don't make her fall in love with him

I don’t want to say I’m sorry, I don’t have that strong self-esteem, and it’s easy to say I’m sorry. Compared with the troublesome entanglement of the other party, it’s easier and more convenient to just say I’m wrong and I’m sorry.

only…

"I can't figure out what I did wrong." I picked up the glass and took a sip of apple juice.

"Then tell me what you think"

"I just see her patiently explaining something to that kid. I feel unconvinced. Why doesn't she treat me like that?"

"What, are you a child out of favor?" She smiled.

"Ha" I smirked twice.

"I think you can just tell her what you said to me," she said with a fork, picking up the green salad in the glass bowl, "It's always been amazing that people always say everything they want to say to each other. Buried in the bottom of my heart but confided to outsiders, now, why do you think this is?" She threw me a question, and then ate a salad.

Chat screenshots flashed in my mind, "What's that boy's name?" "Help me get his account number." "Little Mumu is too controlling." "I want to break up with her, but I don't know how to say it."

☆、About your dream

Opposite No. [-] Middle School, there is a tall office building surrounded by blue glass windows. Except for a bank, the shops on the ground floor of the office building are all snack bars, fast food restaurants and coffee shops. Corresponding to the busyness of this office building, they mainly focus on fast food. There are shops, and the underground is a supermarket and two Chinese restaurants, as well as the entrance to the subway. People who come home from work in a hurry will feel their stomachs growling when they smell the familiar home-cooked food. Between the two Chinese restaurants is a There is a noodle shop in the small passage. The noodles here are all hand-rolled. There is an old couple and a part-time guy in the shop. People who pass by rarely notice this noodle shop, so even at night There are still only two or three tables of customers in the Gaofeng restaurant.

At the moment, I am sitting in the corner, with one hand resting on the table, and the other using chopsticks to hold the noodles. I hold and put it down, put it down and then hold it up. I am repeating this action unconsciously, and my attention is all focused. On Shen Anqi who was sitting opposite.

She lowered her head and ate the hot dry noodles I recommended to her. She took two bites and said it was delicious, and then continued to eat with concentration.

"Eat slowly." I poured her a glass of Sprite, and she drank it happily.

"Here, wipe it off" I handed her a tissue, she looked at me blankly, I wiped her lips, she said thank you embarrassedly.

"How do you know there is this store near our school?" She asked me while eating.

You and I wandered here by accident after school that day, and we always go on dates, do homework, and fight here. It seems that you can't know this store unless you meet me.

I "discovered by accident" I put down my chopsticks. In fact, I don't have much appetite. The noodles still taste the same, but my thoughts are too complicated and I have no appetite.

I watched her happily eating noodles, thinking about what I got with her bit by bit after piecing together all the fragments of memories in the room last night. It seemed that the memories with her were locked in a box, as long as A little clue can act as a key to unseal those old memories.

"What's wrong with you today, you suddenly said that you want to invite me to dinner and you came to the gate of my school." She seemed to be full, put down her chopsticks, and took a tissue to wipe her lips.

"Well, I just miss you"

"The mouth is quite sweet." She rolled my eyes at me, "Is there anything you can ask me?"

"No, I just wanted to come and see you."

"lie"

"I'm serious"

What I said is true.When all the memories are unsealed, I long to see you again, because we will never see each other again in the future.

"What's this?" She asked the safe box I brought over.

"I fried the chicken nuggets" I opened it and handed it to her because I left two classes early and went home.

"Wow, the treat is so good, let me try it" She was very interested in the chicken nuggets.

"Here," I handed her a new pair of chopsticks, and said to her, "Can I tell a story about a friend?"

"Aha, my friend is me?" she said, holding a chicken nugget, "but I will listen to it as your friend"

I shook my head slightly, "My friend has already graduated, what I want to talk about is what she and her girlfriend have experienced in the past three years of high school"

"Tch, we are really friends, but this is equivalent to a senior. Where did you meet? Which school?"

"one in"

"Hey?? You know someone from No. [-] Middle School? How did you meet? Are you familiar?" She asked me a little surprised with a chicken nugget in her mouth.

"That's right, I knew it naturally"

"what the hell,"

"Don't you want to hear it?"

"It's a small story for dinner, let me tell you." She seemed very satisfied with the chicken nuggets.

"Let me think about it, where do I start?"

"Idiot, of course the love story is from the encounter."

"Yes, we met" I took a sip of warm water to calm down my emotions, and I confided all the memories I could remember about that relationship.

"She's my friend's deskmate,"

"It's so good to fall in love at the same table. My deskmate is my big sleepy brother, and the other side is the wall." She asked me, "Is it love at first sight?"

"Does it count? I don't know,"

"how to say?"

"At the beginning, the tablemate was broken in love, and then I started dating my friend, because my friend happened to go to comfort her."

"Just find someone to date after a broken relationship?" She murmured naively, but I didn't tell her that this is what Shen Anqi in another time and space did.

"Maybe she thinks that the best way to please get lost in love is to find someone else to fall in love with."

"Hey??"

"We dated for two weeks and then we broke up. It's not painful, because it's not a love, it's just a friend,"

"That's right, what happened after that?"

"Later that tablemate fell in love with someone else, and my friend advised her, accompanied her to confession, practiced confession with her, and it was almost like this kind of shop." I pointed to the wooden table and said, "It's almost the same position, That tablemate said she liked it like an exercise, and she said it so seriously and so focused, my friend fell in love with her so much.”

"Then that tablemate is still going to confess?" After she finished eating the chicken nuggets, she wiped her lips and listened quietly to me.

"I went, failed, and then the friend asked, can I not, can I not, and then the two of them got together, but the same table was always thinking about the person who couldn't get it, my friend got it from someone else I got the chat records there, and found out that the deskmate asked the boy, and the deskmate still misses the boy, because of this, they separated and reunited until the last time they were together, "I think something presses Touching my chest, making me unable to say the next words, the words that I have kept in my heart for so many years.

"Huh?" She pouted and urged me to speak quickly.

"Last time" my voice trembled when I spoke again, I don't know if she noticed, "The last time was the third year of high school, the deskmate said that when I was tired, I wanted to have a good time with my friend, and said that I wanted to talk to my friend My friend was admitted to the same university and will live together in the future. He also said that he would eat the dishes made by my friend every day, but there is still a little concern in exchange for so many separations and reunions. My friend is very afraid that she will turn around and leave because of that person. Later, the boy came to school once, and my friend saw her chatting with the boy, all the emotions of anxiety, anxiety and fear rushed over, and then started a cold war, and then quarreled and broke up. When we broke up, the deskmate said, "Can you Think about it from my standpoint, don't make trouble for no reason, okay?""

"Ah, it's that sentence. No wonder you are so sensitive to that sentence. It's because your friend mentioned it to you." She put down her chopsticks, "And then?"

"Then we broke up. That sentence was a farewell sentence. After the breakup, the deskmate didn't come to school. She studied in supplementary classes outside, and then went abroad to the other side of the world,"

"Didn't you say goodbye?"

"No," I closed my eyes, those past events are vivid in my mind, and they are all sprinting towards me. I know that I have been avoiding these years, but today, no matter what, I don't want to escape. "Later, by chance, I met that boy in college, and I realized that it was that boy who came to confess, and that deskmate rejected him and said not to contact him anymore." After so many years, I never thought that I would say these words now My mood is exactly the same as the mood after hearing those things that year, just as uncomfortable.

"Ah, how could it be like this..." I don't know if she also substituted into the story, and she also showed a little sadness.

"Later, my friend kept this memory in her heart and didn't tell anyone. Occasionally, when she heard someone talk about her deskmate, she just dared to ask and listen quietly from the sidelines. She heard that the deskmate After going abroad, I found a boyfriend, very happy, and had a good life," I looked at Shen Anqi, and looked at this person who just threw me a word and said goodbye to my world "I think, my...friend, I should have let go She died, after repeated self-torture, when I heard that she was happy, I really let go.”

She sighed a long time, "I really don't know what to say, it's not a good ending, nor a bad ending." Then she asked me, "Why did you tell me this?"

Why am I telling you this?Because I will not be able to meet you again in the future, I know you will not see me again, and I don’t have the courage to see you again, sometimes I think, if I call you before you go abroad, talk to you Say I'm sorry, will everything be different, maybe the end of this passerby is a good ending for you and me, but I can't let it go, I have no chance to talk to you about that sentence of sorry, after knowing what I did wrong, I I frantically dialed your number, but it has become an empty number. If I try harder, I may be able to get your latest contact information, but what is the point of this, why bother such a happy you.You did give me a chance, but I didn't cherish it, and I didn't have time to recover everything.

Before the mouse left, he said that all of this was like a dream. Indeed, it was like a dream. It was time to wake up from the dream. It was a thin but real dream that had enveloped me for so many years.

"Ah, it's so late, I have to go home, or my mother will miss me." She glanced at her phone and hurriedly packed her schoolbag and planned to leave. "Thank you for the dinner, and the food you cooked is delicious."

"I'll see you off" I also picked up my schoolbag, and I went upstairs with her to go out from the entrance of the office building. She had to take a bus and pass the school gate, and the dead campus after school was a sight to behold.The school gate is the bus station.We arrived at the station and the car didn't know when it would come.

"Angie"

"Huh?" She leaned out to see if there was a vehicle she wanted to take in the distance.

"Can I hug you?"

"Huh?" She turned around, thinking she had heard wrong.

"I just want to hug you." I put on a relaxed expression, as if it was just a joke.

"..." She looked at me hesitantly.

I took out my phone, stuttered and made excuses, "Look, I just played truth or dare with someone, and I lost, and I said I wanted to hug me when I lost..." She suddenly came over and gave me a long hug .

"Although I don't know what the story you told today means, and I don't know what game you're playing, but you've been in a really low mood recently. Get well soon and cheer up."

The thin dream that had shrouded me for many years finally dissipated, and all the strength in my body was washed away by this hug. I lowered my head and buried my face in her neck, and then slowly hugged her tightly with both hands, with a voice that only I could hear. The voice that arrived said, sorry, goodbye.

After sending Shen Anqi away, I walked towards home, and Bai Kang'an called.

"Is the matter resolved?"

"Um"

"Are you at ease?"

I let out a long breath, "Sorry"

He asked me "Why do you have to meet her today?"

I stopped on the overpass and watched the cars coming and going, and I replied to him, "Because when I remembered who she was, all the cells in my body stopped listening to me and urged me to see her. If we say we Returning to this 2009 is a dream, so why can't I be presumptuous, since I can no longer see Shen Anqi in the future, since I have no time to say goodbye to her in my world, then why can't I make up a full stop in my dream. "

"You look so relaxed now," he reminded me, "if your mission was to say goodbye to your ex-girlfriend, you can go home now,"

"Hmm..." He was right, the biggest knot in my heart was about Shen Anqi, but why...

"I still can't figure it out, why do you come to our school as a member of No. [-] Middle School? Are you here to travel across time?"

“It would be nice to travel”

"You and the school committee are still in a cold war"

"Hmm" I replied helplessly.

"You, can't you also say sorry to the school committee and be honest with each other?" He pretended to be sophisticated and sighed, "I don't understand you young people, you have to go through a lot to know the power of being too late." He was worried asked me, "Haven't you thought that if you don't see the school committee tomorrow, you will regret it for the rest of your life?"

"Why can't I see her tomorrow?" I said confidently, "She survived the accident in 09. Anyway, she will go back to 16. There are more opportunities to see her."

"Are you so confident?"

"Okay, okay, I understand what you mean, I will find an opportunity to apologize to her" Because I know what will happen in 09, so I don't worry about the impossible thing that Chen Jinting will disappear tomorrow.I hung up the phone, leaned on the railing, drank a sip of green tea, listened to the sound of cars speeding by under the bridge, and watched the guitar uncle who set up a stall on the overpass singing Xu Song's "If That Time".

☆, group photo

On Friday, during the lunch break, Miaozi and the squad leader brought in some chairs, Bai Kangan and the students on duty were sent to clean up, and I helped to write the big characters on the blackboard, with the word [dream], and the science subject of the second year of high school. Class A, as well as the date and draw some patterns on the edge of the blackboard.

"I didn't expect you to be good at drawing," Liu Rui said while handing me colored chalks.

"It's just that I read a lot of board newspapers a while ago, and I can copy one or two." I wrote and drew, and after a while, the simple board newspaper was completed. Liu Rui handed me a wet tissue, and I wiped it. After wiping his hands, he turned around and saw Chen Jinting handing out colored papers one by one.

"What paper is that?" I asked Liu Rui.

"I don't know, it's so small, is it a small card?" Liu Rui, the host, didn't know what it was.

She is still in a cold war with me today, I really don't know how to open my mouth, thinking about talking about it tomorrow, but now the relationship seems to be getting more and more rigid.

Chen Jinting took the remaining colored papers and went out, it seems that he went to the office to return the leftover colored papers.

I was chatting with Liu Rui on the podium, listening to her complaining about how stupid her boyfriend is, why should I listen to such dog abuse things at this good time.

"Mummu, Mumu..." Bai Kang'an ran in with a broom in a panic. He was originally going to clean the corridor.

"Why, don't stutter." Bai Kang'an always likes to be surprised, so I habitually let him calm down, then leaned against the desk, yawned and listened to him in a leisurely manner.

"Chen Jinting, she, she," Bai Kangan said out of breath.I suddenly became nervous, and I grabbed his shoulder, "What's wrong with that cold ice cube?"

"Go, go and see..." Bai Kang'an looked very anxious, out of breath and kept stammering, did something really happen to Chen Jinting.

"She," Bai Kang'an approached me, and whispered in my ear, "she disappeared, right in front of me, and suddenly disappeared."

"What did you say?"

"She disappeared suddenly. I don't know if she completed the task and returned to 2016 or disappeared after violating the rules? I heard that if you violate the rules, you will disappear!"

"Damn it, what did that cold ice cube do?"

"I don't know!" Bai Kang'an was so anxious that he was about to cry.

"Where did it disappear?"

"On the first floor, there is a stairwell around the corner. There is a storage room there. She went to get something, and it turned out..."

Before I heard him finish speaking, I rushed to the first floor. This cold ice cube, that cold ice cube that has always been rational, could it be that he remembered the mission but didn't remember the rules, and then the foul disappeared?

How did she disappear, where did I find her when she disappeared, my memory from 16 years has not recovered, and I don’t know if she has returned to 16 years, or just disappeared in the world.

I also, still have something to say to her and apologize to her. It is impossible for me to send her away in this cold war situation. Where are you, cold ice block? Don't disappear, cold ice block.

"Chen Jinting!" I yelled on the first floor. There was no one on the first floor, but there were some students playing basketball on the playground outside.It's almost time for class, and everyone is back in the classroom.

"Chen Jinting! The school committee!" I ran to the stairwell and kicked open the door of the storage room, "Hey! Ice cubes!"

"What?" Chen Jinting was holding a new chalk box in the storage room, she was still here, I looked at her carefully, not daring to blink, for fear that she would disappear in the next second.

"No, it's nothing." I was relieved, this Bai Kang'an with four eyes actually lied to me.

Chen Jinting glanced at me and continued to pick out chalk boxes. She opened them one by one to make sure that she was looking for a specific chalk.

"What color chalk are you looking for?" I mustered up the courage to approach her, pretending to rummage through something, and approached her to punch her. She didn't respond to me, but turned around and left when she saw me approaching.

"Chen Jinting" I grabbed her wrist subconsciously, her hand lifted up and broke free from mine, I leaned forward, and my hand directly grabbed her shoulder, she still wanted to break free.

"Chen Jinting" I called again, "Listen to me, listen to me, please"

The dust in the storage room rises slightly, diffuses in this space, and slowly floats around, looking like glowing particles under the warm yellow light in the storage room.Chen Jinting raised the hand that was going to knock me off when I said please and let it go, she just looked at me like this, her pupils have a special color, black or brown doesn't matter, like The night sky is the same, the night sky of a starless city is the same. Now I am standing in front of the childish girl, but I think of the future, when the mature woman shakes the dark red wine in the glass slightly, leans on the railing, and follows her slightly drunk. I asked, what color do you think the night sky in this city is, a night sky without stars, I answered black, she shook her head, I answered blue and she also denied it, she didn’t tell me what color it was in the end, and I was just dumbfounded Indulging in her smile that I have never seen before, I have no mood to care about the color of the night sky.

"It's not black, it's not blue, it's the color of your pupils" at this moment, I stood in the storage room, looking into her eyes and saying.

Instead of responding to my words, she asked me, "What do you want from me?"

"Ah, that, that is, some idiot said you disappeared, I'll come and see"

"have a look?"

"That's right. In fact, I didn't believe him. Actually, I was just passing by." I stammered.

Chen Jinting gave me a disappointed look, then turned to leave.

"I think if you really disappeared, I guess I will spend the rest of my life holding your disappointed eyes." I held her tightly, afraid that she would leave, "I don't want to do this, Chen Jinting, I was wrong, I'm sorry , I should think about it from your standpoint, I have embarrassed you, in the future I will stay away from you and stop pressing you to get closer to you, "

She looked at me without saying anything.

"You, do you forgive me?" I said aggrievedly, "I don't want to have a cold war with you. I feel very uncomfortable when you ignore me."

"Tell me, why were you so impulsive at that time?" she asked rationally.

"Because you are very gentle to him, obviously you are so indifferent to me" Suddenly I became an apologetic and became hurt, the more I said, the more wronged I became, "Why are you so gentle to others and so indifferent to me? Be gentle with me."

The more I spoke, the quieter I even wanted to cry. What happened to the feeling of telling my parents about my grievances when I was a child.

Chen Jinting smiled.

She smiled.

she said, "fool"

It was the first time that he was so happy being called a fool.

"Don't think too much, I don't hate you, so don't worry, it's fine as before, but don't be as impulsive as last time," Did she spend all the time smiling at me this year today? Guang, she smiled so beautifully and so gently, she looked at me and asked "How are you?" in that gentle tone

The words "good" and "good" in my heart rushed towards my throat in groups, "Chen Jinting, oh Chen Jinting, wouldn't it be nice if you were so gentle to me in the beginning? You can be so gentle too."

"I found it." Chen Jinting found the red chalk box from a row of chalk boxes, and then put a note written by the teacher on picking up the chalk in the next booklet, "Let's go, let's go back to class."

I stood there, looking at the person in front of me, who was completely another person, and I hadn't recovered from the gentle surprise.

"What's wrong?" she asked me.

"You, why are you so gentle?" I asked back.

"You can't be fierce with your red eye circles," she gradually returned to the cold state, "I didn't expect you to talk like this, like a child."

"I want you to take care of it" I replied unconvinced.

"But" she said flatly, "You are so cute."

This Chen Jinting boasted in such a flat tone, what is this guy doing.

"What's wrong? Are you sick? Why is your face so red?"

"Hurry up! I'm going to be late." I pushed her to urge her to go upstairs, and touched my ears quietly, and they were hot.

"Okay, everyone go back to their seats, Liu Rui, class monitor, go to the podium and get ready." The class teacher walked in and patted the door and said, everyone returned to their seats, looking at the colored blank card on the table, they didn't know what was going on. What is it, they whispered to each other.

A few teachers walked in one after another in the class, they were the dean, the grade director and the vice principal. Everyone immediately quieted down. A few bold ones secretly looked back at the teachers sitting in the back row, but when they saw the frowning of the dean, they immediately Turn around again.This lineup is a bit strong.

Under the auspices of the monitor and Liu Rui, the class meeting began.

Because the table was arranged in a U-shape, I sat next to the mouse, which was equivalent to the same table, so I could see the mouse listening to the class meeting, trying to hold back the smile, why, because the monitor.

The squad leader read his speech like a robot, everyone lowered their heads and pretended to play with their pens, and tried their best to hold back their smiles.

The class meeting was halfway through, the head teacher changed a slide, which was obviously not in the host draft, Liu Rui and the class leader looked at the projection cloth blankly.

"Do you have small pieces of paper at hand?" the class teacher asked us, "Everyone write down their dreams, and we will post them on the back wall after the class meeting."

"Hey..." The students in the class complained in a low voice, "It's so vulgar," the mouse murmured underneath, but the head teacher happened to hear it.

"Tacky?" the class teacher asked, no one dared to speak, and everyone was silent.

"Indeed," the homeroom teacher propped up the podium with both hands, looking at us, "at your age, you would think that dreams, love, and justice are all vulgar and vulgar, and you think these are all essay topics you got tired of writing in elementary school, right?"

Everyone in the class looked at the head teacher, curious about what he was going to say next, and the teachers sitting in the back row seemed very interested, and looked at the head teacher on the stage one after another.

"That's why I chose this topic, and why I asked you to write about your dreams, because I want you to know the importance of dreams. At your age, you feel that dreams are vulgar and shy. don't even want to mention it,

You think that the ideas about the future that we adults let you pursue and give you have been repeated are too stubborn and ordinary. You want to be special and independent, so you don’t want to mention these things. On the contrary, because of this small Small rebelliousness, and curiosity, let you be interested in what other people do, love, smoking, hair dyeing, perm, skipping classes, tattoos, you think it’s cool and handsome, and then it’s abandoned Time to do these things, I think it’s okay if I’m young, go rebellious for a while and try some new things that you know are not good for you but do it because others are doing it But, why do you do this, why? "

The head teacher asked a question, but no one answered, and then he said, "Because you are still children, you still have curiosity, no fear of the future, and don't know the cruelty of society, so you waste your youth without fear, but because of you You haven't set foot in the social workplace yet, you don't know the depth, and you are not afraid, so you can still have dreams at this age. It is not shameful to have dreams, and it is not a shy thing. The scariest thing is not having dreams.

You must have a dream in your heart, no matter how absurd and unrealizable, it is also your dream, and that dream is the simplest. You are your original intention and your direction. I hope you don’t look like others because of others. Okay, so I gave up my dream, tried someone else's way, and then wasted time until when I stepped into the society, my little dream was crushed and wiped out by the cruelty of society,

You are now 16 or 17 years old, it is a good time to dream, it is a good time to fight hard, you can ignore so much, it is a good thing to fight for your dreams, a life without fighting for your dreams is a life of mediocrity, don’t bury yourself in a muddle The dream in my heart and then finish this life with nothing to do,

I hope you can protect the little dream in your heart, no matter how sinister or prejudiced the outside world is, no one has the right to deprive your dream from your heart." After he finished speaking, the class was silent, and everyone looked up at the station. The teacher on the podium, this teacher who usually speaks so little and only knows about homework and exams, I don’t know who started to move the pen on the paper, and then everyone started to write, and soon everyone in the class lowered their heads and wrote. , Only the sound of writing in the classroom was left.

The dream in my heart, that can no longer be realized, but, this is 09, just write it out, and, this is not my school, when I go back to 16, everything I have here will be gone Trace it, in that case, why not write it out.

I picked up the pen and wrote two words on the orange paper, "Singer" After writing it, I laughed at myself, what kind of singer does a person with tone deafness talk about.

After finishing writing, everyone got up and pasted the dream note on the poster wall behind. "The class meeting is coming to an end." The class teacher took out the camera, "Let's take a picture, Qian Duoduo will transfer schools next month, so let's use the wall covered with dream notes as the background"

"Then let's not bother." The dean was about to leave, but the head teacher said, "Please stay and take a photo together." Several teachers glanced at each other and nodded.

Everyone moved the chairs and tables neatly, the first row sat on the ground, the second row stood, the third row stood on the chairs and bent slightly, set up a camera on the podium, the mouse ran over to set the time and then quickly ran back to stand Well, the mouse counts down to 321, and then the camera emits a white flash, and the photo is completed.

The moment the white flash was emitted, time stood still. The clock hanging above the blackboard, the curtains that were slightly blown by the wind outside the window, and everyone who put on their best expressions, everything stopped.

"Bai Kang'an" I called him, sitting in the first row, he lowered his head and took off his glasses, stood up, turned around and looked at all the students in class A of the second grade of high school science who were still, watching them disappear little by little, and the surrounding scenery also faded , Bai Kangan's school uniform turned into a white T-shirt, his sickly white complexion gradually changed into the healthy wheat complexion of 16 years, his outline became tougher, and his hair became handsome short hair, He watched the people and things in front of him fade little by little and finally spread out, leaving only a blank world.

I heard the sound of a lighter, and looking back, it was the woman in the black shirt.

"I have sent many people back to the past, but this is the first time I heard that they wanted to take a group photo," said the woman, smoking a cigarette.

"It's very strange." Bai Kang'an was still looking at the place where the photo was taken just now. His classmates had all disappeared, leaving only a blank world, but he was still nostalgic.

"Well, the comics we worked on together didn't win any prizes, not even a consolation prize, remember to convey it to them for me." He smiled, "When the accident happened that day, I was at home, caught a cold, and was resting. I didn't expect to escape such a catastrophe, but they are all people I don't want to part with. They are all people I like. I always want to be friends with them. They are all good people. They regard me as a friend and are friendly to me. Smile, but I didn't even have a good chat with them, and then I sent them away like that,

After that accident, I started exercising. I always had nightmares. Although I was not in that car, I could always dream of screams and cries one after another. If I could do it again Be stronger, if I hadn't fallen ill then, I always thought so" He closed his eyes,

"I really miss them, but I don't even have a photo of them together. The unfinished graduation photo, the graduation photo of Science Class A, is the biggest knot in my heart. It would be great if we could graduate together. , walked into the third year of high school together, went to evening self-study together, complained about too much homework, played around, listened to Lao Li's class, then took the exam together, applied for volunteers together, walked into the examination room together, graduated together, and put the pile of homework together Ah, test papers, textbooks, thrown into the air and shouted to be liberated, and then we took a group photo together in the 300-meter playground, laughing foolishly under the sun, that's...how good." He turned his back to me, but I could feel him trembling Trying to control myself not to cry.

"It's time to go." The woman in the black shirt opened a door from this blank world with a cigarette in her mouth. There was a glare at the other end of the door, making it impossible to see the inside. I knew that the other end was life, which was 2016.

"You must come back, go back to 16 years," he rolled up his short sleeves and lowered his head to wipe away his tears, "although it's really good to go back to the past, but, after all, this is just a dream, don't bury it in it" He explained so much to me and then walked into that dazzling passage.The girl in the black shirt closed the door, and we were the only ones left in the blank world.The surrounding scenery began to recolor.

"The efficiency is so fast," she said mockingly again. "If this continues, one more person may be sent away. After all, there is only one month left."

"I know I know" I said impatiently.

"Have you felt that you can remember more and more things recently?"

"Looks like that"

"Don't worry, it's definitely not because your memory has improved." She took out a box, "This is your memory, which I blocked," she pointed to the small hole on the top and the button next to it, "I Occasionally, I will release some memories, and the frequency of my release of memories will increase as time goes by, maybe one day I will release them all for you when I am in a better mood."

"Hey, is there anyone as casual as you?"

"Also, the last month of benefits, I can let you ask me a question about the task"

"About the mission?" Oh my god, then I have too much to ask. "Then Chen Jinting and Qian..."

"Stop" she made a pause gesture "can only ask one question about one person"

What is the rule.

"Better hurry up, you have to know that time will restart after all the colors are rendered back, and I will leave"

The classroom is filled with color and is filling everyone's color.

"I want to ask,"

Qian Duoduo or Chen Jinting, I repeatedly chose in my mind, undecided.

I'm most curious about Chen Jinting, but if I ask, and help her complete the task and send her back, will she disappear from my sight? I don't know how many chances I will meet her in the future , I know her, but, are you familiar with her?