hot summer gl

The corners are also frayed.If it wasn't for the girl not paying attention to maintenance, it would have been used for many years.

Not bad in this age where changing phones is faster than SIM cards.I thought.

Zhang Ning came over behind me and patted my shoulder.I returned the phone to her and stared at her unchanged face, not knowing what to say.An invisible silence stands among us.

She put the phone in her pocket casually, and continued to lean against the tree.The teacher said that you used to be a student here... Were there any competitions like this before?

How not?I said.But not on your scale.

What about other than this?

Sports meeting, party, and some small competitions.Not much less.I said.

Zhang Ning groaned and looked at me thoughtfully.The teacher can play the guitar, right?

certainly.Otherwise, should I buy it back as a decoration?Of course, I didn't say the latter sentence.

Is the teacher free to teach me?There was a moment of silence, she said.

I was stunned and asked her, wouldn't you?

I only know that one.Zhang Ning said naturally.I thought it sounded good before, so I went to learn it.

I pondered her words over and over again, and figured out that the other end of the line leads to the dark end.

All right.I pretended to be stupid and said, how about this, I am usually free on weekends, so you can come to me on weekends.

Well, thank you teacher.She said something muffled, and returned to her seat without saying a word.I stood there for a while and left with my hands in my pockets.

The next day I learned that 90 took No.2.Not bad grades.After the gymnastics competition was the rehearsal for the next day's sports meeting. Anyway, I wasn't participating, so there was nothing to see.

I just went back to the dormitory and stayed there until after six o'clock, then made myself a dinner, watched the news, and went for a walk.There is no particular route, just random walks.It is now eight o'clock in the evening.The streets at night are more lively, mostly young people.I walked around the school, bought a cup of milk tea and two "open dates" and came back.

Small towns are so perpetually devoid of entertainment that I have hours and hours of boredom.Whenever this happens, I join the teachers in their movement.Basketball, badminton, and volleyball. Unfortunately, people here don't like table tennis, so I'm good at it.

On Friday morning, the sports meeting officially kicked off.Unlike the gymnastics competition, the students could move around freely, and the school felt a lot more chaotic in an instant.

I also didn't come in the morning. Zhang Ning's 800-meter run was scheduled for the afternoon. She had nothing to do in the morning, so naturally there was nothing to do with me.What's more, I don't like a noisy environment. It's true that I love a lively environment, but there is a limit.

I lay on the bed and hugged the quilt to watch a movie, "Lian Lian Shi Qing" that I watched when I was in college.I also have an indescribably weird feeling in my heart when I choose to review this movie during this "special" period.

I have a hobby, I don't like to re-watch TV or movies, but I don't tire of flipping through books.I fast forwarded while watching, and soon arrived at the party scene in the play.

The girl hastily tore off the piece of paper on which the lyrics were written, with a look of letting go on her face.The girl caught up with the band's guitarist and explained to him how to play the chords.

The protagonist of the next performance is naturally her.The teacher came over without any accident, his melancholy eyes were full of emotions.

The song also ends in a hurry.

In the next second, there were naked/naked entangled figures of the two.The light was not too dark, and the two could be vaguely distinguished.The ambiguous voice was amplified in the earphones and entered the ears.

I fast forward again.

Frankly speaking, I don't have any opinions on sexual matters, it all starts with raw desire/desire.I have never found it difficult to say the words "do/love".

In high school, I had such a deskmate.Claims to have no sexual interest in men, and certainly not of the same sex.Not only that, but whenever we accidentally mentioned that aspect, even if it was just a simple kiss.She will also reply to me, disgusting.

I often argued with her, saying, you said you wouldn't like anyone but you didn't meet that person.

She also often replies to me: I say no, it means no.

Later, I heard that she was married and had a child.

Don't say anything too early, I read, you just haven't met the person who can inspire your "potential".

☆, match 2

At two o'clock in the afternoon, I woke up from my afternoon nap, and when I opened the window to breathe, I heard a faint voice of noisy people, thinking that the afternoon game was about to start.

The sunlight leaked from the thick clouds, bringing a warm feeling that almost made people fall asleep.I changed clothes, poured a glass of water from a disposable cup, and put some salt.Stepping on slippers, he walked to the playground, because he didn't know when Zhang Ning would play, so he had to be there first.

I walked half the playground along the fence set by the members of the student union, and crossed the runway. I saw a few students in the 90s standing around the wooden table that had been moved down, most of them were women.There are not so many games in the afternoon, and there are indeed fewer people.Perhaps those students who sneaked back to the classroom were watching a movie.In short, there are very few people who study, and I know it without looking.

I walked towards them with a water glass, only then did I recognize the three girls I saw in Linhu last time, and Zhang Ning was not here.I put the water glass on the wooden table next to the thermos that the class uses to turn on the water.

Hi.I greet them.

teacher?How did you come?A girl came back, they seemed very surprised by my appearance.

come and see.I said, casually leaning on the tree trunk, the benefits of planting trees in schools appeared at this time.How was the game in the morning?

good.They said, becoming proud again.But our class ran first in the 400 meters!Women's!

fine.I nodded, and Zhang Ning and my department representative were walking over from the canteen in sight. It turned out that they were going to buy ice cream, really.

Perhaps because of the competition, Zhang Ning dressed very lightly. The long gray and green plaid shirt she was wearing was the same as the one I was wearing, except for the different colors.Those who don't know the truth think that we bought it together, but it is really possible that the same producer produced it.

When does our class match start?I looked away and brushed my hair unconsciously.On the other side of the line of sight, there are four girls running at a similar distance.By convention, the girls compete first.

In our class, we are here after the third year of junior high school, and now we are in the first year of junior high school.

I said oh, it seems to be early.I haven't participated in the sports meeting for a long time, so I thought it was randomly selected.Yes, I have also participated in, coincidentally, also the 800-meter run.But at that time, I only got fourth place, so I really had nothing to show off to others.

Zhang Ning and Representative Ke came over with ice cream in their mouths. Representative Ke threw the plastic bag in his hand to them, and everyone grabbed it.The representative of the department looked at me and said hello to the teacher carelessly. After getting along with each other for most of the semester, the relationship between us has become much more casual.

Zhang Ning just kept the popsicle in his mouth and looked at me with an inexplicable look.I am not unfamiliar with this look, even very familiar.This is the way I used to look at my teacher.The people around were noisy, and even their emotions were unclear.

I suddenly had a feeling that I was superfluous. This is a group of students exuding vitality like the rising sun, and I seemed so out of place.Even if it's not because of my personality, I can't fit into this circle.

At the end of the runway on the opposite side, there was a burst of cheers. I don't know who won?

While waiting for Zhang Ning's competition, they chatted casually and attracted the students from 91 next door, including the student who participated in the competition.

Finally, out of nowhere, they got into a bet on which of the two classes would win. The bet was surprisingly cheap, and the loser gave each of the winners a lollipop.I laughed to myself, only they can think of it.During the argument, someone suddenly pushed me out.

Teacher, why don't you guess who will win?

At this time, Zhang Ning had already wiped out the popsicles, and looked at me expectantly after hearing this.It seems that there is no way to escape.

This...you won't know until after the competition.I'm doing my last desperate struggle.

The students booed, teacher, just guess!That's how fun it is.

Then... I looked at them in embarrassment, and the balance in my heart suddenly lost its balance. ... Zhang Ning.

As soon as the words came out, I saw Zhang Ning's eyes brighten up.Later I belatedly remembered that it was the first time I called her name.But it doesn't matter, does it?

Do you hear me? The classmate of 90 said to the provocation of 91, Teacher Lin said so, you should prepare the lollipops, and ask for Alps!After speaking, he told Zhang Ning that he must beat her!Our sugar depends on you!

Zhang Ning curled his lips in disinterest.

The girl who participated in the 91 competition said to me wrongedly: "Mr. Lin, you don't even help me."Girls are tall, not fat, and look more suitable for sprinting.But I know the reason very well, so I just shrugged my shoulders, well, I support both of you, but don't try too hard, be careful of your body.

The school radio broadcast the list of contestants in due course, and the conversation finally stopped.I breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know what will happen if this continues.

The school set the start on the runway facing the commissary, because the runway is only 300 meters, and the runners need to run two laps and then 200 meters, which happens to be the opposite runway.

The students in the first year of high school put on their number plates and did warm-up exercises in their respective positions.I saw Zhang Ning half kneeling down to tie his shoelaces, with a calm and confident profile.

The referee blew his whistle in a dignified manner, and the game began.In the first 200 meters, there was not much difference, and Zhang Ning and the girl from 91 ran ahead.There were not many people on the playground, and they could be vaguely seen through the gaps between the heads.I carried the water and moved with the big team to the finish line.

After one lap, the gap began to widen, and two girls fell down.But they are still the two leading the way. These two people are trying their best to fight for the first place, right?

I was lost in thought when someone touched my elbow, it was the short-haired girl from before.She asked me curiously: Teacher, when did you take a glass of water?

Just now.I answered casually.You just didn't see it.The water glass lost its temperature in my hand, but fortunately it is not cold now.

oh.The short-haired girl suddenly smiled slyly, and said to me mysteriously: Actually, teacher, we are sure to win.Don't you know, every time Zhang Ning participates in the 800 meters, she wins.You see, how can the other party's small arms and legs be enough for her?

I laughed, she is not fat.

The girl froze for a moment and then laughed.Well, I mean Zhang Ning exercises a lot, she is strong.

All right.I really can't see it.I said, Zhang Ning is quite tall, and his long legs are the most eye-catching.The clothes she usually wears don't show her figure very much, I really didn't think of that.

He caught sight of Zhang Ning appearing at the corner of the runway.I stuffed the water glass into the girl's hand and held it.I said.

What are you doing for me?

If you tell you to take it, take it.I rarely get stronger.The girl let out an ooh.

This is salt water, let her drink some after the game.

Who is it?

Who gets first.I said unnaturally.

In just 2 minutes, it was the second lap, and the two classes of 90 and 91 were shouting for cheer or they were still one lap away!I noticed that their speed slowed down a bit and they began to gasp for breath.But even so, Zhang Ning was still ahead, and she seemed to be unaffected. The girl at 91 was a few steps behind her.If nothing else, the champion is Zhang Ning.

The waiting time for the result seemed to be much faster. In a trance, Zhang Ning appeared at the corner again, followed by two people behind her.When there were only 100 meters left, the three of them accelerated one after another.The classmates scattered on both sides of the runway cheered even more passionately.It seems that even the temperature has been rendered enthusiastically, rising a few degrees.

I was standing in the crowd, and the girl who was wearing a plaid shirt similar to mine was running towards me or the finish line.For a moment, there was an illusion of unreality.

The result was naturally as I expected. Zhang Ning, who was paler than before, sprinted first, and the first place belonged to her undisputedly.Zhang Ning slowed down and jogged. It is generally best not to stop and rest immediately after a long-distance run. The 90-year-old girls also ran with her, some supported her, and some asked if she was not feeling well.The short-haired girl also handed water to her and said, let's have a drink.

I was submerged in the crowd without saying a word, watching silently.Poor class 91 girl, No.2 is always forgotten.

Zhang Ning finally stopped and walked back, her face looked a little weak, she wiped off her sweat, and took a small sip of water.He took a sip and stopped.Salty?she asked.

Yes, salt water.Girls answer.

I don't know the rest of the conversation, I have already left.On the way back to the dormitory, I couldn't figure out how to define such behavior.Anyway, I can't figure it out, so let it be.I told myself.

It was the weekend after the school sports meeting. I thought that Zhang Ning would come to me as we agreed, but I didn't see her figure with two days of anticipation or something.I don't have her contact information, even if I had... I know myself, even if I had, I wouldn't contact her.Because of this, I didn't realize she was off work until I went to class on Monday.In the past half of the semester, Zhang Ning has not had a record of being late or asking for leave, so it is no wonder that I am so surprised.

Before class, I pretended to be an inadvertent representative of the subject - I haven't changed my position for half a semester.

Zhang Ning asked for leave?I learned early on what it means when someone's name slips off the tongue without a hitch.

I don't know, I don't reply to text messages, and I don't answer her calls.

I couldn't help frowning, can't find anyone?When did this happen?

Representative Ke hesitated. Well, we haven't seen each other since we separated on Friday.But the class teacher should know.

After class, I went straight to the office, but unfortunately, the head teacher disappeared.I sat down and waited for him restlessly, and my anxiety spread bit by bit, like a black mist covering my heart.

The accident of my parents made me develop a bad habit of thinking about the worst in everything.I can't control that terrible thought, it is growing uncontrollably.Bring up the dross hidden deep in your heart.

I finally couldn't help calling the head teacher and asked him about Zhang Ning straight to the point.

Oh, you said her.The head teacher's tone was very relaxed, and my heart actually relaxed a little bit. It seems that he knew Zhang Ning's whereabouts.Sure enough, he went on to say that her parents called me to ask for leave last night, saying that something happened at home and they didn't come back until Wednesday.

I didn't ask any more questions, but I vaguely guessed something.After thanking the head teacher, I put down the phone and stared at the phone screen in a daze for nearly half an hour.

☆, Zhang Ning

When self-study was over on Tuesday night, I couldn't go back to the dormitory to rest as usual, just because the female teachers in the office forced me to drink sugar water.

Generally speaking, the colder the weather, the better the business of barbecue stalls.A group of us sat next to the barbecue stall, listening to the "sizzle" sound during the barbecue, the smell of meat and people's shouts wafting in the air.This small town is also lively at night in autumn and winter.Except for street days, there is only loneliness when walking on the street.

We sat down around a small short table, and the person on my left was Mr. Lu who invited me to play unsuccessfully on the National Day last time.It is said that they went to Hainan.No wonder it was so dark when I came back.

I remember that in the first year of high school, the teacher also went to Hainan and complained to us when he came back: I only remembered to put sunscreen on my face, but forgot my hands.

The result can be imagined.

Mr. Kobayashi?Teacher Lu touched my shoulder, why are you in a daze?

nothing.I said, it happened that the sugar water came up at this time, steaming hot.

By the way, how old is Mr. Kobayashi?Teacher Lu looked at me as if unwilling to give up, oh, I remembered, just now they were discussing the relationship between the eldest teacher's son among us.

24 bar.I stammered, it turned out that asking me to drink sugar water was just an excuse.Sure enough, when a woman reaches a certain age, there will be a lot of "enthusiastic" coal ladies.I can't help but suspect that the last National Day tour was also a trick?

Teacher Lu and the other teachers looked at each other and smiled, and I suddenly had a bad feeling.

Teacher Kobayashi is so young, do you have a boyfriend?

Although I didn't want to, I answered honestly.In Han's words, Jin, what you are worst at is lying.

not yet.I said.The sugar water in the bowl suddenly felt a little greasy.what am i doing hereDealing with a group of teachers who have grown up?Then say you haven't found someone you like or are you still young?

If I say I like women, will they be so warm?

Absolutely not, I know it!But I didn't have the courage to say it.Furthermore, I feel that the other party is just my colleague, so why embarrass both parties because of my own sexual orientation.I thought about it in my heart, and no emotion was revealed on my face.

Teacher Lu naturally didn't see the richness and variety in my heart, and kept talking about something, from insinuating hints to the importance and urgency of life's major events.The older teacher also seemed satisfied with me and introduced her son.

When it was time to break up the partnership, I only remembered a few points, one: Women should find a man to marry.Two: When you meet a good man, you must act first.Three: That man is an office white-collar worker, currently working in Nanning.

I'm not interested at all, but there's nothing I can do about it.

I turned on the flashlight of my phone and glanced at the time, it was exactly ten o'clock.I am speechless, it takes so long to drink a bowl of sugar water.

Tonight there will be no moon or stars, and tomorrow will be mostly cloudy or rainy.I thought absently, Zhang Ning will be back tomorrow, right?

Why did you suddenly think of her again?

I sighed silently in my heart, forgot to observe the ground, and was startled until I felt something soft being kicked.

Teacher, it's me... With a weak voice, I hurriedly aimed the light source at the source of the voice, it was Zhang Ning!

She was sitting with her knees hugged, her long hair spilled over her shoulders, her head was buried in her knees, her figure was a small ball, surrounded by endless darkness, she looked very fragile at this moment.Zhang Ning looked up at me, his eyes were red and swollen, showing signs of crying.Not only that, her brows were full of exhaustion, like someone who hadn't closed their eyes for a few days, her whole face was lifeless.

I feel sorry for her like this.

I really didn't notice her when she was sitting in the corner by the door before.

Immediately afterwards, a lot of questions popped up in my mind, for example, where has she been these few days?Why is it here now?How long have you been waiting here?But what is certain is that all this abnormality stems from the events that made her disappear.

I looked at the gray-green plaid shirt and white short sleeves on her, trying to recall whether she was wearing the same one last Friday, but the memory was too vague, and I only remembered the outer shirt.However, it is also certain that this dress is not suitable for wearing now.

Get up first.I said, suddenly thought of something, reached out and pulled her up.Zhang Ning subconsciously made a hammering movement, which further confirmed my guess.She should have been waiting for a long time.

I opened the door and fumbled the switch, and the light of the incandescent lamp illuminated the small house.Zhang Ning followed me into the room without saying a word. As soon as I turned around when the door was closed, I felt a dark shadow approaching me, surrounded by my cool body temperature.The hot tears of the girl slid down my neck, so hot.

Zhang Ning didn't hug her tightly, but I didn't want to move at all. I couldn't bear the sadness and heavy exhaustion on her body.

What's wrong?I asked her as lightly as possible.

These words seemed to touch her tear ducts, and Zhang Ning began to sob softly.The room was so quiet, and every cry of hers hit me inside.

He's gone, teacher, grandpa is gone...he doesn't want me anymore.Zhang Ning's voice was so hoarse that he could hardly distinguish the original tone.

I'm starting to realize what "gone" means.In fact, I already knew the phrase "something at home" and the representative of the department said: I will not reply to text messages or answer calls.I vaguely guessed.Sometimes a woman's sixth sense is so accurate that it's weird.

I put my arms around her shoulders and held her in my arms. At this time, she was more like an ordinary girl of fifteen or sixteen.

Stop pretending to be strong.

I see, don't be too sad, okay?I'm sure he doesn't want to see you like this either.I comforted awkwardly.I have always felt that death is far away from me.After all, it has been so many years since my parents passed away, and all the pain and sorrow have faded into a shadow, buried deeply together with the past.

People always have to look forward.

The growth of each of our generations is accompanied by the death of the previous generation.No one is more sad than anyone else.

But I can't do it, I can't even see him for the last time!He loves me so much... I also bought his favorite tea, why doesn't he drink it?I called him, why didn't he answer me... How can a person who likes quietness like grandpa bear those voices...

Zhang Ning babbled in my arms, and it was obvious that she had a deep affection for her grandfather.I am silent, I think, all she needs is a hug and a tell.I said in my heart, say it, it's better to say it.

teacher.Zhang Ning was silent for a long time, then called me in a low voice.

Ok.

Sorry to come to you suddenly.

I froze for a moment, and let go of her.The temperature in my arms disappeared suddenly, and even the tear stains were like wind blowing, forming hard flakes on the skin.I put my hands on her shoulders, stared into her eyes and said seriously: Don't say that, I can understand your mood.I know some things may not be useful even if I say them, but I still have to say them.I know you're upset, and there's nothing wrong with that.I just hope you take good care of yourself, don't be the next one to fall.

Zhang Ning lowered his eyes and said, I will.

I handed her a tissue and wiped it off.I pulled Zhang Ning to sit on the sofa, and only then did I see her outfit clearly.The clothes and trousers were wrinkled and stained with the color of mud. It seemed that she really hadn't changed clothes for a few days.Now it's November, and the night is colder than the day, and I don't know how she survived the cold weather during the vigil.

I suddenly thought of a question, has she not eaten properly these days?I looked at her side face, a faint anger welled up spontaneously, I was angry that she didn't take good care of herself.

Maybe Zhang Ning doesn't know now that sadness is the most empathetic emotion.

Just like now, all I care about is her.

Are you going home or staying with me?I asked her, in her current state, I was really worried about letting her go home alone.

Zhang Ning didn't speak.

Well, if you don't talk to me, you will stay here by default.Have you had dinner yet?I asked her again.

This time Zhang Ning hesitated for a moment and shook his head slowly.

I sigh, you go take a shower first, and I will cook a bowl of noodles.I think of the pajamas, which I folded and put away after I washed them, and now I just need them.

Zhang Ning stood up numbly, feeling a little at a loss, the tears on her face had dried up, but her eyes were no longer bright.

I had no choice but to find out the pajamas, bring over the spare slippers, and push her into the bathroom.After she came last time, as if I had a premonition, I kept a spare copy of the daily necessities at home.

Take a good shower and you'll feel better.I closed the bathroom door, then opened it again, no cold water allowed!

Zhang Ning turned his head to look at me, and squeezed out a not-so-good-looking smile.

After closing the door again, I went back to my room and changed my clothes. Looking at the dark water stains on the collar, I laughed in my heart and said: Women are made of water, this sentence is indeed true.

It was the first time I was hugged and cried in my arms like this, and I really didn't know how to feel.However, the more important problem at the moment is not this, but that there is only one bed here.It's not realistic for one of us to sleep on the wooden sofa, and it's freezing cold in the early morning of November, and I don't have any extra quilts here.

Oh, forget it.Big deal together.I told myself.Then the appointed person went to the kitchen to look for any remaining ingredients.I ended up finding a sausage of ham and eggs for breakfast every day.

While waiting for the water to boil, I sliced ​​the sausage obliquely and ate one of them casually.When the water is boiling, add the eggs, put the noodles, and open the lid to prevent the pot from overflowing.Fortunately, the induction cooker is used, so there is not much noise.Finally, put the sliced ​​ham sausage just before it comes out of the pan, and adjust the seasoning to complete it.

The sound of water in the bathroom was still going on, so I closed the lid casually and went back to the living room to wait for Zhang Ning to come out.

A few minutes later, Zhang Ning appeared in front of me with wet black hair and a white towel wrapped around his neck.She stood in front of me like a shy little girl.

Shampooing at this late hour.I was talking about it while looking for a hair dryer. The long-haired woman's heartache is the long hair that is difficult to dry in the sweltering summer and winter.

Zhang Ning took the hair dryer, ran to the other side to blow dry his hair, and ran back when it was half dry.And then I just brought back the noodles.

I am not hungry myself, so I only cooked her own amount.

Thank you, teacher.she whispered.He picked up the chopsticks and began to chew gracefully.I propped my head on the opposite side of her and looked at her without emotion.It's about 10:30 now, I think.

Halfway through the meal, Zhang Ning stopped suddenly, and looked at me with a pair of eyes implying something similar to being moved.Moisture condensed in her eyes again, and the hot steam from the noodles floated towards her face at this moment, I couldn't see her expression clearly.

Silly child, what are you crying for?

No... Zhang Ning choked up, covered his face and shook his head, almost lowering his head into the bowl.

☆, stay overnight

I put my hand on her shoulder, Zhang Ning was like a suddenly frightened little hamster, his shoulders suddenly shrank and his body trembled slightly, but he didn't look up at me.

What's wrong?teacher.

fine.I suppressed a smile and said, I just want to tell you, eat slowly, I'm going to rest first.By the way, you can go to sleep in my room later, don't be nervous.

I said it to her, and I said it to myself at the same time.

Zhang Ning groaned, then groaned again.

I had no choice but to explain to her again why we had to share the same bed together.

I thought of my college career with Han, she often got into my bed in winter, and even made excuses that my bed was warmer.But every time she comes, she has to sleep on a special pillow I prepared just for her: a thick stack of books.

Zhang Ning seemed to understand, and said softly: I see.

Well, remember to turn off the lights.I got up and went back to my room, tidying up the clothes I just changed.After laying out the sheets, I sat on it and looked around the room. Things were neatly placed, the floor was not clean, the newly bought red wine hadn’t been opened, and the glasses were wiped clean.Overall, nothing to fault.

Recently, I can fall asleep without red wine on my pillow. From this, it can be seen that those who suffer from insomnia are either stressed or simply bored.

I didn't turn off the light. There was no such thing as a desk lamp in the room, and I was afraid that Zhang Ning couldn't find the light switch.When I sleep, I move the pillow outside, I am used to sleeping inside.When I closed my eyes, I could still feel the brilliance inside my eyelids. I turned my back to the light and put the quilt under my nose.There seemed to be the sound of running water coming from the half-closed door.When my mind is clouded, I feel like someone is coming in. It's just a feeling.

Afterwards, the room fell into darkness again, and the soft mattress sagged slightly.I can still sense the presence of one more person, which is more accurate than vision—let’s call it touch.

I turned my head and said with deep sleepiness, go to sleep, I have class tomorrow, don't think too much.

Being alone is always easy to fall into sadness, especially when facing large, oppressive darkness, that feeling is more obvious.I know this feeling, and I don't want this girl next to me to have sleepless nights like I used to.

Zhang Ning moved a little towards me, and my usual shampoo gave off a faint smell.

Teacher, I can't sleep, and I don't think so much, but I can't do it.She said calmly, with a faint breakdown hidden in her voice.

Want to listen to music?I thought for a moment and said.

……Um.

I turned over and lay on my back, and my left hand touched her waist, and Zhang Ning shrank back immediately.

The mobile phone is on the table over there, you open it, no password is set.Speaking of mobile phones, I just remembered the key issue that I had neglected.I opened my eyes suddenly, and Zhang Ning was leaning over to fumble for the phone.

The faintly bright screen light of the mobile phone hit her face, and she looked a little puzzled.I just sat up and said: I forgot to ask you, do your parents know you are here?After all, it was night, and staying out late was always bad.

It's okay, they know it.Zhang Ning said calmly, she turned on the music and then turned it down.Is this okay?she asked me.

Okay, you can set a timer to shut it down.I said, drowsiness struck again, but fortunately my mind was still clear.After a moment of hesitation, I decided to ask her something I didn't know, if my eerie sixth sense was accurate.

Your parents know me?

Um.I said you are my teacher.

More than that simple, right?

Zhang Ning put the phone back where it was, the room fell into darkness again, and the singer's sad voice echoed.The shutting down of vision makes hearing more sensitive.I can even hear her steady breathing.

What does the teacher want to ask?Zhang Ning remained calm, but I began to regret it.What am I doing here?Is this damn sleepiness messing with my head?

...Nothing, just ask.I slid back under the covers and curled up in a corner.Go to sleep.I said.

Ah.

Zhang Ning smiled softly again, she may not know, every time she laughs like this, I always have a feeling of being seen through by her, I hate this tone of voice.

The familiar guitar prelude came from the room. An arm's length away was my most promising student. Opposite me was the darkness like black ink.There was a voice in my head that kept saying something, and I couldn't hear it.The drowsiness is like a net falling from the ceiling, wrapping me gently.

Teacher, I like you.I heard Zhang Ning's vague voice, with a little unconfidence, but it went straight to the depths of my brain.

My heart jumped vigorously, and then returned to calm. Zhang Ning continued: "Students love the teacher, and many people in our class like you, teacher."

Um.I said, I wanted to say something, but in the end I couldn't.I have fallen asleep in the arms of night.

Maybe it was just a dream.

When I woke up the next day, I heard the school bell. If I guessed correctly, it was the bell for morning self-study.

Zhang Ning has left as I expected.She chose to take a step first to avoid embarrassment, this considerate girl.It's just that she left so early, where should she go?

At about five o'clock, I felt the sound of her getting up.I've always been sensitive to movement around me, especially when I'm half asleep and half awake.for a while

After the rustling sound, a light gaze fell on my face.Fiery, with strong emotions.

Not everything I said last night was true.she whispered in my ear.

I grunted, rolled over and continued to sleep.

Thinking about it now, that sentence was really ambiguous.

In autumn, the dawn is not early, and the window is still gray, which is probably a good weather.I lay on the bed for a while, I wanted to check the time, but saw the note under the phone.Different from the smooth and flowing fonts before, this time it was clearly written stroke by stroke with utmost seriousness.

None of us know if there is a devil hiding in our hearts. ——Zhang Ning

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Hi Jin.Han said lazily on the phone.

Ok.

Why did it take you so long to answer the phone? ... No, what are you doing, why are you so noisy?

Fried chestnuts.I said.I am indeed frying chestnuts.The chestnuts bought back are pulled into a cross shape on the top, put into the pot and boiled, the cross pattern on the top bursts and can be taken out of the pot, and finally put into the pan to dry the water.No way, I have no choice but to do so without a microwave.

What did you say?Han Fan asked, you didn't even give me food!

I suddenly felt dumbfounded.Please, how do I feed you this?

You send it over here!

Miss, the express delivery doesn't need money, the key is that it's slow, won't you go out to buy it by yourself?

Hmph, if you don't give it, you won't give it, so many excuses.

Han makes no sense at times.I was speechless. It just so happened that the chestnuts were ready to be cooked at this time. Fortunately, I hung up Han's phone.This guy will call whenever he has something to do, who knows if she has another whim this time.

The sweet chestnut aroma fills the nasal cavity instantly