two hundred

The outside said, "It's okay, let's all go down."

The sound of footsteps at the door turned from near to far, Ying Hang turned to look at Lu Yusang, if you were seen by them in the yard, you might take a bullet directly.

Lu Yusang curled his lips, "I miss you."

Under the moonlight, the blood on his cheeks dried to a deep red.There is a healed wound on Lu Yusang's palm, which was left when he brought British Airways out that day.He stroked BA's cheek with that hand and asked, do you miss me?

Seeing him in a panic, Ying Hang got up and got out of bed and walked into the bathroom to get the medicine kit, "You and I, we should have nothing to do with each other."

Lu Yusang looked Ying Hang in the eyes, then you have to kill me now.After finishing speaking, Lu Yusang took out a dagger from his pocket and handed it to British Airways, "I said, you should try it when you have the chance."

10

You should try it when you get the chance.

British Airways stared at the dagger and picked it up slowly.

Lu Yusang swallowed and coughed softly, grabbed Ying Hang's hand and pressed it against his chest, "You kill me now, or... love me."

Ying Hang's eyes moved to Lu Yusang's cheek, and after a moment of silence, he finally turned around and put the dagger on the bedside table, and said in a low voice, "Don't move around, the wound is still bleeding."

You choose to love me?

I don't have a choice.BA didn't look into Lu Yusang's eyes, and said lightly, "I don't need to kill someone in my bed, and I don't need to love someone who wants to die in my bed."

British Airways helped Lu Yusang treat the wound on his body, and his movements were very light.

Lu Yusang didn't speak at first, but then murmured, "I almost can't get out tonight, the gang's business is in some trouble, and I got involved with those Yankees and Eastern Europeans."

Ying Hang listened quietly, looking at Lu Yusang from time to time.

Lu Yusang took a deep breath, and leaned forward to kiss Ying Hang's lips. Several of my subordinates died for me. The bullets passed through their chests. I suddenly felt very scared... afraid that I would not see you.

Ying Hang slightly opened his mouth, allowing Lu Yusang to deepen the kiss.Lu Yusang pinched Ying Hang's jaw with bloody and trembling fingers. He couldn't use much strength, but he still forced the two to look at each other.He saw a lot in the eyes of British Airways, but he always felt that something was missing.

Regardless of the wounds on his body, Lu Yusang put his arms around Ying Hang and tore off the clothes of the two of them.He rolled over on top of Ying Air, staining each other's bodies with blood.

"Be honest." British Airways looked at him panting heavily, swallowing his saliva, his eyes full of youthful love.

Lu Yusang thought, these pupils are really wonderful.He bit British Air's lip, "You miss me too, don't you."

What do you want to do?Ying Hang suddenly turned over and rode on Lu Yusang, staring down at his eyes, "What do you have for me to think about?"

Lu Yusang swallowed excitedly, supported Ying Hang's waist and watched him gallop on top of him.The wrapping of the body brought trembling all over, Ying Air bit his lip and moaned softly, feeling the pain and joy of being filled.His eyes kept sweeping over Lu Yusang's body, looking at his wounds, his lips, his strong chest muscles, and the beating heart in his chest.

The white quilt was stained with blood, Lu Yusang grabbed Ying Hang by the back of his neck and kissed him, wishing to embed him in his arms.

When he woke up early the next morning, Lu Yusang was no longer around Ying Hang, only the bloodstains on the bed sheet could prove that someone had indeed appeared by his side last night.

Ying Hang stared at the bloodstains in a daze, and his eyes finally stayed on the dagger on the bedside table.There was still some dried blood on the handle of the knife, which was brought on by Lu Yusang's wound last night. Presumably... this dagger accompanied him in the fight, as if it had become a part of his body.

Lu Yusang reappeared a few days later, when Ying Hang was just able to let go of his crutches and walk slowly.Lu Yusang appeared in the school, taking advantage of the time when there were no security guards around the British Airways class, with a hint of 'falling from the sky'.

Lu Yusang went in through the front door of the classroom, holding flowers in his hands and heading straight for British Airways. The students around him booed, and a few Yankees even whistled when they saw the gesture of the two Chinese, making it lively.

The teacher interrupted the lecture because of Lu Yusang's behavior, and Ying Hang frowned in embarrassment.He got up and wanted to walk out of the classroom, but his legs and feet were a little inconvenient, which made him even more embarrassed.Lu Yusang stuffed the flowers in Ying Hang's arms and said, "Take it."

What are you doing? !Ying Hang was startled, his body was already suspended in the air and was held in Lu Yusang's arms.

If you feel ashamed, hug me tight.Lu Yusang walked towards the outside of the classroom as he spoke, "I'll save you from throwing you down, which would be even more embarrassing."

Behind him were the chattering voices of his classmates, and Ying Hang's palm happened to be pressing on Lu Yusang's chest, and the sound of his heartbeat was transmitted into his body, powerful and shocking.

11

Lu Yusang said, keep your security guards away, I will protect you from now on.

British Airways glanced at him sideways, the words seemed familiar but could not be believed.

Lu Yusang took British Airways to watch a stage play at a nearby school, "If you like it, you can come every day in the future."

Lu Yusang drove British Airways to Vegas to gamble and watch the show, "We have been fighting with the Qingyuan Gang for many years in this area, and I will take it down sooner or later."

British Airways didn't want to go with him, but Lu Yusang had a lot of ways to pay off the security guards, so he abducted British Airways and disappeared with him every now and then.

"Do you want me, or do you want to get in touch with the arms business through me?" British Airways sat in the passenger seat and looked at Lu Yusang and asked, his eyes were very relaxed, thinking that the person in front of him could not do anything to him.

Lu Yusang parked the car on the side of the road, and said slowly, "Think about it all."

The time for Ah Heng to intervene in the arms business was not ripe, and he expanded rashly before he had enough capital and power, resulting in the loss of soldiers and generals.Lu Yusang had his own plan for this matter in his heart. If the forces of Lu and Dong's two families combined, this weapon...is not untouchable.But if you want to touch this unfamiliar field, you must have a reliable partner.Therefore... He will not let go of these things that British Airways said.

Lu Yusang pulled Ying Hang to sit on him, raised his head and bit his lips lightly, "If you compare the two, I want you more."

This young master of the Ying family has a world of his own in his eyes, and he treats people with great sensitivity. Lu Yusang wants this person, whether it is him who used to be an overseas student, or the confident and personable him now.

Lu Yusang openly admits his purpose, there are no fairy tales in each other's world, and only with value can there be fetters.

British Airways looked at him, thought for a while and asked, "Your father killed half of me, you are too dangerous for me."

"But I picked up the remaining half of your life for you." Lu Yusang deepened the kiss and muttered, "I can give you my life too, do you still think it's dangerous?"

British Airways stopped answering the call, and closed their eyes to enjoy Lu Yusang's 'do whatever they want'.

Lu Yusang felt that he was possessed by a demon, or that he missed it because he couldn't get it.He couldn't explain clearly, but he didn't bother to understand it carefully.

Lu Yusang likes to observe every look of British Airways, whether it is arrogant or rude, he uses these details to piece together the growth and preferences of British Airways.

However, Lu Yusang always felt that there was something missing in those eyes, that is, something important was missing.

Until Baichu appeared*, Lu Yusang understood.

On the day Baichu appeared, clouds floated over the city one after another, and it rained from time to time.Lu Yusang still observed British Airways in the dark according to his past habits.He saw BA go out, but when he came back, he was accompanied by another person.It was a young master who was about the same age as British Airways, but he was a completely different person.From that day on, British Airways met with Bai Chu every day, and sometimes stayed overnight in Bai Chu's hotel room.

BA is like water, white is like fire.British Airways is like the wind, white and clear like electricity.The two are so close that they envy others.

Lu Yusang sat in the car, and at that moment he understood what was missing in the eyes of British Airways.is trust.

Ying Hang looked at Bai Chu sideways, and smiled with the corner of his mouth curled up.It is a kind of trust that can give everything to the other party, which may come from time, experience, and the bond between each other.

Lu Yusang had never seen that kind of trust in the eyes of British Airways, and he even felt that it was impossible for him to see it in his life.

Lu Yusang lightly licked his lips and took a deep breath, clenched his fists and nails stuck into the scar on his palm.

British Airways took Baichu to the school next door to watch a stage play, took him to the casino in Vegas, and took Baichu to all the places he had been to with Lu Yusang.

Lu Yusang watched all this in the dark, and suddenly remembered Ying Hang once said: From the beginning, I didn't intend to love you.

12

From the beginning, I never intended to love you.

Lu Yusang didn't believe this, and he didn't believe it when British Airways first mentioned it.After all, the relationship between the two was in front of him, and he even handed over the dagger that could kill him to British Airways.In Lu Yusang's view, the categorical "I didn't intend to love you" was nothing more than British Airways' angry words, and it was a historical problem created by the not very honest beginning between the two.

Until Bai Chu appeared, Lu Yusang began to realize that this sentence might be the true words of British Airways.

Lu Yusang knew who Bai Chu was. Like British Airways, he was one of the successors of interest groups.In Ying Hang's eyes, he has ambitions and plans, but Bai Chu is like his opposite, not interested in gang-related matters at all.Rather than saying that both of them are successors, it is better that they are the only candidate for British Airways from beginning to end, and it is their duty to support the gang.

Lu Yusang looked at the two of them together but found it difficult to see. Their expressions towards each other were as if they wanted to promise each other the world in their hands.

Bai Chu and Ying Hang went in and out together, and it didn't take long before he noticed Lu Yusang's existence.The first quarrel between Bai Chu and Lu Yusang was in one afternoon, he couldn't bear the look in Lu Yusang's eyes, and went around behind her to fight him.

Why follow us? !

Nothing to do with you!

British Airways recovered and quickly stopped the fight between the two.He turned to Bai Chu and said, "I'll have a word with him."

Bai Chu glanced at Lu Yusang, turned around and walked aside first, as if he was worried about letting Ying Hang stay with this stalker.

Lu Yusang walked up to Ying Hang, gently brushed his cheek with his scarred hand, and asked, "Do you like him?"

Ying Hang didn't say anything, but turned to look at Bai Chu.

Lu Yusang added, "You go to the same stage play every day, I never thought you liked stage plays so much."

"Go back." Ying Hang slightly raised his head and looked at Lu Yusang, "He will leave soon after staying a little longer."

Lu Yusang pinched Ying Hang's jaw instead, and pulled him in front of her. Let me ask you, do you like him?

Seeing this, Bai Chu who was standing by the side hurriedly came over to stand between the two of them, "Don't move, be respectful!"

Lu Yusang panicked for a moment, and he seemed to have said these three words when Biaozi took British Airways away from his home.Things are different and people are different, which is quite ironic.Lu Yusang let go of the British Airways and took a step back, his eyes said: I understand.

Lu Yusang walked away, and Ying Hang watched his gradually shrinking back, and it took a long time before he came back to his senses.

Bai Chu looked at Ying Hang's profile. The two grew up together, and they couldn't hide their subtle emotions, "You're attracted to him."

"No." British Airways denied it flatly, turned to look at Bai Chu, and then smiled.There are some things that Xiao Xiao can't hide from Bai Chu, and there are some things that Xiao Xiao can't believe that Bai Chu won't believe, and Xiao Xiao and the two grew up together so they don't need to say more.

Bai Chu looked at his smile, and laughed too, "If you don't intend to admit it, then never let him see the look in your eyes just now, you can't hide it."

BA nodded and said, "I know."

Bai Chu asked, "What's so good about him, are you tempted by him?"

BA laughed and said, how could I be tempted by a man who is about to get married?

Lu Yusang is right. British Airways likes Baichu. Whether it is the feeling of first love when I was a child, or the sincere care and affection for each other now, the element of this liking may change, but the degree will not decrease. , will only increase with each passing day.

Bai Chu treated him the same way.

Ying Air never denied that the love between him and Bai Chu was due to the fact that they were looking for different things, but it was also because of this difference in personality that they could rely on each other all the way from childhood to adulthood.Bai Chu once told British Airways that if one day you join a gang, you must cut off all drug-related business.Ying Hang agreed, and Bai Chu smiled at him, his eyes seemed to say: Then I will desperately protect the gang until it gets into your hands.

Ying Air remembers that sentence, remembers that look in his eyes, remembers Bai Chu's support from his side, such trust...others can't give it.

13

Baichu and British Airways are like twin stars.

They have very different personalities, and the world they see is also very different.

British Airways accompanied Bai Chu to watch the same stage play, but the childlike heart in Bai Chu's eyes was quite different in British Airways.Bai Chu was fascinated by the actor, but Ying Hang felt something else.

Money, power, status, these things are shackles and a higher platform.Bai Chu was full of depression in the word gang, looking at the actor in high spirits, he could only feel unspeakable joy in his heart.

British Airways did not stop him, but added a small test.He went to ask the actor's friend, can he get his soul by spending money?

After Bai Chu found out, he had a big fight with British Airways, "I know you're doing it for my own good, but I don't need this way!"

The actor refused, and he did not disappoint Bai Chu.BA apologized, saying, "At least he proved worthy of your liking."

"I don't need such a way to prove it!"

Ying Hang thought, probably Bai Chu also had some fears in his heart, if the result of this test finally disappoints him, what should he do?Perhaps, this behavior reflects British Airways' distrust of feelings and uneasiness for human nature at some level.

The two argued for hours before BA apologized and said, "I'm going first, this is my fault."

It was pouring rain outside the window, and British Airways left from the Baichu hotel room.Seeing him go out, Bai Chu held back his anger and handed the raincoat to British Airways, "Don't get wet."

British Airways glanced at him with a helpless expression, "Go ahead and get angry, and I'll come to you again when your anger subsides."

Bai Chu turned her head and did not leave him behind.

For a long time afterwards, Bai Chu felt that if he had asked British Airways to keep him that day when he said this, would it be completely different?

British Airways had a car accident, right at the front door of the hotel.

In the car accident, British Airways injured his eyes and was sent directly to the operating room.

When Lu Yusang rushed to the operating room, Bai Chu was waiting at the door. He said, Ying Hang's father will be here soon, why are you here?

Lu Yusang looked up at the lights in the operating room, but did not answer.He looked sideways at Bai Chu, with unspeakable anger in his eyes.

Bai Chu fell into self-struggle and pain, and stood in front of the operating room and muttered in a low voice, "I shouldn't have argued with him, I should have opened my mouth to keep him, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have let him go alone... .”

These similar words kept babbling back and forth in Baichu's mouth until Lu Yusang's fist landed on his cheek again. "Why did you let him go out alone!" Lu Yusang went madly towards Baichu, and after a while, he fisted and kicked.

Baichu felt pain in his heart, Lu Yusang picked on him, and naturally fought back vigorously, "You don't need to take care of my affairs with him!"

Yingrong happened to come to the door of the operating room at this time, and he asked his subordinates to separate the two who were fighting, "How decent!"

Lu Yusang was kicked out of the hospital, while Bai Chu was pushed to the corner of the stairs by Yingrong's men, "Young Master Bai, calm down."

After leaving the hospital, Lu Yusang panted with his mouth open, and turned to look at Biaozi who was following him.

Mr. Lu, I...

Lu Yusang took out a pistol from the back of his waist and put it against Biaozi's forehead, "What did I say?" Lu Yusang gave Biaozi a shot with the handle of the gun, and the latter immediately vomited blood.

Biaozi stood still, not daring to move, and let Lu Yusang vent his anger, "The two of them are really similar in shape, and you said they are similar before. It's raining today, and Young Master Ying...is wearing a raincoat."

"Where's the driver?"

Biaozi remained silent.

What about you.

he...

kill him!Lu Yusang took a deep breath, put away the gun in his hand, and said in a low voice, "No one can know about this!"

14

In a car accident, British Airways lost those clear eyes.When he woke up, his eyes were covered with thick gauze, and British Airways subconsciously raised his hand to touch them, "What time is it? How can I..."

Bai Chu sat beside him and stopped his hand, don't move.

British Airways soon realized what was happening and fell silent for a long time.Bai Chu accompanied him in the hospital, but he never said a word.For four full days, British Airways fell into its own emotions and ignored everyone.

On the fifth day, British Airways said to Bai Chu in an extremely negative voice, "I can't do what I promised you."

The moment Baichu heard these words, tears streamed down his face. He said, I shouldn't let you go out alone that day.

"You shouldn't have appeared." Lu Yusang, who was sitting on the sidelines, was silent with BA these days, and he didn't speak until BA said the first sentence, "You shouldn't have appeared here from the beginning."

Lu Yusang would go to the ward every morning, sit on the sofa and watch the silent British Airways, it would be useless for anyone to chase him away.

Yingrong was polite at first, but after seeing that it was useless, he became attached to British Airways and had no time to talk to Lu Yusang.

Lu Yusang became an invisible person in this ward. He looked at everyone beside Ying Hang and sighed, watching everyone lament all the misfortunes.

Lu Yusang didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.He stayed silent with British Airways, sighed with him... accompanied him to pretend to be calm in front of others, and accompanied him to experience every sadness.

"It's all my fault." Bai Chu held Ying Hang's hand, feeling that Lu Yusang was right: If he didn't show up, he wouldn't go to that stage play, there wouldn't be any quarrels, and there wouldn't be any Ying Hang. Everything that happened on board.

"What does it have to do with you?" This was the second sentence British Airways said, with a choked voice.

Lu Yusang walked to the bed and grabbed Baichu's arm, pulled him and pushed him towards the door, "You go now."

Bai Chu's eyes were blurred with tears, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that he had been pushed out of the ward by Lu Yusang.Lu Yusang locked the door to cut off all sound.

"What are you doing?! Open the door!"

There was Baichu shouting outside the door, but it was very quiet inside.

Lu Yusang walked to the hospital bed, stretched out his hand and gently covered Ying Hang's cheek.

British Airways raised his head subconsciously but didn't look at each other again. He asked, "Why haven't you spoken these days?"

"You can hear my breathing, can you also hear my heartbeat?" Lu Yusang sat on the edge of the bed and pulled the BA into his arms, pressing his chest tightly against his back. Back, "I've been sitting there with my eyes closed these days, I can hear your breathing, I can hear your heartbeat... What about you?"

Ying Hang opened his mouth slightly but didn't know what to say. He felt Lu Yusang hugging him, his arms were strong but his body trembled slightly, "What are you crying for?" He felt tears dripping between his neck, and raised his hand to gently grab Grabbing Lu Yusang's wrist, "I'm hurt, why are you crying?"

Lu Yusang shook his head and hugged his arms even tighter.

Why are you in the hospital these days?British Airways struggled subconsciously, full of fear for the world, "I can't see it anymore, you don't have to stay here all the time. You are here...I don't know."

"From now on, I will be your eyes." Lu Yusang didn't let go, and at the same time leaned forward to kiss Ying Hang, almost crying, "I will be your eyes in this life."

Ying Hang's body also trembled slightly, and Lu Yusang guessed that he was also crying.But BA has gauze over his eyes and he shouldn't be crying.

Lu Yusang took a deep breath and said, "I can bear that you don't love me, but I can't bear that I don't love you, it will kill me."

15

Baichu's father regarded British Airways as his heir, and taught him carefully since he was a child.

The next successor of the gang got into a car accident, and disputes arose everywhere, and many people were eager to try.The situation around Master Bai is a bit complicated and unpredictable, and it can be said that he is beset by enemies.Therefore, Bai Chu offered to go back, and when Ying Hang stood up, he would give everything to him.Bai Chu didn't express his support at the beginning, so now he can only use his own actions to stand by British Airways.

"You don't like that environment, you don't need to do this for me." Ying Hang took Bai Chu's hand, his voice was full of helplessness, "I don't want you to..."

"I didn't do anything I didn't want to do." Bai Chu reached out to stop Ying Hang's neck, and then leaned his forehead against his forehead, like the closest comrade-in-arms and family, "For you, for my dad , I want to go back now."

"Are you... looking at me?" BA asked.

yes.Bai Chu replied, and then hugged him, "I'll wait for you back in China, and I'll still look at you like this when the time comes. My dad asked me to tell you...A lot of times, if you want to stand up, you can only rely on yourself."

I see.

Lu Yusang was not sure how much influence this Bai Chu had on British Airways, but after Bai Chu left, British Airways tried to get out of that ward.

Ying Rong's heart is full of love for her son, and no matter where Ying Hang goes, he will always be followed by him.Bai Ye placed high hopes on British Airways, but as a father, Ying Rong only hoped that his son would have no more troubles.

"If I had known that something would happen to you, it would be better to let you stay away from everything and live the life you like." Yingrong gently rubbed Yinghang's hair, and his tone was full of pampering.Yingrong suspected that the car accident was not accidental, so he spent some time investigating.After the car accident, something happened to the driver, and there is no proof of his death.This further deepened Yingrong's thinking that perhaps his own business had harmed British Airways.

British Airways held his father's hand and said, "Dad, don't think so much. From childhood to adulthood, I have lived the life I like."

British Airways' wounds are basically healed, but after removing the gauze, he needs to re-understand the world, including himself, the people around him, and the whole world.

Darkness creates fear and resistance to the unknown.

The first thing BA started to recover was to get used to this fear, to live in this resistance.

The humanized services in American hospitals are relatively perfect, and the hospitals have specialized medical staff for psychological counseling.Lu Yusang always sat beside Ying Hang, he put his arm around Ying Hang's waist lightly, and would not participate in the conversation most of the time.The so-called psychological counseling is nothing more than giving patients more confidence to face everything.Lu Yusang looked sideways at Ying Hang, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his fingers, signaling: I am here.

"Why do I think you... have become silent?"

Lu Yusang helped Ying Hang to walk into the ward, stopped slowly, kissed him on the cheek, and said, "I'm afraid I talk too much and you think I'm annoying."

Back in the ward, Lu Yusang helped British Airways pack his things, and the doctor allowed him to be discharged.Lu Yusang first asked British Airways to sit aside, and then took all the cleaning tasks on himself.

I will not get married.

British Airways was taken aback, "What did you say?"

Didn't you hear that?I will not get married.Lu Yusang's subordinates kept moving and spoke very lightly, "I unilaterally canceled the wedding, but this is a matter between the two gangs, so it may take some time to resolve it."

why?

Lu Yusang turned his head and walked in front of British Airways, "In this life, I just want to be with you."

16

The fact that Lu Yusang canceled the wedding made Lu Zhen furious, and he slapped him several times.

Lu Zhen was on the verge of falling, looking at Lu Yusang with an expression like a dou who couldn't help him, it was all resentment.

Dong Lan and Lu Yusang didn't have any emotional basis, so this marriage was completely a combination of the interests of the two gangs.Lu Zhen firmly disagreed with the cancellation, and the Dong family was naturally very dissatisfied with Lu Yusang's behavior.

Lu Zhen said that he was not feeling well recently, so his son was sympathetic and didn't want him to work hard, so he postponed the wedding.

"What's wrong with you, I don't care about you going to the hospital every day, and now you say you don't want to get married?!" Lu Zhen patted the table and couldn't stop coughing, "Enough is enough, it's good for both of you."

two?Lu Yusang looked like his father, "What do you mean by that?"

"No matter how big his father's business is, Qianglong can't hold back the snake."

Seeing that his father disagreed, Lu Yusang even implied in his words that he would hurt British Airways, so he didn't dare to take too much action.Lu Zhen said to postpone, so Lu Yusang took this statement as a tactic to delay the attack, and planned to find a specific solution when it was approaching.

"There's no need for you not to get married." Ying Air liked to keep his room dark after he was discharged from the hospital. He lost his eyesight and could not see at all, so he had to ask his subordinates to remove all the lights in the house, even the switches.

Lu Yusang was also getting used to the darkness, he walked up to Ying Hang and hugged him into his arms, "Don't think about it, it has nothing to do with you."

Ba's adaptation to the dark seemed disconcerting, he became silent, he became sensitive.He's only 20 years old, hasn't even started his own life, and there's still a lot of parts of the world that haven't been seen.Ying Hang took off his glasses, took Lu Yusang's hand and stroked the scar on his cheek, "I won't get better."

"..."

"Do you know what you're doing? You should stay away from me." British Airways was a little agitated, shaking Lu Yusang's fingers slightly, "Why do you waste time with a trash?"

Lu Yusang leaned forward to kiss him and said, "This is not you."

"..."

"You can keep me away because I'm not good enough, you can keep me away because there's no trust between us, you can keep me away because of the things I do, you can even keep me away because you don't Love me keep me away from you..."

"..."

"But you won't keep me away just because you're not good enough."

"..."

"This is not you." Lu Yusang pulled Ying Hang to sit on her body, and rubbed his whole body in her arms, "You don't need to become better, you have always been the best in my heart."

Lu Yusang looked at the hideous scar on Ying Hang's cheek, and suddenly remembered the first time the two met. At that time, Ying Hang wore half a mask, and all he could see clearly was a pair of soul-stirring eyes.Lu Yusang also remembered countless moments, he looked at Ying Hang's eyes fascinated, he kissed Ying Hang's eyes, he couldn't feel enough.

Lu Yusang wept silently, why did he ruin everything?

He put his arms around British Air into bed, every movement was extremely gentle.Lu Yusang kissed Ying Hang's back, kissed his injured arm, kissed the shapeless tattoo, then leaned over and opened his mouth to take his body into his mouth.

Ba groaned, tearing at the enjoyment of pleasure.His world was in darkness, and the only thing left was the sense of security brought by the interlocking of the two bodies. If Lu Yusang was released, he would fall to the end of the abyss.

Lu Yusang's arm is always around Ying Hang's waist, and he will make this a habit for each other, and they will never be separated again.

17

Doctors suggested that British Airways use guide dogs to reconnect with the world and get used to the feeling of having a guide dog by their side.Lu Yusang dismissed the man who brought the dog and asked him to take the dog back with him.

"The dog can be with him 24 hours a day, and the pet itself brings the patient..."

He is not a patient.Lu Yusang felt that the word was harsh, so he reached out and grabbed Ying Hang's finger and rubbed it lightly, "I will accompany him wherever he goes."

At first, Yingrong frowned slightly at Lu Yusang's clinging to his son so much that he didn't want to say much.With British Airways recovering and being discharged from the hospital and the follow-up reconstruction progressing, he saw that Lu Yusang would not be able to drive away, so he just said to his son earnestly, "Some things are up to you."

After hearing his father's words, British Airways could only smile wryly, what could he do?

Fortunately, Lu Yusang helped him 'handle' everything.He leaned over to British Airways and said softly, I think your dad has a good impression of me.

Vision disappears, hearing is amplified, and then disturbed by tinny sounds.

British Airways is struggling in the process of re-perceiving the world, and even a once-familiar road has become a huge obstacle.He was holding Lu Yusang's hand trembling slightly, although he didn't say give up, but the steps under his feet didn't mean to move forward at all.

Don't be afraid.Lu Yusang pressed his chest against Ying Hang's back and whispered, don't be afraid, follow me.

When did he say these five words?It seems that when British Airways and him were full of distrust, Lu Yusang would never see distrustful eyes from British Airways again, nor would he feel joy or pain because of those eyes.Ying Hang is like a child in Lu Yusang's arms, like a newborn calf in urgent need of protection.

Lu Yusang walked forward with his arms in his arms, thinking in his heart that this is good... From this moment on, the world of British Airways relies on him and is unbreakable.

As Lu Yusang imagined, British Airways woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, sweating all over his face.He sat up from the bed, gasping for air.British Airways couldn't help trembling, not knowing what he saw in the dream or what he experienced.Ordinary people only need to open their eyes from a dream to know that everything is illusory, but...for British Airways?

"What's wrong?" Lu Yusang opened his eyes beside him, and raised his hand to caress Ying Hang's back.

Hearing Lu Yusang's voice, Ying Hang subconsciously turned her head and rubbed into his arms, seeking the warmth of his embrace.

Lu Yusang hugged him tightly and lay down again, put his fingers into Ying Hang's hair and kneaded/kneaded back and forth, and said, "It'll be fine, I'm by your side."

Ying Hang slept restlessly, and rolled a few more times in Lu Yusang's arms until Lu Yusang held him down and kissed the corner of his mouth.British Airways has never relied on anyone for peeing. He and Baichu are independent of each other and coexist closely. He and his family support each other and complement each other.

But he, bit by bit, relied on Lu Yusang.

At the beginning of the two's acquaintance, British Airways occupied Lu Yusang's world bit by bit, quietly changing the people and things around him, and when Lu Yusang came back to his senses, there was no way to escape.

The situation is reversed, but very similar.

Ying Hang grabbed the collar of Lu Yusang's pajamas, as if he was afraid that he would leave, as if he was afraid that he would not see him in his dream.The world of British Airways no longer has pictures and colors, and what is left is only memories in the mind and coexistence in dreams.

Lu Yusang regretted that he ruined the eyes of British Airways. If he was given another chance, he would exchange his eyes for British Airways.But...he couldn't stop enjoying this dependence, enjoying the plunder of British Airways that sucked his body heat.

All of this brings the bond between the two into a deeper level. British Airways has nowhere to go but can only be by his side, and no one can replace this dependence.

18

The gang fight will never end, but Lu Yusang began to cherish his life because of British Airways.He was careful in everything for fear of getting hurt, fearing that one day he would not be able to return to British Airways to take care of him.He returned to British Airways' home with blood, first went into the bathroom and did the simplest cleaning and bandaging, and made sure that there was no smell of blood before entering British Airways' room.

Lu Yusang no longer talked about those bloody storms to British Airways. He always told British Airways stories about his childhood, when his mother was still by his side, and his father’s body was much stronger than now.

The pain on Lu Yusang's body made him tremble, Ying Hang felt something strange in his arms, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Lu Yusang said with a smile, in a deep voice, "I just feel a little tired, and I don't feel it when I see you." Knowing that he resisted 'blood' after the British Airways car accident, he simply tightened his arms and took a deep breath Tone, regard the smell of British Airways as the best anesthetic.

Lu Yusang spent most of his time with British Airways, and he took British Airways out to feel the pressure brought by the flow of people.

"I am right beside you."

The doctor advised Lu Yusang not to stay close at all times, which would not help British Airways to complete the perception of the surrounding environment.

Lu Yusang didn't like the doctor's advice, but after Ying Hang's father said it a few times, he chose to look at Ying Hang a few steps away.

"If you feel scared, you can reach out and grab me." Lu Yusang handed Ying Hang the crutch in his hand, and let him slowly grope for the obstacles in front of him.

No one can help BA need to transform the crutches that tap the road ahead into his own body.

Lu Yusang looked at