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After locking the car, the two walked to the door.

Bai Chu stood in front of the door and paused for a moment.

"What?" Wang Xunzhan approached and asked, looking at the ends of his hair.

"It's nothing." Nodding and shaking his head, Bai Chu took out the key to open the door, "Come in."

The interior decoration of the house has some European style, but it is somewhat similar to the mansions Wang Xunzhan saw in the United States in the past.

To the left of the entrance is the living room, and to the right is the kitchen.The spiral staircase faces the doorway, with metal handrails on both sides, and the staircase is covered with marble.

Upon hearing the sound, the bedroom door under the stairs opened, "Xiao Chu..." The one who spoke was an elderly man with kind eyes and kind eyes, and most of his hair had turned gray.

"Uncle Yang." Bai Chu walked over and stretched out his arms to give him a hug.

"Why are you back now? Didn't even say hello, have you eaten yet?" Uncle Yang patted Baichu's arm, very intimately.

Bai Chu looked relaxed, "Eat, I'll come back and take a look."

Uncle Yang looked at Wang Xunzhan who was standing aside, and said immediately, "Your friend?"

"En," Bai Chu nodded, "I've been staying with him recently."

Uncle Yang looked at Wang Xunzhan for a while, but didn't say anything, and asked instead, "Why don't you come back to see it during the Chinese New Year?"

"Well, I'm delayed by something." After Bai Chu finished speaking, she turned to look at Wang Xunzhan, "My room is upstairs."

"You guys go up," Uncle Yang let go of Baichu knowing the current affairs, "Leaving at night?"

"Not necessarily, it depends on the situation." Bai Chu walked up to Wang Xunzhan and signaled him with his eyes: Come with me.

Wang Xunzhan followed Baichu upstairs, and deliberately asked, "What's delaying the Chinese New Year?"

"Accompany you." Bai Chu replied unhurriedly, and glanced at him sideways, "Besides, my father is in the hospital, and I don't want to go home."

Wang Xunzhan cleared his throat, stretched out his hand to grab Baichu's arm, and pulled the distance between them, "Why don't you want to go home? Didn't you spend this year at home?"

"..." Bai Chu stopped, stood at the entrance of the corridor on the second floor, and looked into Wang Xunzhan's eyes.

"Why? Wrong?" Wang Xunzhan raised his arms to stop Baichu's neck, and pulled him into his arms.Bai Chu led him into this room, and Wang Xunzhan could feel some complicated emotions in his heart.The approaching body is nothing more than saying with actions: I am by your side. "Who was that person just now?" Wang Xunzhan leaned closer to Baichu's ear and asked.

"how?"

"It's okay, can I hug you like this? I'm afraid that if he sees it and beats me up, do you think I should let go or not!"

"If he wants to beat you, you are the only one to be beaten."

Bai Chu's room was near the end of the corridor on the second floor.Wang Xunzhan looked at the mahogany gate beside him and said nothing for a long time.

"That room." Bai Chu opened the door and looked sideways at him. "It's my dad's room. Do you want to go in and have a look?"

Wang Xunzhan shook his head, "I'm only interested in you." After speaking, he walked into Baichu's room.

The furnishings in the room are very simple, table, bed, bookcase... simple and necessary furniture.

In the bookcase, several seemingly casual books are placed randomly, and more are car models of various styles.Wang Xunzhan came up to him and looked at it carefully.

"What do you want to hear?" Bai Chu fiddled with the vinyl record player on the table, flipping through the record beside it.

Wang Xunzhan turned his head, "Surpriseme..."

Bai Chu picked up the one that happened to be at hand, put it into the record player, "Listen to it as you please."

When the sexy and gloomy music sounded, Wang Xunzhan closed his eyes subconsciously, "Northern Europe..."

"Hmm..." Bai Chu snorted, turned around and walked to the carpet next to the bed, and sat on the floor.

Wang Xunzhan walked to him and sat down, "Nordic music is nice, but sometimes it has too many scars, which makes people feel embarrassed."

"Not really," Bai Chu leaned against the bed behind her, "It's just a perspective on life."

"..." Wang Xunzhan didn't answer, and moved his body closer to Baichu, waiting for him to continue speaking.

"I grew up in this house," Bai Chu looked at him, speaking slowly, "I hated this house when I was young, I thought it was a shackle..."

Looking around, Wang Xunzhan's eyes fell on the old photos on the table.There are four boys in the photo, Bai Chu is standing between Ying Hang and Ke Zi, Xia Han on the side is looking at the camera coldly, keeping some distance from the three of them.

"I was closer to my mother when I was young, and there was an indescribable gap between me and my father." Bai Chu's tone was very light, unable to hear too much emotion, "I grew up with Xia Han. I always feel that my dad treats Xia Han better..."

"..." Wang Xunzhan took his hand, "So you are a child that no one cares about..."

Bai Chu shook his head, "You should have heard about my dad. I have never been interested in gang affairs since I was a child. My dad never forced me. He always let me choose what I want."

"...Why does your father owe so much money?"

"Because of me," Bai Chu said with an imperceptibly lonely expression, "my mother got involved in drugs and died when I was 13. At that time, I thought it was my father's fault. It might be the relationship between me and my father. At the turning point between the two, I blamed him, but he never explained. He protected me, and I resisted, deliberately making it difficult for me. The relationship between father and son is tense, and both parties are responsible."

Wang Xunzhan put his hand on the back of Baichu's neck, and pulled him closer to his arms, "How old were you then..."

"Later I got angry and said that I wanted to leave home. My dad didn't approve or stop me, so he let me go to England. My thinking at that time was that leaving home was a kind of silent resistance. I didn't know how to get along with my father. At the extreme, I feel that he doesn't love me... I can't feel any love at all."

"You met Fourth Master in England?" Wang Xunzhan turned his head and kissed Baichu's forehead.

Bai Chu leaned lightly on his shoulder, "Well, I was the most unrestrained in playing with cars at that time, and I met Fourth Master... After I arrived in England, I lived alone and experienced many things that I hadn't experienced in the past. Looking back on the past , I feel that my father may also hope that I can get rid of everything in the gang, and he may also think that this house is a cage for me, and he will make me ready to go out from here at any time."

"..." Wang Xunzhan listened quietly without saying a word.

Although he has never been a parent, the old man and the old lady in his family, although they don't talk about it, always hope that they can spend more time with Wang Xunzhan, which is human nature.If parents can really respect their children's ideas and let them go further, it can be regarded as a kind of deep and broad love.

"When I was in England, when I recalled my childhood, I realized that my father was not as ruthless as I imagined... Thinking of many details, I felt that my previous ideas were all wrong." Bai Chu cleared her throat, missing the previous calm, with ups and downs in his tone, "I am particularly impressed by a detail... When I was a child, my dad once said to my mother in front of me, 'If he can't handle this well, what else can he do in the future? '...I can't remember what it was, I just remember hearing this sentence and complaining in my heart why he would solve everything for Xia Han, why he treated Xia Han better than me..." Bai Chu As he spoke, he was a little choked up, with a sense of loss on his face, "Later in the UK, when I thought of this sentence again, I suddenly understood the reluctance in my dad's tone. I remembered the way he watched me fall when I was a child. I... "

Wang Xunzhan bowed his head and kissed him, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it..."

"I..." Bai Chu responded to his kiss without any intention of stopping.It seems that many years of thought have gathered together, but it is hidden behind the door of the heart.

Wang Xunzhan was probably the first person allowed to stand at the door. He just pushed lightly, and everything behind the door rushed towards him, as if they had been waiting for him, "You haven't told anyone before, have you? ..."

"What are you talking about, it's boring..."

Wang Xunzhan took a deep breath, licked his lips and let go.What Bai Chu delivered was a sincere trust, Wang Xunzhan was moved, and the fear of self-confession turned into subtle fluctuations in Bai Chu's voice, unable to shake the current persistence.

"Later I went to the United States to find British Airways..." Bai Chu spoke again, mentioning British Airways, and paused for a moment.

"..." When the story progressed to the time of the photo, Wang Xunzhan subconsciously thought that Bai Chu would tell some details about their past.

but……

Bai Chu simply stated, "...British Airways had a car accident, I was responsible..." He sat up straight and lit a cigarette for himself, "The gang should belong to British Airways in the first place. I once told BA that if one day he took over the gang, he must cut off all drug-related business. He had a car accident, hurt his eyes, and he was very negative. He said to me, 'promise me to do Not coming.'"

Times have changed, and the former relationship between Baichu and Yinghang has become a thing of the past, and its weight is far less than the friendship and companionship of so many years.

Bai Chu stood up, went to the table and put out the cigarette, "The next heir had a car accident, many people were arguing, my father was not in a good condition... Then I came back, I was very naive at that time, I wanted to quit All the gang's drug business, when BA stands up, give it all to him."

"..." Wang Xunzhan looked at him, but couldn't say anything.

Bai Chu's life is far from his, Wang Xunzhan is like stepping out of a fairy tale when exploring the growth path, and has never experienced such turmoil.

"After I came back, my dad saw what I wanted to do... He asked me if this is what I wanted? I said yes..." Bai Chu smiled bitterly, took a deep breath and continued, "He just nodded and didn't say anything The drug business has supported many brothers in the gang. There are too many interests involved, and I can't really do anything... My dad never made a statement, but helped me block all obstacles... The money owed is from the drug business in the gang My father protected me, and I didn’t handle anything that didn’t make it to the table, and in the end it was because I was lying in the hospital.” After speaking, Bai Chu looked at the night outside the window, his eyes were a little dazed, “At that time, no one dared Say no to my dad, only Xia Han...he was worried about my dad, and warned me not to harm my dad, but I didn't listen..." After a short pause, he sighed, and the excessive emotion in his tone couldn't be considered, "It turns out that , I did kill my dad..."

"Your father..." Wang Xunzhan walked up to him, picked up the lighter and lit a cigarette for himself.Regarding Baichu's housework, Wang Xunzhan couldn't make a reason. Without such an environment, he naturally couldn't understand Baichu's father's situation.

"My dad is lying in the hospital." Bai Chu came back to his senses and took the cigarette in his hand, "I always think that if he listened to Xia Han, he might be fine now."

Wang Xunzhan looked at him... When Bai Chu and Xia Han met, the annoyance between the two was too complicated. Perhaps the hostility towards each other was also a release of emotions in their hearts, both of them.

"I realized later," Bai Chu continued, "I don't know anything about my dad. I don't know what my dad thinks. I can't even answer simple questions like what he likes. . . . I never seem to have tried to understand."

"Hmm..." Wang Xunzhan leaned forward and pressed his body on the table, "Don't think about it any more," he lowered his head and kissed Baichu's neck, "Seeing you like this makes me feel bad."

This topic never ends.

Wang Xunzhan pushed Baichu to the bathroom in the bedroom, turned on the water, and the two took off their clothes and stood together under the lotus.

Bai Chu occasionally talked about getting along with his father when he was a child, and Wang Xunzhan responded lightly.

So how is your father doing?He put his arms around Bai Chu and asked casually, his lips sliding back and forth on his neck and shoulders.

Bai Chu closed her eyes, leaned against him lightly and said, very stable, the doctor said that there is a high possibility of waking up.

Wang Xunzhan heard the relief and comfort, he hummed, and opened his mouth to nibble Baichu's ear.