Youth Training Manual

Wu Huai frowned, with a hesitant look on his face. After getting along for a year, he felt that this elder brother's personality did not match his appearance. The feeling seems to be very frivolous.Wu Huai doesn't care what people outside think, he thinks that senior brother is still very good.

Seeing Wu Huai's silence, Wang Haitao added: "Is it because of Zhanyan? You met Zhanyan before, so it seems like that."

Wu Huai nodded hesitantly.

"Xie Yuenian said he saw you guys chatting after the game, what were you talking about? Has that something to do with it?"

"I didn't say anything, I just chatted about the past half a year." Wu Huai frowned, and then said, "Actually, it's better not to see each other, and it's better to just break up the relationship."

"Oh." Wang Haitao looked understanding, "You are hesitating whether to contact him in the future? Is that so?"

"Yeah." Wu Huai nodded, this is where he struggled the most, sticky chasing after a person who ignored him, he wasn't that mean, but if he really wanted to give up just like that, there was another feeling in his heart. The fire, now he was put on the fire, grilled on both sides, very uncomfortable.

The gate of the hotel was far away, Wang Haitao stopped, and Wu Huai followed suit.

The two stood on the edge of the flower bed and looked at each other. Wu Huai found Wang Haitao's expression a bit embarrassed.

After a while, Wang Haitao asked, "Do you think Zhanyan is handsome?"

"Eh?" After waiting for a long time for this answer, Wu Huai was taken aback.

"Don't worry about why I ask, just answer me."

"Alright, alright."

"It's not bad, it's pretty handsome, but it's just average."

"This...is quite handsome."

"Your fitness was taught by Zhanyan?"

"Ah."

"Is he in good shape?"

"Okay."

"It's so good, do you want to touch it?"

"what!?"

"You just answer me, the figure is so good, do you want to hammer it and pinch it?"

Changing the word, it seemed much more comfortable than "touching", this time Wu Huai nodded.

"What do you think of my figure?"

"What, brother." Wu Huai laughed.

"I think it's okay, it's not as obvious as it is when you show your face, but it's also the type of woman screaming when it's released."

"They're all good, we're good at learning to swim."

"But it's not as good as showing off your face. You don't want to hammer it or pinch it when you see it."

The smile on Wu Huai's mouth suddenly disappeared, and he realized something was wrong.

Deep in my heart, the suppressed ghosts and ghosts were unsealed, and they floated up one after another, slowly piling up a fact.

Wang Haitao looked at him deeply, and said: "I like reading books. I don't mind meat and vegetables. I have a lot of female friends around me. I was recommended to read a lot of books. I think some novels can open up the limitations of my eyes. Let me see some things that ordinary people will never think about, and dare not think about."

"..." Wu Huai opened and closed his lips, and then said with some difficulty, "What book?"

"Why don't I send it to your mobile phone, you can take a look at noon, maybe you will understand."

"it is good."

Some traces have existed for a long time. It is not because they do not exist, but because they do not want to see them.

On this day, Wu Huai read a novel and read dinner from noon.Xie Yuenian walked back and forth by the bed countless times, and couldn't help but ask him what he was looking at.He didn't answer at first, and then he said some love stories.Xie Yuenian didn't believe it, so he said it was a pornographic novel, so he snatched Wu Huai's phone and insisted on reading it.

That day was the first time Wu Huai got angry, he pushed Xie Yuenian to the ground and snatched the phone over, his face as green as iron.

Xie Yuenian rubbed his waist and got up, hesitated to speak, was so wronged, and finally slammed the door and left.

Xie Yuenian waited for Wu Huai at Wang Haitao's place all afternoon, but Wu Huai did not show up, and naturally he did not apologize.

Wang Haitao asked about the situation, casually comforted him a few words, and didn't say a word more.

Some windows are opened, and the outside may not be the wonderful world of blue sky and white clouds, but it may also be the abyss of hell with gusts of wind.Wang Haitao regretted it a little, he shouldn't have pierced the window paper, perhaps in a few years, Wu Huai would realize his own sexual orientation, but time has passed, he is no longer in the swimming team, and Zhanyan has long gone, Maybe if he stayed away from the show that made his heart flutter, everything would be back on track?

So, this afternoon, the three team members under Wu Heng's name fell into their own emotions and couldn't extricate themselves.

Wang Haitao thought it would be difficult for Wu Huai to accept such a terrible fact, and it would even affect his next game.However, Wu Huai was stronger than he imagined.

At [-]:[-], there was a knock on Wang Haitao's door, and Wu Huai stood at the door with an apologetic expression on his face, and said to him, "Is my brother here with you?"

Wang Haitao hesitated to speak, and then moved sideways to get out of the way.

Wu Huai threw himself to the bedside and said, "Brother, brother, brother, come and let me hug you. I was so engrossed in watching this afternoon, it doesn't matter how serious I am. Is it hurting you? Come on, let me blow." , fly with pain, fly with pain~~

Xie Yuenian was tense for two seconds, and the two reconciled as before.

Wang Haitao stood by the bed and looked at Wu Huai like this, full of question marks.

Is it fake?

Still don't realize the seriousness of the matter?

Or, he doesn't care?

Wang Haitao couldn't find the answer, and he couldn't eat the whole dinner, so he had to stop talking to Wu Huai from time to time.

After dinner, Wang Haitao seized the opportunity to take Wu Huai aside, and asked him suspiciously, "Aren't you afraid?"

"Huh? Oh, I'm afraid."

This answer is too perfunctory and understatement.

Under Wang Haitao's puzzled gaze, Wu Huai smiled and said, "Brother, don't worry, I'll be fine. Thank you for telling me, I hope this matter will become our secret."

"..." Wang Haitao fell silent, speechless.

The next day, Wu Huai called Zhanyan.

On the phone, he said relaxedly, "Brother Zhan, where do you live? I'll go and play with you."

Xie Yuenian, who was lying beside him watching TV, turned his head suddenly, and looked at Wu Huai with wide eyes.

As soon as the phone hung up, I couldn't wait to ask: "I'll go, what's wrong with you falling in love with Zhanyan? You're still sticky after all this?"

Wu Huai looked at him with a smile: "That's right, I love you so much that I want to die, I can't stop."

"I rely on!"

"I'm going to ask the coach for leave."

"Please help me too?"

"You have to come with me."

"Go and play."

"That can't be done. I'm going to find Zhanyan on a date. What are you doing with a light bulb?"

"Evil~"

"Okay, let's go, I'll be back in the afternoon."

"You really left me to go wandering? Bad boy, bad boy, my bad boy, don't abandon Dad~~~"

The accommodation of all representative teams is arranged around the stadium of the National Games, not too far away, especially the People's Liberation Army representative team, this extraordinary name itself has a kind of privilege, so the hotel arranged for them by the competition is the best.

Now that I think about it, last year's National Championships, the Guangdong team must have been able to stay in the best four-star hotel because of the glory of Zhanyan's team.

Wu Huai probably knew how far the two places were, so he made some calculations, and finally decided to go there by car.

I can't wait.

It turned out that my various emotions towards Zhanyan were all gathered together because I liked it.So much to like, just thinking that I like this person, I have a feeling that my blood is boiling, and my heart that has been suppressed for a long time is also opened up, as if this is what I deserve, I should like Zhanyan, that outstanding showman Yan.

When he was about to arrive at the place, Wu Huai couldn't wait to call Zhanyan in the car. He thought he would wait downstairs for a while, or meet in the elevator, but he didn't expect the taxi to turn into the gate of the hotel. Then he saw the figure of Zhan Yan.

For a moment, my heart beat.

Oh, I like this man like a man likes a woman, I like him.

Wu Huai got off the car, suppressed his boiling emotions, walked up to Zhanyan, and looked at him deeply.His eyes swept across his eyebrows, inch by inch, so meticulous and greedy.

It's almost like licking with your eyes.

It wasn't until Zhanyan turned his head that his eyes could no longer catch that face, so he withdrew his gaze with unsatisfied interest.

"Go to your dormitory to play for a while? Do you live alone?"

Wu Huai asked.

"Well, it's not alone, I have a roommate." Zhanyan walked ahead without looking back.

"Brother Mouse?"

"No, it's Xiaoxun."

"Xiao Xun?"

"Qianjiao's new recruits are also medley swimmers, about your age."

"Oh." I'm a little unhappy that there will be a light bulb later, but after realizing what I want, being able to be with Zhanyan, even for a quarter of an hour, is worth being happy.

The elevator went directly to the tenth floor, and walked to the left after exiting the elevator door. Many doors on both sides of the corridor were open. From the luggage piled in the entrance, it was confirmed that all the people living on this floor were PLA players.

Wu Huai asked where the mouse lived, Zhanyan pointed in the direction, and asked if he wanted to see the mouse?Wu Huai immediately said that he didn't need it.

Zhanyan's room was at the end of the corridor, the door was open, and when he walked in, he heard a male voice yelling crisply: "Brother Zhan, you're back."

Crisp voice, there is also a kind of trust and intimacy.

Wu Huai's alarm bell rang instantly.

Xiao Xun is a very well-behaved boy, with big round eyes, neatly cut black hair, and handsome eyebrows, especially when he smiles, there are a pair of dimples at the corners of his mouth, which is sweet and pleasant.

At the moment when Wu Huai realized that he liked to show his face, Xiao Xun's type was enough to arouse his full vigilance, not to mention that he found that Zhan Yan also took good care of Xiao Xun, just like he took care of himself...

The smile on his face faded a little.

If it is normal for men to fall in love with men, then everyone in this world will be my rival in love.

Wu Huai didn't know if Zhanyan would respond to him, but he would never allow others to take his sight of Zhanyan away.

"Brother Zhan, your sleeping habits haven't changed yet?"

"What?" Zhanyan, who was a little embarrassed by Wu Huai's appearance, subconsciously chose to chat with Xiaoxun, and turned to look at Wu Huai.

Wu Huai went to the head of the bed where Zhanyan was sleeping, and picked up the pillow. Sure enough, the sheet under the pillow slid down, revealing a section of the mattress.Wu Huai bent down, pulled up the sheet, and tucked it under the mattress.Then he raised his head and smiled and said, "I knew it would happen. Brother Zhan, this will happen to the bed you slept in. It may be nothing for a day or two. After a long time, the bed sheet will slide down."

"Uh."

"Brother Zhan, you don't seem to be like this in the dormitory. Is it because the Simmons mattress is too soft?"

"Seems to be."

"I'm used to sleeping on a hard bed. In fact, sleeping on a Simmons mattress is not very comfortable. Brother Zhan, do you feel sore in your shoulders and back?" Wu Huai walked up to Zhanyan, pressed his fingers and smiled, "I'll help you press it." Press it, and guarantee to win the first place in the semi-finals tomorrow."

While speaking, Wu Huai could not refuse, and his hands were already on Zhanyan's shoulders.

Like an electric shock, Zhanyan stood up almost like a bounce, and looked at Wu Huai almost in a panic.

His heart was beating like thunder, his pupils constricted, and the sentence "Don't touch me" got stuck in his throat, and he almost couldn't blurt it out.

Both Wu Huai and Zhanyan were stunned.

Then.

Wu Huai's eyes darkened.

Zhan Yan regretted it too late.

"Brother Zhan." Wu Huai called out aggrievedly.

"Uh, um." Zhanyan's voice also softened infinitely, he didn't want to hurt Wu Huai, it was all a subconscious reaction, he was really scared, and he regretted it more and more.

"Brother Zhan, is it because you have a junior brother? So you don't care about me?" Wu Huai glanced at Xiaoxun, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and there was a kind of look in his eyes. If you say you don't like I, I will be very sad expression.

"..." Xiao Xun, whose name was named innocently, waved her hands hurriedly, wanting to explain but didn't know what to say.

Zhanyan's heart aches.

He likes Wu Huai, it's not Wu Huai's fault, he has spent nearly a year in a daze, and he didn't dare to think about Wu Huai's affairs at all.It is precisely because of guilt that seeing people become more and more at a loss, while the attractiveness still exists, but at the same time they dare not approach.

You'd be an asshole for thinking that way about your friends.

"Brother Zhan, can I chat with you alone for a while?"

After the words fell, before Zhanyan could respond, Xiao Xun, who had just been called by name, immediately stood up consciously: "I'll go sit with Brother Mouse for a while."

Don't go!

Zhanyan really wanted to reach out Erkang's hand, but she forcibly held back.

Xiaoxun left the room and closed the door thoughtfully.

Wu Huai sat on Zhanyan's bed, and Zhanyan sat opposite, looking at each other, silent.

"That..." Zhanyan planned to say something to break the embarrassment.

"Brother Zhan." Wu Huai opened the mouth first, "Actually, I was joking what I said just now. It's not that serious. I won't touch you without your consent in the future. It's my fault. I'll scare you."

"No..." Zhanyan shook his head, "I have a problem. Even if I was flying around for competitions and had heavy training tasks, I shouldn't have cut off contact with you. It's just... Wu Huai, I don't want to lie to you, but I didn't either. There is no way to explain, in short, I have struggled, and I am also very sad. This is definitely not your fault, and I have to apologize."

Wu Huai smiled: "Brother Zhan, are you used to it now? Can I get in touch with you again?"

Zhanyan was a little surprised by Wu Huai's answer.My ignorance is just an excuse, but Wu Huai completely accepts it.There is no anger, no endless questioning, just looking at myself as always, with clear and pure eyes, such anticipation, only longing to return to the original.

There was a sore pain in his chest, and he was at a loss, and the fear of being pulled into the quagmire was tightly shackled around his neck. He actually had the illusion of closing his eyes and waiting to be drowned.

Yes, this child is so innocent, so pure, and so lovable, that's why I unknowingly surrendered too much heart and messed everything up.

escaped.

Can't escape.

dodged.

Useless.

Now, he is right in front of you, within reach, so clearly, looking at you so expectantly.

Put away your dirty thoughts and colored eyes, aren't you just friends and brothers?Can't you give him all these?You are venting your anger for being so harsh on him!

Zhanyan stood up from the bed, walked to Wu Huai's side, then bent down and put her arms around Wu Huai's neck.

He said: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I won't do it again, good brother."

Wu Huai closed his eyes, inhaled deeply the smell of Zhanyan, the greedy dissatisfaction suddenly became stronger, he stretched out his hand, and hugged Zhanyan with his backhand.

"Brother Zhan." Will you respond to me?will you like me tooNo, it doesn't matter, that's enough.

Perhaps, to show the reconciliation of the relationship as before, and to make up for the inexplicable estrangement before, Zhanyan invited Wu Huai to share the bed with him for a nap after lunch.

Wu Huai glanced at the 1.2-meter-wide bed and readily agreed.

Xiao Xun slept next door and fell asleep quickly.On the next bed, the two men who were huddled together were both heavy-hearted and pretended to be asleep at the same time.

After an unknown amount of time, Wu Huai suddenly turned over, facing Zhanyan, put his hands on his waist, and put his head on his shoulders.

Zhanyan's body stiffened.

This gesture was too delicate, every cell in his body was protesting, almost unbearable, impatient to avoid this ambiguous gesture that shouldn't exist.

He turned his head slightly, half opened his eyes, looked at the sleeping Wu Huai, endured it more and more, and finally he blew out a breath on Wu Huai's forehead.

The airflow blew the golden-brown hair, revealing a smooth and bright forehead. The sleepy young man with his eyes closed was peaceful, serene and sweet, just like that night on the seashore, he looked at this person amidst the sound of the waves, they Sharing breath, so close, it's almost like they were together.

Ah, how bad it is.

Wu Huai couldn't bear it anymore, when the warm air was blowing on his forehead, he wished to open his eyes and see for himself why Zhanyan did this.

too intimate.

It was as if a feather lightly flicked his heart, and a current surged from his toes, and he could hardly help but want to laugh.

How Wu Huai and Zhan Yan fell asleep afterwards, none of them could explain clearly, the time of the biological clock had been fixed, as if they suddenly opened their eyes, only to realize that they had fallen asleep.

Fortunately, neither of them seemed to be used to sleeping with someone in their arms, so when they opened their eyes, one of them was lying on their back and the other was lying on their side with their faces facing outside, sleeping soundly.

After waking up, they unpacked two bags of pistachios and ate them. Wu Huai bought them on the way.

When they talked about parting, both of them were a little bit reluctant, but their thoughts were too heavy, and these emotions were not suitable to be expressed on their faces.

Wu Huai was very satisfied with today's meeting.

Zhan Yan is also very satisfied.

Before they get more, they all feel that this is the best, and it is best to continue like this.