that's not love
Chapter 9
I want to laugh at myself, what was going on in my mind.But Jiang Ling is really strange, he is still so neatly dressed in the room, except for a new pair of shoes, everything is the same as outside.
Jiang Ling said to him without raising his head, "Sit down for a while, and I'll be fine soon."
He heard the person on the other side of the computer tease and said, "It's true that you have a date with a handsome guy."
Qin Yue leaned over to take a look, and there were black and white round chess pieces on the checkered board on the screen, which turned out to be Go.He shrugged, thinking he was doing work seeing him so seriously.
"Can you help me judge who will win?" the person on the other end of the computer said again.
"Don't pay attention to him," Jiang Ling continued to play chess seriously. After a few moves, he said coldly, "You are already dead." He simply closed the game interface and sent a message to mock others: Yours There is no progress in chess at all, and it is a waste of my time to help you improve.
That buddy over there was wronged enough, he was the one who called to play chess almost every time, isn't it just the one who made fun of him, he just fucked him up in the chess game, and he was so rude with his words.
Qin Yue couldn't understand it either, but he only knew that there were probably more sunspots left.Vaguely praised Jiang Ling and said, "Mr. Jiang's level is quite high." Jiang Ling saw that he was almost clueless, and knew that he was just being polite, so he didn't bother him, and asked him directly, "I'm going out to find a place. Sit down, or just chat here?"
They're all up, and didn't intend to go out at first, Qin Yue thought to say to Jiang Ling: "Just sit here for a while. I also brought something, let's eat together." He spread the food in front of the table, Prepare to feast on it.
"I didn't bring a bottle of wine either." Jiang Ling glanced at the bags and said lightly, thinking, well, I owe him another meal now, how can I pay it back?
Drinking is easy to mess, Qin Yue raised half of his eyebrows, sat down and greeted him and said: "Come and taste our specialties. I bought some of them. If you like something, I'll bring some back tomorrow. "When it came to bringing things, Jiang Ling realized that he forgot to buy a silk scarf for his mother. After wandering around for so long, he forgot such an important thing. He couldn't help feeling annoyed.
Seeing that he was a little angry, Qin Yue said with a smile: "Are you angry because you didn't abuse your opponent just now?" My memory is not that bad."
Qin Yue didn't understand what he was worrying about: "If it's important, do it now, if it's not important, just leave it tomorrow."
"It's all right," Jiang Ling waved his hand, and sat beside him with a relaxed expression, "I just don't think I should forget about it, and I can go there tomorrow."
Qin Yue picked out his share for him: "You eat this, it's not too spicy." Jiang Ling reluctantly went to grab his share: "It's not like I can't eat at all, I really don't need your special care." Stretched out his hand Quickly snatched a piece of chicken wing from him.
"Don't be angry," Qin Yue smiled and wanted to pinch it back. Seeing that he had put it in his mouth, he couldn't help but remind him, "You have to drive seven or eight hours back tomorrow, or else you will take a car Go back and forget it."
Jiang Ling had an expression of "None of your business". He ate calmly and told him, "Remember to bring wine with you next time. How can you not drink at night?" "Then I'll just wait." Mr. Jiang invited me back after he had good wine." Qin Yue ate the duck gizzard with a smile on his face: "I'm afraid I won't be able to find a high-end wine that is worthy of Mr. Jiang."
Jiang Ling murmured in his heart, that guy Zhang Ming always smiles when he sees people, why is he more pleasing to the eye?He recalled Zhang Ming's silly smile, which made him so disgusted that he didn't even want to think about it.
Following Qin Nian's safety issue of earning a living outside, Qin's mother mentioned her boss again.
She asked Qin Nian, "I heard that your boss is the same as your brother?"
Qin Nian was startled, and his voice trembled: "You, did you hear what my dad said?"
"Yes, he kept muttering after answering the phone, fearing that you would be taken badly. The main thing is whether your boss is good or not. If you don't like him, you can change companies." Although her son is such a person, mother Qin It is still deeply rooted that such a person is not a good person, only his own son is an exception.
"Our boss is very nice. I just want to do what I want to do in this company. Why do you keep asking me to change jobs?" Anyway, you just said that he is not good, Qin Nian thought.
"I will leave you alone to work overtime on Eleventh. I think it must be something else."
Didn't I say everything, is he GAY? "Qin Nian was quite helpless. Besides, it was my brother's intention not to let me work overtime. Who said she was the only one who worked overtime? My mother was too good at thinking about it. She emphasized: "He only likes boys. I'm a girl, okay? Gender incompatible . "
"Just believe what he says." Qin's mother didn't take her words seriously at all. In her mind, it was natural for men to like women.
She wholeheartedly wanted Qin Nian to be more vigilant, so she said stubbornly, "Then maybe it's just fooling a little girl like you, telling you to relax your vigilance, you're so simple and you won't lie to anyone. The outside world is so chaotic, how can you still lie to me?" I don't understand. You have to be careful about everything, if you are really taken advantage of by others, then you are the one who suffers, you know?"
"Mom, you really have too much imagination, you think too much." Qin Nian was eager to clarify to his mother, and couldn't help blurting out: "Do you think Jiang Ling is like this kind of person?" Obviously, he only thought about her brother. ?
"Jiangling?" Mother Qin stared at her suspiciously.
Damn!Qin Nian realized what he said, and was startled.It's too bad that Jiang Ling is our boss's business, my mother still remembers what Jiang Ling is called, she must!Am I being tricked by my mother?It's terrible, it's terrible, no, I must hold on at this time.
But she couldn't control her expression at all. As soon as she heard the exact question, her mind was in a mess, and panic was clearly written on her face.
Qin's mother saw some clues from her expression, she couldn't breathe, she clutched her chest and said word by word with difficulty, "Your friend, did you come here to see your brother?"
Her chest was heaving and her expression was unusually ugly.
"You can also say that." After being told the truth directly, Qin Nian had no choice but to admit it, and his heart ached like being hit hard by something.She couldn't find an excuse to forgive herself, so she could only blame herself in her heart.
"Let them break it, and come here. Fool me..." After hearing this, Qin's mother could no longer control her emotions. Her anger was smoldering in her chest, and her face turned pale .Difficulty breathing, lying on the bed gasping for breath, looking pretty bad.
"Mom!" Qin Nian yelled in surprise, rushing over to ring the nurse's bell beside the bed.She knew she had made a big mistake, her hands and feet were cold, her face was pale, and her back was sweating.Looking at my mother's weak and angry appearance, I was at a loss and fidgeted.
"You let him go!" Qin's mother seemed to have lost her strength, but she suddenly roared angrily: "I don't need him to take care of him, let him go. How to explain to his father, you can figure it out!"
Qin Nian was so frightened that her legs became weak, her heart seemed to lose all support and suddenly collapsed, she hurt two people who loved her the most at the same time, what should I do?
Qin's mother didn't want to see her again. After the nurse came, she slowly calmed down her emotions.
While worrying about her mother's health, Qin Nian anxiously called her sister. Qin Nian explained the situation in a few words, but was reprimanded by her sister, and she promised to come over immediately.
"Are you stupid?" As soon as I met my sister, I shook her hard.But now she didn't care about talking about Qin Nian, she just looked worriedly at the busy nurses.
Anxiously waiting for the two of them to finish their work, Qin Nian quickly went up to them and asked, "Is my mother okay?"
One of the older nurses held the file folder and replied: "Basically stable, you don't have to worry about it. But the patient's condition is easy to repeat, it's best not to stimulate the patient's emotions. In addition, there must be Be quiet."
The nurse told them to take good care of the patient and then went out. Qin Nian kept circling in a panic, and looked at Qin Yu in disbelief: "What should I do now? Should I tell my brother now? Dad will know sooner or later, then How to do it?"
"Then what else can I do? I've been stabbed by you, so let them solve it by themselves." Qin Yu said bluntly: "When Dad came over in the morning, I told him. As for Brother, it's going to be executed anyway. , let him relax overnight."
"You didn't give him time last time," Qin Nian complained in a low voice, shrinking his neck, "You told him that his mother was sick in the car, didn't you mean to make him restless all the way?"
"I gave him a time to reflect," Qin Yu said angrily, "Because the one who has to worry is Mom. Now, I'm still worried about him. Besides, I'm about to be mad, okay? Don't you It can be accepted for a while.”
Qin Yu looked at her questioningly.
"That's not true," Qin Nian was stopped by her question, his attitude became more relaxed, his back collapsed, and he muttered, "I also had a little bit at first, because it's not very common, and I never thought it would happen in on people I know."
Thinking of what happened to her sister, she shut up again. What did she think of?Nothing came to mind.After thinking about it, my heart is desolate.
☆, at least you still have
I don't know if he had a premonition, but Qin Yue came out of Jiangling just after ten o'clock, but he never felt sleepy.He didn't want to go back either, he just wanted to stay by himself for a while.
The streets were almost empty, except for the street lamps, which were so dark.He feels very quiet and safe. Since he can remember, he must play the role of a good son and brother at all times.After a long time, he feels tired and bored. He would rather stay with strangers than keep himself in a positive mood all the time.
When it was approaching six o'clock, the second sister brought him bad news: "Mom found out what happened between you and Jiangling last night, and she was very angry. I guess Dad can't hide it. You, go and talk to him yourself. Let him talk."
For some reason, like a stone falling to the ground, Qin Yue felt relieved.He felt that this should have been his end, but it came a little late.He respects his parents very much, and can even do anything for them, but have they ever listened to him say a word?
Thinking of this, Qin Yue's heart felt sad. Is it his fault?How can we avoid this from happening?
Just treat it as his fault, no matter what dad wants, let him do it.At this time, he even thought of compromising and finding a woman to start a family, and the persistence in his heart was slightly shaken.
When he rushed to the hospital, the dark circles under his eyes were so deep that people could see them at a glance.
Qin Yu was waiting outside the ward, and when she saw him, she hurriedly said to him: "Mom's condition is stable now, but she is very angry with you. You'd better not go there. Dad will come over later, let's say hello to him first, you Go talk to him again."
Qin Nian also came out from the door, and whispered to Qin Yue: "I accidentally slipped the tongue. I always feel like my mother is trying to trick me, and she said it without paying attention."
"Is Mom all right now?" Qin Yue glanced around the ward.
"No, Mom is asleep." Qin Nian lowered his voice and said, "I've been watching her all the time, I'll call someone if something happens."
"She didn't expect her brother to return to normal if he didn't get in touch with those messy things." Qin Yu was very upset, and gave him an angry look: "You are the only one who has a lot of trouble."
"If you control it yourself, you think I'm willing." Qin Yue replied bluntly, "Okay, I'll go first. Don't come here for a while, so as not to accidentally hurt you."
"I have no choice but to collect your body." Qin Yu said with a sullen face.
"Don't I still have Jiangling? You should take care of your parents' affairs." After Qin Yue finished speaking, he left without looking back.
Qin Nian watched his brother leave reluctantly, and complained with a flat mouth: "Look, when something happens, the family members are not as good as an outsider."
Qin Yu glared at her: "Does your brother treat him as an outsider?" He said and pushed her casually: "You are still helping outsiders to speak, let it go, you are a traitor."
Qin Nian stared back in disbelief: "It's too much for you to talk like that."
Hearing that his wife was ill because of his son, Qin's father immediately found him according to the words of his two daughters.
In the garden of the hospital, Father Qin asked him angrily, "What's going on with your mother?" In the garden of the hospital, Father Qin asked him angrily.
He still didn't know what happened, the two daughters evaded, and finally said, you should ask brother yourself, even the eldest daughter avoided revealing it directly.He really couldn't think of any outrageous things that the eldest son who had always been very sensible would do. As for his mother being so angry.
Whether it was having an illicit relationship with a married man or getting someone else's girlfriend pregnant, all the possibilities he could guess made him restless.Qin Yu followed quietly, afraid that he would do something excessive because of excitement.
Without any hesitation, Qin Yue sighed and said frankly: "I like the same sex." He closed his eyes and said to himself, that's it.
Father Qin didn't understand the meaning of his words for a while, and after being startled for a moment, the expression on his face became extremely angry, and he punched him in the chest.The grown man's chest was no longer so weak, he knew that it was impossible for him to hurt him with his hands, so the remaining anger still picked up the faded old leather bag beside him, and threw it at him without any fuss.
While kicking him fiercely, he taught him a lesson: "If you are asked to work outside, you will do this kind of thing that will embarrass the family. If you don't find a woman to marry, you will not be ashamed to say such shameless things as liking the same sex. …”
The veins on his face were bulging, and he seemed to be extremely angry, and the beatings became more severe every time.The words became more and more ruthless: "It's better not to be born like you, to do things that such beasts can't do, what is wrong with us, so we taught you to be like this !"
Qin Yue didn't move and let his father vent his anger. What made him feel even more sad was that the fist that made him fearful at the beginning had long since failed to achieve the effect of the past.What made him feel that his father was so strong and indestructible?And those words, he could think of what his father would say almost without thinking, and it was really nothing to face them.
Qin Yu watched from the side, only daring to hide behind.The expression on his face changed again and again, and it took a long time before he said softly, "Dad, take care of yourself." He was worried about his brother and his father's anger, so he didn't dare to go up to persuade him.
An old lady in hospital gown next to her stayed aside, looked at her curiously for a long time, then wandered over and asked her, "What did this child do? Last time I saw you talking about him, why did you say that this time?" Are you ready to start?"
"You don't understand," Qin Yu sighed, and leaned heavily on a tree behind him: "It's hard to say about my brother."
"I think he is also a good boy. He would never do anything too outrageous. You never persuaded your father." The aunt felt sorry for the child who had been beaten all the time.
Qin Yu squinted at her and asked, "If your son says he will never get married, what do you think?"
The aunt said: "Maybe he has other plans. If he doesn't get married, it's nothing. It's because your father has a problem with his thinking. This is too conservative. You have to respect the child's ideas. Back then, I wanted to marry later. People don’t let him. Now that the social conditions are relaxed, as a family member, he should be given a little freedom, why force the child.”
"You're right," Qin Yu was moved when he heard that, "but my father doesn't see it that way. What should we do as children? What's more, my brother's situation is not acceptable to many parents, even me I can't accept it myself."
She thought wistfully, could it be that she was too conservative in her thinking?Aren't things that were unacceptable to the public in the past gradually accepted now?But thinking of her brother being with a man makes her feel so uncomfortable
After calming down, Qin's father gave him a very indifferent look: "Go home tonight and explain everything clearly. I'll take care of your mother now." Turned around and left.
Qin Yu hurriedly greeted her, and said worriedly, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay." Qin Yue waved his hands indifferently, turned around, and staggered a little.
There was a bloodstain on his face from the buckle of the leather bag, and there were a few red marks from the smashing, and there were obvious shoe prints all covered with dust on his legs.His back gradually slumped as he walked away slowly, looking very dejected.
Just like a lost dog, Qin Yu's heart tugged, staring at his back, his eyes slowly turned red.
That's right, except for his parents, he also feels uncomfortable, who would feel better.She felt that her brother seemed to have the intention of breaking away from the family. Yes, the society had tolerated it, but as family members, they had to stand on the opposite side of him and become his biggest source of pressure.
Qin Yue patted the dust off his body to make himself look less embarrassed.
He walked out the gate of the hospital and wandered alone on the street. Compared to yesterday, he couldn't even sit still, either walking around or spinning in circles.Although some things you foresee will happen, you are still worried and afraid when they actually happen, because at this time you can only wait for it alone.
Do you really want to let him go like this?Qin Yue thought about the matter with Jiang Ling, and knew that if he left, they might never see each other again. No matter where he went in the future, he would never let Jiang Ling interfere in his affairs.
Can he really let go of this concern?Reluctant, he looked up at the sky, Jiang Ling seemed to be still in front of him, impatiently caring about him, tentatively saying that he wanted to meet.He knew that Jiangling Zexin would definitely be on his side, and what he wanted was within easy reach, so why should he give up?
Qin Yue thought about his life for many years. After such a long time, he still stopped at the same place. Thinking about it carefully, he was a little tired, and even became the source of his loathing for himself.
Since it is impossible for his family to forgive him anymore, why can't he think about it for himself?He has already sacrificed a lot for his family, and this matter is beyond his control. Should he blame himself for this and suffer for the rest of his life?
The big deal with his parents is not not to meet, he made up his mind that he must not miss this opportunity.
Without hesitating for a long time, he took out his mobile phone and sent Jiang Ling a text message: My dad wants to talk to me at night, when are you leaving, I will see you off.
Qin Yue raised his head and sighed.He knew that Yi Jiangling's character would definitely ask the question to the end, so he just had to wait for him to ask.If not, he would be ashamed to ask him to explain directly.
Sure enough, Jiang Ling called very quickly, which was faster than Qin Yue's imagination. I really don't know if he has been staring at the phone all the time.
"Are you busy tonight?"
"Yeah, aren't you going back soon? I'll see you off first."
"What's the matter?" Qin Yue heard his tone of pretending to be indifferent but actually wanted to know, smiled, and told him: "I was taught a lesson by him today, and he asked me to go back at night. It's just that, our relationship something?"
Qin Yue successfully aroused Jiang Ling's sense of guilt, and also succeeded in preventing him from breaking away from this matter. He somehow felt that he was scheming.
Jiang Ling immediately said: "Then I won't go back, I will stay with you for a while and see the situation."
"That's so embarrassing..." Qin Yue pretended to refuse, but felt that he was too funny, so he agreed: "If it's not troublesome, that's fine."
"You, do you want me to come over now?" Jiang Ling said hesitantly.
"Let's have dinner tonight, and then I'll go back to my dad's," he paused, it was obvious that it wasn't his home anymore, and then said, "Now I want to be alone for a while. You have something to do Do it, don't forget it again."
"I remember this time. Then I will call you when I come over at night?"
"Okay." Qin Yue hung up the phone.
Now he has to go out to pick out silk scarves with his mother. Of course, Jiang Ling has not forgotten, but he just can't get up the energy to do it.Then he explained to his family the delayed return time, changed his shoes and arranged the itinerary, and on the way out, he called Zhang Ming by the way.
☆, love
In the hospital, the two sisters, Qin Nian and Qin Yu, shrank in fright because of their father's anger, and they did not dare to get close to their parents.Just like when they were young, once one of them made a mistake, the others would be silent. My father thought it was for their own good to educate them, and he never showed mercy when beating or scolding people.
Especially Qin Nian, once he pretended to be sick and didn't go to the exam. After he was discovered, he was picked up and thrown at the intersection, and was fined to kneel for two full hours.That's an insult, okay, but she still dare not raise any protests, because her parents think that her current appearance was shaped by their education back then, so she has no right to question it.
They are the kind of parents who are passionate and responsible, what can you complain about them, they have done everything for you.
As time ticked by, Qin Nian was so suppressed that he couldn't bear it, and he was filled with anger.Why can't they reflect on themselves? If they can be more tolerant, this is not a problem at all.
She stood up abruptly, and said angrily, "I'm going to find my brother."
Just leave and make a fuss, Qin Yu put his middle finger between his lips, made a "silence" gesture at her, and said to her impatiently: "Go, go. Take it easy."
Having said that, Qin Nian didn't want to leave, why did she go to see her brother, and what could she do.Then she sat back in frustration. If she had to choose a side, she could only choose her parents, and she couldn't help her brother in anything.
"Are you annoying?" Qin Yu looked at her tossing and gave her a contemptuous look.
"Can't you see that I'm getting bored to death?" Qin Nian responded impatiently.She turned to her sister, resting her elbows on her thighs, resting her cheeks on her hands, and said in annoyance: "What do you think dad wants, that we insist on giving in to him? I can know what he will say without saying it, it's all For our own good, he should be right anyway. Seriously," Qin Nian approached Qin Yu, and expressed his dissatisfaction in a very soft voice next to her ear: "When parents are so wronged, then why not give birth at all , it’s not that we begged them to live.”
"Unless they are reborn once." Qin Yu turned to look at her, the warm breath close at hand made her very uncomfortable, and after avoiding it, she said lightly, "Why don't you write a rebirth article, so that the result can be changed gone."
"You just like to mock people," Qin Nian said unhappily, and stood up again: "I'm going to call my brother."
Now she has decided to quit her job there and concentrate on taking care of her mother.After all, mother still treats her better, she is the one who loves her the most among the children, but father always thinks that she is insignificant because she is a girl and the youngest.When her mother passed away, she would come out to work, so she didn't want to live with a tyrant.
She wanted her brother to come forward and tell Mr. Jiang about his resignation, and there was still a pile of luggage over there, and she planned to go back another day and pack it up and send it all over.I have to check out and pay a liquidated damages, and I have to go back to school next year to get my graduation certificate. In short, everything in my life has been disrupted.
Qin Yue was not surprised by this result, it should be said that he also hoped so.After a while, before Jiang Ling called, the second sister called first and told his father to let him go now.
After hanging up the phone, he sent a message to Jiang Ling: I'm going to my dad's place now, please contact me later.
address.Jiang Ling quickly replied with two simple words.
Qin Yue froze for a moment, and spelled out the place letter by letter with his stiff fingers.
The noise from upstairs made Jiang Ling tremble with fear, and Qin Yue's father's anger spread throughout the corridor with the sound.Everyone knew why, and he thought it wouldn't be so embarrassing.
The louder words of abuse not only affected Qin Yue, but also struck Jiang Ling's heart.It doesn't matter if he is a homosexual who is looked down upon by everyone, he is still the general manager of the company, and he still lives a life that others can't match.But Qin Yue is different, he is just an ordinary person, what will others think of him?
At this moment, Jiang Ling really wanted to be by Qin Yue's side, wanted to take him out of this predicament, and wanted to give him some comfort.
After a brief hesitation, he strode upstairs.He saw that there were several families upstairs poking their heads out to talk about it. Qin Yue's father is famous for his violent temper here, and some people even yelled out of nothing: "I'm going to beat you to death." , do you want to call the police?"
He glanced at the speaker coldly, thinking that it was useless, he was a little discouraged, and went directly to the floor where Qin Yue's house was.
A few people downstairs discussed quietly. "That's the kid from the Qin family." "He looks like a successful person, but his taste is different from ordinary people." "Qin Yue doesn't usually look like this kind of person, why would he do this kind of thing?" Ah, it must be a woman's work."
"Maybe it's good luck, what do you know..."
After a chaotic sound of ping-pong-pong, the door slammed shut.
Jiang Ling saw with his own eyes that Qin Yue's father threw something on him in anger, closed the door, and made him kneel at the door.Seeing his current appearance, Jiang Ling thought of when he was punished by his father to kneel down. At least, he cared about his face, but his father hardly gave him any face.
He walked to Qin Yue's side, and Qin Yue knelt straight, the scene was almost sad.Jiang Ling stood beside him, and said in his usual calm voice, "Do you need me to accompany you?"
This gave Qin Yue a little stability, as if nothing had changed.He raised his head, looked straight ahead, and still said to him kindly: "What are you doing here, don't trouble you."
"It's okay, I'll accompany you. What are you kneeling here for?" Jiang Ling asked with a harsh tone.
Qin Yue lowered his head and smiled wryly: "To show that I'm sorry for my father, but I can't ask him to forgive me, because he won't forgive me, let alone understand me."
Jiang Ling patted his shoulders and chest close to him, and said: "I also want to stand here aboveboard and tell them that we are not wrong, let them think what they want." He lowered his head and stared at Qin Yue's face and said: "But I won't kneel down to your father unless he agrees with both of us."
"What do we both have?" Qin Yue chuckled lightly, and his raised eyes were full of water.
Jiang Ling leaned over to face him, bent one knee and slowly half-kneeled down, leaned his face towards him, and put his lips extremely softly on his lips, and said close to his ear: "It's not that your father doesn't recognize you, tomorrow Follow me, I won't want you."
Clearly seeing Qin Yue's bloodless face and dejected eyes made him feel very distressed.
Jiang Ling's breath was scorching behind his ears, and he was in a trance for a while before realizing that he had already made a promise to him.He had a smile on his face, a pretentious smile that made Jiang Ling uncomfortable: "Okay, I have nowhere to go, so I have to follow you."
His chest rose and fell slightly, and Jiang Ling was a little agitated by his unrelenting mood. He felt that Qin Yue had already done a lot for this family.He is not always indifferent like himself, and he is not always indifferent to relatives who should be polite, but why does he turn his face and deny people when he doesn't agree with them? doesn't count.
Parents' kindness to their children is kindness, but what about children's kindness to their parents is taken for granted?The only one standing on Qin Yue's side now is him, his lover who hasn't been there for a minute.Although they haven't known each other for a long time, he knows how to care about him, which is better than his family members.
He put his arm around Qin Yue's shoulders to comfort and support him, although it seemed very weak in the face of so many malice.
Gradually, off-duty people passed by in the corridor, casting curious or surprised gazes at them.There are also a few little girls who opened their eyes wide and walked over, covering their mouths, not to let themselves show too much excitement.
Time passed for a long time, Qin Yue's legs had become completely numb, and the door in front of him was opened.Qin Yue's father threw all his things out without looking at him, and said: "You go, it has nothing to do with our family in the future."
Cut off the father-son relationship?Qin Yue's lips trembled slightly, a layer of skin was bitten off by him, and bright red blood oozes out.He licked them off with a single stroke of his tongue, nodding emphatically with no expression on his face.Except for this nod of the head, it never occurred to him to hurt them.
The door slammed shut in front of him, and the cold wind that passed in front of him almost made him unbearable.At this moment, the only thing that can keep him in a normal state is indifference, and he said in an almost flat voice, "Let's go." His dark eyes lost their spirit, and there was nothing but emptiness.
Jiang Ling helped him up and supported his weight with his body. Qin Yue's low and sluggish state didn't give him any strength, and he almost couldn't support him.In the end, he simply carried him on his back, and Qin Yue obediently lay on his back without any struggle.
With a weight attached to his back that he had never felt before, Jiang Ling took every step so heavily that he even felt his legs tremble.He believes that it can lead him to the light and leave this place of right and wrong, so he doesn't feel hard.
Qin Yu has been waiting at the entrance of the corridor, seeing them so close, of course he has mixed feelings in his heart.She knew that she shouldn't have any malice towards Jiang Ling, but she couldn't understand the relationship between a man and a man.
Jiang Ling was still thinking about saying hello to her, but when she lowered her head, she had already walked away.
"Let me down." Qin Yue said softly behind him.Jiang Ling said worriedly: "You can't leave like this, right?" He thought for a while, and immediately put Qin Yue down, helped him to sit on the edge of the green space, and said: "I'm going to get a wheelchair now, you wait for me one time."
After speaking, he hurried away and disappeared.Can't it?Qin Yue asked himself, he thought it would be fine to walk with a helping hand, but it was up to him.Anyway, he doesn't want to move at all, so that's fine.
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Jiang Ling said to him without raising his head, "Sit down for a while, and I'll be fine soon."
He heard the person on the other side of the computer tease and said, "It's true that you have a date with a handsome guy."
Qin Yue leaned over to take a look, and there were black and white round chess pieces on the checkered board on the screen, which turned out to be Go.He shrugged, thinking he was doing work seeing him so seriously.
"Can you help me judge who will win?" the person on the other end of the computer said again.
"Don't pay attention to him," Jiang Ling continued to play chess seriously. After a few moves, he said coldly, "You are already dead." He simply closed the game interface and sent a message to mock others: Yours There is no progress in chess at all, and it is a waste of my time to help you improve.
That buddy over there was wronged enough, he was the one who called to play chess almost every time, isn't it just the one who made fun of him, he just fucked him up in the chess game, and he was so rude with his words.
Qin Yue couldn't understand it either, but he only knew that there were probably more sunspots left.Vaguely praised Jiang Ling and said, "Mr. Jiang's level is quite high." Jiang Ling saw that he was almost clueless, and knew that he was just being polite, so he didn't bother him, and asked him directly, "I'm going out to find a place. Sit down, or just chat here?"
They're all up, and didn't intend to go out at first, Qin Yue thought to say to Jiang Ling: "Just sit here for a while. I also brought something, let's eat together." He spread the food in front of the table, Prepare to feast on it.
"I didn't bring a bottle of wine either." Jiang Ling glanced at the bags and said lightly, thinking, well, I owe him another meal now, how can I pay it back?
Drinking is easy to mess, Qin Yue raised half of his eyebrows, sat down and greeted him and said: "Come and taste our specialties. I bought some of them. If you like something, I'll bring some back tomorrow. "When it came to bringing things, Jiang Ling realized that he forgot to buy a silk scarf for his mother. After wandering around for so long, he forgot such an important thing. He couldn't help feeling annoyed.
Seeing that he was a little angry, Qin Yue said with a smile: "Are you angry because you didn't abuse your opponent just now?" My memory is not that bad."
Qin Yue didn't understand what he was worrying about: "If it's important, do it now, if it's not important, just leave it tomorrow."
"It's all right," Jiang Ling waved his hand, and sat beside him with a relaxed expression, "I just don't think I should forget about it, and I can go there tomorrow."
Qin Yue picked out his share for him: "You eat this, it's not too spicy." Jiang Ling reluctantly went to grab his share: "It's not like I can't eat at all, I really don't need your special care." Stretched out his hand Quickly snatched a piece of chicken wing from him.
"Don't be angry," Qin Yue smiled and wanted to pinch it back. Seeing that he had put it in his mouth, he couldn't help but remind him, "You have to drive seven or eight hours back tomorrow, or else you will take a car Go back and forget it."
Jiang Ling had an expression of "None of your business". He ate calmly and told him, "Remember to bring wine with you next time. How can you not drink at night?" "Then I'll just wait." Mr. Jiang invited me back after he had good wine." Qin Yue ate the duck gizzard with a smile on his face: "I'm afraid I won't be able to find a high-end wine that is worthy of Mr. Jiang."
Jiang Ling murmured in his heart, that guy Zhang Ming always smiles when he sees people, why is he more pleasing to the eye?He recalled Zhang Ming's silly smile, which made him so disgusted that he didn't even want to think about it.
Following Qin Nian's safety issue of earning a living outside, Qin's mother mentioned her boss again.
She asked Qin Nian, "I heard that your boss is the same as your brother?"
Qin Nian was startled, and his voice trembled: "You, did you hear what my dad said?"
"Yes, he kept muttering after answering the phone, fearing that you would be taken badly. The main thing is whether your boss is good or not. If you don't like him, you can change companies." Although her son is such a person, mother Qin It is still deeply rooted that such a person is not a good person, only his own son is an exception.
"Our boss is very nice. I just want to do what I want to do in this company. Why do you keep asking me to change jobs?" Anyway, you just said that he is not good, Qin Nian thought.
"I will leave you alone to work overtime on Eleventh. I think it must be something else."
Didn't I say everything, is he GAY? "Qin Nian was quite helpless. Besides, it was my brother's intention not to let me work overtime. Who said she was the only one who worked overtime? My mother was too good at thinking about it. She emphasized: "He only likes boys. I'm a girl, okay? Gender incompatible . "
"Just believe what he says." Qin's mother didn't take her words seriously at all. In her mind, it was natural for men to like women.
She wholeheartedly wanted Qin Nian to be more vigilant, so she said stubbornly, "Then maybe it's just fooling a little girl like you, telling you to relax your vigilance, you're so simple and you won't lie to anyone. The outside world is so chaotic, how can you still lie to me?" I don't understand. You have to be careful about everything, if you are really taken advantage of by others, then you are the one who suffers, you know?"
"Mom, you really have too much imagination, you think too much." Qin Nian was eager to clarify to his mother, and couldn't help blurting out: "Do you think Jiang Ling is like this kind of person?" Obviously, he only thought about her brother. ?
"Jiangling?" Mother Qin stared at her suspiciously.
Damn!Qin Nian realized what he said, and was startled.It's too bad that Jiang Ling is our boss's business, my mother still remembers what Jiang Ling is called, she must!Am I being tricked by my mother?It's terrible, it's terrible, no, I must hold on at this time.
But she couldn't control her expression at all. As soon as she heard the exact question, her mind was in a mess, and panic was clearly written on her face.
Qin's mother saw some clues from her expression, she couldn't breathe, she clutched her chest and said word by word with difficulty, "Your friend, did you come here to see your brother?"
Her chest was heaving and her expression was unusually ugly.
"You can also say that." After being told the truth directly, Qin Nian had no choice but to admit it, and his heart ached like being hit hard by something.She couldn't find an excuse to forgive herself, so she could only blame herself in her heart.
"Let them break it, and come here. Fool me..." After hearing this, Qin's mother could no longer control her emotions. Her anger was smoldering in her chest, and her face turned pale .Difficulty breathing, lying on the bed gasping for breath, looking pretty bad.
"Mom!" Qin Nian yelled in surprise, rushing over to ring the nurse's bell beside the bed.She knew she had made a big mistake, her hands and feet were cold, her face was pale, and her back was sweating.Looking at my mother's weak and angry appearance, I was at a loss and fidgeted.
"You let him go!" Qin's mother seemed to have lost her strength, but she suddenly roared angrily: "I don't need him to take care of him, let him go. How to explain to his father, you can figure it out!"
Qin Nian was so frightened that her legs became weak, her heart seemed to lose all support and suddenly collapsed, she hurt two people who loved her the most at the same time, what should I do?
Qin's mother didn't want to see her again. After the nurse came, she slowly calmed down her emotions.
While worrying about her mother's health, Qin Nian anxiously called her sister. Qin Nian explained the situation in a few words, but was reprimanded by her sister, and she promised to come over immediately.
"Are you stupid?" As soon as I met my sister, I shook her hard.But now she didn't care about talking about Qin Nian, she just looked worriedly at the busy nurses.
Anxiously waiting for the two of them to finish their work, Qin Nian quickly went up to them and asked, "Is my mother okay?"
One of the older nurses held the file folder and replied: "Basically stable, you don't have to worry about it. But the patient's condition is easy to repeat, it's best not to stimulate the patient's emotions. In addition, there must be Be quiet."
The nurse told them to take good care of the patient and then went out. Qin Nian kept circling in a panic, and looked at Qin Yu in disbelief: "What should I do now? Should I tell my brother now? Dad will know sooner or later, then How to do it?"
"Then what else can I do? I've been stabbed by you, so let them solve it by themselves." Qin Yu said bluntly: "When Dad came over in the morning, I told him. As for Brother, it's going to be executed anyway. , let him relax overnight."
"You didn't give him time last time," Qin Nian complained in a low voice, shrinking his neck, "You told him that his mother was sick in the car, didn't you mean to make him restless all the way?"
"I gave him a time to reflect," Qin Yu said angrily, "Because the one who has to worry is Mom. Now, I'm still worried about him. Besides, I'm about to be mad, okay? Don't you It can be accepted for a while.”
Qin Yu looked at her questioningly.
"That's not true," Qin Nian was stopped by her question, his attitude became more relaxed, his back collapsed, and he muttered, "I also had a little bit at first, because it's not very common, and I never thought it would happen in on people I know."
Thinking of what happened to her sister, she shut up again. What did she think of?Nothing came to mind.After thinking about it, my heart is desolate.
☆, at least you still have
I don't know if he had a premonition, but Qin Yue came out of Jiangling just after ten o'clock, but he never felt sleepy.He didn't want to go back either, he just wanted to stay by himself for a while.
The streets were almost empty, except for the street lamps, which were so dark.He feels very quiet and safe. Since he can remember, he must play the role of a good son and brother at all times.After a long time, he feels tired and bored. He would rather stay with strangers than keep himself in a positive mood all the time.
When it was approaching six o'clock, the second sister brought him bad news: "Mom found out what happened between you and Jiangling last night, and she was very angry. I guess Dad can't hide it. You, go and talk to him yourself. Let him talk."
For some reason, like a stone falling to the ground, Qin Yue felt relieved.He felt that this should have been his end, but it came a little late.He respects his parents very much, and can even do anything for them, but have they ever listened to him say a word?
Thinking of this, Qin Yue's heart felt sad. Is it his fault?How can we avoid this from happening?
Just treat it as his fault, no matter what dad wants, let him do it.At this time, he even thought of compromising and finding a woman to start a family, and the persistence in his heart was slightly shaken.
When he rushed to the hospital, the dark circles under his eyes were so deep that people could see them at a glance.
Qin Yu was waiting outside the ward, and when she saw him, she hurriedly said to him: "Mom's condition is stable now, but she is very angry with you. You'd better not go there. Dad will come over later, let's say hello to him first, you Go talk to him again."
Qin Nian also came out from the door, and whispered to Qin Yue: "I accidentally slipped the tongue. I always feel like my mother is trying to trick me, and she said it without paying attention."
"Is Mom all right now?" Qin Yue glanced around the ward.
"No, Mom is asleep." Qin Nian lowered his voice and said, "I've been watching her all the time, I'll call someone if something happens."
"She didn't expect her brother to return to normal if he didn't get in touch with those messy things." Qin Yu was very upset, and gave him an angry look: "You are the only one who has a lot of trouble."
"If you control it yourself, you think I'm willing." Qin Yue replied bluntly, "Okay, I'll go first. Don't come here for a while, so as not to accidentally hurt you."
"I have no choice but to collect your body." Qin Yu said with a sullen face.
"Don't I still have Jiangling? You should take care of your parents' affairs." After Qin Yue finished speaking, he left without looking back.
Qin Nian watched his brother leave reluctantly, and complained with a flat mouth: "Look, when something happens, the family members are not as good as an outsider."
Qin Yu glared at her: "Does your brother treat him as an outsider?" He said and pushed her casually: "You are still helping outsiders to speak, let it go, you are a traitor."
Qin Nian stared back in disbelief: "It's too much for you to talk like that."
Hearing that his wife was ill because of his son, Qin's father immediately found him according to the words of his two daughters.
In the garden of the hospital, Father Qin asked him angrily, "What's going on with your mother?" In the garden of the hospital, Father Qin asked him angrily.
He still didn't know what happened, the two daughters evaded, and finally said, you should ask brother yourself, even the eldest daughter avoided revealing it directly.He really couldn't think of any outrageous things that the eldest son who had always been very sensible would do. As for his mother being so angry.
Whether it was having an illicit relationship with a married man or getting someone else's girlfriend pregnant, all the possibilities he could guess made him restless.Qin Yu followed quietly, afraid that he would do something excessive because of excitement.
Without any hesitation, Qin Yue sighed and said frankly: "I like the same sex." He closed his eyes and said to himself, that's it.
Father Qin didn't understand the meaning of his words for a while, and after being startled for a moment, the expression on his face became extremely angry, and he punched him in the chest.The grown man's chest was no longer so weak, he knew that it was impossible for him to hurt him with his hands, so the remaining anger still picked up the faded old leather bag beside him, and threw it at him without any fuss.
While kicking him fiercely, he taught him a lesson: "If you are asked to work outside, you will do this kind of thing that will embarrass the family. If you don't find a woman to marry, you will not be ashamed to say such shameless things as liking the same sex. …”
The veins on his face were bulging, and he seemed to be extremely angry, and the beatings became more severe every time.The words became more and more ruthless: "It's better not to be born like you, to do things that such beasts can't do, what is wrong with us, so we taught you to be like this !"
Qin Yue didn't move and let his father vent his anger. What made him feel even more sad was that the fist that made him fearful at the beginning had long since failed to achieve the effect of the past.What made him feel that his father was so strong and indestructible?And those words, he could think of what his father would say almost without thinking, and it was really nothing to face them.
Qin Yu watched from the side, only daring to hide behind.The expression on his face changed again and again, and it took a long time before he said softly, "Dad, take care of yourself." He was worried about his brother and his father's anger, so he didn't dare to go up to persuade him.
An old lady in hospital gown next to her stayed aside, looked at her curiously for a long time, then wandered over and asked her, "What did this child do? Last time I saw you talking about him, why did you say that this time?" Are you ready to start?"
"You don't understand," Qin Yu sighed, and leaned heavily on a tree behind him: "It's hard to say about my brother."
"I think he is also a good boy. He would never do anything too outrageous. You never persuaded your father." The aunt felt sorry for the child who had been beaten all the time.
Qin Yu squinted at her and asked, "If your son says he will never get married, what do you think?"
The aunt said: "Maybe he has other plans. If he doesn't get married, it's nothing. It's because your father has a problem with his thinking. This is too conservative. You have to respect the child's ideas. Back then, I wanted to marry later. People don’t let him. Now that the social conditions are relaxed, as a family member, he should be given a little freedom, why force the child.”
"You're right," Qin Yu was moved when he heard that, "but my father doesn't see it that way. What should we do as children? What's more, my brother's situation is not acceptable to many parents, even me I can't accept it myself."
She thought wistfully, could it be that she was too conservative in her thinking?Aren't things that were unacceptable to the public in the past gradually accepted now?But thinking of her brother being with a man makes her feel so uncomfortable
After calming down, Qin's father gave him a very indifferent look: "Go home tonight and explain everything clearly. I'll take care of your mother now." Turned around and left.
Qin Yu hurriedly greeted her, and said worriedly, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay." Qin Yue waved his hands indifferently, turned around, and staggered a little.
There was a bloodstain on his face from the buckle of the leather bag, and there were a few red marks from the smashing, and there were obvious shoe prints all covered with dust on his legs.His back gradually slumped as he walked away slowly, looking very dejected.
Just like a lost dog, Qin Yu's heart tugged, staring at his back, his eyes slowly turned red.
That's right, except for his parents, he also feels uncomfortable, who would feel better.She felt that her brother seemed to have the intention of breaking away from the family. Yes, the society had tolerated it, but as family members, they had to stand on the opposite side of him and become his biggest source of pressure.
Qin Yue patted the dust off his body to make himself look less embarrassed.
He walked out the gate of the hospital and wandered alone on the street. Compared to yesterday, he couldn't even sit still, either walking around or spinning in circles.Although some things you foresee will happen, you are still worried and afraid when they actually happen, because at this time you can only wait for it alone.
Do you really want to let him go like this?Qin Yue thought about the matter with Jiang Ling, and knew that if he left, they might never see each other again. No matter where he went in the future, he would never let Jiang Ling interfere in his affairs.
Can he really let go of this concern?Reluctant, he looked up at the sky, Jiang Ling seemed to be still in front of him, impatiently caring about him, tentatively saying that he wanted to meet.He knew that Jiangling Zexin would definitely be on his side, and what he wanted was within easy reach, so why should he give up?
Qin Yue thought about his life for many years. After such a long time, he still stopped at the same place. Thinking about it carefully, he was a little tired, and even became the source of his loathing for himself.
Since it is impossible for his family to forgive him anymore, why can't he think about it for himself?He has already sacrificed a lot for his family, and this matter is beyond his control. Should he blame himself for this and suffer for the rest of his life?
The big deal with his parents is not not to meet, he made up his mind that he must not miss this opportunity.
Without hesitating for a long time, he took out his mobile phone and sent Jiang Ling a text message: My dad wants to talk to me at night, when are you leaving, I will see you off.
Qin Yue raised his head and sighed.He knew that Yi Jiangling's character would definitely ask the question to the end, so he just had to wait for him to ask.If not, he would be ashamed to ask him to explain directly.
Sure enough, Jiang Ling called very quickly, which was faster than Qin Yue's imagination. I really don't know if he has been staring at the phone all the time.
"Are you busy tonight?"
"Yeah, aren't you going back soon? I'll see you off first."
"What's the matter?" Qin Yue heard his tone of pretending to be indifferent but actually wanted to know, smiled, and told him: "I was taught a lesson by him today, and he asked me to go back at night. It's just that, our relationship something?"
Qin Yue successfully aroused Jiang Ling's sense of guilt, and also succeeded in preventing him from breaking away from this matter. He somehow felt that he was scheming.
Jiang Ling immediately said: "Then I won't go back, I will stay with you for a while and see the situation."
"That's so embarrassing..." Qin Yue pretended to refuse, but felt that he was too funny, so he agreed: "If it's not troublesome, that's fine."
"You, do you want me to come over now?" Jiang Ling said hesitantly.
"Let's have dinner tonight, and then I'll go back to my dad's," he paused, it was obvious that it wasn't his home anymore, and then said, "Now I want to be alone for a while. You have something to do Do it, don't forget it again."
"I remember this time. Then I will call you when I come over at night?"
"Okay." Qin Yue hung up the phone.
Now he has to go out to pick out silk scarves with his mother. Of course, Jiang Ling has not forgotten, but he just can't get up the energy to do it.Then he explained to his family the delayed return time, changed his shoes and arranged the itinerary, and on the way out, he called Zhang Ming by the way.
☆, love
In the hospital, the two sisters, Qin Nian and Qin Yu, shrank in fright because of their father's anger, and they did not dare to get close to their parents.Just like when they were young, once one of them made a mistake, the others would be silent. My father thought it was for their own good to educate them, and he never showed mercy when beating or scolding people.
Especially Qin Nian, once he pretended to be sick and didn't go to the exam. After he was discovered, he was picked up and thrown at the intersection, and was fined to kneel for two full hours.That's an insult, okay, but she still dare not raise any protests, because her parents think that her current appearance was shaped by their education back then, so she has no right to question it.
They are the kind of parents who are passionate and responsible, what can you complain about them, they have done everything for you.
As time ticked by, Qin Nian was so suppressed that he couldn't bear it, and he was filled with anger.Why can't they reflect on themselves? If they can be more tolerant, this is not a problem at all.
She stood up abruptly, and said angrily, "I'm going to find my brother."
Just leave and make a fuss, Qin Yu put his middle finger between his lips, made a "silence" gesture at her, and said to her impatiently: "Go, go. Take it easy."
Having said that, Qin Nian didn't want to leave, why did she go to see her brother, and what could she do.Then she sat back in frustration. If she had to choose a side, she could only choose her parents, and she couldn't help her brother in anything.
"Are you annoying?" Qin Yu looked at her tossing and gave her a contemptuous look.
"Can't you see that I'm getting bored to death?" Qin Nian responded impatiently.She turned to her sister, resting her elbows on her thighs, resting her cheeks on her hands, and said in annoyance: "What do you think dad wants, that we insist on giving in to him? I can know what he will say without saying it, it's all For our own good, he should be right anyway. Seriously," Qin Nian approached Qin Yu, and expressed his dissatisfaction in a very soft voice next to her ear: "When parents are so wronged, then why not give birth at all , it’s not that we begged them to live.”
"Unless they are reborn once." Qin Yu turned to look at her, the warm breath close at hand made her very uncomfortable, and after avoiding it, she said lightly, "Why don't you write a rebirth article, so that the result can be changed gone."
"You just like to mock people," Qin Nian said unhappily, and stood up again: "I'm going to call my brother."
Now she has decided to quit her job there and concentrate on taking care of her mother.After all, mother still treats her better, she is the one who loves her the most among the children, but father always thinks that she is insignificant because she is a girl and the youngest.When her mother passed away, she would come out to work, so she didn't want to live with a tyrant.
She wanted her brother to come forward and tell Mr. Jiang about his resignation, and there was still a pile of luggage over there, and she planned to go back another day and pack it up and send it all over.I have to check out and pay a liquidated damages, and I have to go back to school next year to get my graduation certificate. In short, everything in my life has been disrupted.
Qin Yue was not surprised by this result, it should be said that he also hoped so.After a while, before Jiang Ling called, the second sister called first and told his father to let him go now.
After hanging up the phone, he sent a message to Jiang Ling: I'm going to my dad's place now, please contact me later.
address.Jiang Ling quickly replied with two simple words.
Qin Yue froze for a moment, and spelled out the place letter by letter with his stiff fingers.
The noise from upstairs made Jiang Ling tremble with fear, and Qin Yue's father's anger spread throughout the corridor with the sound.Everyone knew why, and he thought it wouldn't be so embarrassing.
The louder words of abuse not only affected Qin Yue, but also struck Jiang Ling's heart.It doesn't matter if he is a homosexual who is looked down upon by everyone, he is still the general manager of the company, and he still lives a life that others can't match.But Qin Yue is different, he is just an ordinary person, what will others think of him?
At this moment, Jiang Ling really wanted to be by Qin Yue's side, wanted to take him out of this predicament, and wanted to give him some comfort.
After a brief hesitation, he strode upstairs.He saw that there were several families upstairs poking their heads out to talk about it. Qin Yue's father is famous for his violent temper here, and some people even yelled out of nothing: "I'm going to beat you to death." , do you want to call the police?"
He glanced at the speaker coldly, thinking that it was useless, he was a little discouraged, and went directly to the floor where Qin Yue's house was.
A few people downstairs discussed quietly. "That's the kid from the Qin family." "He looks like a successful person, but his taste is different from ordinary people." "Qin Yue doesn't usually look like this kind of person, why would he do this kind of thing?" Ah, it must be a woman's work."
"Maybe it's good luck, what do you know..."
After a chaotic sound of ping-pong-pong, the door slammed shut.
Jiang Ling saw with his own eyes that Qin Yue's father threw something on him in anger, closed the door, and made him kneel at the door.Seeing his current appearance, Jiang Ling thought of when he was punished by his father to kneel down. At least, he cared about his face, but his father hardly gave him any face.
He walked to Qin Yue's side, and Qin Yue knelt straight, the scene was almost sad.Jiang Ling stood beside him, and said in his usual calm voice, "Do you need me to accompany you?"
This gave Qin Yue a little stability, as if nothing had changed.He raised his head, looked straight ahead, and still said to him kindly: "What are you doing here, don't trouble you."
"It's okay, I'll accompany you. What are you kneeling here for?" Jiang Ling asked with a harsh tone.
Qin Yue lowered his head and smiled wryly: "To show that I'm sorry for my father, but I can't ask him to forgive me, because he won't forgive me, let alone understand me."
Jiang Ling patted his shoulders and chest close to him, and said: "I also want to stand here aboveboard and tell them that we are not wrong, let them think what they want." He lowered his head and stared at Qin Yue's face and said: "But I won't kneel down to your father unless he agrees with both of us."
"What do we both have?" Qin Yue chuckled lightly, and his raised eyes were full of water.
Jiang Ling leaned over to face him, bent one knee and slowly half-kneeled down, leaned his face towards him, and put his lips extremely softly on his lips, and said close to his ear: "It's not that your father doesn't recognize you, tomorrow Follow me, I won't want you."
Clearly seeing Qin Yue's bloodless face and dejected eyes made him feel very distressed.
Jiang Ling's breath was scorching behind his ears, and he was in a trance for a while before realizing that he had already made a promise to him.He had a smile on his face, a pretentious smile that made Jiang Ling uncomfortable: "Okay, I have nowhere to go, so I have to follow you."
His chest rose and fell slightly, and Jiang Ling was a little agitated by his unrelenting mood. He felt that Qin Yue had already done a lot for this family.He is not always indifferent like himself, and he is not always indifferent to relatives who should be polite, but why does he turn his face and deny people when he doesn't agree with them? doesn't count.
Parents' kindness to their children is kindness, but what about children's kindness to their parents is taken for granted?The only one standing on Qin Yue's side now is him, his lover who hasn't been there for a minute.Although they haven't known each other for a long time, he knows how to care about him, which is better than his family members.
He put his arm around Qin Yue's shoulders to comfort and support him, although it seemed very weak in the face of so many malice.
Gradually, off-duty people passed by in the corridor, casting curious or surprised gazes at them.There are also a few little girls who opened their eyes wide and walked over, covering their mouths, not to let themselves show too much excitement.
Time passed for a long time, Qin Yue's legs had become completely numb, and the door in front of him was opened.Qin Yue's father threw all his things out without looking at him, and said: "You go, it has nothing to do with our family in the future."
Cut off the father-son relationship?Qin Yue's lips trembled slightly, a layer of skin was bitten off by him, and bright red blood oozes out.He licked them off with a single stroke of his tongue, nodding emphatically with no expression on his face.Except for this nod of the head, it never occurred to him to hurt them.
The door slammed shut in front of him, and the cold wind that passed in front of him almost made him unbearable.At this moment, the only thing that can keep him in a normal state is indifference, and he said in an almost flat voice, "Let's go." His dark eyes lost their spirit, and there was nothing but emptiness.
Jiang Ling helped him up and supported his weight with his body. Qin Yue's low and sluggish state didn't give him any strength, and he almost couldn't support him.In the end, he simply carried him on his back, and Qin Yue obediently lay on his back without any struggle.
With a weight attached to his back that he had never felt before, Jiang Ling took every step so heavily that he even felt his legs tremble.He believes that it can lead him to the light and leave this place of right and wrong, so he doesn't feel hard.
Qin Yu has been waiting at the entrance of the corridor, seeing them so close, of course he has mixed feelings in his heart.She knew that she shouldn't have any malice towards Jiang Ling, but she couldn't understand the relationship between a man and a man.
Jiang Ling was still thinking about saying hello to her, but when she lowered her head, she had already walked away.
"Let me down." Qin Yue said softly behind him.Jiang Ling said worriedly: "You can't leave like this, right?" He thought for a while, and immediately put Qin Yue down, helped him to sit on the edge of the green space, and said: "I'm going to get a wheelchair now, you wait for me one time."
After speaking, he hurried away and disappeared.Can't it?Qin Yue asked himself, he thought it would be fine to walk with a helping hand, but it was up to him.Anyway, he doesn't want to move at all, so that's fine.
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