked sincerely, I will tell you mercifully." Xu Yi said, "Our Gu Jingchuan has a boyfriend today! He is no longer single at last! Let's toast to celebrate~~"
"I didn't expect it, Gu Jingchuan, if you say you have it, you will have it." An Yan was stunned for a while, then stood up and said, ready to clink glasses.
Before Gu Jingchuan could speak, Xu Yi picked it up, "Gu Jingchuan won't be pregnant, and he said he would be pregnant, what an adjective, really. Hold back the nonsense, drinking and celebrating is the kingly way."
Together.
Gu Jingchuan and An Yu are together.
Shen Jianan felt a thud in his head, and couldn't think of anything, it was so blank.
Following Xu Yi, Anyan and the others toasted, toasted, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
During the whole process, Shen Jianan couldn't concentrate on talking and laughing with Xu Yi and the others, or making fun of Gu Jingchuan.He was inexplicably messed up, and it annoyed him.
He didn't understand, Gu Jingchuan, who said he liked him, seemed so affectionate, at least he was deeply moved.
Then, he felt that Gu Jingchuan really liked him very much.
Although he didn't have the feeling of wanting to be together with Gu Jingchuan, but he was liked by Gu Jingchuan, who was liked by many people, and that kind of feeling actually made him a little... How should I put it, it was a small pride.
But now, any certainty of cognition has been disintegrated.It was as if the earth was shaking, and the things that belonged to my own family were about to collapse.
Very lost.
Sure enough, the world is always being updated, and even feelings change as they say.
Occasionally, Xu Yi would go to see Shen Jianan's reaction, and he would be stunned, his eyes dull and unlovable... This is probably what he understood.
However, Xiao Jianan's cups of white water are like pouring tasteless white water, is it really okay?
Thinking so, Xu Yi didn't intend to go over and talk to Shen Jianan to persuade him, forget it, he would be drunk anyway, he felt that he didn't know what to say at this time.
They are all here looking for something to do.
Wanting to discuss with An Yan quietly, An Yanren and An Yu Shujin talked happily there.
Alas, what a heartless bastard, thinking about how lonely I am when I think about this assist.
At the end of the show, Shen Jianan was quite clear-headed, but she was a little unsteady.Looking at the road a little shaken.
Xu Yi called Gu Jingchuan to send Shen Jianan off.
Originally, An Yu was here, and Shen Jianan was someone Gu Jingchuan had liked for so many years, so he was a little embarrassed to say.And since he had a car, he was still on the way, so there was no need to force Gu Jingchuan to give it to him.
But what, it's okay to yell, so I yelled.In the end, Gu Jingchuan asked An Yu to take a taxi to send Shen Jianan off without saying a word...
For these, he just wanted to calm his mind.
Shen Jianan didn't speak during the whole process when Gu Jingchuan sent Shen Jianan back.
I don't know if it was because he was drinking that he was quieter than usual, or because he knew he was with An Yu and he was quieter.
Gu Jingchuan felt that there were probably all of them.
Just have it.Any amount will do.
Gu Jingchuan sent Shen Jianan back, and it was two o'clock in the morning when he returned to his home.So, when I saw An Yu, I was a little surprised.
An Yu leaned against the iron gate outside the house, lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and only raised his head when he heard the movement of the car.
After getting out of the car, Gu Jingchuan walked over to meet Shen Jianan's gaze.
"It's so late," Gu Jingchuan looked around, "I didn't drive, how did I come here?"
"I take a taxi, and I can't drive after drinking." An Yu said with a smile, "I thought I would have to stay here all night."
"Go ahead." Gu Jingchuan said as he opened the door, "You should call me."
"I'm afraid to disturb you." An Yu said.
"An Yu," Gu Jingchuan entered the room and turned on the light, then hung up his coat first, then turned to look at An Yu and said, "If you want me to ignore Shen Jianan, then you have to ignore him first. exist."
"Otherwise, even if one day I don't care about Shen Jianan, you will still be brooding about it."
Taking the coat that An Yu took off, Gu Jingchuan hung it next to his coat.Go upstairs to the bedroom.
An Yu looked at the two coats hanging and felt a little throbbing in his heart, and then he really felt that it was different from before, and the restlessness in his heart eased a little.
"Maybe it's just because, a little..." An Yu followed to the door of Gu Jingchuan's bedroom, "It's a little unreal. I didn't want to..."
Pulling off the tie, Gu Jingchuan interrupted An Yu, "It's okay, let's take our time."
"En." An Yu responded, "Let's take our time."
Gu Jingchuan loosened two more buttons, and walked towards An Yu, "I'll take you to the guest room, you can stay here tonight."
An Yu followed Gu Jingchuan to the guest room, and as soon as he sat down on the edge of the bed, Gu Jingchuan went out to get new pajamas.
Although they have been together for several days, this is the first time they have entered Gu Jingchuan's house, and they are curious and excited.
An Yu slowly looked at the furnishings in the house.
Wardrobe desk, bed and bedside tables, and a single sofa.Except for the uncoordinated sofa that the whole person will sink into, there is nothing superfluous, simple and clear.
But.In a house where no one lives in the bedroom, there are books in the guest room, which are still open.
Walking to the desk, An Yu casually flipped through the books on the desk.One book or two... all about interior design.
Next to it was a model of a wooden house that he thought at first was just a display room... He had to think of Shen Jianan.
Picking up the model and looking at it... the handwork is rough, the structure is monotonous, and the defective products are generally defective.
Did you do it yourself?
An Yu felt a little hard to express, thinking that Gu Jingchuan might look at this model and miss Shen Jianan from time to time, he was jealous.Thinking that Gu Jingchuan might not want to forget at all, he felt uneasy.Maybe some other narrow selfish feeling...
He wants to smash the model.
"what are you doing."
Hearing the sound, An Yu turned around and met Gu Jingchuan's eyes.
Gu Jingchuan saw the model in An Yu's hand at a glance, and walked over to put the pajamas on the desk.By the way, I brought the model over.
"After taking a shower, go to bed early." Gu Jingchuan said.
Gu Jingchuan turned and went out without any emotion, and then closed the door of the guest room.
An Yu has been watching Gu Jingchuan from entering to leaving after saying those two sentences.
When he couldn't see Gu Jingchuan and the door was completely closed, he suddenly felt sad.
It was the first time to enter Gu Jingchuan's house, the first time to sleep in Gu Jingchuan's house... All these excitements disappeared without a trace.
An Yu understood.
No matter how calm Gu Jingchuan was, he would never be angry with him.
He will not drop this model either.
The author has something to say: sorry for the lateness.I will try my best to code out the next chapter as soon as possible.
☆、Chapter Twelve
12
At first, my mind was filled with inexplicable emotions, and I couldn't sleep.I don't know when I fell asleep, but I feel that my brain is still fighting non-stop.
"An Yu," Gu Jingchuan bent slightly and called An Yu, "get up."
An Yu frowned, still a little confused.
Gu Jingchuan walked around the bed to the window, and slowly opened the dark curtains.
The eyes that had just been opened by the sunlight immediately closed uncontrollably.He wanted to close it for a longer time, and when he opened it again after a while, he realized that Gu Jingchuan was standing by the bed with his back to the sun, and at the same time blocked the glare of the sun.
"What time is it?" An Yu asked, but found that his voice was a little hoarse probably because of drinking yesterday.
"Eleven o'clock." Gu Jingchuan replied, "I told Liu Qing that we are going to the party, but if you sleep for a long time, you will get a headache, so get up first."
Gu Jingchuan had already left the room, but An Yu was still flattered, and even felt better.
It was almost twelve o'clock when An Yu washed up and Gu Jingchuan was ready to go out, and the two went directly to the restaurant for dinner.
Seeing Gu Jingchuan eating on the opposite side, An Yu felt that at least it was his right now.
"Is it because I have no appetite?" Gu Jingchuan stopped his chopsticks and looked at An Yu.
An Yu shook his head, then lowered his head and started picking vegetables, "No."
"There will be another meeting after the meeting. You go to the office to read the meeting materials first," Gu Jingchuan said, "There is nothing urgent about it. If you still feel uncomfortable, get off work early."
"Huh? Are you listening?"
"Yes, I'm listening. I'll get off work with you." An Yu said.
In the end, I didn't leave work early, and I also worked overtime for two hours.
An Yu sat and waited for Gu Jingchuan on the sofa where he entertained customers in his office.Didn't you say it's nothing important? Why are you so busy.
"If we wait a little longer, we will only have supper." An Yu said to Gu Jingchuan.
Gu Jingchuan wrote the last word, closed the document, put it in a drawer and locked it, "Let's go, go to eat."
Arrived at the hotel later than expected but also hit the meal time.
The two found a store nearby.Without waiting for a box, I sat down as soon as there was an empty seat.
Maybe it's because she has paid special attention to Shen Jianan, so she can always see him in various places.An Yu passed everyone and saw Shen Jianan and the girl from last time.
He didn't know if Gu Jingchuan saw Shen Jianan, he probably didn't, otherwise it would be impossible for him to have no reaction, not even a slight pause.
During the meal, he couldn't help looking at what Shen Jianan was doing.On the one hand, he was worried that Gu Jingchuan would see Shen Jianan, but on the other hand, he hoped that Shen Jianan would see Gu Jingchuan eating with him.
Halfway through the meal, I saw Shen Jianan and the others getting up, probably ready to leave after eating.
If you go out, you must come in their direction.
An Yu looked at Shen Jianan and the others talking and laughing as they walked, without noticing them, getting closer and closer to them.
So close...to their table.
The last five steps... three steps... An Yu suddenly supported the table, bent over the table and kissed Gu Jingchuan on the cheek.
I was so nervous that my brain went blank to suffocation.
Acted impulsively.All the energy she had given herself was exhausted at the moment of kissing.
After two seconds, he backed away.
Because the hands supporting the table lost strength.
Too impatient.
An Yu himself felt the trembling of his hands hanging on both sides.
Shen Jianan noticed it when An Yu stood up.He stopped, and even Zhuang Qi stopped.
The two stared blankly at this scene.
An Yu pretended to be calm and sat down, as if he had just seen Shen Jianan, he greeted with a smile, "Shen Jianan, are you eating here too?"
"Yes." Shen Jianan replied blankly.
He looked back and forth between An Yu and Gu Jingchuan, and finally his eyes stopped on Gu Jingchuan.
Gu Jingchuan didn't intend to speak, and didn't even look over.Shen Jianan said something and left first, then pulled Zhuang Qi out of the shop quickly.
An Yu waited for Gu Jingchuan to say something, and he was mentally prepared for any embarrassment or embarrassment.
but,
Gu Jingchuan didn't say anything.
He finished his meal in silence, left the store in silence, and sat in the car in silence.
"The address of your home." Gu Jingchuan said.
"No. 26, Baishun Road." An Yu replied.
Even though he was silent all the way, An Yu still felt that the way home was too short and the time we spent together was too short.
After getting out of the car, before he had time to say see you tomorrow, Gu Jingchuan started the car and drove away.
He knew that Gu Jingchuan was angry.
He knows what to be angry about.
An Yu regretted his previous behavior at the restaurant. He could have a good meal with Gu Jingchuan and let Gu Jingchuan take him home.On the way back, I could talk to Gu Jingchuan about something, and when we parted, he could say see you tomorrow or even good night, and Gu Jingchuan would definitely reply with something... But, he messed up all of this himself.
After being together, he was even more uneasy than before.Getting it is more afraid of losing than not getting it.I am even more afraid that something will happen in the next second.
Open the door, close the door, turn on the light, sit on the couch.
An Yu leaned on the back of the sofa, besides sighing, he lost interest in even venting.
I am reluctant to do these things that I can't understand.
Shen Jianan let go of Zhuang Qi's hand as soon as she left the restaurant, but her fast pace did not slow down.
Zhuang Qi didn't understand what was going on with Shen Jianan, she guessed that she was a little scared when she saw An Yu and Gu Jingchuan kissing.
"Shen Jianan." Zhuang Qi shouted after Shen Jianan.
Shen Jianan didn't respond, but still walked forward on her own.
Zhuang Qi really couldn't catch up, so she had no choice but to be ruthless, put her high heels on the phone, and ran barefoot to chase Shen Jianan.
"Shen Jianan, stop first." Zhuang Qi managed to catch up and grabbed Shen Jianan's clothes.
Shen Jianan was forced to stop.
Zhuang Qi gasped for a while before continuing, "Shen Jianan, what's wrong with you?"
Turning around, Shen Jianan didn't expect Zhuang Qi to take off her high heels and run barefoot in order to chase him.
My heart suddenly softened.
"Are you stupid?" Shen Jianan said.
Zhuang Qi chuckled twice, "This is not for you to rush."
Shen Jianan took the shoes from Zhuang Qi's hand and squatted down.
Looking at Shen Jianan's movements, Zhuang Qi suddenly had a feminine intuition, "You...wouldn't want to help me get dressed."
"I was the one who was in a hurry, of course the little one has to atone." Shen Jianan put the shoes away, "lift your feet."
Lifting her feet along the way, Zhuang Qi felt that the corners of her mouth could not be closed, and she couldn't restrain herself from wanting to be happy.
She looked down at Shen Jianan helping her put on her shoes seriously.Really, that moment was very happy.
"Done." Shen Jianan said, standing up.
Zhuang Qi turned her head away, no matter what, she could clearly feel her hot face.
"What are you looking at? Turn your head so seriously." Shen Jianan said, seeing Zhuang Qi's little expression a little amused.
"No, it's nothing." Zhuang Qi's eyes faltered and she didn't dare to look at Shen Jianan, "You, were you frightened earlier?"
Shen Jianan turned around and walked forward slowly.Said, "No, I already knew."
"Then they are... that kind of relationship." Zhuang Qi asked.
"Hmm." Shen Jianan casually kicked the stones under her feet, "Do you feel disgusted?"
"I don't think so, it's someone's freedom." Zhuang Qi walked two steps quickly and stood side by side with Shen Jianan, "It was so fast just now, don't you hate this?"
"No." Shen Jianan paused, then said, "I might just not get used to it."
"Oh. That's it." Although she felt that Shen Jianan's reaction was strange, Zhuang Qi didn't care too much.
"I'll take a taxi to take you back." Shen Jianan stopped and said.
"Let's walk again." Zhuang Qi said.
The weather has started to cool down recently, and the night wind is quite comfortable at night.
Zhuang Qi was in a really good mood looking at the warm light illuminated by the orange street lamps.
"Shen Jianan, we've known each other for almost three months."
"En." Shen Jianan responded.
"Actually, I have other preparations for inviting you to dinner today." Zhuang Qi smiled, "I even bought a new skirt and had my hair done."
Zhuang Qi said shyly, "I wanted to look like a lady, but you saw me running around barefoot."
After hearing this, Shen Jianan had a hunch and didn't speak.
"But you don't seem to pay attention to this at all," Zhuang Qi paused, and said, "You always seem to be not interested recently. I asked Xu Yi, but he didn't tell me."
"I think of ways to eat with you every day, and go for a walk together at night. Sometimes I have to drag Xu Yi along."
Shen Jianan stopped, turned around and looked at Zhuang Qi, "I might..."
"You don't need to say it, I know you don't have... that thought about me." Zhuang Qi followed Shen Jianan to a stop and looked at Shen Jianan.
"But you don't have any thoughts about others. I have observed it. There are no girls around you that you care about. They don't talk much."
Shen Jianan looked at Zhuang Qi's somewhat clever expression, and didn't know how to describe her mood.
"We can try, I'm sure you will like me." Zhuang Qi said.
"I really like you."
When I heard Zhuang Qi say that I like him, Gu Jingchuan's words about liking him appeared in my mind, interspersed with messy sentences, and I couldn't stop.
The originally chaotic mood became even more chaotic. Shen Jianan didn't know how to tell Zhuang Qi, and even wanted to leave immediately.Act as if you didn't hear the confession.
Shen Jianan walked quickly to the side of the road to hail a taxi. "It's quite late, and it's still a bit cold. Don't catch a cold later, go back early."
"Shen Jianan. I..." Zhuang Qi looked at Shen Jianan from a short distance, she was a little at a loss, everything was going well.Xu Yi also said that Shen Jianan is relatively passive and has a great possibility of success.
"sorry."
Watching Zhuang Qi's taxi drive away, Shen Jianan slowly swayed along the road.
Why do you always feel like life sucks?
The author has something to say: Because of the first time writing and my own writing ability, there are many plots that I can't handle well, and I may not be able to maintain it in the daily update, sorry.Try to make sure that there will be an update every two to three days.Then thank you little angel for your comments (^з^), your comments are my biggest motivation ^O^/.
☆、Chapter Thirteen
13
Life seems to have returned to what it was before Gu Jingchuan came back.
Zhuang Qi hasn't come to him since that day, maybe she figured it out and gave up on him.
Xu Yi is no longer obsessed with letting him see Gu Jingchuan.He goes to work on time every day and goes home after work.Occasionally go out to play with Xu Yi and the others, sing and drink, etc. In short, they have returned to their previous life.
But at home at night, when he is alone after playing the game or when the takeaway arrives, he still knows that something is different.
He would think about Gu Jingchuan from time to time, and if he wanted to get closer, he would get along with Gu Jingchuan after returning to China. If he thought about it far away, he would pull out many things from when he was studying.
I handed over the note in class to make an appointment to play basketball and games after school, and I have never been missed an appointment.Even though I later learned that Gu Jingchuan had to go to learn how to sketch the piano every day and such a mess, I just said, ah, brother is so loyal!
As a result, Xu Yi gave him popular science these days when he had nothing to do.What are you talking about, you take up all your spare time, you think Gu Jingchuan is a genius, you can become a god without practicing.That kid probably drives the night train at night.
When he was in college, he always played wildly outside, passed the gate control, and had no money with him, so Gu Jingchuan climbed over the wall and went to take him to find a place to live.
Although, the disgust on his face didn't want to talk to him.But he couldn't remember how many times, he only knew that Gu Jingchuan would come out every time.
Therefore,
He is unscrupulous.
I have never been afraid of going through the gate control, or what will happen if I run out of money.I don't know where I got the confidence to think that my brother should be like this.
In fact, Xu Yi is also a brother, but he, Shen Jianan, never thought that if he called Xu Yi, he would come out in the middle of the night like Gu Jingchuan.
He's just so used to it.I am so used to it that it should be like this, and it is so natural that I should eat when I am hungry.
The longer he thought about it, the more guilty he felt.
What Gu Jingchuan wanted, he knew.He can't give it, guilt has a fart use.
He was stuck in such a reciprocating intersection.I don't want to go, and I don't want to go.
Shen Jianan sat up and looked at the pendulum clock on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock.
After finally taking a vacation, I fell asleep halfway through.
After changing her clothes and washing her face, Shen Jianan felt weak in her limbs and was very hungry.
He rushed to the restaurant downstairs, and as soon as he sat down on a chair, he announced the names of several dishes. His goal was three big bowls of white rice!
As a result, when he was anxiously waiting for the food, someone who made him even more anxious came.
An Yu.
There was no one else but him.
"Coincidentally, you haven't eaten yet." Shen Jianan walked through An Yu and looked at the waiter walking towards him not far away, feeling very excited.
"Unfortunately, I waited for you downstairs for two hours." An Yu sat down opposite Shen Jianan and said.
"What are you waiting for me?" Shen Jianan watched the waiter laying out the dishes, feeling like her saliva was about to drop, "I'm talking to you again."
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