Never give up

Jing Haisheng slightly raised his eyes and looked at Han Ge.The morning light shone on his face, and Jing Haisheng suddenly felt a sense of loneliness.

"You were hit by a car last time and were hospitalized. I went to the hospital to see you. From afar, I saw your parents sitting around your bed, pouring water for you, peeling fruit for you, talking with you, and making you laugh. I hid by the door and watched, do you know what I was feeling at that time? I envied you very much, even jealous of you. I wish I was the unlucky ghost lying on the bed!"

Jing Haisheng remained silent.

Han Ge suddenly laughed and said, "I'm really crazy, let me tell you this."

As he spoke, he stood up, turned his back to the bed, and looked out the window.Jing Haisheng stared at his back for a long time, and said softly: "If you want, you can also regard my parents as your parents."

Han Ge suddenly burst out laughing, turned around and said, "Shut up, you idiot! What are you talking about?"

"I mean it. My parents have always been soft-hearted and they don't mind having an extra son."

Han Ge narrowed his eyes and looked at him for a while.Jing Haisheng felt a little awkward in his eyes, so he avoided his eyes.

At this time, the feeling of guilt in his heart slowly gained the upper hand, and the anger that was originally full of anger has almost receded now.Just remembering how he was beaten up by everyone and being unable to fight back, the more he thought about it, the more wronged he was, so his face was still heavy and he didn't want to talk to him.

The two were quiet for a while, and Han Ge suddenly asked: "You have slept for so long, do you want to go to the toilet?"

It’s okay if he doesn’t ask, but when he asked, Jing Haisheng really wanted to pee, and when he stretched his arms, he wanted to sit up. Han Ge quickly stood up, supported his arm, and said, “I really want to pee.” Ah? Shall I go get you a potty!"

"No! I'll go to the toilet by myself!" Jing Haisheng almost vomited blood, and he wasn't paralyzed!Let him face the basin, he can't pee.

Han Ge quickly helped him move to the bed, and asked, "Can you go?"

Jing Haisheng rolled his eyes at him, and slowly slipped off the bed.While carrying the infusion bottle, Han Ge helped him out the door and walked to the bathroom.Walking to the urinal, Jing Haisheng took the infusion bottle, frowned and said, "Get out!"

Han Ge hesitated for a moment, Jing Haisheng said with a dark face, "You stand next to me, I can't pee!"

Han Ge said helplessly: "Okay, then you slow down."

After the incident, Jing Haisheng's legs trembled, and he walked out crookedly carrying the infusion bottle. Han Ge followed behind him without intervening.During this short distance of more than ten meters, Jing Haisheng was out of breath. He lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, and didn't want to talk anymore.

As soon as he lay down, he felt rustling noises around him, and then Han Ge's bare/naked chest was pressed against his back, and his arms stretched out to hug him, poking through the half-open collar. into the fingers.

Jing Haisheng hurriedly hid to the side and said, "What are you doing?"

Han Ge groped his chest with his hands, and asked softly, "Is it still painful? I asked the doctor, and he said there was no fracture, but a bruise. How do you feel?"

——If I break a bone, can I still lie here?I didn't see you being soft-hearted when you kicked me in the chest, why ask a fart now!

Jing Haisheng wanted to yell at him, but his whole body was itchy after being touched, and the harsh words were blocked in his throat, unable to speak out.He twisted his body with difficulty, trying to push him away, but he couldn't use the strength, and finally he only had a slight gasp.

At this moment, Jing Haisheng has a fever, his body is very hot, his cheeks and ears are burning red, his hands and feet are weak, his whole body is weak, and he is still breathing slightly. To Han Ge's ears, it is simply an irresistible temptation .He sat up, unbuttoned the rest of Jing Haisheng's clothes, and then forcibly pulled it from his shoulders.

Jing Haisheng was pulled half up from the bed by him, powerless to resist him, so he could only shout: "Are you crazy? I'm still a patient."

"I will be very light! Don't move around, the more you move, the more painful it will be!"

Jing Haisheng was stunned by his actions, and kept twisting his body to express his resistance.However, as soon as he raised his hand, he was caught by the infusion tube.Han Ge glanced at the little liquid left, pressed the back of his hand, and pulled out the needle neatly.

He threw his prey down on the bed like a beast in heat, Jing Haisheng's brain was buzzing, and he raised his hand to slap him.Han Ge's face darkened, he grabbed his wrist and twisted behind him.He exerted too much force, Jing Haisheng gasped in pain.

"Tell you not to move!"

Jing Haisheng's eye sockets turned red immediately, and he still twisted his body back and forth unwillingly.Han Ge pressed against his legs, stood up, and looked down at him. After a long time, he let out a long breath, slowly bent down, and put his chin on Jing Haisheng's shoulder.

Jing Haisheng was in pain from being pressed by him, and he couldn't break free. He gasped and said, "My chest hurts, my stomach hurts, and my hands hurt too, Han Ge. You, don't press me hard. .I can not stand it any more…"

As expected, Han Ge slightly let go of the hand that imprisoned him, pressed against his ear, and asked in a low voice: "Hai Sheng, do you love me?"

"Love you?" Jing Haisheng couldn't help sobbing, full of resentment, "Why do I love you? You scum."

"You like me to kiss you, like me to come to you, so you are very happy every time, even better than me!" Han Ge licked the tip of his ear carefully, and laughed, "So you are not an illusion at all, You just love me."

"I regret it. I don't like it now, I don't like you at all, I hate you, Han Ge, I hate you."

Han Ge slowly stroked his chest, and then slowly stroked between his legs.Jing Haisheng couldn't help moaning/groaning in a low voice, and said bitterly: "I, I hate you."

Han Ge affectionately kissed his mouth, not allowing him to continue talking.Jing Haisheng shook his head back and forth, but finally accepted his kiss weakly.The tip of the tongue wandered back and forth between the lips and teeth, and a trace of body fluid slowly seeped out from the corner of the mouth.

Jing Haisheng's whole body softened, his body let Han Ge's impact again and again, before reaching the high point, he passed out from exhaustion.

In fact, Han Ge really didn't try very hard, it was because he was too tired.In a daze, he heard the sound of running water, as if someone was wiping his face and body with a towel, but he didn't resist. Back on the bed.

This sleep has been in the dark.When Jing Haisheng woke up again, it was dark, and he woke up from hunger.He didn't eat a sip of food or drink a sip of water for a whole day, and now he only felt that his mouth was so dry that his skin was about to peel.

He rubbed his eyes, turned his head, and found that what he was lying on was not the simple temporary canopy bed before, but a very solid wooden bed, covered with a thin layer of cushions and light blue sheets , the lower part of the body is hard and painful, not very comfortable.

He turned over and surveyed the room carefully.I saw that the room was small in size. On the left hand side was the window sill of the bay window, with white curtains hanging on it. Next to it was a row of display racks with glass doors. There were many various hand-made items and a few small building blocks that were put together. Dolls, two root carvings, and a drop-shaped amber specimen of an insect.In addition, there are some strange-looking things that cannot be named.

Could this be Han Ge's room in the elopement bar?Jing Haisheng felt a little curious.He got up from the bed curiously, intending to take a closer look at those things.Suddenly the wooden door on the right hand creaked, and Han Ge came in from the outside holding a tray.

Jing Haisheng turned to look at him, Han Ge smiled and said, "You are awake. Hurry up and eat!"

As he spoke, he pulled a flat table from the side of the bed to prop it up on the bed, and put the tray on it.On the tray is a white dinner plate, which contains a cold tomato and cucumber slice cold noodles and a winter melon soup.

Jing Haisheng smelled a fragrance from a long distance away, and suddenly felt that his saliva was about to flow out.Han Ge handed him the chopsticks. After thinking about it, he decided not to embarrass his stomach, so he took it. First, he gulped down a big mouthful of soup, and then picked up the cold noodles and took a bite. It tasted refreshing. Very agreeable.

"How is it, is it delicious?"

Jing Haisheng let out a "hmm".

Han Ge smiled and said proudly, "I did it!"

Jing Haisheng was angry in his heart, and deliberately wanted to anger him, so he immediately turned his mouth and said, "It's too bad!"

"Eh!" Han Ge was so angry that he choked immediately, with a playful expression on his face, and after a while, he pulled the plate away viciously, and said bitterly, "If it tastes bad, don't eat it."

Jing Haisheng snorted, threw his chopsticks on the tray, turned over and lay down on the bed, with his back facing him.

Han Ge was so angry with him, stared at him for a while, then grabbed his shoulder and lifted him up, angrily said: "No! I have been cooking for a long time, you must eat it for me."

Jing Haisheng helplessly rolled his eyes at him, then picked up the chopsticks to eat the noodles again.While eating, he squinted at him with his eyes.Seeing him pouting his lips in anger, he was a little cute. After taking two bites, he said, "Did you really make it yourself? Actually, it tastes pretty good."

Han Ge stared at him angrily, and finally couldn't help laughing after thinking about it, "You still have a conscience."

"I didn't expect you to be able to cook."

"I know a lot, you just don't know."

"That's true." Jing Haisheng thought for a while, he had never lived under the same roof with him, and he really didn't know what he was capable of.

Although they had known each other for several years, Jing Haisheng always felt that he didn't really understand Han Ge.How Han Ge spent his childhood and youth, what he usually does, what he likes, I really don't seem to know anything.