After saving Bai Yueguang's substitute

【Today's love temperature: 100℃】

950

Sometimes I feel that Xu Zhinian doesn't look like a 23-year-old adult at all.

He still retains a kind of innocence and childishness, which makes me feel incredible.

I am delighted by his simplicity most of the time, but occasionally distressed.

Like now.

951

Such an intimate move, he did it so naturally, without the slightest hint of seduction.

But I'm a normal, gay man.

I will be impulsive and have desires.

Any gesture of intimacy by him would trigger a response from me.

He doesn't understand this.

So looking at his pure eyes, I can only laugh and cry.

952

I was embarrassed for a while.

Xu Zhinian's face was still pressed against my neck, his soft body retracted into my embrace.

When the embarrassment was over, he moved his body and wanted to climb down.

I put my hand on his shoulder and whispered, "Don't move."

He raised his head and looked at me inexplicably.

953

His face was a little red.

I inserted my fingers into his hair, rubbed it twice, and asked him: "How can a simple kiss make you so shy."

Xu Zhinian looked at me with wide eyes and said, "Mr. Jiang seems to be very experienced!"

I smiled and said, "I don't have much experience, but I should be better than you."

He stopped talking and just looked at me like that, looking a little unhappy.

954

I asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

Xu Zhinian gave up on himself and said: "I don't have much experience, and I don't know how to kiss. I feel shy after kissing! But I will learn hard!"

"Learn?" I raised my eyebrows and asked him in a low voice, "Who do you want to learn from?"

Xu Zhinian: "..."

His eyeballs rolled around, and then he whispered: "...learn from Mr. Jiang."

I moved closer, almost touching his lips, and said, "I will teach you well."

Xu Zhinian's face was so red that he could bleed.

955

I sighed and released him a little.

"Niannian." I asked him, "What do you like about me?"

Xu Zhinian said: "I just like Mr. Jiang very much, I like everything."

I stroked his hair again and again, and said, "Dr. Yao said, you are very dependent on me."

Xu Zhinian's body stiffened for a moment, but he still nodded.

I lowered my voice and asked him, "Why?"

He suddenly grabbed my clothes, and his voice was a little muffled: "Can't I rely on Mr. Jiang?"

I stared at him for a while, then finally smiled helplessly and said, "Yes, I'm honored."

Xu Zhinian looked up at me.

In this posture, he is like a sacrifice dedicated to me, and he belongs to me and relies on me wholeheartedly.

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I said, "I was just thinking, why?"

Xu Zhinian didn't answer.

I continued, as if talking to myself: "Is it because I rescued you back then?"

Xu Zhinian called me: "Mr. Jiang."

I lowered my eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

He shook his head, as if wondering why I brought it up.

But I looked at him and asked my guess very ruthlessly.

I asked: "If it wasn't me that day, and someone else, would you still be so dependent on him?"

957

Xu Zhinian jumped out of my arms.

He stood a little distance away from me, bit his lower lip: "Why did Mr. Jiang ask such a question?"

I said, "Because it bothers me."

Xu Zhinian asked me: "What is bothering you?"

I was silent for a while and said, "I don't know, can you tell the difference between dependence and liking."

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Xu Zhinian's eyes widened, and he said angrily, "Of course I can!"

It's the first time I've seen an angry look on his face.

He was very angry and took two steps, then looked at me, his chest heaved twice.

Then he asked me loudly: "I am very dependent on Mr. Jiang! But I also like Mr. Jiang! Is this not okay!"

"Of course." I stood up from my seat, hugged him gently, and comforted him, "I just want to know whether you like me or the person who saved you."

Xu Zhinian said a little wronged: "Is there any difference? Mr. Jiang is the one who saved me."

I said, "There's a difference. Because I'm just me, but anyone could be the one who saved you."

Xu Zhinian shook his head and said, "I don't understand."

989

I asked, "If another person saved you that day, would you like him as much as I do?"

"I..." He opened his mouth, but stopped after saying a word, and then stretched out his hand to push me away.

My question offended him.

He said: "I never thought about this problem! Because the person I met was Mr. Jiang!"

I whispered: "Then you assume now, what if it is another person?"

Xu Zhinian said: "I can't make a hypothesis."

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I patted his head.

He said in a muffled voice, "Mr. Jiang's question is very strange. In my heart, there has never been another person, only Mr. Jiang."

I was silent for a moment and said, "Maybe I asked the wrong question."

Xu Zhinian said: "I don't know how to assume another person, he does not exist. If that day is not Mr. Jiang, but another person, he may not come to rescue me at all, and he will not take me home at all , won’t treat me as well as Mr. Jiang.”

"Mr. Jiang is Mr. Jiang, not anyone else," he said.

991

I was stunned for a moment.

Xu Zhinian went on to say: "Mr. Jiang, can it be assumed? If the person you saved that day was not me, but another person. It cannot be assumed at all!"

His unintentional words made me suddenly enlightened.

Yes, think about it from another angle, if I saved another person that day, would I like that person as much as I like Xu Zhinian?

the answer is negative.

If it was another person, maybe it wouldn't make me feel differently at all.

Because I only like Xu Zhinian, the sincere, warm and lovely Xu Zhinian in front of me.

And he was the same, he only liked Jiang Mingyi, not just the person who saved him.

That fire, just how me and him met, was the beginning of our story.

I have to admit that I'm the one who's messing around with this question.

992

I softened my voice and said, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have asked you this."

He looked at me aggrievedly, and said, "I don't understand what Mr. Jiang is bothering about, but I can see my feelings clearly. I really like Mr. Jiang very much!"

"Me too," I said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have questioned your feelings."

The corners of Xu Zhinian's eyes were slightly red, as if he wanted to cry.

I hugged him into my arms again, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Niannian. I didn't mean to make you unhappy, I just hope that we can be honest with each other and not hide anything. Whether it's me or you Questions should be asked like this, and then we can explain each other clearly."

Xu Zhinian said sullenly, "I have nothing to hide from Mr. Jiang."

"I know." I kissed his hair and said, "You're great. I'm thinking too much, but this problem can only be completely resolved if I ask it today, and I don't want it to be in my life A thorn in the bottom of my heart, do you understand?"

Xu Zhinian nodded with a half understanding.

993

I said: "In the future, we will encounter many similar troubles and obstacles in our relationships. I won't keep it in my heart. I hope you can do the same and tell me your inner thoughts frankly. There are many misunderstandings and conflicts between couples. The quarrels are all due to failure to communicate and explain in time, and I don't want that between us to become like that."

"Love, couple?" Xu Zhinian stammered.

I laughed: "That's not the point."

"Isn't it?" he said, looking at me with wide-eyed disbelief, "we're...a couple?"

I said, "Could it be that you just finished kissing me and aren't going to be responsible to me now?"

Xu Zhinian shook his head violently: "I'm not...I don't mean that."

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He looked dazed, as if his small head couldn't bear such a huge amount of information, and his whole body was dizzy.

I lowered my head, pressed against his lips, and said, "Since you like me and I like you, shouldn't we be together?"

Xu Zhinian stared at me blankly, speechless.

"Niannian." I lowered my voice, stroked his lips, and said, "Do you want to be with me?"

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