demon god please let go gl

Hua Qiangu simply squeezed over and sat with Shen Qinggu.

"Master, why did you ask us to do this?"

Shen Qinggu put down the bowl and looked at her gently: "I don't know how to explain to you either."

"Then I won't explain it." Hua Qiangu didn't care about these things, she just said something casually, "Master, I just hope you won't be bound by these things."

she said softly.

Shen Qinggu's state has always been very strange. She cares too much about some people. In order to achieve some goals, she almost does whatever it takes.

"Xiaogu..." Shen Qinggu looked at her, her heart warmed slightly, but she was more anxious and moved. She wanted to express all the hatred she had suppressed in her heart one by one, but she stopped in time.Xiaogu can't let Xiaogu know that the two of them are actually the same person, Xiaogu will definitely not accept it.

"Master, is there anything you can't tell me?" Hua Qiangu keenly sensed that something was wrong. The reason behind this is very important to Shen Qinggu. If she can figure it out, then the relationship between her and Shen Qinggu There will be no barriers either.

Shen Qinggu was silent.

Hua Qiangu was not in a hurry, she waited quietly, waiting for Shen Qinggu to figure it out.

"Xiaogu." Shen Qinggu leaned towards her and hugged her, "Don't force me..."

Hua Qiangu hesitated for a moment, but she still looked at Shen Qinggu firmly: "Master, can you tell me?"

Shen Qinggu's expression froze, as if she had a premonition of how much Hua Qiangu, who knew the truth, would loathe her, felt disgusted by her, thought she was a pervert, and fell in love with herself.

"Xiao Gu, you go to rest first, I still have something to do." Shen Qinggu hastily pushed Hua Qiangu, turned around and flew away, his back hastily.

Hua Qiangu's face darkened, and she went back to her room silently.

She has always known that Shen Qinggu has concealed many things from her.In the past, she didn't dare to ask more questions, nor was she willing to ask more questions. She was afraid that Shen Qinggu would leave her.But it's different now. Now that she and Shen Qinggu have such a relationship, why is the other party still unwilling to confess?Shouldn't there be no secrets between lovers?

She waited for a long time, hoping that Shen Qinggu would speak out by herself, but she never did, and Shen Qinggu was always unwilling to speak out.

Hua Qiangu didn't know how long she had to wait, so she chose to take the initiative.

The result was unexpected and seemed to have been expected a long time ago. Shen Qinggu escaped as expected, not daring to face it, nor willing to face it.

Hua Qiangu closed her eyes, why did she have to wait for her to force her?Why can't you say it yourself?

She has never been the sunny and cheerful little bone in Shen Qinggu's eyes. Her heart has long been eroded by these exclusive desires. She whitewashes the peace with the appearance that Shen Qinggu likes, but the darkness in her heart keeps expanding and fermenting. I don't know what time will be out of control.

I hope Shen Qinggu will not force her to do something terrible.

...

Shen Qinggu didn't know where she ran to in a hurry, she looked around, found a random stone as a stool and sat down.

She needs to think about it.

Leaving aside Hua Qiangu's coercion, Shen Qing couldn't help but ignore what she said before.

"Master, I just hope you won't be bound by these things."

Is she bound?

Shen Qinggu kept telling herself, don't pay too much attention to the past life, don't focus on hatred, and don't affect your present life because of revenge.But actually?She committed all of these!

She is not as open-minded as she imagined!She couldn't let go of her past life, couldn't let go of her hatred, and couldn't stop taking revenge.

In order to take revenge and let these people suffer the pain she suffered at the beginning, she was so anxious that she didn't even have a decent excuse to deal with others!Hua Qiangu, Ni Mantian, and Wu Qingluo became the tools of her revenge, but she didn't even explain, she just arranged tasks for them to complete.She said she wanted to train them, to train Ni Mantian and Wu Qingluo to be Hua Qiangu's helper, but in fact she was training them to be her helper in revenge.

The purpose was not simple from the beginning.

She didn't think about Hua Qiangu at all, perhaps when she first met, she was indeed thinking about Hua Qiangu, but since Hua Qiangu's fate was completely reversed, all she saw in her eyes was hatred.She wanted revenge, but she used those excuses to pretend that she was a master who cared only for her apprentice.

How could she be more noble than Bai Zihua when she was like this?

When Bai Zihua took her as his apprentice back then, why didn't he be arrogant and disobedient to the fate, and wanted to try to change his fate against the sky?Even when he failed later, he didn't bother to look disappointed, but just treated him indifferently, as if he didn't care if the apprentice was good or bad.

But what about herself?If something happened to Hua Qiangu, what would she do?Is it heartbreaking?Although there is heartache for Hua Qiangu, why not pretend?

Shen Qinggu had to face up to her heart, she found that she was even despicable enough to take advantage of Hua Qiangu's feelings.

Back then, Hua Qiangu was only a 12-year-old girl. She didn't understand those unpredictable people at all, and she put her heart on Shen Qinggu, and Shen Qinggu really didn't see that her feelings for her were not right?No, she can see it, she has been in contact with so many romantic things, how can Hua Qiangu hide it from her if she is not good enough?Not only did she know that Hua Qiangu was in love with her, but she didn't cruelly cut off this relationship, but let it develop, and sometimes even got close to Hua Qiangu on purpose.

Because, she hoped that Hua Qiangu couldn't leave her.

Everyone has abandoned her, so she wants someone who will never leave her, and Hua Qiangu is the best choice.

So she subconsciously let Hua Qiangu deepen her attachment to herself, and even later, she took the initiative to give Hua Qiangu a hint to let Hua Qiangu completely break through the ambiguity between them, and then agreed to be with Hua Qiangu in the future. Together.

Does she love Hua Qiangu?Maybe love, but not deep.She was unwilling to tell the truth, not because she loved Hua Qiangu so much that she couldn't leave her, but because she was so purely selfish that she didn't want Hua Qiangu to have any chance to leave.Even if Hua Qiangu loves her to the point of death, she is not willing to take the risk.

Because she doesn't believe in love anymore.

Dongfang Yuqing can plot against her in the name of love, Xuanyuan Lang's love for her is just his own obsession, Mo Bingxian dare not even say love, and Bai Zihua is even more hateful, for him love is fundamental It's nothing, he can abandon any love for his own persistence.As for Sha Qianmo, it was just a little fondness, not real love, Shen Qinggu never took it seriously.

Look, love has no credibility at all, so how can she fall in love with a second person with a heart full of holes?Then offer your own trust and wait for others to ruin it?

The author has something to say: It doesn’t matter, Xiaogu will tell you that if you don’t love you, you have to stay by her side, and you are not allowed to leave →_→

Hey, how did it become a scumbag?I obviously wanted to write a show of love, although I held back for an hour and didn't show it...