A and M's Daily Season 2
Chapter 19 Relapse
Lawyer Mi went on a business trip recently, and no one at home took care of me, so I was very comfortable and went out all day.First go to see the boss with little D, and then go to the gay bar to drink and dance until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night.He fumbled home in a daze, fell asleep on the sofa.For several days in a row, I played very cool and happy.
Today I played very late again, and I only came home in the middle of the night. I didn’t sleep for a long time, and I woke up with a stomachache.He stumbled and ran to the toilet, fell headlong into the toilet, and vomited sporadically.My stomach emptied, and I felt much better immediately. I pulled a towel from the shelf next to it and wiped my mouth, ready to wash it off with water.Subconsciously glanced at the toilet, there was a little scarlet floating on it.
My heart panicked for a moment, my brain was dazed, I found a cup to catch some water to rinse my mouth with trembling, and spit it back into the cup.The pure water is tinted a light pink.
There was another wave of nausea in my stomach, and I began to retch while holding the sink, a little blood remained from the corner of my mouth, and the color was particularly oozing.Shaking, I ran back to the house, got the keys, went downstairs, and drove to the hospital.After arriving at the hospital, I went to the emergency department. When I was waiting for the number, I was so scared that I wanted to call my uncle, but then I remembered that he would go to court tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and needed a good rest.After hesitating for a long time, he put the phone back in his pocket.
There was no one in the emergency department at night, and the nurse quickly called my name and led me in.Passing over a thick stack of materials in a brown kraft paper bag, the doctor picked up his eyes and flipped through the pages.
"Have you ever had cancer? Stomach cancer?"
"Yes, stage 1A, it was detected three years ago, surgery was performed, and chemotherapy was performed for [-] months"
"Tell me about the current situation in detail? Your stomach hurts again? You feel nauseous after eating every day. Do you want to vomit after eating?"
"Is that true? I just found out that I vomited some blood today, and I was scared... Is there something wrong with my stomach? The doctor who was in charge of my cancer before said that the chance of recurrence is very small, and I also have regular checkups."
The doctor comforted me: "Don't be too nervous, it may be a common gastric ulcer. I'll ask the nurse to take you for a few tests first. If you have stomach pain, I can prescribe you some painkillers first."
I refused the pain medication and went straight to the lab with the nurse to draw blood.I took eight tubes of blood in a row, and my blood-drawing uncle used to accompany me. This time, I came alone. I was afraid that others would know that I was afraid of pain. A phone call, covering his mouth and suppressing the crying into his throat, waiting for the other person to answer, "Beep beep...beep beep...hey, Asher~ why are you still awake?"
"I don't know who to call, I'm in the hospital now, can you come over?"
Hearing the word "hospital" on the opposite side, he also became anxious: "Why did you go to the hospital? Your stomach is not feeling well again? Which hospital? Wait for me, I will take a taxi there now."
After holding back the tears for a long time, some tears still flowed down: "In the New York General Hospital, the night clinic... Hurry up, little D..."
Little D came very quickly. Seeing me sitting in the waiting room outside, he came up anxiously and asked, "What's going on? What did the doctor say? Oh, I shouldn't let you drink so much, it's all I'm not okay, are you okay? Does your stomach still hurt? Does Michelle know?"
I sat on the chair and shook my head, "I can't tell Michelle that he has an important case tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so he can't be distracted."
Little D fell silent all of a sudden, sat next to me, held my hand and comforted him: "It's okay, it's definitely okay, you haven't relapsed for so long. Don't be afraid, next time we go out to play and don't drink, never again Stop drinking. I will quit with you."
I like to drink very much, and my alcohol addiction is very serious. I used to have three meals a day with wine. I drank it while reading, watching TV, and taking a bath. I could easily drink it all by myself. Two or three bottles of red wine or champagne.After I was diagnosed with cancer, for a long time, Attorney Mi didn't let me touch alcohol at all, and my family didn't buy it.
I didn't have the opportunity to continue to touch alcohol until the third reexamination showed good results and the doctor said that I could drink a little appropriately.At that time, I was so hungry that Lawyer Mi bought a bottle of wine and poured me a glass, but I didn't drink it myself, and poured out the rest.I felt distressed when I saw it: "This bottle of wine costs more than 200 dollars, how expensive, what a waste."
He said with a stern face: "Chemotherapy for gastric cancer costs hundreds of dollars, and it is even more expensive."
I immediately shut up and drank obediently.
Only when he was on a business trip did I have the chance to be presumptuous and go out and drink secretly.I just drank it secretly once, and this kind of thing happened. I was scared and worried in my heart. I wondered what kind of family law he would make to deal with me after I let my uncle know about it.
After waiting for another hour, the X-ray results came out. There was no sign of cancer or gastric ulcer, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The nurse prescribed mild gastric medicine granules for me and told me to drink it on time: "It may be ordinary gastric bleeding. The blood test results will not be known until two or three days later. You can come back in two or three days to get the results."
Little D drove me back and drove me all the way to the door of the house. He boiled a pot of hot water and watched me drink the medicine before leaving in peace.
Before he left, I solemnly told him: "Don't, don't tell Michelle! For the sake of our friendship, don't tell him! After telling him, I will definitely never drink in my life QAQ "
Little D: ...
Two days later, Lawyer Mi won the case and returned triumphantly.It was agreed that I would pick him up, but that day I happened to be going to the hospital to get the report, so I asked Xiao D to help pick him up.
Uncle Lu asked a few words casually, and this worthless traitor confessed me in a short while.
Under the stern torture of Lawyer Mi, little D hesitated and said, "His stomach is not feeling well, and he drank a lot a few days ago... Went to the hospital for an examination, and the cancer department also had an examination Blood, get the results today..."
Michelle's brain was shocked, and there was a thunderbolt. He was so shocked that he couldn't speak clearly, and his tongue was tied up: "Doctor, hospital? When did it happen? Which hospital?"
Then the worthless traitor took his uncle all the way to the hospital, left the uncle behind, and fled the scene in a car.
This incident tells us that when looking for a friend, you really can't find a low IQ. You are not afraid of enemies like gods, but teammates like pigs.
In the hospital, I was sitting quietly on a chair waiting for the results, when a child ran across to me, walking behind my parents, suddenly tripped over my feet and fell to the ground.He didn't cry at first, and wanted to get up by himself, but his mother turned around and asked, "Oh, why did you fall down?"Does it hurt?
As soon as the child heard this, he lay on the ground and cried immediately, and acted like a baby with his mother on his short legs, only willing to get up when his mother came to hug him.
The child's father was very unhappy, stopped his wife, and complained: "Look at you, it's okay, but as soon as you said it, he will be like this."
The mother lovingly picked up the fallen child, and the child hugged her neck tightly, acted like a baby, wiped his little tears and buried his head in her arms...
Only when seeing the closest person, people will relax their vigilance, remove their disguise, and reveal the most timid and fearful side in their hearts.
Lawyer Mi rushed over, running out of breath. When he saw me, he looked angry, his eyebrows were raised high, and his face was so ugly that he hadn't arrived yet. : "Why are you always so disobedient? It's really pissing me off... I'm only on a business trip for a few days and you just play like this... How many times have I told you not to drink too much alcohol? It's not like your stomach doesn't know... Drink less Is it possible to die? Life is more important than wine?...Do you want to be beaten again? You really...haven't been on the house for three days, you!"
I wasn't afraid at first, but when I saw my uncle, I felt very sad, scared, and wanted to cry.
He came over cursing, spitting out lessons, and when he finished cursing, he saw that I had a dull expression on my face, my eyes were dull, and I was obviously distracted, and I yelled again: "Did you hear what I just said clearly?" ?!"
I was so scared that my heart stopped suddenly, and when I came back to my senses, I was suddenly full of grievances, holding back tears and pitifully sniffing my nose and said: "How dare you yell at me QAQ..." (youyelledatme...)
Tears flowed down after the two lines were finished, which frightened Attorney Mi, who was instantly cowardly, hugged me and began to coax: "Oh, Asher, what's wrong with you? Don't, don't cry, okay, I was wrong I was wrong, I shouldn't yell at you, I won't yell at you, is it a bad result? Tell me?"
"You yell at me QAQ..." (youyelledatme...)
The fire in his stomach instantly deflated, he rubbed his head and coaxed softly,
"Don't cry, baby, don't cry. Are you afraid? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid"
I stuck my head in his arms, rubbed hard, cried hard, and said aggrievedly: "I'm scared to death, I'm so scared, you're still attacking me! You're yelling at me QAQ"
"Oh oh ok ok, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't be fierce, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid"
I vented to Uncle Yitong, and after crying enough, I felt much better, but I was almost frightened by him.Pulling me, I kept asking: "Are you okay? You and I saw that you were crying a lot just now... Asher is okay, I can bear it, please tell me, is there any bad news?"
I took out a piece of paper and blew my nose: "Really not, there is no news now, and the blood test results haven't come out yet."
The two sat in the waiting room together, and there was a children's playhouse in the waiting area, which was full of toys and building blocks for the children who came to see the doctor to play.The children's department in the hospital has recently released some new toys, and the smart cuddling bear invented by MIT is particularly popular.The bear, like a robot, can recognize words, speak, and answer questions.
While waiting in the waiting area, I happened to see one in the children's area next to it, and I didn't hesitate to bring it for me to play with.A child obediently sitting next to his mother looked at me enviously.
I was embarrassed to answer it, so I pushed it back: "Uncle, I'm 24 this year, what are you doing to me, it's so embarrassing for others to see it"
He didn't care about this, he still stuffed the bear into my arms: "This bear is really interesting, you can ask him questions, and he can answer them."
I disdain, and sneered: "It must be some very naive questions, the answers have already been entered, and I guess there are only a few answers."
"Then you try, come, say hello to it first, so that it can know your name"
In order to cater to Lawyer Mi's childish mind, I had no choice but to say silly to the toy, "Hello, my name is Asher"
The teddy bear's eyes lit up, and its arms began to shake, "Hello, Asher, nice to meet you"
Attorney Mi also smiled and said, "Hi, I'm Michelle"
"Hi Michelle, nice to meet you"
I didn't ask any more questions, and the bear kept repeating the phrase "Hello, Michelle, nice to meet you" seven or eight times before stopping.The atmosphere became embarrassing, Lawyer Mi pushed me, and whispered, "Quickly ask, it's waiting for you."
"..."
Bite the bullet and thought for a long time, hugged the bear and asked, "Do you know what I'm thinking?"
Hugging Bear's eyes flickered, and he said mechanically: "Asher, you are thinking about the person you love the most"
"Oh? Then do you know who my favorite person is?"
Hugging Bear turned his head and looked around: "The person you love the most, the person you love the most, this person... is now in this room like you"
"Really? Does this person have a name?"
Hugging Bear waved his hand, turned his head to look around, and finally looked at Lawyer Mi: "Asher, the person I love the most is... Michelle"
I also felt a little strange, and asked: "Really? Are you sure? I am a boy, and Michelle is also a boy."
Hugging Bear's eyes lit up: "It's true" (It's true)
Lawyer Mi took the bear and said to it word by word, "Michelle also loves Asher the most, right?"
The toy raised his arms and cheered happily, "It's correct!" (correct answer)
The child sitting next to us watched us play for a long time, couldn't hold back, and whispered to his mother's clothes, asking for her permission.
I noticed it, and walked over to him and handed the bear to him. The child wanted it very much, but didn't dare to reach out to pick it up, and secretly looked up at his mother.Put the bear beside him, squat down and say to the bear: Goodbye, Hugging Bear Teddy Bear has bright eyes, "Goodbye, Asher, bye, Michelle."
The child widened his eyes and was extremely surprised. He stretched out his hand to hug the teddy bear, and asked cautiously, "Hi, hello?"
The teddy bear made a cheerful voice: Hello, I'm Hugging Bear, what's your name?
After waiting for a while, the nurse came and took us into the doctor's office.
Lawyer Mi sat down in a hurry and couldn't wait to ask: "Doctor, is his stomach okay? Is the cancer recurring? Tell me whether it's good news or bad news. I can bear it if it's okay. Really, if there is any There is no need to be too euphemistic about bad news, I am mentally prepared."
That tone, that tone, it's the same as someone dying from advanced cancer
I:……
The doctor raised his glasses, scanned between the two of us, and asked in confusion, "You two... who is the patient?"
The blood test showed no signs of cancer recurrence, just ordinary stomach bleeding, a false alarm, some medicine was prescribed, and the nurse sent us away.On the way home, Lawyer Mi had a dark face, staring at me from time to time with squinted eyes, with a posture of "you do it yourself, don't force me to do it yourself".
I was so hairy when he looked at me, I had no choice but to speak first: "This time I was wrong..."
Before the words fell, he immediately patted the steering wheel and frowned: "How many times have you said this sentence?! Every time you know that you are wrong! Why are you so old?! Every time you just say that I am wrong, I am wrong. Wrong, why do you always do wrong things?"
I shut up and be disciplined
Uncle sighed, and his tone softened, "We agreed before that if you feel uncomfortable or something happens, you must inform me immediately no matter what. Why are you hiding it from me again this time?"
"Isn't this thinking that you have a big case in the next few days? And isn't the blood test result all right? I don't want you to worry about it"
"Is the case more important to you?! Why worry about it? I'm so worried about you all day long. Tell me about you and cause trouble all day long."
Hearing what he said, I was also a little angry: "I'm not all for your own good. You have always told me how rare and important this case is. If you succeed, you will be able to make a big step forward in the company. Can be promoted to a partner. If you mess up because of this matter, you still have to hate me. "
"I hate you? I will really hate you if you don't tell me that the cancer has recurred."
Taking advantage of the traffic jam, he stopped the car and counted with his fingers: "Case, company, promotion, money, all of these things are not as important as you. If you are gone, I want the company, money, and big cases." Any functions?!"
I grabbed his finger and kissed him: "I know, I know, it won't happen in the future, I promise, I won't worry you any more."
His face turned red, he withdrew his fingers and continued driving.
After a while, he muttered in a low voice: "Huh, don't think that I won't throw away the wine at home"
"..."
After dinner, Lawyer Mi ignored my cries, swept up all the wine in the house, and threw it into the trash can downstairs, without giving me any chance to explain or resist.
I huddled on the sofa and sulked and ignored him. Uncle took out the old-fashioned phonograph and put in a black round plastic disc.Classic British slow rock singing fills the room.He picked me up, put his arms around my waist, let me lean on him, and led me to dance in the living room.
Lawyer Mi’s parents are very romantic. According to Lawyer Mi, when they were young, Papa Mi and Mama Mi would put their children aside after dinner every day, and they would play soft music and dance in the living room by themselves. At that time, only The six-year-old uncle thinks his father is very handsome, especially when dancing, the movements and postures are so elegant.It made him want to dance too, so six-year-old Lawyer Mi jolted over, desperately going up to replace his father and dance with his mother.It turned out that he was too short, and he couldn't reach it after jumping around for a long time, and he couldn't even hug his mother's waist.Then Mama Mi bent down, picked him up, let him step on her instep, and danced with him step by step.
When I first started chemo, my hair fell out.At that time, I was particularly depressed. I thought I was ugly, and I always stayed in bed and couldn't get up, and I didn't want to go out.My uncle turned up the heating in the room to the maximum, wrapped me in a thin quilt, and tied it with a belt to fix it. I was held up by him like a taco, and let me step on his instep.He would play some very gentle, slow-paced old French songs, and he would hug me around the floor, around and around, just like that.
Lawyer Mi always said that he wanted the love of his parents, not vigorous, not known to everyone in the world, just plain, warm like the wind, dancing together after dinner every day, and talking about love, that's enough.
In fact, this kind of love, I also yearn for it.
Today I played very late again, and I only came home in the middle of the night. I didn’t sleep for a long time, and I woke up with a stomachache.He stumbled and ran to the toilet, fell headlong into the toilet, and vomited sporadically.My stomach emptied, and I felt much better immediately. I pulled a towel from the shelf next to it and wiped my mouth, ready to wash it off with water.Subconsciously glanced at the toilet, there was a little scarlet floating on it.
My heart panicked for a moment, my brain was dazed, I found a cup to catch some water to rinse my mouth with trembling, and spit it back into the cup.The pure water is tinted a light pink.
There was another wave of nausea in my stomach, and I began to retch while holding the sink, a little blood remained from the corner of my mouth, and the color was particularly oozing.Shaking, I ran back to the house, got the keys, went downstairs, and drove to the hospital.After arriving at the hospital, I went to the emergency department. When I was waiting for the number, I was so scared that I wanted to call my uncle, but then I remembered that he would go to court tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and needed a good rest.After hesitating for a long time, he put the phone back in his pocket.
There was no one in the emergency department at night, and the nurse quickly called my name and led me in.Passing over a thick stack of materials in a brown kraft paper bag, the doctor picked up his eyes and flipped through the pages.
"Have you ever had cancer? Stomach cancer?"
"Yes, stage 1A, it was detected three years ago, surgery was performed, and chemotherapy was performed for [-] months"
"Tell me about the current situation in detail? Your stomach hurts again? You feel nauseous after eating every day. Do you want to vomit after eating?"
"Is that true? I just found out that I vomited some blood today, and I was scared... Is there something wrong with my stomach? The doctor who was in charge of my cancer before said that the chance of recurrence is very small, and I also have regular checkups."
The doctor comforted me: "Don't be too nervous, it may be a common gastric ulcer. I'll ask the nurse to take you for a few tests first. If you have stomach pain, I can prescribe you some painkillers first."
I refused the pain medication and went straight to the lab with the nurse to draw blood.I took eight tubes of blood in a row, and my blood-drawing uncle used to accompany me. This time, I came alone. I was afraid that others would know that I was afraid of pain. A phone call, covering his mouth and suppressing the crying into his throat, waiting for the other person to answer, "Beep beep...beep beep...hey, Asher~ why are you still awake?"
"I don't know who to call, I'm in the hospital now, can you come over?"
Hearing the word "hospital" on the opposite side, he also became anxious: "Why did you go to the hospital? Your stomach is not feeling well again? Which hospital? Wait for me, I will take a taxi there now."
After holding back the tears for a long time, some tears still flowed down: "In the New York General Hospital, the night clinic... Hurry up, little D..."
Little D came very quickly. Seeing me sitting in the waiting room outside, he came up anxiously and asked, "What's going on? What did the doctor say? Oh, I shouldn't let you drink so much, it's all I'm not okay, are you okay? Does your stomach still hurt? Does Michelle know?"
I sat on the chair and shook my head, "I can't tell Michelle that he has an important case tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so he can't be distracted."
Little D fell silent all of a sudden, sat next to me, held my hand and comforted him: "It's okay, it's definitely okay, you haven't relapsed for so long. Don't be afraid, next time we go out to play and don't drink, never again Stop drinking. I will quit with you."
I like to drink very much, and my alcohol addiction is very serious. I used to have three meals a day with wine. I drank it while reading, watching TV, and taking a bath. I could easily drink it all by myself. Two or three bottles of red wine or champagne.After I was diagnosed with cancer, for a long time, Attorney Mi didn't let me touch alcohol at all, and my family didn't buy it.
I didn't have the opportunity to continue to touch alcohol until the third reexamination showed good results and the doctor said that I could drink a little appropriately.At that time, I was so hungry that Lawyer Mi bought a bottle of wine and poured me a glass, but I didn't drink it myself, and poured out the rest.I felt distressed when I saw it: "This bottle of wine costs more than 200 dollars, how expensive, what a waste."
He said with a stern face: "Chemotherapy for gastric cancer costs hundreds of dollars, and it is even more expensive."
I immediately shut up and drank obediently.
Only when he was on a business trip did I have the chance to be presumptuous and go out and drink secretly.I just drank it secretly once, and this kind of thing happened. I was scared and worried in my heart. I wondered what kind of family law he would make to deal with me after I let my uncle know about it.
After waiting for another hour, the X-ray results came out. There was no sign of cancer or gastric ulcer, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The nurse prescribed mild gastric medicine granules for me and told me to drink it on time: "It may be ordinary gastric bleeding. The blood test results will not be known until two or three days later. You can come back in two or three days to get the results."
Little D drove me back and drove me all the way to the door of the house. He boiled a pot of hot water and watched me drink the medicine before leaving in peace.
Before he left, I solemnly told him: "Don't, don't tell Michelle! For the sake of our friendship, don't tell him! After telling him, I will definitely never drink in my life QAQ "
Little D: ...
Two days later, Lawyer Mi won the case and returned triumphantly.It was agreed that I would pick him up, but that day I happened to be going to the hospital to get the report, so I asked Xiao D to help pick him up.
Uncle Lu asked a few words casually, and this worthless traitor confessed me in a short while.
Under the stern torture of Lawyer Mi, little D hesitated and said, "His stomach is not feeling well, and he drank a lot a few days ago... Went to the hospital for an examination, and the cancer department also had an examination Blood, get the results today..."
Michelle's brain was shocked, and there was a thunderbolt. He was so shocked that he couldn't speak clearly, and his tongue was tied up: "Doctor, hospital? When did it happen? Which hospital?"
Then the worthless traitor took his uncle all the way to the hospital, left the uncle behind, and fled the scene in a car.
This incident tells us that when looking for a friend, you really can't find a low IQ. You are not afraid of enemies like gods, but teammates like pigs.
In the hospital, I was sitting quietly on a chair waiting for the results, when a child ran across to me, walking behind my parents, suddenly tripped over my feet and fell to the ground.He didn't cry at first, and wanted to get up by himself, but his mother turned around and asked, "Oh, why did you fall down?"Does it hurt?
As soon as the child heard this, he lay on the ground and cried immediately, and acted like a baby with his mother on his short legs, only willing to get up when his mother came to hug him.
The child's father was very unhappy, stopped his wife, and complained: "Look at you, it's okay, but as soon as you said it, he will be like this."
The mother lovingly picked up the fallen child, and the child hugged her neck tightly, acted like a baby, wiped his little tears and buried his head in her arms...
Only when seeing the closest person, people will relax their vigilance, remove their disguise, and reveal the most timid and fearful side in their hearts.
Lawyer Mi rushed over, running out of breath. When he saw me, he looked angry, his eyebrows were raised high, and his face was so ugly that he hadn't arrived yet. : "Why are you always so disobedient? It's really pissing me off... I'm only on a business trip for a few days and you just play like this... How many times have I told you not to drink too much alcohol? It's not like your stomach doesn't know... Drink less Is it possible to die? Life is more important than wine?...Do you want to be beaten again? You really...haven't been on the house for three days, you!"
I wasn't afraid at first, but when I saw my uncle, I felt very sad, scared, and wanted to cry.
He came over cursing, spitting out lessons, and when he finished cursing, he saw that I had a dull expression on my face, my eyes were dull, and I was obviously distracted, and I yelled again: "Did you hear what I just said clearly?" ?!"
I was so scared that my heart stopped suddenly, and when I came back to my senses, I was suddenly full of grievances, holding back tears and pitifully sniffing my nose and said: "How dare you yell at me QAQ..." (youyelledatme...)
Tears flowed down after the two lines were finished, which frightened Attorney Mi, who was instantly cowardly, hugged me and began to coax: "Oh, Asher, what's wrong with you? Don't, don't cry, okay, I was wrong I was wrong, I shouldn't yell at you, I won't yell at you, is it a bad result? Tell me?"
"You yell at me QAQ..." (youyelledatme...)
The fire in his stomach instantly deflated, he rubbed his head and coaxed softly,
"Don't cry, baby, don't cry. Are you afraid? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid"
I stuck my head in his arms, rubbed hard, cried hard, and said aggrievedly: "I'm scared to death, I'm so scared, you're still attacking me! You're yelling at me QAQ"
"Oh oh ok ok, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't be fierce, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid"
I vented to Uncle Yitong, and after crying enough, I felt much better, but I was almost frightened by him.Pulling me, I kept asking: "Are you okay? You and I saw that you were crying a lot just now... Asher is okay, I can bear it, please tell me, is there any bad news?"
I took out a piece of paper and blew my nose: "Really not, there is no news now, and the blood test results haven't come out yet."
The two sat in the waiting room together, and there was a children's playhouse in the waiting area, which was full of toys and building blocks for the children who came to see the doctor to play.The children's department in the hospital has recently released some new toys, and the smart cuddling bear invented by MIT is particularly popular.The bear, like a robot, can recognize words, speak, and answer questions.
While waiting in the waiting area, I happened to see one in the children's area next to it, and I didn't hesitate to bring it for me to play with.A child obediently sitting next to his mother looked at me enviously.
I was embarrassed to answer it, so I pushed it back: "Uncle, I'm 24 this year, what are you doing to me, it's so embarrassing for others to see it"
He didn't care about this, he still stuffed the bear into my arms: "This bear is really interesting, you can ask him questions, and he can answer them."
I disdain, and sneered: "It must be some very naive questions, the answers have already been entered, and I guess there are only a few answers."
"Then you try, come, say hello to it first, so that it can know your name"
In order to cater to Lawyer Mi's childish mind, I had no choice but to say silly to the toy, "Hello, my name is Asher"
The teddy bear's eyes lit up, and its arms began to shake, "Hello, Asher, nice to meet you"
Attorney Mi also smiled and said, "Hi, I'm Michelle"
"Hi Michelle, nice to meet you"
I didn't ask any more questions, and the bear kept repeating the phrase "Hello, Michelle, nice to meet you" seven or eight times before stopping.The atmosphere became embarrassing, Lawyer Mi pushed me, and whispered, "Quickly ask, it's waiting for you."
"..."
Bite the bullet and thought for a long time, hugged the bear and asked, "Do you know what I'm thinking?"
Hugging Bear's eyes flickered, and he said mechanically: "Asher, you are thinking about the person you love the most"
"Oh? Then do you know who my favorite person is?"
Hugging Bear turned his head and looked around: "The person you love the most, the person you love the most, this person... is now in this room like you"
"Really? Does this person have a name?"
Hugging Bear waved his hand, turned his head to look around, and finally looked at Lawyer Mi: "Asher, the person I love the most is... Michelle"
I also felt a little strange, and asked: "Really? Are you sure? I am a boy, and Michelle is also a boy."
Hugging Bear's eyes lit up: "It's true" (It's true)
Lawyer Mi took the bear and said to it word by word, "Michelle also loves Asher the most, right?"
The toy raised his arms and cheered happily, "It's correct!" (correct answer)
The child sitting next to us watched us play for a long time, couldn't hold back, and whispered to his mother's clothes, asking for her permission.
I noticed it, and walked over to him and handed the bear to him. The child wanted it very much, but didn't dare to reach out to pick it up, and secretly looked up at his mother.Put the bear beside him, squat down and say to the bear: Goodbye, Hugging Bear Teddy Bear has bright eyes, "Goodbye, Asher, bye, Michelle."
The child widened his eyes and was extremely surprised. He stretched out his hand to hug the teddy bear, and asked cautiously, "Hi, hello?"
The teddy bear made a cheerful voice: Hello, I'm Hugging Bear, what's your name?
After waiting for a while, the nurse came and took us into the doctor's office.
Lawyer Mi sat down in a hurry and couldn't wait to ask: "Doctor, is his stomach okay? Is the cancer recurring? Tell me whether it's good news or bad news. I can bear it if it's okay. Really, if there is any There is no need to be too euphemistic about bad news, I am mentally prepared."
That tone, that tone, it's the same as someone dying from advanced cancer
I:……
The doctor raised his glasses, scanned between the two of us, and asked in confusion, "You two... who is the patient?"
The blood test showed no signs of cancer recurrence, just ordinary stomach bleeding, a false alarm, some medicine was prescribed, and the nurse sent us away.On the way home, Lawyer Mi had a dark face, staring at me from time to time with squinted eyes, with a posture of "you do it yourself, don't force me to do it yourself".
I was so hairy when he looked at me, I had no choice but to speak first: "This time I was wrong..."
Before the words fell, he immediately patted the steering wheel and frowned: "How many times have you said this sentence?! Every time you know that you are wrong! Why are you so old?! Every time you just say that I am wrong, I am wrong. Wrong, why do you always do wrong things?"
I shut up and be disciplined
Uncle sighed, and his tone softened, "We agreed before that if you feel uncomfortable or something happens, you must inform me immediately no matter what. Why are you hiding it from me again this time?"
"Isn't this thinking that you have a big case in the next few days? And isn't the blood test result all right? I don't want you to worry about it"
"Is the case more important to you?! Why worry about it? I'm so worried about you all day long. Tell me about you and cause trouble all day long."
Hearing what he said, I was also a little angry: "I'm not all for your own good. You have always told me how rare and important this case is. If you succeed, you will be able to make a big step forward in the company. Can be promoted to a partner. If you mess up because of this matter, you still have to hate me. "
"I hate you? I will really hate you if you don't tell me that the cancer has recurred."
Taking advantage of the traffic jam, he stopped the car and counted with his fingers: "Case, company, promotion, money, all of these things are not as important as you. If you are gone, I want the company, money, and big cases." Any functions?!"
I grabbed his finger and kissed him: "I know, I know, it won't happen in the future, I promise, I won't worry you any more."
His face turned red, he withdrew his fingers and continued driving.
After a while, he muttered in a low voice: "Huh, don't think that I won't throw away the wine at home"
"..."
After dinner, Lawyer Mi ignored my cries, swept up all the wine in the house, and threw it into the trash can downstairs, without giving me any chance to explain or resist.
I huddled on the sofa and sulked and ignored him. Uncle took out the old-fashioned phonograph and put in a black round plastic disc.Classic British slow rock singing fills the room.He picked me up, put his arms around my waist, let me lean on him, and led me to dance in the living room.
Lawyer Mi’s parents are very romantic. According to Lawyer Mi, when they were young, Papa Mi and Mama Mi would put their children aside after dinner every day, and they would play soft music and dance in the living room by themselves. At that time, only The six-year-old uncle thinks his father is very handsome, especially when dancing, the movements and postures are so elegant.It made him want to dance too, so six-year-old Lawyer Mi jolted over, desperately going up to replace his father and dance with his mother.It turned out that he was too short, and he couldn't reach it after jumping around for a long time, and he couldn't even hug his mother's waist.Then Mama Mi bent down, picked him up, let him step on her instep, and danced with him step by step.
When I first started chemo, my hair fell out.At that time, I was particularly depressed. I thought I was ugly, and I always stayed in bed and couldn't get up, and I didn't want to go out.My uncle turned up the heating in the room to the maximum, wrapped me in a thin quilt, and tied it with a belt to fix it. I was held up by him like a taco, and let me step on his instep.He would play some very gentle, slow-paced old French songs, and he would hug me around the floor, around and around, just like that.
Lawyer Mi always said that he wanted the love of his parents, not vigorous, not known to everyone in the world, just plain, warm like the wind, dancing together after dinner every day, and talking about love, that's enough.
In fact, this kind of love, I also yearn for it.
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