I'm running out of time

"Hey, are you okay?" I wanted to reach out to touch his head and help him, but my hand passed through like this.

I can't touch him.

"Stupid human being, do you think you can touch me?" He shook his head, still showing a sly smile: "Don't trust the devil easily."

"...It seems that I was tricked by you."

"Oh." He chuckled.

Stare at him for a few minutes.He asked, "What's your name? I haven't heard your name once."

"Human, why do you want to know my name?"

"Also humans, humans call me. My name is Ye Mu. What's your name?"

"build"

Looking back on the later days, this was the first time I talked to Xiu.

After the conversation, I gradually fell asleep again. I seemed to feel that I was so tired, my body was so heavy, and my consciousness could only drift with the current.

Wake up when hungry.

It must be night now.

What I hate the most is the night, because the night with no one is so lonely and scary.

If I don't want to cook by myself, I go downstairs for a walk.This is a bustling area where businesses gather.So, under the neon lights here, how corrupt is it.

After dinner, we walked on the road like this.

Missing the past, we at that time, at least not like this.

Unknowingly, I walked into a bar, and when I came back to my senses, I mocked my subconscious.As long as I quarrel with Xiao He, I like to come to this bar.

If I hadn't been drunk and driven that day, I wouldn't have had a car accident.

However, no if.

"Isn't this Young Master Ye? Why are you drinking again?" The bartender began to tease me.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and smiled awkwardly. "Yes, I miss your wine, I'm here to drink."

"Really, then what do you want to drink tonight? Blue enchantress or love?" The bartender said all the names of the cocktails I like to drink.

But, now, what's the use even if I like it?

"Could you bring me a glass of Wangqing water." I can completely forget those unhappy things, forget that Xiao He didn't abandon me or betray me.

Can we start all over again?

"Walking Love Water." The bartender showed some embarrassment, but still said, "As a regular customer, I can consider making you a glass of Wang Qing Water, which is customized."

Looking at the way he was mixing drinks for me, I was a little dazed to see the first time I drank. At that time, I drank because of irritability.

Ever since I met Xiao He, I have been very strange.

Strange, impatient.She wanted to get close to him, but she was afraid that he would hate her.After all, I am a man, and so is he.It will be disgusting.

However, I still used the most despicable means to keep him by my side.

Really, the worst of me.

"Come on, forget the water if you want." The bartender handed the cocktail in front of me.Delicate glass filled with blue liquid. "You have to drink slowly, you will get drunk if you drink too fast."

However, I drank it in one gulp, and the burning sensation caused my brain to shut down a bit.It seems that my consciousness is a little bit floating.

"Master Ye, don't drink so fast. This is really a waste of good wine." The bartender looked at me with a smile.

"Maybe it's better to be drunk."

That's right, it doesn't matter if I'm drunk, anyway, the current me has no career and no lover, let's just treat Xiao He as a lover.Just, lovers of one-sided love?

Ye Mu has never been sorry to anyone in his life.

However, I can't help Xiao He.

"Boss Xiao, you're here too." I can still hear the bartender's voice.

I can see that it is Xiao He.Ah, it must be an illusion.How could he come.

My head hurts, I must be drunk.

There was an auditory hallucination, or hallucinations. "Xiao He, why, you don't understand me. I really want to simply be by your side."

Holding that person's hand, I felt humbled and cried.

"Why, I can't stay by your side, why can't you look at me."

The person in front of me dragged me away, and said "Shame on me" in a familiar voice.

"What, what is shame, I like you, is it shame?"

Probably, I like you, and I love you, which makes you feel ashamed.

Thinking of this, I feel even more bitter.

Xiao He, do you know?This heart is not as hard as you think, it will also be broken.One crack at a time, and it shatters.When it is completely shattered, there will be no one named Ye Mu in the world.

The cold wind blew by, making me completely awake.

Looking at the person in front of him, it was really Xiao He.I've got all kinds of brains and don't know what to say.I looked around, and it was the seaside where I had been with Xiao He before.

The seaside in April is indeed so cold.How did he take me to the beach?The beach is about 10 minutes away from the city.

The last part of my memory is, being thrown in the car by Xiao He?Then.There's no after that.

However, the beach at this time is nothing but cold.

Why did Xiao He take me to the beach?Are you going to kill me for hating me and feed the sharks?No, he hates me so much?

It seems that this possibility is really possible, after all, I have done such an excessive thing.

He lit a cigarette and exhaled a circle.He looked at the sea with some indifference in his eyes.I didn't know how to speak, but I could only look at him.

so quiet.

This kind of silence makes us seem so awkward.

"Xiao He." I called out to him, breaking the tranquility.

He was smoking a cigarette, looking at me sharply.The black eyes are like the eyes of a leopard in the dark, ready to eat me at any time.

"Why are you here?" I dare not face him squarely.

So scared to look at his face, and his eyes, that's what scares me the most.

"It depends on what else you want to do." He exhaled the smoke, his expression even more indifferent.

"I..." I don't want to do tricks, I really just want to stay by your side, as long as I stay by your side like this.

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