I'm running out of time

By the time he came back, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.I watched him walk in.His face was flushed and smelled of alcohol.

I looked at him, and the anxiety from just now was gone after I saw him.

"Xiao He."

He took off his shoes and said "Huh?"

"Where did you go tonight?" I asked in a trembling tone.

He sighed and said, "Meet the client."

He lied to me.If I didn't see him rubbing someone else with my eyes, I might be foolish to believe his lies, but now I see it.

"Xiao He, tell the truth."

I just heard him say: "Ye Mu, I am yours now, you should trust me."

Then I watched him go upstairs, but I didn't say a word. I wanted to tell him, how can I trust you?

Do I choose to believe that fact or believe you who are lying?

Xiao He, Xiao He, you know, Ye Mu has already been frightened by you.You have given me too much I want, please don't lie to me again.

All of a sudden, I felt my eyes were wet, that feeling of helplessness spread from my heart to my limbs, the person I wanted to love for the rest of my life.

Turn off the light, in this darkness, I am alone.

He groped his way upstairs alone, but didn't have the courage to ask Xiao He for clarification.Afraid of hearing more from him than I wanted to hear.

When I climbed to the last floor, I was crying badly.

Xiu didn't show up either, so I didn't dare to look for Xiao He.

All I can do is let the jar of jealousy in my heart spin all over my body.My heart hurts, the beating pain is my love for Xiao He.

Did he ever like me?At this time, I kept thinking, if I like it, why doesn't it give me any sense of security?If you don't like it, why are you with me again?

Until I was tired from crying, I leaned against the railing and fell asleep.

The next day, I looked at myself on the bed, who carried me back to the bed?

"It's me." Xiu suddenly appeared next to me, "You look so disappointed."

"how is this possible."

"I'm sorry that Xiao He didn't carry you back to his room." Xiu sighed and said to me, "He's suffering from more headache than you now."

"Eh?"

But Xiu didn't speak, he leaned close to me, and said face to face with me: "Xiao He, do you still want to continue to believe?"

I paused for a long time.

"Xiao He who lied to you, Xiao He who lied to you." Xiu said word by word: "Do you still want to continue to trust him? Do you still want to continue to be with him?"

"Ye Mu, your heart has been shaken."

But I pushed Xiu away and said, "Even so, I still choose Xiao He."

But he looked at me in shock, staring at me with wide eyes, and asked, "Why? Ye Mu?"

"Answer me, why?"

I didn't have any answer for him.

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