Who will you think of at the end of your life

Su Mu found that Erbai had changed a lot when he came back this time, but they still talked on the phone every day about various topics. However, he also tried to ask Erbai about his family situation, but he prevaricated, as if he was hiding something.He thought that everything could go back to the way it was before, that Erbai would not disappear again, but he was wrong.

Erbai disappeared again...

He hates this, he would rather choose to have nothing, and he doesn't want to accept him who is sometimes there and sometimes disappears, because the feeling of worrying about gains and losses is really uncomfortable, and he feels it once is enough.Until he received a phone call to solve his doubts.

At noon that day, Su Mu and his classmates were eating in the cafeteria, when suddenly the phone rang, and the phone number of Erbai was displayed on the screen.Originally, Su Mu didn't want to answer it, he didn't want to be played with by others, but the bell rang one after another, and he had no choice but to answer it: "Hello."

"Xiao Mu." However, an intellectual and slightly cold female voice came from the phone.

Su Mu was taken aback for a moment, then asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"

"I'm Xu Qian."

"Sister Xu Qian? Why do you..."

Before Su Mu could finish digesting this sentence, Xu Qian told him another piece of news that shocked him.After listening, he hesitated for a moment, then stood up abruptly, the students next to him were taken aback, and ran towards Xu Mo's house regardless of the students behind him shouting.

Su Mu was running. At this time, everything around him seemed to be blurred, and gusts of wind ruthlessly passed over his cheeks. He could only feel his own rapid breathing and Xu Qian's words hovering in his mind...

"Xiao Mo has congenital heart disease since he was a child. We are very careful, but Xu Mo still fell ill a month ago. We had no choice but to send Xu Mo back to the United States for treatment. After his condition stabilized, Xiao Mo insisted on coming back. I think he wants to be closer to you. But now his body is getting weaker and weaker, maybe... come and see him, I think he will want to see you."

ear hundred?Xu Mo?He should have thought of it.Why you feel a sense of indifference when you hear the deaf voice for the first time, why you feel a sense of distance when you meet Xu Mo for the first time, why you treat him like a stranger, all the mysteries can be revealed.

But people are not computers, as long as you press the "delete" button, you can clear it...

Su Mu seemed to exhaust all his strength and ran towards Xu's villa, and saw Xu Qian who was waiting for him outside Xu Mo's room.

"He's inside, you go in."

His body trembled uncontrollably, and he finally moved forward with trembling steps, slowly walking into the room.

Xu Mo was lying quietly on the bed, his face was a little pale, the needle was inserted into the vein in his wrist, and the liquid medicine was being delivered drop by drop into his blood vessels.The monitor and the infusion pump next to him were beeping slightly. Su Mu approached the bed and looked at him who was weak, and his heart felt an inexplicable tingle.

Xu Mo showed a weak smile: "You are here, it seems that my sister has told you."

Xu Mo knew her sister's character, she would never let her brother die with such regrets, so Su Mu's arrival was no surprise.But his regret is not seeing him again, but not having time to be with him...

"What I should have thought of, ear lily is "Mo", Xu Mo's Mo."

Xu Mo's voice was slightly tired and hoarse: "A stranger who can disappear into this world at any time."

This sentence hurt and angered Su Mu: "Are you just going to disappear again without saying anything? Xu Mo, you bastard!! Then what am I? Appear when you want to appear, disappear when you want to disappear , Is it fun to play me? You bastard." Su Mu was calm at first, but became more and more excited as he talked, and finally became hysterical.

Xu Mo looked at Su Mu distressedly and said, "I don't intend to disturb your life..."

Su Mu was even more frantic: "I've interrupted you. Why did you decide...why..." In the end, as if he had vented all his emotions, he slumped on the edge of the bed and cried again.

"Sorry…"

Xu Mo looked helplessly at the painful Su Mu, his heart felt like a knife was piercing, he gently stroked Su Mu's head, and said what he wanted to say to him in his heart.

If this is where I belong, I will.But I will not add more pain to you, but I decide never to tell you the secret I buried in my heart.

Su Mu, I'm sorry, I love you.

They haven't spoken since then, very peacefully.They both seem to understand what the other person is thinking, and they don't want to hurt the other person's wounds.

A ray of sunlight came in through the window sills, and the mottled light and shadow sprinkled on the floor. Su Mu sat quietly by the bed and looked at Xu Mo's haggard and pale face who was sleeping soundly.He understood that when he first stepped into the door of this room, he lost his temper with Xu Mo, but in fact, most of it was hatred towards himself.If he had known that Xu Mo was the most important person to him, he would have met and known him earlier; if he had known that Erbai and Xu Mo were the same person, he would have stayed by his side even if he was nervous; If I knew that Xu Mo had such a disease, he would always be by his side and never let Xu Mo relapse again; however, there is no if in this world, let alone if I knew it earlier...

In this way, Su Mu took good care of Xu Mo, walking with him in the back garden every day, or sitting together on the lawn in the back garden, looking up at the blue sky, watching the birds flying freely, the wicker swaying in the wind, listening to the The sound of flowers blooming.

Although he always faces Su Mu with a smile on his face, he knows that if he holds his hand tightly now, he will have to let go soon.In fact, Su Mu's instinct was right. Xu Mo's body became weaker and weaker. After a month, Xu Mo stopped breathing. Su Mu just watched them push Xu Mo's body out of his sight, but he couldn't do anything. , My heart hurts so much, like tearing...

Three days later, Su Mu attended Xu Mo's funeral dressed in black, holding not a white rose, but a clock flower in his hand, and the clock flower symbolizes love by your side...

The author has something to say: I’ve been very busy recently, why are you so busy, hehe, the baby is not happy π_π Oh yes, I wish you all a happy New Year’s Day, I wish you a prosperous career in the new year, no hard work in moving bricks, and good fortune As fierce as a tiger, with countless deposits, you are the invisible local tyrant, mua~