After dropping the slag [Quick Transmigration]

Because Xie Lin opened his mouth stupidly, Xie Lin's intrusion was not hindered at all, and finally got his wish, licking someone's sharp little canine tooth with the tip of his tongue.

He had long wanted to do it.

Tang Jiu always liked to press the tip of his tongue on his canine teeth when he had nothing to do. Xie Lin followed him for several years, and it almost became an obsession.

Now that his wish was fulfilled, Xie Lin let out a contented sigh from the bottom of his heart, and tightened his arms around Tang Jiu's waist, allowing him to completely fit into his arms, and kissed him deeper and deeper.

Maybe it's because of the restraint for too long, the repression is too deep, once the feelings buried in the heart of the prisoner break out of the cage, it is almost out of control.Xie Lin has always been aware of his desire for someone, but until now, he didn't realize how insatiable he is.

not enough.

Nothing is enough.

He kissed that person, and did everything Xiao thought about before, not only did he not feel satisfied, but his desire became more and more difficult to fill.Just the contact of lips and teeth is not enough, he is almost crazy to leave his own mark on every corner of that person's body, he even wished to swallow the other person directly into his stomach, to completely become a part of himself to be happy.

Fortunately, there was still a sliver of reason in his mind, and he used all his self-control to force himself to stop, and slightly distanced himself from the person in his arms.

Tang Jiu's face was almost the same color as his lips, he breathed in the fresh air instinctively, then his legs softened, his body slid down, and Xie Lin quickly hugged him into his arms.

Finally, the relationship between the two was shattered without any room for redemption, and Xie Lin completely calmed down.He stroked Tang Jiu's back lightly, and when the other party finally got his breath together, he asked, "Have you found your true soulmate?"

At this point, if Tang Jiu couldn't react anymore, he would be really stupid.

But he understood it, but he felt that he was dreaming.

He looked at Xie Lin with a blank face, opened and closed his mouth more than a dozen times, and finally found his voice:

"You... aren't you straight!?"

Rao had known for a long time that this person's brain circuit was different, but Xie Lin was still blinded by anger.

It's fucking like this, and you still think I'm straight! ?

He took a deep breath, tried to keep himself calm, and patiently reasoned with the little fool in front of him: "When did I say that I am a straight man?"

"But you...you are homophobic!"

Xie Lin couldn't calm down anymore: "Since when did I become homophobic!?"

Tang Jiu looked like he was about to cry: "Then when I came out to you in the sophomore year of high school, why did you look at me like that?"

...When you were a sophomore in high school?

Xie Lin's brain went blank for a moment, and then slowly, those old memories engraved in his heart came to his mind little by little.

Xie Lin fell in love with his little bamboo horse long before the second year of high school.

Maybe it was junior high school, maybe it was earlier, Xie Lin realized that he had a different feeling for the boy who grew up with him by his side.

His parents and Tang Jiu's parents are family friends, and he and Tang Jiu played together when they were wearing crotch pants.He was born with an unsmiling and calm temperament, and was always nicknamed "little adult" by his elders, but as long as he was by Tang Jiu's side, he would smile unconsciously.

Xie Lin himself didn't know why, but he just liked staying with Tang Jiu.He likes to see the other party's bright and heartless smiling face, the endless chattering and hilarity of the other party, the warm embrace of the other party, and everything about the other party.

When he was still young, he thought that this kind of liking was just pure love for his most beloved partner. It wasn't until he grew up and matured that he realized what kind of feelings he had for Tang Jiu.

No hesitation, no regrets, since he made up his mind at the beginning, he has been steadfast and silent in liking for so many years.

Contrary to his precocity, Tang Jiu is always so carefree and heartless. In the third year of junior high school, a little girl gave him chocolates on Valentine’s Day. That little fool thought the girl was thanking him for helping her clean the day before yesterday. Classroom hygiene.

Having a crush on a dull person is undoubtedly a lonely process, Xie Lin feels helpless, but also has a subtle sense of peace of mind - at least in a short period of time he doesn't have to worry, the little fool will be snatched away by others.As for him, he has enough time and patience to wait for his little boy to grow up, and then find a suitable time to tell him his heart.

But Xie Lin never imagined that the accident would come so suddenly and make people so unprepared.

In his sophomore year of high school, Tang Jiu met a high school senior named Du Songyu, and he got closer and closer to him.

Although he knew that the possibility was very small, Xie Lin still had great anxiety in his heart.When Tang Jiu was about to have dinner with Jun Songyu again excitedly, Xie Lin finally couldn't help it anymore, pulled him back and asked, "What's going on with you and Jun Songyu?"

Tang Jiu's eyes drifted a little: "What, what's going on?"

His appearance made Xie Lin's heart sink very much, and even a huge panic suddenly rose, his voice tensed into a line: "I'm asking, what's the relationship between you and Juniper?"

Tang Jiu didn't expect him to ask such a question, and his expression became tense. His two hands were tightly twisted together, and he seemed to have had a fierce ideological struggle. Then he finally made up his mind, and whispered to Xie Lin: "Crab Boss, I, I have something to tell you."

"I found... I seem to like men."

Xie Lin felt like falling into an ice cellar at that moment.

The severe pain was mixed with despair and irony, like a poisonous snake spitting out its letter and entangled, slowly injecting the sinister venom into his body; it was also like a handful of sulfuric acid, pouring mercilessly on his beating heart, making him feel sick. It instantly became bloody and unrecognizable.

He waited for so long, and finally waited until his boy became enlightened, but what he didn't expect was that when his boy became enlightened, he already had someone he liked.

The sky collapsed, all thoughts were lost... No words are enough to describe his collapse and despair at that time, and even many years later, Xie Lin didn't have the courage to recall his mood at that moment.

So at that time, his reaction in front of Tang Jiu...

Seeing that Xie Lin was in a daze for a long time and didn't speak, Tang Jiu thought he had forgotten, so he couldn't help biting his lips, lowered his eyelashes and said in pain, "I told you that I like men, you...you..."

You seem to be disappointed in me.

Although this knot has passed for many years, Tang Jiu is not willing to recall that scene if it is not necessary.

When he was in school, there were many classmates who fell in love with each other around him, and many girls chased him overtly and secretly, but Tang Jiu always didn't feel it at all.Until the second year of high school, one night, he suddenly had a dream.

Then I realized that I was different from other people.

He was confused and flustered, as if he was walking, but suddenly he went astray.He secretly searched a lot of information on the Internet and understood a lot of things, but he still couldn't get rid of the bewilderment and anxiety in his heart.

He urgently needed to talk, but he didn't dare to speak to his parents, so his first reaction was to tell Xie Lin.

But before he spoke, he was timid.

What would Xie Lin think of him?

Do you think he's weird, do you think he...disgusting?

Would he even feel that the friendship over the years had changed, so that he broke up with him directly?

The more Tang Jiu thought about it, the more he felt that these possibilities existed.Xie Lin was too important to him, he absolutely couldn't accept such a result and flinched.

But he was originally a person who couldn't suppress things in his heart, and he was very uncomfortable holding this secret every day.At this time, he accidentally met a senior named Jun Songyu in the third year of high school. The other party saw through his secret and comforted him gently: "Don't be afraid, I won't tell others."

"We are the same."

Tang Jiu was surprised, and finally found an outlet. Jun Songyu was also like a considerate big brother next door, telling him gently and patiently that there is no need to feel afraid or panic, let alone deny themselves, they did nothing wrong What, also have the right to pursue happiness.

What Tang Jiu needed at that time was someone who could give him comfort and affirmation.Jun Songyu's words made him less panic and confused, so gradually, he gave Jun Songyu his trust and got closer and closer to him.

In fact, at that time, he had no other thoughts about Juniper elm, but just because he felt that Juniper elm was "the same kind", he subconsciously approached him like a stray animal.As for what he likes, he was worried and anxious every day at that time, and he didn't have the energy to think about it.

But he was too close to Jun Songyu, which made Xie Lin suspicious.When Xie Lin asked what was going on between him and Du Songyu, Tang Jiu's nervous mind went blank, and he instinctively wanted to deny it.

But then he realized that it was impossible for him to hide from Xie Lin for the rest of his life.

Xie Lin is his best friend, the one he wants to become a gray-haired old man until he is 80 or [-] years old, and he can still play with him.It is impossible for him, and he is not willing to keep it from Xie Lin.

He hoped that he would always be sincere and sincere in front of Xie Lin.

So he was heartbroken, and took this opportunity to come out to the other party: "Boss Crab, let me tell you something."

"I found... I seem to like men."

After saying the words, he was so nervous that he almost forgot to breathe, he dared not look at Xie Lin's reaction for a long time.

Although he knew Xie Lin's character well, and knew that he would probably not look down on him because of this, but he was still afraid, afraid of the extremely small probability of it happening.

However, that small probability just happened.

After Tang Jiu finally plucked up the courage to look up, what Xie Lin saw in Xie Lin's eyes was undisguised shock, disbelief, and...disappointment.

And it was an extreme, bordering on abject disappointment.

That gaze was like a sharp blade, piercing Tang Jiu's heart fiercely. He didn't remember how he fled in front of Xie Lin. He only knew that after he left, he hid in a corner, Breaking down and crying with all my might.

He knows that this is a difficult road to walk, and it is not tolerated by the world. If he insists on walking, he may have to face countless strange eyes.

He thought that he was the best prepared, but he never thought that Xie Lin's gaze alone was worth tens of thousands of people.

After that day, Tang Jiu no longer had the courage to face Xie Lin.Being denied by Xie Lin was like being denied by the whole world, and he fell back into deep pain, anxiety and self-doubt.Fortunately, Juniper Yu has been encouraging him, like the only ray of light in the cold night.

Tang Jiu had been in a daze during that time, coupled with Jun Songyu's intentional or unintentional guidance, his mind became hot and confused, so he confessed to the other party.

It's just that in less than a month, he discovered that Juniper Yu is a scumbag who eats both sexes.Xie Lin sent Jun Songyu to the hospital directly, and even punished him from the school for this.But it was also through this incident that the two reconciled and returned to their original relationship.

But in Tang Jiu's heart, Xie Lin's labels of "homophobia" and "straight man" have been deeply attached to him.

After hearing his aggrieved words, Xie Lin didn't speak for a long time.

He finally realized which link had gone wrong: "...So, when you first confessed to me, didn't you like juniper elm?"

Tang Jiu was at a loss, not knowing why he suddenly asked this question, but he answered honestly: "No."

Xie Lin raised his hand and wiped his face.

It turns out...it was all a misunderstanding.

He put down his hand, raised his head slightly, there was a thin layer of mist in front of his eyes, and the breath he exhaled was sour and hot: "I don't hate you."

"At that time, I thought you were already with Juniper Yu, that's why you came out to me." Xie Lin's voice was a little hoarse, "I had a bad complexion at the time, not because I hated it, but because I was jealous."

"I'm jealous of someone taking you away from me."

Tang Jiu stared at him blankly.

Xie Lin's eyes fell again, and he raised his hand to caress Tang Jiu's side face. Finally, with red eyes, he said the words that had been hidden in his heart for nearly ten years: "Jiu Jiu, I like you."

"I liked you a long, long time ago..."