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We were silent for a long time, I lowered my head and stirred the coffee.

"Are you together? Congratulations!" He glanced at the ring on my right middle finger and said, "This road is difficult, I hope you can make it to the end." He paused and continued.

"It's hard to go??" I looked at him suspiciously.

"Actually, you don't have to lie to me. I know about you. How is Ying recently?" He asked seriously

Looking at his serious face, I don't know what to say?

"I know you and Ying are together, remember to call me when you get married." Seeing me confused, he explained, "Although..."

"Huh?? Who said I was with her? I think you misunderstood. We are just good friends. Didn't Ying marry you..." I interrupted him.He interrupted me with a slap in the face, and I saw an angry expression on his face...

Sitting in the taxi to her home, I thought about what he said over and over again, "During the graduation drink, I saw with my own eyes that when she opened the door in the hotel, her messy hair, ambiguous marks on both sides of her neck, And you lying on the bed behind her, the way she limped home the next day. Do you think this is what a good friend would do? She told me herself that she fell in love with you a long time ago, and later A lot of people at school gossip about you, and she didn’t want you to get hurt, so she agreed to me. Later, she tried her best to find out the university you applied for, and then applied for a university in a city with you. Because of this, she fell out with her family, you Do you know how much she has paid for you..." I remembered that the first thing she did when she woke up in the hotel that day was to cover her neck with her hair on both sides, and when she went to take a shower, I saw that conspicuous touch on the bed sheet Hong, her extremely unnatural walking posture when leaving the hotel, her hesitant way of saying goodbye... I am really an asshole, I did such a thing to her but regarded it as a dream, let She suffered so much in silence.I'm such an idiot, a huge idiot, that I don't know the truth when it's right in front of me, that I believe what she says about marriage is full of loopholes.I thought of the unfinished words of the proprietress that day, the blush on her face when she kissed her, and the phrase "wait for me" when boarding the plane.In fact, she had already broken up, but I was cowardly and didn't dare to ask or even think about it, so I didn't even know if she had a boyfriend.I'm a complete fool, but why did she tell me that she was married? ?

I grabbed my phone and called her over and over again, but I couldn't get through.Calling her cousin's number was empty.When I came to her door, I knocked on the door for a long time and there was no one.Everything connected with her seemed to have disappeared. I sat helplessly at the door of her house, watching the night fall...Suddenly, the phone rang and broke the silence. I quickly picked up the phone, and Deng anxious The sound, I hung up the phone and turned off the phone.I didn't sleep that night, recalling the bits and pieces of the past with her... I thought about it a lot, love is love, and love doesn't distinguish borders, ages, or genders.A person's life is very short, why should he care so much about other people's eyes?People should live for themselves. Since the person I love also loves me deeply, why don't we grow old together?Even if you deviate from the whole world, I will guard you, you know?Ying