A and M's Daily Season 2

After being persuaded by the boss, I felt better, but I didn't take the initiative to contact Lawyer Mi.In this matter, I need him to make his own choice. I can't bear to share him with others. It may be selfish to say so, but there is something like love, and there is something wrong. You can't have both.The child has always been a pain in my heart. This is the only thing that I can't do even if I want to do it.Uncle really wants children, and plans to be a surrogate or adopt a few in the future.I don't approve of adopted children, and I can't have my own children. If he has his own children, it will be unfair to me no matter what.

One weekend, the boss asked me to have dinner at his house and buy a ladym cake on the way.I went there with the cake, and when I entered the door, I saw Lawyer Mi also on the sofa. His face changed when he saw me, and he stood up awkwardly and wanted to say hello to me, but he was ignored by me, and he turned his head coldly and was about to leave.The boss poked his head out from the kitchen, waved the spatula and ordered: "What do you want to do? Andrew, go and get Asher in."

The captain of Deling rushed out wearing a pink hellokitty apron, picked me up and threw me on the sofa, and took the cake very bluntly: "Oh, look at you, why don't you buy a cake when you are a guest. Ladym more Expensive"

My head was full of black lines: "Your husband sent me 12 text messages yesterday, saying that if he didn't bring a cake, he would stab me to death with a kitchen knife. Dare I not buy it?"

The boss brought water, carried the baby who had been lying in the crib and turned out of countless attempts to escape from prison, and stuffed it into my arms: "The food is not ready yet, you can play for a while."

I hugged little Eva with a dull expression on my face, "..."

Lawyer Mi was also quite embarrassed, sitting by the side, not daring to speak, and kept squinting at him.I ate a piece of cake at the cake shop and drank chocolate milk. The little baby with a sharp nose raised his head, and his little paws pulled me to smell all kinds of things.

Lawyer Mi grabbed her small fleshy arm, preventing her from continuing to climb up: "Eva, no, you will step on Asher's stomach."

He stretched out his hand to take the child, but little Eva's buttocks hadn't even touched the ground, and she immediately yelled up with her fists, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" resist and oppose.

How could Lawyer Mi give up so easily, he blocked the child with a big hand, pressed the child in his arms, and coaxed awkwardly: "Okay, okay, can't I hug you?"

The little girl pursed her mouth, puffed her face, took a deep breath,

"Ahhhhhh o(≧mouth≦)o!!! papa! papa!", yelling all kinds of things, writhing and refusing to sit obediently on Lawyer Mi's lap.

The boss who came over after hearing the sound was still holding a cucumber in his hand. After a glance, he saw that there was nothing serious, and went back to the kitchen cursing: "Isn't this fun? Why are you yelling? Coax her up." , what a big deal."

Uncle was sweating from the noise, but had no choice but to return the child to me.The little Eva who returned to my arms stopped crying in an instant, blinked her big eyes, and began to look for the scent again with her small hands.

Seeing that I was having fun with the baby, Lawyer Mi felt isolated and watched eagerly. After a while, he finally couldn't help it, and approached me with a smirk: "You, how are you doing recently?"

I glared at him. "Did you give your sperm to Margaret?"

Lawyer Mi was silent, Lawyer Mi was scared, and Lawyer Mi quickly said: "Not yet..."

"Oh...then I've been doing pretty well recently."

He looked at me pitifully, and asked in a low voice, "Then, can I go home then?"

"Are you still going to give the sperm to Margaret?"

Lawyer Mi was silent again, Lawyer Mi was cowardly again, and Lawyer Mi didn't speak this time.

Seeing that he didn't answer, the little flame in his heart immediately flared up again, and he hugged Eva and sat on the sofa on the other side, "Success, if you still think about this, you will never come back for the rest of your life!"

He lowered his volume. "Can we talk again?"

"What's there to talk about? I have nothing to say to you. If you want a child without me, if you want me to have no child. You choose!"

"Can't I have both?..."

"People can't be too greedy. How many times have I told you before that if there is a child of your blood in this world, I will leave."

Uncle was also a little annoyed by my yelling: "You don't want to be a surrogate, and you don't want to adopt! You know that I want a child in the future, what do you want me to do?"

"Then what do you want me to do? I told you before that I don't want children now. Why do you have to do these things for me?"

"If you don't want it now, do you think you want it in the future? I plan to have a child in the future, whether it is my own or adopted. I will definitely be a father."

"Okay! Go be it! Find a woman to marry and let her give birth to ten or eight children, and you can also form a basketball team and football team, and play football together every weekend!"

The two of them quarreled more and more intensely. The little baby caught in the middle looked at me from the left and him from the right. Amidst the scolding and shouting, he huddled into a small group, clenched his fists and cried loudly: "Wow, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah!" Papa, papa! I want papa! Whoa, whoa, whoa!"

This time the boss heard that the child was crying wrongly, so he ran out immediately, took the child from my arms, hugged her softly, covered her ears, glared at us, and taught us a lesson: "It's just you two who still want to cry!" What about the children? The children who are beaten by steel will be tossed to death, so stop arguing! It's time to eat!"

I got up angrily and wanted to leave. The boss pointed at me with my first name and surname and called: "Asher Zhang, if you dare to step out of the door for me today, I will see if I will go to your house with a steak in the future and sit down for me." Come back, wash your hands and get ready to eat, today I must let you two settle the matter. It’s so annoying, I have to wipe your ass every time, and fix these shitty things.”

Lawyer Mi came up to pull me: "Asher, don't go, let's eat first."

I looked at him, didn't shake off my hand, and said after a while: "I've finished what I should say, you can think for yourself."

It was awkward to eat lunch, the boss specially found a square table, so that my uncle and I had to sit next to each other, or face to face, we couldn't avoid each other no matter what.The four of them swallowed their food in silence. After eating so quietly for a while, the boss couldn't take it anymore: "I called you here to solve the problem. You two are not talking. What do you mean?"

I glared at Lawyer Mi across the way, and continued to cut the beef with my head down.Lawyer Mi saw that I was struggling to cut meat with a knife, and he was also very anxious.I have been in the United States for nearly ten years and I still don’t know how to use a knife. Most of the reasons are due to Uncle Lai. We went to eat steak on our second date. After seeing that I can’t cut meat with a knife, he took my share. Quickly cut and handed over.

Since then, I have never cut meat myself, and the number of times I have used a table knife can be counted on my fingers.It may be hypocritical to say this, but Lawyer Mi really dotes on me like a child, and I also enjoy this kind of pampering very much. Maybe this is the real reason why I cannot accept adopting a child.I'm not ready for Lawyer Mi to give up on me and start pampering another person.

The boss saw that neither of us spoke, so he rambled on for a long time:

"It's really unwise for you two to have a child now. Asher is still too young. If you want a child now, you will have no time to play in the future."

"Look at our family, it's really tossing to death every day."

"Hey Michelle, why do you suddenly want to donate sperm to your colleagues this time? Are you blindly reading some chicken soup novels on the Internet again? Who gave you the idea?"

Lawyer Mi's small eyes looked furtively at the captain sitting next to him, and the captain also looked at him carefully.Seeing their flirtatious glances, the boss immediately understood, and was furious: "Andrew, I knew it was you!"

The captain looked terrified: I can explain that I did give Michelle a suggestion to donate sperm before, but it was really just a suggestion. I said that if he and Asher want a child, they can find a surrogate mother, not that he should find a surrogate mother. Colleagues... Hey, don't do it!

The boss slapped him and said, "Why the hell do you keep doing this kind of thing? Asher said he doesn't want children anymore, why do you keep messing with him? Did you do it on purpose?"

"No, I just mentioned it casually. He praised Eva for being good that day, and he was so envious of what he said. I just said casually that you will have such a little devil in the near future."

"Your uncle in the near future, can you say this casually? Why do you always sow discord when you have nothing to do? You should quickly settle this matter for me now"

The boss pointed at the two of us again and warned: "You don't even want to eat until they get back to the way they were tired before."

The captain pulled the plate pitifully, begging: "Honey, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I will definitely have a good talk with them after dinner..."

"What to eat! Don't eat until the matter is resolved!" The boss angrily took away the plate in front of him and threw it directly into the kitchen.

"..."

The captain looked at us helplessly: "What are you two still arguing about now? Michelle, didn't you tell me before that you refused to give sperm to a female colleague? Why didn't you tell Asher?"

I glanced at my uncle: "You don't give your sperm to Margaret?"

Lawyer Mi nodded: "The day after you kicked me out, I rejected her."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

He thought for a while before opening his mouth: "Because I want a child, whether it is my own or adopted. I hope that when I am 40 years old, I can have a little child like Andrew and Adam."

"Have you ever wondered how old we are? Seven years old. I was only 7 when you were 40. I don't even know if I can live to be 33. Why are you thinking so far away now?"

"Because we're getting married! Of course I'll think long-term, Asher, we're going to get married soon, don't you ever think about what our future should be like?"

To be honest, I never thought that the life after marriage would be no different from now. We still live together and sleep in the same bed, but this time there will be an extra piece of paper proving that we are relatives That's all.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he looked a little ugly: "Have you never thought about what we should do in the future?"

I muttered softly: "Isn't it the same as now? Get up every day, eat breakfast, go to work, eat together again at night, and go to bed together... There won't be any big changes."

Lawyer Mi was a little angry, and raised his tone: "You never thought about it? The days after our marriage, the days after that? Never thought about it at all?"

"I don't think there will be any difference. What are you thinking about?"

He broke down: "Money, inheritance, children, who's going to spend the holidays, etc. After all, we are going to get married and we will become family members."

I was a little dazed: "Are these important? Is it necessary?"

Uncle looked at me in horror: "Have you never planned? Five years later, ten years later, what do you want to accomplish?"

"Have you thought about it?"

"Of course I think about it. I want to save some money after five years. We can go to the suburbs to buy a house. After ten years, we can adopt a child or two, and then we can raise a dog, a cat, or a goldfish..."

Hearing what he said, my heart became a little heavy, because the plan he had in mind was completely different from my ideal.I thought that after we got married, we would live our lives the same way we did in our Manhattan apartment until we died.

Lawyer Kami's ideal life is the classic American apple pie life, house, children, the only difference is that there will be two masters in this family, and no mistress.

Seeing that my face was stiff and my eyes dimmed, he smiled wryly and said, "I have thought a lot, even thought about what kind of life we ​​will live in 50 years...but you never planned our future..."

Why plan? I'm not even sure if I can live another ten years. There is nothing to plan for such a day.

The two of them didn't speak, and after a while, he trembled and said, "Maybe you're right, we should be separated for a while...I'm not sure if you really want to marry me..."

After the captain listened to the whole process, his complexion became even worse, and he hurried into the kitchen to invite the boss to be a rescuer. The boss immediately exploded after hearing his description, and cursed at the captain to teach him a lesson: "Fuck, why do you keep messing things up? Worse!? I'm really convinced of you."

The boss stuffed the daughter into the captain's arms, sighed and sat across from us, and began to be a peacemaker: "Asher, Michelle, listen carefully."

"I know that you are all uncomfortable now. This is normal. Marriage is about two people making compromises together to turn discomfort into comfort. If you quarrel and become stiff because of these things, and you are clamoring to break up, then you two have nothing to do with each other. You don’t need to get married. It’s such a big deal. Donating sperm, planning for the future, buying a house, having children, etc. are all small things that can be solved through communication. Once big things come, what do you do?”

He paused, looked at Michelle and asked, "What will you do if Asher's cancer recurs?" Uncle's eyes were shaken, and he looked at me worriedly, his expression full of worry.

The boss turned to look at me again: "And if you are all unemployed, you can't pay the mortgage, and you may lose your house, what will you do?"

He grasped the hand of the captain who was sitting next to him, and kissed little Eva on the cheek: "And if the child you just adopted is taken back, and your partner is on a mission, he was shot three times, and his life and death are unknown in the hospital. A lot of very expensive surgery fees, and the money left in the family is not even enough for anesthesia, what are you going to do?"

""Sometimes planning is useless, what should come will always come, the world is unpredictable, these things may really happen one day, do you two think you are ready?Ask yourself, is this person who is about to step into the palace with me and join hands for a lifetime, is it worth you to bear the messy things that may happen together?Do you really love him so much that no matter life, old age, sickness, death, poverty, wealth, or the end of the world, you can't be separated, and you will never leave him? "

We were all silent. It's not that this kind of thing never happened. When I was sick, the two quarreled a lot and almost broke up.It is not time that tempers love, but whether you are willing to accompany the other party to overcome difficulties and break through difficulties in times of crisis.Compared with the time of the boss and the captain, our time together is too short.