hot summer gl
In Chapter 1 class, you looked at the Rubik's cube in my hand several times.
I got it, got it.I assured you again and again that Teacher Luo reluctantly left the office.I turned back to the office, it was still class time and there was no teacher.
I closed the door, leaning my back against the door panel.Suddenly feel tired.If it is an ordinary classmate, the way to deal with it is very simple.But Zhang Ning, Zhang Ning, what should I do?
In a trance, she has come to me, her eyes are cold, and the tears in her eyes are clearly visible, but she stubbornly refuses to let it fall.
let me out.she said forcefully.
Running away doesn't solve the problem.I said.
You also think, am I doing something wrong?She said that she pushed me away regardless, grabbed the door handle, opened the door and was about to leave.I grabbed her wrist completely subconsciously, the words of pleading or admitting defeat were on my lips, but I didn't know why I didn't say it.
Zhang Ning glanced back, she sobbed a bit, but she didn't cry or laugh, she just said in a tone so calm that it was almost cruel:
I thought you were different from them.
I lost all strength in an instant, and my arms hung limply, as if someone was staring at the spot, and I just watched her leave.
I sat in the office for a long time that day, not thinking, not saying a word, like an idiot.Until I felt someone behind me, I was sitting and she was standing, she put her hands on my shoulders, and then wrapped my head around my head.I didn't refuse, I leaned my head on her waist, and clasped her arms with weak hands.A burst of looming orange perfume poured into the nostrils.My nose was sore, and I could hardly hold back my tears.
I've heard it all.Ji Zi said, Jin, are you okay?
This sentence destroyed all my pretense in an instant.I couldn't bear it any longer, and turned to hug her, crying silently.
In the end, things didn't go as I hoped, big things turned into small things, and small things turned into small things.
In the assembly on Monday of the second week, after the announcer finished reading an article, the grade leaders formally criticized the incident.
The following is a report of a serious violation of discipline. On the evening of November 2015, 11, that is, last Wednesday night, a classmate Zhang Moumou in Class 25 of the senior high school was dissatisfied with his teacher's criticism of him, and openly made provocative actions.When the class was about to end, she walked up to her teacher, tore up a piece of paper and threw it into the air.
This is an act of great disrespect to the teacher.Not only that, under the persuasion of his class teacher, Zhang Moumou not only refused to admit his mistake, but also forcibly broke out of the school during class.The student's behavior was bold and reckless, and he was even more defiant, which seriously violated the student code of our school.
The following decision is now made to order the student to suspend classes for two weeks, and the parents will take him home for education.20 points will be deducted for personal good words... I hope all students will take this as a warning!
Although the announcement did not name names, almost all the sophomores knew who they were referring to.It is said that when the leader finished speaking, applause also broke out in that corner. The students in class 90 were silent. Perhaps they didn't expect that their momentary fun would push behind this judgment.
Because after that, Teacher Luo came to see me.
In fact, I can understand that child.It's just that the students in the class have gone too far, if they don't punish them, there will be no troubles in the future!
I didn't speak.
However, I waited for Zhang Ning for two weeks, but I did not wait for her return. I waited for her uncle.Strange to say, Zhang Ning's parents didn't show up during the whole incident. I didn't know until I called that the number she left belonged to her uncle.
Hello, is Mr. Lin from High 290 here?
It was a man about 30 years old, wearing a black jacket, light gray underwear, black pants with a belt, no beer belly, a pair of leather shoes under his feet, clean hair, and a pair of gloomy eyes.
He claimed to be Zhang Ning's uncle.In fact, needless to say, my first impression was that he was very similar to Zhang Ning, not only in terms of appearance, but also in eyes.
Is such that.I'm here to help her with the withdrawal procedures.He sat down and said.
What did you say?I could hardly believe my ears, only the tingling in my heart was clear.I closed my eyes, and my eyelids were rosy red.
He gave me a strange look, and said calmly: Although I was also very surprised, she can do whatever she wants, my brother... He stopped suddenly when he said this.Anyway, I usually don't care about her.
I ignored his abnormality and only asked: Then where is she now?
Nanning.He said, thinking of something again, oh, yes, I have already found a school for her, in Yinghua.
I am silent.I just suddenly remembered an insignificant thing. People who can enter that school must at least have relatively wealthy families.What's more, for a person like Zhang Ning who has been punished by the school, the public high school may not accept her so easily.
Then she should come by herself.I said bitterly.
She doesn't want to, what can I do.He shrugged slightly, as if he wanted to say that there was really nothing he could do.
Then, he took out a piece of paper folded in half and a small square wrapped in a paper towel from the inner interlayer.He said to me: This is her application for withdrawing from school, as well as meal cards and tableware cards.And this, she asked me to give it to you with my own hands.
I took it, the handwriting is familiar to me, now it seems that it is very cruel.Not only the application form, but everything else related to her is cruel.They just lay there coldly, but the remnants of their masters in the past are still there.
Before leaving, Zhang Ning's uncle seemed to say unintentionally: That child has always kept things in his heart since he was a child, and refused to say anything. Sometimes I can't understand her.What happened before caused you trouble, teacher.I apologize to you on her behalf.
I held the small square paper bag, and the desire to cry welled up in my eyes again.It was a memory card for a mobile phone.Even though I could probably guess what was inside, I couldn't muster up the courage to read it.
She thought I was different from others.What are other people like, and what am I like?
I'm afraid only Zhang Ning knows this.
I don't know how I got back to the dormitory, I just know that I sat on the floor almost sluggishly, I didn't smoke, drink or take medicine.I just leaned against the edge of the bed, staring at the moldy ceiling with my head almost touching the guitar.Now, only it can give me some comfort.
I don't want to trouble Ji Zi.Although, in her arms, I have to sleep peacefully without thinking about it.But I'm really afraid of her eyes, not only her, I'm afraid of everyone's eyes, it will only make me cry harder.
After a long time, my legs became numb after sitting for so long.
I started calling, the same number, over and over again.However, the reply is always "the phone you dialed is turned off...", always.
After a long time, Ji Zi unknowingly stood in front of me.She glanced at the phone on my lap—it was still on—bited her lip, but said softly: I’ve prepared dinner, let’s get up.
I didn't move, completely indifferent.In fact, I also thought that Ji Zi could understand me.I just need a quiet place.
She said it again, and I just took a look at her, and Ji Zi seemed to be a little different.She no longer had that cheerful aura about her.Who is she feeling sorry for?For me or for myself?
I shook my head slowly as an answer, but was speechless.I don't know why I am so sad, I just feel that there is a stone pressing down on my heart.
Ji Zi stopped trying to persuade me, and went out angrily, stomping on the floor.
I continued to stay in this small world, the light in the room dimmed little by little, and it was dark.Ji Zi stomped on the floor again and came back.Standing at her original position, she shouted at me in a hysterical voice:
Since you love her so much, then go find her!Who is here to show me half dead!
☆、Lin Jin 2
I took another look at Ji Zi, she didn't cry, she just looked desperate.To be honest, I was all moved.So I dragged my legs that were numb from sitting for a long time and stood up. Ji Zi looked at me and hesitated to speak.
I ignored her and continued walking. When I was approaching the door, a gust of wind blew up behind me.Ji Zi suddenly hugged me from behind, his hands tightly wrapped around my waist.
Don't, don't.She said in a panic, as if crying.What I just said was all angry words, don't go, I don't want to lose you again.
Again?And why say goodbye?Of course, I didn't express my doubts. After so many things, I have subconsciously avoided thinking too much.But now, I put my hand on Jizi's arm, and said soothingly:
I just wanted to go eat, that's all.
I was so immersed in grief just now that I really forgot about being hungry.
Ji Zi let go of her hand, she turned me around, stared straight into my eyes, and asked with an uncertain tone: Then, what about the future?
I have no idea.I said weakly, I should stay here, if you believe me.
Ji Zi is indeed a smart person, she smiled knowingly, and kissed me with joy.Of course I believe you.She smiled again, and when it comes to dinner, I'm hungry too.
Um?You didn't eat either?
Where am I in the mood to eat.She said flatly.But I have a faint heartache, what can I do, why do they like me, a person with a dark heart.
The dinner prepared by Ji Zi could not withstand the winter temperature, it was already cold.Only then did I realize that I was too self-willed, but I couldn't say an apology.
People are always like this, and there are always different ways for different people.Perhaps to me, Ji Zi is more like a family member, the kind of person who doesn't need to be burdened to enjoy her goodness.
I thought of the days after Zhang Ning left, and suddenly felt that Ji Zi's emotional outburst was not accidental.Two days after Zhang Ning left school, the annual school sports meeting was held. Of course, the usual gymnastics competition was the afternoon before yesterday.
This time our class did not buy class uniforms, and more people opposed it than agreed.But that's okay, I'm still at peace.
I didn't pay much attention to the game, but cast my eyes on the colorful crowd.Inevitably, many memories came to my mind.I looked down at the ground and hurried away.
The winter sun is not warm on the body.
I didn't go out at all for the school sports meeting the next day. I didn't know at that time that Zhang Ning had already decided to leave. I only knew that she was not here this time, so I didn't have much interest in watching it.
I don't know if she still uses that very personalized mobile phone with a broken screen?
I was thinking aimlessly, even Ji Zi ignored me when he greeted me.She appeared to be sitting on the floor, fiddling with some wooden blocks.
Afterwards, I realized that no one can tolerate a lover thinking about others all the time, even if there is, it is only a matter of time.
Two days after the school sports meeting, when I was reading in the dormitory, I suddenly heard a burst of deafening music.The anti-AIDS campaign started.
Ji Zi raised his head from the pile of wooden blocks of various sizes and shapes.
Let's join in the fun too.she said to me.
don't go.I said, what is there to see.In fact, I thought in my heart at the time, I am afraid this time it will be a speech or something.
Ji Zi snorted, then I will go by myself.After she finished speaking, she really ran downstairs alone, but at this time the music was so loud that I couldn't read the book, so I simply put the book aside and picked up the pile of wood to study.
Staring at the uneven wooden blocks, I thought of the traditional mortise and tenon structure, a carpentry technique that embodies the wisdom and experience of ancient carpenters.
Later, Ji Zi told me that it was one of the Luban locks.Legend has it that Luban designed it to test his son's understanding of wooden building structures and mortise and tenon structures. It is easy to disassemble and difficult to assemble.
Before I could see the flowers on the wooden block, Ji Zi came back.
how?Not good looking?I asked her, but from her face, it didn't look like it either.Sure enough, she said: It's one program after another, I came back specially to call you.
When it came to this, I didn't refuse any more.The playground was very lively, crowded with people, because they brought their own stools, many people ran to the side of the stage to watch.We too, lost in a group of students.
The atmosphere at the scene was very hot. When we arrived, we just caught up with a group of women dancing, playing a popular song, and the lights were shining everywhere.Wearing short-sleeved shorts and boots in such a cold night, fortunately, the dance itself is not so vulgar.
Does this have anything to do with the theme?I obviously couldn't agree, so I couldn't help but tell Ji Zi.
What?Ji Zi didn't hear clearly, so he asked again.She was beside me and still holding my arm, I couldn't even hear it, I helplessly raised my voice and yelled again.
She nodded blankly, ah, yes, I think so too.
I ignored her and waited bored for the dance to end.At this time, the host came on stage, not from the school.A man and a woman said a few transitional words and announced that the next program was a skit.
After the behind-the-scenes staff moved the props, the person dressed as a doctor appeared first. After he sat down, a man wearing a hat and rolling up one of his trousers came out singing Little Apple.
I didn't have any hope at first, but I burst out laughing as soon as the man said the first sentence. Not only me, but many students also laughed.
He spoke in the village dialect, not only him, but also the doctor.Their conversations are full of strong local flavor, such as: Uncle, free one?So teasing, oh wait.In fact, this is quite good. After all, dialect is a local characteristic, so it is better not to discard it.
In the midst of laughter, Ji Zi was probably dumbfounded, she flattened her mouth, so I asked her, what did you understand?
I understood the phrase "You can't speak the village dialect?".she says.
I burst out laughing again, feeling that this trip was not in vain.Because that sentence is spoken by men in common terms.
Jin, you are laughing at me!
Well, I'm not smiling... I said, still covering my mouth with my hand.But Ji Zi was just talking, she couldn't help laughing at me herself.
At this time, the doctor answered the phone, and he said this: You let him eat whatever he eats, and sleep whatever he wants...
There was a clear cheer from the students in the audience.The doctor called a nurse to come up again, the man looked at the nurse with his head, and said in a bland tone: This nurse is so beautiful!
Because we were next to the stage, we could clearly see the nurse laughing uncontrollably when she stepped back.I myself laughed on Ji Zi's shoulder, and that's why I didn't see her tender eyes.
After the skit was over, the host asked a question about AIDS. Of course, the question was about AIDS, and the prize was an umbrella.
The questions at the beginning were very simple, and the students were very enthusiastic.When it came time to ask questions about time, the students got it wrong one after another.
At this time, the hostess suddenly looked at me and said: That girl with blond hair is very brave, yes, it is you.
When I saw it, it turned out that Ji Zi raised his hand high at some point.But this unreliable person pushed me out and signaled to the host to let me answer for her, and she agreed.
Fortunately, I knew the answer. After taking a look at the stage, I didn't choose to go through the crowd and go around behind the stage before going up.Instead, he supported the edge of the platform with both hands - the height was 2 meters by visual inspection, and turned up.At this time, of course, I didn't expect that a month later, someone would suddenly appear on the stage in the same posture and caused quite a stir.
It seems that this girl usually likes sports very much, she is agile!The host said, I ignored her, and I only gave the correct answer when she asked me the answer.
After that, I successfully jumped down again holding the umbrella, this time with one hand.And in this up and down movement, I seem to have regained the feeling of being young and impulsive.
Jin.Ji Zi smiled at me and said, the action was very handsome just now.
old.I said, I almost couldn't hold on.
No way, you are only 25, a great age.
Yes, I'm only 25, I'm already 25.
After the interaction, there was a magic show.To be honest, I am still very satisfied. Although I can guess most of the content, after all, the magician's technique is very clean and neat. Even if we watched from the side, we didn't see any flaws.
The only thing that made me dissatisfied was that a group of boys from junior high school came behind me at some point, as if they thought they were very smart, and kept talking about the performance.I looked back twice, and thought it was inappropriate to stop it.After he couldn't bear it anymore, he dragged Ji Zi away.
What's wrong?She didn't seem to be affected by them and asked me instead.
Annoying, I said, they have the ability to perform on their own, and they can't even afford props, so why should they criticize others.
Ji Zi stared at me for a while and smiled.I hate people like that too, really, really, really.She obviously cooperated with me and said, we don't care about those children.
After such a small episode, I have no interest in watching the following programs.I found a big tree to sit down and swiped my phone.
Ji Zi folded his arms beside him, shivering from the cold.I didn't feel anything in a group of people before, but now the wind blows from different angles, who knows who is cold.
Why don't we go back?she asked me.
Wait a minute, I want to see what that show is.I said, and at the same time took off my overcoat—I was only wearing a long sleeve underneath, and draped it over her body.
No need, she quickly refused, aren't you cold?
Let it be cold.I replied indifferently.
Ji Zi looked at me like a wayward child.Why are you so willful recently?She said, and put the coats on us together again, so we were quite close.I heard myself say: Maybe this is who I am.
Before I knew it, the show I was waiting for started, a war-themed stage play.I've been looking forward to it since I saw a girl in that blue military uniform.
The music is very shocking, like the sound of gunfire on the battlefield, full of murderous intentions.The actors are either scattered or gathered together, and the performance is very realistic.Especially in the middle part, a girl with double braids suddenly raised her cock, which surprised me.The final climax is when the war is over, the girl with the gun cried loudly and helplessly.
Finally, they walked back slowly one by one. At this time, a name sounded in the air, and each time they called a name, one of them turned back.
After the show ended, I was still immersed in the plot and couldn't extricate myself. I felt a deep sense of self-loathing and self-denial.
What are others doing, and what am I doing?
I let Ji Zi take me back in a daze. She seemed to say something, but I didn't pay attention to it. When I asked again, I saw her sigh:
Jin, you fall into other people's emotions too easily.
☆, new life
How does it feel to suddenly have less people in your life?
In my opinion, it is nothing more than the same as when the teacher left.I thought I couldn't bear it, but it turned out that I passed the third year of high school indifferently. Only when I accidentally heard others talk about her did I feel some waves in my heart.And now, I have also learned to get used to the days without Zhang Ning.
On the night of the third Saturday in December, I walked home from the vegetable market with a full plastic bag.
Is today a special holiday?Ji Zi, who was watching TV in the living room, asked strangely. She was just about to go shopping, but I told her to come by herself.Of course it will be strange to see me bring so many dishes back now.
No.I said, put down the bag, and rubbed the red mark that was strangled.Just a sudden craving for hot pot.
Ji Zi froze for a moment, is it just the two of us?You buy so many vegetables.
Let me laugh, if Han can't make it, there will be two.
Your friend who got married last time.She answered immediately.
Um.I answered, and I was also curious, what did Han come to my house for no reason, did he quarrel with Zhuang?But it's not like, she was still arguing with me on the phone when she notified me.
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel emotional. After more than 20 years, there are only a few friends left, and they still have a tendency to slowly alienate.I know this is not their original intention, it is really the trivial things in life that make them unable to get in touch with me, a friend who is far away in the sky.
When I think of Han, I naturally think of Lan. We had a brief conversation two months ago, and she told me that she planned to accept a man who was pursuing her.
I was stunned immediately, are you serious?I said, after thinking about it, I asked again: Why didn't I know about this.
Lan smiled happily over there, if you want to know, of course you will know.She said, however, I was a little hesitant.
I was speechless, her words really meant to dismiss me as not caring about her.
Well, you think about it slowly, as long as you don't regret it.I said last.
Lan responded repeatedly, and after that, we never contacted each other again.Now I suddenly think of it and feel that it is a bit abrupt to call and ask about this now.
never mind.Who is not living on their own.
I cut the beef and squid I bought into thin slices and placed them neatly on beautiful plates.In fact, there is no need to be so particular about eating at home, it's just an obsessive-compulsive disorder attack.In addition to these, there are chicken, fish, various meatballs and shiitake mushrooms, which is a bit much for two people.
When Ji Zi saw that the water in the pot was boiling, he poured one-third of the chicken into the pot and made the soup.Then she started washing vegetables again: lettuce, enoki mushrooms and potatoes.Yes, and a plump potato.
I glanced inadvertently, but saw her hands turned red under the cold running water.
I'll wash it.I said, it's almost ready anyway, you take the pot out.
Ji Zi smiled warmly, wrapped his arms around my neck, and kissed my cheek familiarly.All right, Mr. Lin.she says.
Not long after she went out, she yelled through the kitchen door: You have a call, it's that Han.
Then you take it.I also yelled back.
After a while, she said again: She said she was coming soon, she forgot where your home was, and wanted you to pick her up.
I was a little dumbfounded and said I knew it.Ji Zi didn't answer again, I don't know if she looked at my phone out of curiosity, anyway, there is no secret at all, but her phone is usually tightly covered.
I brought out the cut and plated food, and thought again: Isn't the most important thing to be together is mutual trust?
The pot in the living room has already begun to emit an unidentifiable fragrance. Thanks to it, the room is much warmer.Ji Zi had already taken off her white coat—the one she was wearing when we first met, revealing the white sweater underneath.It can be seen that she still likes white as always.
Seeing that after I came out, Ji Zi first became interested in the pot of thin and large slices of potatoes, she joked: I have seen boiled tofu and duck intestines, but I have never seen anyone boil potatoes.Also, you have obsessive-compulsive disorder, I'm not willing to eat it when it's so beautifully presented.
Then you don't eat it.I smiled and replied, besides, there is a saying that says, as long as you can eat, you can eat hot pot.
Ji Zi laughed, but she was not idle, and ran to the kitchen to bring out the remaining dishes, and finally prepared a bowl of spicy dipping sauce.
I called Han only to be told she was stuck on the road.The road ahead is being built, and only one car can walk at a time, but now it is all cars.She simply said, forget it, have you eaten yet?
Ready to eat.I said.
Hey, then you can eat first, don't wait for me.I'll call you when I get there.After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone without waiting for my answer, and the question I wanted to ask had to be turned into air.
Putting down the phone, Ji Zi was already looking at me eagerly.As soon as I said it was time to serve dinner, she moved her chopsticks excitedly like a child.
I picked up a piece of squid with a knife cut on it, dipped it into the boiling soup for a couple of times, and the squid slice quickly rolled into a round shape.Dip in a little spicy sauce, the stimulation of heat and spiciness will blend in your mouth, plus the slight toughness of the squid itself, just two words, enjoy.
At this time, Ji Zi had already fished out the potato slices with a colander and slid them onto a clean plate. The translucent potato slices looked very appetizing.
You have a nice knife.She did not forget to praise me.
That's because there is a whetstone, and the knife cuts quickly and easily.I made a detour and praised her back.In my house, Ji Zi takes care of everything related to iron and wood.
We kept adding ingredients while talking and laughing. If we can’t finish it, it’s a big deal to save it for tomorrow. Anyway, it’s not bad because the weather is so cold now.But eating like this always feels a little less atmosphere.
So I went to a nearby grocery store and bought two beers.
Halfway through the hot pot, Han finally called.I originally wanted to pick her up at the intersection by myself, but Ji Zi followed because it was not safe to walk at night.This is purely an excuse. I have walked this road for so long, and I have never even fallen.
Han greeted me warmly when he saw me, but he was quite indifferent to Ji Zi.I know she has a grudge against Ji Zi, but I don't know where it came from, so there is no way to mediate it.
Han drove here by himself, and I drove her through those small streets all the way.It is already night, and the night market is always more lively than the daytime.
I remembered that Han Shang came to my house during the National Day last year, and the time passed in a blink of an eye.Many things have left and many things have entered, even my home has been quietly changed.
Han remained silent about this change, and she was more concerned about the stomach problem.
I thought there would be no traffic jams, so I didn't eat anything.I'm starving now.She complained, and unceremoniously took my chopsticks and fished the meatballs into the pot.
I rubbed my forehead helplessly, but Ji Zi got up first and took another set of bowls and chopsticks.
for you.She handed me the chopsticks and the bowl to Han.
how?Still dislike me?Not to be outdone, Han said to me.When meeting Ji Zi's gaze, the two snorted in tacit understanding and turned their heads to the sides.
God, these two women!
Well, what are you two doing.I said it emphatically.
Pay more attention to sex than friends.Han said that his face softened.
Ji Zi smiled slightly, leaned into my ear and said something that made people blush.
Is there something I still can't hear?Han probably thought he was speaking ill of her, and said in a strange way.
Yes, I have.Ji Zi choked unceremoniously, do you want to listen to the sweet talk between lovers?
Han was speechless at what she said.Han Momo took off his coat and rolled up his sleeves, looking as if he was ready for a big fight.Of course, it refers to hot pot.
After eating two-thirds of the hot pot and finishing the two bottles of beer, Ji Zi got up to leave.As soon as she left, Han immediately pulled the stool over and said to me: Why are you living with her?God, you guys haven't slept, have you?After she finished speaking, she frantically tugged at my collar, and was about to lean over to take a look.
to go.I pushed her head away, can't I pay attention now that I'm a wife?
What's wrong with getting married? Even if I have children, it's still the same... No!Your reaction is very strange, won't I be right?
I nodded frankly.
Han spat and sighed again, no wonder.
I took a piece of beef and chewed it in my mouth, so her reaction was even more strange.What on earth are you looking for me for?
I have good news to tell you, I am pregnant!Han intentionally paused for a long time while I was writing, and stared at me for a moment after announcing the good news.My eyes can't help but drift to her stomach, which is very flat.
Are you stupid!Han clutched his stomach, how could it be seen that he was just pregnant.
I smirked, sincerely happy for her.Ten months later, a little life will come into this world.
So, I'm going to have a goddaughter?
Why not son?
Because I like girls, I said, thinking and adding: besides, don't you have a boy, one boy and one girl.
Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Han lost her previous interest. She put down her chopsticks and tilted her head to look at me.
What’s wrong with you?I asked with concern, her eyes were really pitiful.
Zhuang's children are too difficult to manage, which makes me feel exhausted.Even if this is the case, he often complains about crimes.I took care of him so kindly... Han said angrily, it was so chilling.
I'm silent for a moment, maybe he just doesn't adapt, it'll be fine if he grows up a bit.
Hmph, I don't know their family yet.Han said that he stretched out his hand to find something, but retracted when he touched the cup used for drinking.Forget, I can't drink anymore.
I looked at her with a blank expression, and Han shouted again: "What are you looking at, why don't I get a glass of water, it's so hot."
I silently took out the thermos bottle and poured a glass of water.Forget it, pregnant women are the biggest.
In the end we eliminated most of the food, and after drinking and eating, Han Ban lay on the sofa and asked me where she would sleep tonight.
If you don't mind, go with Ji Zi, if you mind, I'll book a hotel for you.
open room ah.She said suddenly, Ji Zi happened to pass by us at this time, and I saw her walking towards the bathroom with her pajamas in her hand.This is definitely not intentional.
Freeze said.I'm telling you business.
Let her sleep on the sofa.Han said with a strong attitude, I just think she is not pleasing to the eye, so what.
☆, old stories
It was night, after Han was sound asleep, I quietly lifted the sheet, stomped on the ground in the dark, found the slippers and left the room.
I have done this action countless times, and I am very familiar with it.Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing. In the past, I used to go to the toilet, but tonight I felt like "being a thief", and I was still in my own home.
No way, pregnant women are the biggest.
Then you should give me a reason.I asked Han.Logically speaking, Ji Zi has no contact with her, so Han has no reason to be so hostile to her.
You don't need a reason to hate someone.Han rounded up the question again.I glanced at her, and I finally understood that she was hiding a secret in her heart.And Han is the kind of person who hides secrets to death. There are several times when she expresses she hesitates to speak or is filled with righteous indignation, but she swallows the words back.
I know that there is no answer in her mouth.So, I said: No matter what you think, don't be too obvious.You said that I don't see you several times a year, why are you so embarrassing.
Han Wenyan stared at me with wide eyes.Jin, you have changed!she says.
If you still want me to be the same as when I was in Beihai, I said, then you can object as you like!
Han's lips twitched a few times, and his eyes widened.After a while, she sighed: I really have nothing to do with you.
So far, this matter is over.I don't know if Han really understands the meaning behind that sentence, I only have Ji Zi now.
However, pinning one emotion on another is itself irrational.People are always like this, no one can start over, everyone will just find something to pay tribute to the past.someone or something.
The sofa in the living room was still shimmering, Ji Zi didn't sleep?I was slightly surprised by this thought, and at the same time, I temporarily threw out the thoughts just now.Things are like this, what else can I do.
When she took a closer look, it wasn't, it was her mobile phone that was on, and the mobile phone was placed on the stool next to her in front of her.
Ji Zi was very tolerant about sleeping on the sofa, which made Han feel a little regretful.
Jin, Han called me before going to sleep, am I going too far?
Do you think it's too much now?I said, and smiled again, forget it, the visitor is a guest.You sleep in peace.
OK, you're including her in the family without saying a word!This jump is too fast.
I didn't answer, because I actually didn't know how to answer.Han seemed to see my embarrassment, so he didn't ask any more questions, but told me some interesting things about their school.In return, I also picked some interesting things to tell her.
By the way, why did that student of yours leave?she asked suddenly.
How do you know she's gone?I wondered.Han Zhi paused for a while, then suddenly raised his voice and said: Just a few weeks ago, on Thursday, I passed by Xida University and saw her coming out of it, so I was curious and went up to ask.
oh.I said that I didn't notice the answer that couldn't withstand further investigation.What are you so excited about?
Can you not be excited... Han stopped talking again abruptly, and asked: By the way, you still didn't tell me why she left!
So I briefly talked about the day when Zhang Ning and her uncle came to see me.On the weekend when her uncle came, I saw that all the books in her book were removed, not even a pen was left.
She deliberately chose to move books on weekends, because she doesn't want to see me?With this kind of calm refusal.
It seems... Han concluded that she is really disappointed in you.
It doesn't matter anymore.I thought.Ji Zi's cell phone was still on and off. She turned off the mute, and the cell phone only vibrated slightly on the stool.
I couldn't control my curiosity, I glanced at it, it was a call, without signature, from Guangdong
I closed the door, leaning my back against the door panel.Suddenly feel tired.If it is an ordinary classmate, the way to deal with it is very simple.But Zhang Ning, Zhang Ning, what should I do?
In a trance, she has come to me, her eyes are cold, and the tears in her eyes are clearly visible, but she stubbornly refuses to let it fall.
let me out.she said forcefully.
Running away doesn't solve the problem.I said.
You also think, am I doing something wrong?She said that she pushed me away regardless, grabbed the door handle, opened the door and was about to leave.I grabbed her wrist completely subconsciously, the words of pleading or admitting defeat were on my lips, but I didn't know why I didn't say it.
Zhang Ning glanced back, she sobbed a bit, but she didn't cry or laugh, she just said in a tone so calm that it was almost cruel:
I thought you were different from them.
I lost all strength in an instant, and my arms hung limply, as if someone was staring at the spot, and I just watched her leave.
I sat in the office for a long time that day, not thinking, not saying a word, like an idiot.Until I felt someone behind me, I was sitting and she was standing, she put her hands on my shoulders, and then wrapped my head around my head.I didn't refuse, I leaned my head on her waist, and clasped her arms with weak hands.A burst of looming orange perfume poured into the nostrils.My nose was sore, and I could hardly hold back my tears.
I've heard it all.Ji Zi said, Jin, are you okay?
This sentence destroyed all my pretense in an instant.I couldn't bear it any longer, and turned to hug her, crying silently.
In the end, things didn't go as I hoped, big things turned into small things, and small things turned into small things.
In the assembly on Monday of the second week, after the announcer finished reading an article, the grade leaders formally criticized the incident.
The following is a report of a serious violation of discipline. On the evening of November 2015, 11, that is, last Wednesday night, a classmate Zhang Moumou in Class 25 of the senior high school was dissatisfied with his teacher's criticism of him, and openly made provocative actions.When the class was about to end, she walked up to her teacher, tore up a piece of paper and threw it into the air.
This is an act of great disrespect to the teacher.Not only that, under the persuasion of his class teacher, Zhang Moumou not only refused to admit his mistake, but also forcibly broke out of the school during class.The student's behavior was bold and reckless, and he was even more defiant, which seriously violated the student code of our school.
The following decision is now made to order the student to suspend classes for two weeks, and the parents will take him home for education.20 points will be deducted for personal good words... I hope all students will take this as a warning!
Although the announcement did not name names, almost all the sophomores knew who they were referring to.It is said that when the leader finished speaking, applause also broke out in that corner. The students in class 90 were silent. Perhaps they didn't expect that their momentary fun would push behind this judgment.
Because after that, Teacher Luo came to see me.
In fact, I can understand that child.It's just that the students in the class have gone too far, if they don't punish them, there will be no troubles in the future!
I didn't speak.
However, I waited for Zhang Ning for two weeks, but I did not wait for her return. I waited for her uncle.Strange to say, Zhang Ning's parents didn't show up during the whole incident. I didn't know until I called that the number she left belonged to her uncle.
Hello, is Mr. Lin from High 290 here?
It was a man about 30 years old, wearing a black jacket, light gray underwear, black pants with a belt, no beer belly, a pair of leather shoes under his feet, clean hair, and a pair of gloomy eyes.
He claimed to be Zhang Ning's uncle.In fact, needless to say, my first impression was that he was very similar to Zhang Ning, not only in terms of appearance, but also in eyes.
Is such that.I'm here to help her with the withdrawal procedures.He sat down and said.
What did you say?I could hardly believe my ears, only the tingling in my heart was clear.I closed my eyes, and my eyelids were rosy red.
He gave me a strange look, and said calmly: Although I was also very surprised, she can do whatever she wants, my brother... He stopped suddenly when he said this.Anyway, I usually don't care about her.
I ignored his abnormality and only asked: Then where is she now?
Nanning.He said, thinking of something again, oh, yes, I have already found a school for her, in Yinghua.
I am silent.I just suddenly remembered an insignificant thing. People who can enter that school must at least have relatively wealthy families.What's more, for a person like Zhang Ning who has been punished by the school, the public high school may not accept her so easily.
Then she should come by herself.I said bitterly.
She doesn't want to, what can I do.He shrugged slightly, as if he wanted to say that there was really nothing he could do.
Then, he took out a piece of paper folded in half and a small square wrapped in a paper towel from the inner interlayer.He said to me: This is her application for withdrawing from school, as well as meal cards and tableware cards.And this, she asked me to give it to you with my own hands.
I took it, the handwriting is familiar to me, now it seems that it is very cruel.Not only the application form, but everything else related to her is cruel.They just lay there coldly, but the remnants of their masters in the past are still there.
Before leaving, Zhang Ning's uncle seemed to say unintentionally: That child has always kept things in his heart since he was a child, and refused to say anything. Sometimes I can't understand her.What happened before caused you trouble, teacher.I apologize to you on her behalf.
I held the small square paper bag, and the desire to cry welled up in my eyes again.It was a memory card for a mobile phone.Even though I could probably guess what was inside, I couldn't muster up the courage to read it.
She thought I was different from others.What are other people like, and what am I like?
I'm afraid only Zhang Ning knows this.
I don't know how I got back to the dormitory, I just know that I sat on the floor almost sluggishly, I didn't smoke, drink or take medicine.I just leaned against the edge of the bed, staring at the moldy ceiling with my head almost touching the guitar.Now, only it can give me some comfort.
I don't want to trouble Ji Zi.Although, in her arms, I have to sleep peacefully without thinking about it.But I'm really afraid of her eyes, not only her, I'm afraid of everyone's eyes, it will only make me cry harder.
After a long time, my legs became numb after sitting for so long.
I started calling, the same number, over and over again.However, the reply is always "the phone you dialed is turned off...", always.
After a long time, Ji Zi unknowingly stood in front of me.She glanced at the phone on my lap—it was still on—bited her lip, but said softly: I’ve prepared dinner, let’s get up.
I didn't move, completely indifferent.In fact, I also thought that Ji Zi could understand me.I just need a quiet place.
She said it again, and I just took a look at her, and Ji Zi seemed to be a little different.She no longer had that cheerful aura about her.Who is she feeling sorry for?For me or for myself?
I shook my head slowly as an answer, but was speechless.I don't know why I am so sad, I just feel that there is a stone pressing down on my heart.
Ji Zi stopped trying to persuade me, and went out angrily, stomping on the floor.
I continued to stay in this small world, the light in the room dimmed little by little, and it was dark.Ji Zi stomped on the floor again and came back.Standing at her original position, she shouted at me in a hysterical voice:
Since you love her so much, then go find her!Who is here to show me half dead!
☆、Lin Jin 2
I took another look at Ji Zi, she didn't cry, she just looked desperate.To be honest, I was all moved.So I dragged my legs that were numb from sitting for a long time and stood up. Ji Zi looked at me and hesitated to speak.
I ignored her and continued walking. When I was approaching the door, a gust of wind blew up behind me.Ji Zi suddenly hugged me from behind, his hands tightly wrapped around my waist.
Don't, don't.She said in a panic, as if crying.What I just said was all angry words, don't go, I don't want to lose you again.
Again?And why say goodbye?Of course, I didn't express my doubts. After so many things, I have subconsciously avoided thinking too much.But now, I put my hand on Jizi's arm, and said soothingly:
I just wanted to go eat, that's all.
I was so immersed in grief just now that I really forgot about being hungry.
Ji Zi let go of her hand, she turned me around, stared straight into my eyes, and asked with an uncertain tone: Then, what about the future?
I have no idea.I said weakly, I should stay here, if you believe me.
Ji Zi is indeed a smart person, she smiled knowingly, and kissed me with joy.Of course I believe you.She smiled again, and when it comes to dinner, I'm hungry too.
Um?You didn't eat either?
Where am I in the mood to eat.She said flatly.But I have a faint heartache, what can I do, why do they like me, a person with a dark heart.
The dinner prepared by Ji Zi could not withstand the winter temperature, it was already cold.Only then did I realize that I was too self-willed, but I couldn't say an apology.
People are always like this, and there are always different ways for different people.Perhaps to me, Ji Zi is more like a family member, the kind of person who doesn't need to be burdened to enjoy her goodness.
I thought of the days after Zhang Ning left, and suddenly felt that Ji Zi's emotional outburst was not accidental.Two days after Zhang Ning left school, the annual school sports meeting was held. Of course, the usual gymnastics competition was the afternoon before yesterday.
This time our class did not buy class uniforms, and more people opposed it than agreed.But that's okay, I'm still at peace.
I didn't pay much attention to the game, but cast my eyes on the colorful crowd.Inevitably, many memories came to my mind.I looked down at the ground and hurried away.
The winter sun is not warm on the body.
I didn't go out at all for the school sports meeting the next day. I didn't know at that time that Zhang Ning had already decided to leave. I only knew that she was not here this time, so I didn't have much interest in watching it.
I don't know if she still uses that very personalized mobile phone with a broken screen?
I was thinking aimlessly, even Ji Zi ignored me when he greeted me.She appeared to be sitting on the floor, fiddling with some wooden blocks.
Afterwards, I realized that no one can tolerate a lover thinking about others all the time, even if there is, it is only a matter of time.
Two days after the school sports meeting, when I was reading in the dormitory, I suddenly heard a burst of deafening music.The anti-AIDS campaign started.
Ji Zi raised his head from the pile of wooden blocks of various sizes and shapes.
Let's join in the fun too.she said to me.
don't go.I said, what is there to see.In fact, I thought in my heart at the time, I am afraid this time it will be a speech or something.
Ji Zi snorted, then I will go by myself.After she finished speaking, she really ran downstairs alone, but at this time the music was so loud that I couldn't read the book, so I simply put the book aside and picked up the pile of wood to study.
Staring at the uneven wooden blocks, I thought of the traditional mortise and tenon structure, a carpentry technique that embodies the wisdom and experience of ancient carpenters.
Later, Ji Zi told me that it was one of the Luban locks.Legend has it that Luban designed it to test his son's understanding of wooden building structures and mortise and tenon structures. It is easy to disassemble and difficult to assemble.
Before I could see the flowers on the wooden block, Ji Zi came back.
how?Not good looking?I asked her, but from her face, it didn't look like it either.Sure enough, she said: It's one program after another, I came back specially to call you.
When it came to this, I didn't refuse any more.The playground was very lively, crowded with people, because they brought their own stools, many people ran to the side of the stage to watch.We too, lost in a group of students.
The atmosphere at the scene was very hot. When we arrived, we just caught up with a group of women dancing, playing a popular song, and the lights were shining everywhere.Wearing short-sleeved shorts and boots in such a cold night, fortunately, the dance itself is not so vulgar.
Does this have anything to do with the theme?I obviously couldn't agree, so I couldn't help but tell Ji Zi.
What?Ji Zi didn't hear clearly, so he asked again.She was beside me and still holding my arm, I couldn't even hear it, I helplessly raised my voice and yelled again.
She nodded blankly, ah, yes, I think so too.
I ignored her and waited bored for the dance to end.At this time, the host came on stage, not from the school.A man and a woman said a few transitional words and announced that the next program was a skit.
After the behind-the-scenes staff moved the props, the person dressed as a doctor appeared first. After he sat down, a man wearing a hat and rolling up one of his trousers came out singing Little Apple.
I didn't have any hope at first, but I burst out laughing as soon as the man said the first sentence. Not only me, but many students also laughed.
He spoke in the village dialect, not only him, but also the doctor.Their conversations are full of strong local flavor, such as: Uncle, free one?So teasing, oh wait.In fact, this is quite good. After all, dialect is a local characteristic, so it is better not to discard it.
In the midst of laughter, Ji Zi was probably dumbfounded, she flattened her mouth, so I asked her, what did you understand?
I understood the phrase "You can't speak the village dialect?".she says.
I burst out laughing again, feeling that this trip was not in vain.Because that sentence is spoken by men in common terms.
Jin, you are laughing at me!
Well, I'm not smiling... I said, still covering my mouth with my hand.But Ji Zi was just talking, she couldn't help laughing at me herself.
At this time, the doctor answered the phone, and he said this: You let him eat whatever he eats, and sleep whatever he wants...
There was a clear cheer from the students in the audience.The doctor called a nurse to come up again, the man looked at the nurse with his head, and said in a bland tone: This nurse is so beautiful!
Because we were next to the stage, we could clearly see the nurse laughing uncontrollably when she stepped back.I myself laughed on Ji Zi's shoulder, and that's why I didn't see her tender eyes.
After the skit was over, the host asked a question about AIDS. Of course, the question was about AIDS, and the prize was an umbrella.
The questions at the beginning were very simple, and the students were very enthusiastic.When it came time to ask questions about time, the students got it wrong one after another.
At this time, the hostess suddenly looked at me and said: That girl with blond hair is very brave, yes, it is you.
When I saw it, it turned out that Ji Zi raised his hand high at some point.But this unreliable person pushed me out and signaled to the host to let me answer for her, and she agreed.
Fortunately, I knew the answer. After taking a look at the stage, I didn't choose to go through the crowd and go around behind the stage before going up.Instead, he supported the edge of the platform with both hands - the height was 2 meters by visual inspection, and turned up.At this time, of course, I didn't expect that a month later, someone would suddenly appear on the stage in the same posture and caused quite a stir.
It seems that this girl usually likes sports very much, she is agile!The host said, I ignored her, and I only gave the correct answer when she asked me the answer.
After that, I successfully jumped down again holding the umbrella, this time with one hand.And in this up and down movement, I seem to have regained the feeling of being young and impulsive.
Jin.Ji Zi smiled at me and said, the action was very handsome just now.
old.I said, I almost couldn't hold on.
No way, you are only 25, a great age.
Yes, I'm only 25, I'm already 25.
After the interaction, there was a magic show.To be honest, I am still very satisfied. Although I can guess most of the content, after all, the magician's technique is very clean and neat. Even if we watched from the side, we didn't see any flaws.
The only thing that made me dissatisfied was that a group of boys from junior high school came behind me at some point, as if they thought they were very smart, and kept talking about the performance.I looked back twice, and thought it was inappropriate to stop it.After he couldn't bear it anymore, he dragged Ji Zi away.
What's wrong?She didn't seem to be affected by them and asked me instead.
Annoying, I said, they have the ability to perform on their own, and they can't even afford props, so why should they criticize others.
Ji Zi stared at me for a while and smiled.I hate people like that too, really, really, really.She obviously cooperated with me and said, we don't care about those children.
After such a small episode, I have no interest in watching the following programs.I found a big tree to sit down and swiped my phone.
Ji Zi folded his arms beside him, shivering from the cold.I didn't feel anything in a group of people before, but now the wind blows from different angles, who knows who is cold.
Why don't we go back?she asked me.
Wait a minute, I want to see what that show is.I said, and at the same time took off my overcoat—I was only wearing a long sleeve underneath, and draped it over her body.
No need, she quickly refused, aren't you cold?
Let it be cold.I replied indifferently.
Ji Zi looked at me like a wayward child.Why are you so willful recently?She said, and put the coats on us together again, so we were quite close.I heard myself say: Maybe this is who I am.
Before I knew it, the show I was waiting for started, a war-themed stage play.I've been looking forward to it since I saw a girl in that blue military uniform.
The music is very shocking, like the sound of gunfire on the battlefield, full of murderous intentions.The actors are either scattered or gathered together, and the performance is very realistic.Especially in the middle part, a girl with double braids suddenly raised her cock, which surprised me.The final climax is when the war is over, the girl with the gun cried loudly and helplessly.
Finally, they walked back slowly one by one. At this time, a name sounded in the air, and each time they called a name, one of them turned back.
After the show ended, I was still immersed in the plot and couldn't extricate myself. I felt a deep sense of self-loathing and self-denial.
What are others doing, and what am I doing?
I let Ji Zi take me back in a daze. She seemed to say something, but I didn't pay attention to it. When I asked again, I saw her sigh:
Jin, you fall into other people's emotions too easily.
☆, new life
How does it feel to suddenly have less people in your life?
In my opinion, it is nothing more than the same as when the teacher left.I thought I couldn't bear it, but it turned out that I passed the third year of high school indifferently. Only when I accidentally heard others talk about her did I feel some waves in my heart.And now, I have also learned to get used to the days without Zhang Ning.
On the night of the third Saturday in December, I walked home from the vegetable market with a full plastic bag.
Is today a special holiday?Ji Zi, who was watching TV in the living room, asked strangely. She was just about to go shopping, but I told her to come by herself.Of course it will be strange to see me bring so many dishes back now.
No.I said, put down the bag, and rubbed the red mark that was strangled.Just a sudden craving for hot pot.
Ji Zi froze for a moment, is it just the two of us?You buy so many vegetables.
Let me laugh, if Han can't make it, there will be two.
Your friend who got married last time.She answered immediately.
Um.I answered, and I was also curious, what did Han come to my house for no reason, did he quarrel with Zhuang?But it's not like, she was still arguing with me on the phone when she notified me.
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel emotional. After more than 20 years, there are only a few friends left, and they still have a tendency to slowly alienate.I know this is not their original intention, it is really the trivial things in life that make them unable to get in touch with me, a friend who is far away in the sky.
When I think of Han, I naturally think of Lan. We had a brief conversation two months ago, and she told me that she planned to accept a man who was pursuing her.
I was stunned immediately, are you serious?I said, after thinking about it, I asked again: Why didn't I know about this.
Lan smiled happily over there, if you want to know, of course you will know.She said, however, I was a little hesitant.
I was speechless, her words really meant to dismiss me as not caring about her.
Well, you think about it slowly, as long as you don't regret it.I said last.
Lan responded repeatedly, and after that, we never contacted each other again.Now I suddenly think of it and feel that it is a bit abrupt to call and ask about this now.
never mind.Who is not living on their own.
I cut the beef and squid I bought into thin slices and placed them neatly on beautiful plates.In fact, there is no need to be so particular about eating at home, it's just an obsessive-compulsive disorder attack.In addition to these, there are chicken, fish, various meatballs and shiitake mushrooms, which is a bit much for two people.
When Ji Zi saw that the water in the pot was boiling, he poured one-third of the chicken into the pot and made the soup.Then she started washing vegetables again: lettuce, enoki mushrooms and potatoes.Yes, and a plump potato.
I glanced inadvertently, but saw her hands turned red under the cold running water.
I'll wash it.I said, it's almost ready anyway, you take the pot out.
Ji Zi smiled warmly, wrapped his arms around my neck, and kissed my cheek familiarly.All right, Mr. Lin.she says.
Not long after she went out, she yelled through the kitchen door: You have a call, it's that Han.
Then you take it.I also yelled back.
After a while, she said again: She said she was coming soon, she forgot where your home was, and wanted you to pick her up.
I was a little dumbfounded and said I knew it.Ji Zi didn't answer again, I don't know if she looked at my phone out of curiosity, anyway, there is no secret at all, but her phone is usually tightly covered.
I brought out the cut and plated food, and thought again: Isn't the most important thing to be together is mutual trust?
The pot in the living room has already begun to emit an unidentifiable fragrance. Thanks to it, the room is much warmer.Ji Zi had already taken off her white coat—the one she was wearing when we first met, revealing the white sweater underneath.It can be seen that she still likes white as always.
Seeing that after I came out, Ji Zi first became interested in the pot of thin and large slices of potatoes, she joked: I have seen boiled tofu and duck intestines, but I have never seen anyone boil potatoes.Also, you have obsessive-compulsive disorder, I'm not willing to eat it when it's so beautifully presented.
Then you don't eat it.I smiled and replied, besides, there is a saying that says, as long as you can eat, you can eat hot pot.
Ji Zi laughed, but she was not idle, and ran to the kitchen to bring out the remaining dishes, and finally prepared a bowl of spicy dipping sauce.
I called Han only to be told she was stuck on the road.The road ahead is being built, and only one car can walk at a time, but now it is all cars.She simply said, forget it, have you eaten yet?
Ready to eat.I said.
Hey, then you can eat first, don't wait for me.I'll call you when I get there.After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone without waiting for my answer, and the question I wanted to ask had to be turned into air.
Putting down the phone, Ji Zi was already looking at me eagerly.As soon as I said it was time to serve dinner, she moved her chopsticks excitedly like a child.
I picked up a piece of squid with a knife cut on it, dipped it into the boiling soup for a couple of times, and the squid slice quickly rolled into a round shape.Dip in a little spicy sauce, the stimulation of heat and spiciness will blend in your mouth, plus the slight toughness of the squid itself, just two words, enjoy.
At this time, Ji Zi had already fished out the potato slices with a colander and slid them onto a clean plate. The translucent potato slices looked very appetizing.
You have a nice knife.She did not forget to praise me.
That's because there is a whetstone, and the knife cuts quickly and easily.I made a detour and praised her back.In my house, Ji Zi takes care of everything related to iron and wood.
We kept adding ingredients while talking and laughing. If we can’t finish it, it’s a big deal to save it for tomorrow. Anyway, it’s not bad because the weather is so cold now.But eating like this always feels a little less atmosphere.
So I went to a nearby grocery store and bought two beers.
Halfway through the hot pot, Han finally called.I originally wanted to pick her up at the intersection by myself, but Ji Zi followed because it was not safe to walk at night.This is purely an excuse. I have walked this road for so long, and I have never even fallen.
Han greeted me warmly when he saw me, but he was quite indifferent to Ji Zi.I know she has a grudge against Ji Zi, but I don't know where it came from, so there is no way to mediate it.
Han drove here by himself, and I drove her through those small streets all the way.It is already night, and the night market is always more lively than the daytime.
I remembered that Han Shang came to my house during the National Day last year, and the time passed in a blink of an eye.Many things have left and many things have entered, even my home has been quietly changed.
Han remained silent about this change, and she was more concerned about the stomach problem.
I thought there would be no traffic jams, so I didn't eat anything.I'm starving now.She complained, and unceremoniously took my chopsticks and fished the meatballs into the pot.
I rubbed my forehead helplessly, but Ji Zi got up first and took another set of bowls and chopsticks.
for you.She handed me the chopsticks and the bowl to Han.
how?Still dislike me?Not to be outdone, Han said to me.When meeting Ji Zi's gaze, the two snorted in tacit understanding and turned their heads to the sides.
God, these two women!
Well, what are you two doing.I said it emphatically.
Pay more attention to sex than friends.Han said that his face softened.
Ji Zi smiled slightly, leaned into my ear and said something that made people blush.
Is there something I still can't hear?Han probably thought he was speaking ill of her, and said in a strange way.
Yes, I have.Ji Zi choked unceremoniously, do you want to listen to the sweet talk between lovers?
Han was speechless at what she said.Han Momo took off his coat and rolled up his sleeves, looking as if he was ready for a big fight.Of course, it refers to hot pot.
After eating two-thirds of the hot pot and finishing the two bottles of beer, Ji Zi got up to leave.As soon as she left, Han immediately pulled the stool over and said to me: Why are you living with her?God, you guys haven't slept, have you?After she finished speaking, she frantically tugged at my collar, and was about to lean over to take a look.
to go.I pushed her head away, can't I pay attention now that I'm a wife?
What's wrong with getting married? Even if I have children, it's still the same... No!Your reaction is very strange, won't I be right?
I nodded frankly.
Han spat and sighed again, no wonder.
I took a piece of beef and chewed it in my mouth, so her reaction was even more strange.What on earth are you looking for me for?
I have good news to tell you, I am pregnant!Han intentionally paused for a long time while I was writing, and stared at me for a moment after announcing the good news.My eyes can't help but drift to her stomach, which is very flat.
Are you stupid!Han clutched his stomach, how could it be seen that he was just pregnant.
I smirked, sincerely happy for her.Ten months later, a little life will come into this world.
So, I'm going to have a goddaughter?
Why not son?
Because I like girls, I said, thinking and adding: besides, don't you have a boy, one boy and one girl.
Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Han lost her previous interest. She put down her chopsticks and tilted her head to look at me.
What’s wrong with you?I asked with concern, her eyes were really pitiful.
Zhuang's children are too difficult to manage, which makes me feel exhausted.Even if this is the case, he often complains about crimes.I took care of him so kindly... Han said angrily, it was so chilling.
I'm silent for a moment, maybe he just doesn't adapt, it'll be fine if he grows up a bit.
Hmph, I don't know their family yet.Han said that he stretched out his hand to find something, but retracted when he touched the cup used for drinking.Forget, I can't drink anymore.
I looked at her with a blank expression, and Han shouted again: "What are you looking at, why don't I get a glass of water, it's so hot."
I silently took out the thermos bottle and poured a glass of water.Forget it, pregnant women are the biggest.
In the end we eliminated most of the food, and after drinking and eating, Han Ban lay on the sofa and asked me where she would sleep tonight.
If you don't mind, go with Ji Zi, if you mind, I'll book a hotel for you.
open room ah.She said suddenly, Ji Zi happened to pass by us at this time, and I saw her walking towards the bathroom with her pajamas in her hand.This is definitely not intentional.
Freeze said.I'm telling you business.
Let her sleep on the sofa.Han said with a strong attitude, I just think she is not pleasing to the eye, so what.
☆, old stories
It was night, after Han was sound asleep, I quietly lifted the sheet, stomped on the ground in the dark, found the slippers and left the room.
I have done this action countless times, and I am very familiar with it.Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing. In the past, I used to go to the toilet, but tonight I felt like "being a thief", and I was still in my own home.
No way, pregnant women are the biggest.
Then you should give me a reason.I asked Han.Logically speaking, Ji Zi has no contact with her, so Han has no reason to be so hostile to her.
You don't need a reason to hate someone.Han rounded up the question again.I glanced at her, and I finally understood that she was hiding a secret in her heart.And Han is the kind of person who hides secrets to death. There are several times when she expresses she hesitates to speak or is filled with righteous indignation, but she swallows the words back.
I know that there is no answer in her mouth.So, I said: No matter what you think, don't be too obvious.You said that I don't see you several times a year, why are you so embarrassing.
Han Wenyan stared at me with wide eyes.Jin, you have changed!she says.
If you still want me to be the same as when I was in Beihai, I said, then you can object as you like!
Han's lips twitched a few times, and his eyes widened.After a while, she sighed: I really have nothing to do with you.
So far, this matter is over.I don't know if Han really understands the meaning behind that sentence, I only have Ji Zi now.
However, pinning one emotion on another is itself irrational.People are always like this, no one can start over, everyone will just find something to pay tribute to the past.someone or something.
The sofa in the living room was still shimmering, Ji Zi didn't sleep?I was slightly surprised by this thought, and at the same time, I temporarily threw out the thoughts just now.Things are like this, what else can I do.
When she took a closer look, it wasn't, it was her mobile phone that was on, and the mobile phone was placed on the stool next to her in front of her.
Ji Zi was very tolerant about sleeping on the sofa, which made Han feel a little regretful.
Jin, Han called me before going to sleep, am I going too far?
Do you think it's too much now?I said, and smiled again, forget it, the visitor is a guest.You sleep in peace.
OK, you're including her in the family without saying a word!This jump is too fast.
I didn't answer, because I actually didn't know how to answer.Han seemed to see my embarrassment, so he didn't ask any more questions, but told me some interesting things about their school.In return, I also picked some interesting things to tell her.
By the way, why did that student of yours leave?she asked suddenly.
How do you know she's gone?I wondered.Han Zhi paused for a while, then suddenly raised his voice and said: Just a few weeks ago, on Thursday, I passed by Xida University and saw her coming out of it, so I was curious and went up to ask.
oh.I said that I didn't notice the answer that couldn't withstand further investigation.What are you so excited about?
Can you not be excited... Han stopped talking again abruptly, and asked: By the way, you still didn't tell me why she left!
So I briefly talked about the day when Zhang Ning and her uncle came to see me.On the weekend when her uncle came, I saw that all the books in her book were removed, not even a pen was left.
She deliberately chose to move books on weekends, because she doesn't want to see me?With this kind of calm refusal.
It seems... Han concluded that she is really disappointed in you.
It doesn't matter anymore.I thought.Ji Zi's cell phone was still on and off. She turned off the mute, and the cell phone only vibrated slightly on the stool.
I couldn't control my curiosity, I glanced at it, it was a call, without signature, from Guangdong
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