Disaster for the country

This heavy snow finally fell, fluttering and struggling, and instantly annihilated the entire capital.

It was quiet everywhere, Li Shanzhi was imprisoned by Jiuxue King for a month after that night, the room was heavily guarded, not even a single snowflake could fly in, Tao Jin didn't know where he was under house arrest by Jiuxue King, Li Shanzhi herself I don't know how long time has passed, since he was transferred to and from the sick bed, this snow has never stopped. This may be the snowiest year in the history of Da Que, and it has been a whole spring.

When Li Shanzhi opened his eyes, the past flowed away in his heart one by one. All the unbearable memories, joyful past, became the last comfort and warmth in life in this bitter winter. For a moment, Li Shanzhi Suddenly, I felt that nothing in this world was unbearable.

The door that hadn't been opened for a long time was opened with a creak, and strong light pierced into the eyes. After a while, Li Shanjian finally got used to it, and looked at the beautiful and noble princess who walked in with a little bewilderment.Her slender skirt was dragged on the floor, the light gown covered her slender neck, and the palace attire made her look bright and beautiful. Years of boudoir suffering made her vicissitudes and viciousness, It's just that when she looked at Li Shanjian, she was more helpless and disappointed.

He put down the half-opened book, looked at the princess lightly, his eyes were in a trance for a while, the face of Princess Jiuxue gradually became indistinct, he stared at Princess Jiuxue blankly, for a moment, all The icy air wrapped around him and slowly penetrated into his bones.

"Zian'er, mother concubine never thought you would be like this?" Princess Jiuxue said as soon as she opened her mouth.

"Mother and concubine, do you love your father?" Li Shanzan asked in a voiceless voice.

"What's the use of love? Your father spends all his thoughts on another woman. I love him, but he has neglected me several times for another woman. If this is the case, why should I give it wholeheartedly? People's hearts Everything is subject to change, once the contribution is not equal to the return, what is the point of giving?"

Li Shanzan listened calmly, and smiled wryly, her voice was like jade shattering on the water.

"So, you still love yourself the most..."

"Shouldn't people love themselves first? If you don't even love yourself, what can you do to love others?" Princess Jiuxue looked at Li Shanjian's wry smile and followed with a few wry smiles. Then, she used a He said to Li Shanjian with a tone of sarcasm: "Jian'er, do you really think that there is a desperate truth in this world? For more than a month, you have been lying here, wandering between life and death, and Xin Luoyi Getting drunk in the place of fireworks, it has been widely rumored in Kyoto recently that he got mixed up with King Pingxi's daughter, and he had the idea of ​​marrying King Pingxi, and His Majesty also planned to agree to repair the relationship with King Pingxi. Now, you Don't you know how to repent?"

"This is just right, like a flower and a beautiful family, like a passing year."

Li Shanzhi was still smiling, and Princess Jiuxue was extremely angry at his unrepentant personality. She taught Li Shanjian to be decisive and not to be trapped by love since childhood, but in the end, Li Shanjian was still not half as vicious as she was, although It looks cold to bland, but Lishanzhi is only cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

The snow was full of mist, and the snow was getting bigger and bigger. It had been falling for a whole month, and there was no intention of stopping.

Princess Jiuxue finally stood up, Li Shanzhi's obsession was hopeless, she walked out angrily, and the nurse who followed her looked back at Li Shanzhi, and said to Princess Jiuxue cautiously: " Concubine, the prince... looks very bad. Do you want to find... an imperial doctor?"

Princess Jiuxue glanced angrily, never looked back, didn't say anything, walked out for a long time before she said: "I don't have such a disobedient son."

Li Shanzhang continued to flip through the book, but the door was locked again without looking at it, and he didn't see the back of his biological mother's departure. After reading for a while, he didn't turn a single page. After a long time, a drop of water fell The pages of the book were smeared, and the words were blurred. He raised his sleeve and was about to wipe it, but a little bit of blood smeared on the sleeve. What he shed was not tears, but... blood.

Later, he fell into a long-term dream, and was often awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, but after waking up, he couldn't sleep, so he sat up, leaned against the bed, stared at the candle, and sat all night, every night. .

The more than one-month ban was finally lifted, and the wounds on his body gradually healed, but his body was getting worse day by day. When he walked out of the house, the outside had changed. He didn't know why he came to the tea garden step by step. The tea garden was dry. The flowering branches of the garden are covered with snow, like white camellias blooming all over the place. Things have changed here already. Sometimes he wonders how Feng Ye hated the emperor back then, and how His Majesty failed Feng Ye. night……

"Shan Zan? You're here?" Xin Luoyi walked over from not far away, his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see clearly, the faint mist floated and danced, blocking everything in front of him.

Li Shanzan wanted to touch it, but she didn't dare to touch it, all the scenes couldn't be seen clearly, just like a dream.

Xin Luoyi stood in front of him, exhaled air on his face, slightly annoyed and puzzled: "I waited for you all night that day, but you didn't come, did something happen? I have been waiting for you to explain for many months, but you have not come to explain to me."

Li Shanjian smiled slightly, always in an unpredictable trance: "That's because I don't plan to leave with you, Your Highness, let's go!"

"Shan Zan, what are you talking about? Why are you leaving the show?" Xin Luoyi suddenly took his hand, the temperature in his palm was still cold to the marrow, "Shan Zan, what's the matter? Why did you say such words suddenly?"

"It's okay, let's end." Li Shanjian smiled, with vicissitudes and exhaustion on his face. Surrounded by white snow, that beautiful face was as thin as a plum blossom in this winter, like a ray of moon soul, There is a feeling of going home with the wind.

Very, very firm, Li Shanjian's every word has undeniable firmness, which makes Xin Luoyi's heart feel cold.

It's just that Xin Luoyi knew that once Li Shanjian made up his mind to do something, no one could change it.

"Really?" Xin Luoyihuai asked with a little expectation and despair, how much he wished that Li Shanzhi could say it out of his mouth, I was just joking, how much he wished that Li Shanzhi would never say this sentence, but Li Shanzhi What kind of person Shan Zan is, he knows better than anyone else.

Li Shanzang nodded, biting his lips tightly, his frail body couldn't help trembling slightly under the heavy cloak, a bloodstain was bitten on the side of his lips, which made his whole face slightly blood-colored, from a distance, It doesn't look like a living person.

Xin Luoyi turned his head and left angrily. He didn't know whether it was snow or tears that melted in his eyes at this moment. He abandoned everything and burned his years of painstaking management. Flying far away, to the ends of the earth, and never coming back, when he got it, he waited all night, and he didn't see Li Shanzhi's explanation for more than a whole month. He actually said that the game was over, he was a heartless person after all, and he is still so heartless even now, a solid ice that can't be melted no matter what...

Maybe for a moment, Li Shanjian wanted to stop it, he had an impulse to call Xin Luoyi back, but when the words came to his lips, everything turned into nothingness.

Like a flower and a beautiful family member, the years go by like water, you can go back to the past, but you can't go back to the beginning.

Finally, thousands of words turned into snowstorms, covering up all the scars, inexplicably, seeing Xin Luoxi's angry and sad, lonely back, Li Shanzhi couldn't bear it.

A sigh flew down, and the phrase "a child that no one wants is very poor" sounded in my ear.

In the spring of the 16th year of Jianyuan, the snow fell heavily until March, as if summer had come directly after winter, and the snowflakes were flying and struggling, obliterating the whole world.

Li Shanjian stood like that, unknowingly a drop of tears welled up, and the cold entered her body, as if her body had reached the point where it was exhausted.

Li Shanjian came out of the tea garden, and the snow sweeper found that there were deep or shallow footprints left in the deep snow. The footprints were a little desolate and hopeless, and there were a few drops of blood beside the footprints, as bright as red plums. come down.

Tao Jin watched Li Shanjian come out, with a strange, sad, and astonished expression, that man who stood upright had the urge to cry at that moment, he looked at Li Shanjian with a choked voice, hesitant to speak, but In the end, she still pursed her lips in sadness and looked at Li Shanzan without saying a word.

"What's wrong?" Rika asked.

Tao Jin pointed to his eyes and motioned: "Blood..."

Li Shanzun raised her hand to wipe it, her face was covered with blood, her sleeves were covered with blood, more and more came out of her eyes, what came out was not tears, but blood...

He suddenly became a little unnatural, and with a slight panic, he walked quickly towards the front. The foggy weather in front of him gradually became dark, with some shimmering shadows.

He didn't know how many people he bumped into along the way, and walked forward slowly, the blood in his eyes and face was washed away, his eyes were still blurred, many figures came and went, a little dazed, several times Sanpantao Jhin wanted to help him, but Li Shanzhi had always been so strong that people forgot that he was a human being, and everyone regarded him as a god. The moment he made a move, his hand fell in the air, and he didn't dare to stretch it out, but he I can't bear to let Li Shanjian be bumped into by others...

So many times over and over again...

Shanggong Xingxian saw Li Shanzhi walking aimlessly on the street when he was admiring the beautiful scenery in Zuixianlou. He hadn’t seen Li Shanzhi for several months, but from a distance he looked like Li Shanzhi. Thinner than before.

He ran down Zuixianlou, patted Li Shanzhang on the shoulder, Li Shanzan looked back, with a dazed expression.Shanggong Xingxian was a little puzzled, he took Li Shanjian up to Zuixianlou, and introduced the beautiful scenery here along the way.

When he went to the cubicle, he handed Li Shanzan a hand warmer, and then opened the window wide, snowflakes were blown into the room with the wind, the snow scene outside the house was beautiful, he always knew that Li Shanzan liked it On a snowy day, the chess on the table was only half played.

Shang Gongxing said with a casual smile: "Shan Zhi, I haven't seen you for several months. I went to find you at the last celebration banquet, but you were not there, and there was no one in the palace. I didn't expect to find you on the street. I went down alone." Chess is boring, why don't you play chess with me! I haven't seen you for a long time, let's get together some other day."

Li Shanzan smiled and said, "I've been busy since I came back."

Shanggong Xingxian dropped a son, and said with a smile: "We are all prodigal sons, we are not like you, you are a very busy person, defeating King Pingxi this time is a feat that will be recorded in the annals of history, you are really amazing, I am so happy for you. "

Li Shanzhang picked up the chess, the whole chess game was very blurry, Li Shanzan couldn't see anything clearly, no matter how hard he tried, the whole chess game was blurred, including Shang Gong Xingxian's face, he couldn't see clearly at all .

He twirled the chess piece and remained motionless for a long time. After Shanggong Xing waited for a long time, he suddenly made a move.

——Kaiyuan.

Shanggong Xingxian never expected that Li Shanjian would take the step of Kaiyuan, the whole chess game, reaching Kaiyuan, the next step is a dead game, but any third-rate chess player would never take such a step, he thought maybe Lishan Shan Zan's sword takes a slant, and the next step can turn the tide.

He took another step, but the next step, Li Shanzang's random walk, was already a dead end.

Shanggong Xingxian was very surprised. He looked at Li Shanzhi in disbelief. He knew Li Shanzhi's chess skills. Zan's defeated general, how could he put such a deal to death.

Seeing that he didn't move, Li Shanjian asked, "Why didn't you leave?"

It's a dead end, there's no way to go anymore.

Shanggong Xingxian saw Li Shanzan like this, and looked at Tao Jin, standing behind Li Shanzan, Tao Jin felt unbearable and forbearing, but more painful.

"I've already passed by, it's your turn..." Shanggong Xingxian replied tentatively, and then cautiously said to Li Shanzhi: "Shanzhi, give me the white piece in your hand..."

That Baizi was obviously in Shanggong Xingxian's hand, Li Shanjian looked at it, his eyes were blurred, after that, he was very relieved and said very calmly: "Don't try it, I can't see clearly."

That sentence is like saying that this year's snow is very strong and the wind is very urgent, as if everything is fading in front of your eyes, there is no sadness, no anger, nothing, just a short sentence, let the Yellow River decide the problem , Thousands of miles are frozen, the world is far away, and all life is mourned.

***

The snow fell harder and harder, Shanggong Xingxian's horse was getting faster and faster, he rushed into the beauty pavilion covered in snow, the beauty hurriedly stepped forward with a smile on his face, he pushed the beauty away, ran to the second floor, and kicked the second floor away. At the door of an upper room upstairs, Xin Luoyi was surrounded by a group of women, and sitting opposite was Bi Yudie.

This scourge was getting drunk, a woman with big breasts and thin waist wrapped in fine sand bit a piece of orange in her mouth, she glanced at Xin Luoyi seductively, Xin Luoyi was very understanding, stretched out her hand to provoke the beauty's chin, bit the orange, After eating, he drank the fine wine, then took a sip of the fine wine, and kissed her. The woman had experienced so much, such a domineering kiss immediately collapsed her body, her body became weak, and she groaned again and again, Bi Yudie was very dissatisfied Looking at her from the opposite side, Xin Luoyi didn't pay attention to her, but indulged in her sensuality, such extravagant and debauched actions made Xin Luoyi's actions as pleasing as watching flowers and watching the moon.

Shanggong Xingxian flipped the table away, scaring the girls away, and he said viciously to those girls, "Get out."

The woman ran out in fright, only Bi Yudie was still sitting there, looking at him savagely.

"I told you to go out, did you hear?" Shanggong Xingxian mentioned Bi Yudie: "I never said not to beat women, if you make me anxious, I will kill you."

"What do you want?" Bi Yudie said as she glanced at Xin Luoyi, as if seeking protection.

Xin Luoyi snorted coldly and asked, "What do you want from me?"

Shanggong Xingxian suddenly pushed Bi Yudie, and ruthlessly roared: "Get lost."

He was about to make a move when Xin Luoyi stopped him, Xin Luoyi took his hand and said coldly to Bi Yudie: "Go out, close the door."

Seeing this, Bi Yudie stood up, walked out in a fit of anger, and only when she closed the door did she hear a bang bang inside.

Shanggong Xingxian punched Xin Luoyi to the ground, and then punched again, Xin Luoyi wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and looked at him viciously: "Why are you so fucking crazy, I won't go crazy if you go crazy again You're welcome."

Shanggong Xingxian didn't seem to hear it, and then he punched Xin Luoyi so hard that the corner of Xin Luoyi's mouth was crooked. what crazy"

"It was you who killed Shan Zhi, his eye disease relapsed, and you still dare to spend time here, why didn't you die in Pingcheng?"

Xin Luoyi was stunned for a moment, and Shanggong Xingxian had the upper hand. He immediately stood up and asked, "Why did you treat him like this?"

"I waited for him all night, I waited for him to explain to me...but he told me to end..."

"What do you want him to explain to you? That night, he was informed. His father, queen, and concubine stopped him, and he was grounded. It has been a month since he was able to go to the ground. You want him to tell you Explain why he was lying in bed During this time, the most heard is that you are getting close to the daughter of King Pingxi, and everyone says that you want to marry her. At this time, what do you want him to do? Destroy your marriage and you have been together for so long , you still don’t understand him...you bastard, I beat you to death..."

No matter how Shanggong Xingxian fought, Xin Luoyi didn't fight back. When Shanggong Xingxian was tired from beating, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. Xin Luoyi asked almost pleadingly: "Where is he?"

"I will never tell you, you just die in your woman's nest!"

Xin Luoyi made a sudden move, knocked Shanggong Xingxian down again, and asked viciously, "Where is he?"

"If you kill me, I won't tell you." Shanggong Xingxian sneered and mocked, looking at Xin Luoyi's red eyes, he couldn't bear it for a moment.

At this time, the door opened with a "plop", Tao Jin came too hastily, seeing the two people fighting in the room, he froze for a moment, then looked at Shang Gong Xingxian.

"What happened to Shan Zan?" Shanggong Xingxian asked eagerly.

"Young master, I can't see him at all, he, he wants to find Lord Shang Gong." Tao Jin said.

Shanggong Xingxian ran out immediately, and Xin Luoyi followed Shanggong Xingxian like crazy.

When he got to the edge of Qishui Lake, Li Shanzhang stood on the snowy ground, reclusive and independent, as if he was looking at something, standing there quietly, letting the cold wind pull his clothes, the ribbons fluttering, his white joints Mingming held a dim lantern in his hand, the fire inside the lantern had already been extinguished, but he held on tightly, as if it was his life, his whole body and snow melted together, illusory as if transparent, always Can go with this snow.

Shang Gongxing went up to grab Li Shanzhang, and asked with concern: "Shan Zan, it's cold outside, why are you out, I brought some food home, let's go inside to warm up."

Li Shanzan glanced blankly at Xin Luoyi's direction. There was darkness in front of him. He looked at the place where Xin Luoyi was standing and asked, "Is your friend here?"

"No."

"Then why do I feel that there is someone in front of me?"

"That's a tree." Shanggong Xing looked at Xin Luoyi and said angrily.

Li Shanjian turned around, and with Shang Gong Xingxian's support, he walked step by step into the room, the room was much warmer, he found a stool and sat down, Tao Jin brought in a basin of hot water.

Shang Gongxing squatted down, picked up the cloth, and wiped Li Shanzan's hands little by little. There was darkness in front of Li Shanzan, and he couldn't see it at all. The more he looked, the more cold and arrogant he felt, but it made people feel distressed, and his whiteness was a little bloody. No.

"Shan Yan, I met Xin Luoyi." Shanggong Xingxian looked at Xin Luoyi who was standing beside her with tears, and said tentatively.

Li Shanjian threw a throw suddenly, touched Gong Xingxian's hand and asked in a panic, "Did you tell him?"

Shanggong Xingxian glanced at Xin Luoyi who was stunned aside, and said, "I didn't tell him. Don't worry, he doesn't know that his eye disease has relapsed."

Li Shanzan felt slightly relieved, smiled, sad, even the world became far away: "Xing Xian, can you do me a favor, help me find him, I want to see him."

"it is good."

"Look at my eyes, will you see that I can't see anymore?"

"No." Shanggong Xingxian turned his head, he didn't dare to look at Li Shanzhi's eyes at all, those eyes used to be as clear as water, but now they have no focal length, remembering how beautiful Li Shanzhi was at the beginning, such a The Peerless and Peerless person has fallen to this point today, he couldn't help wiping away his tears, even the tough guy beside him, Tao Jin, had tears in his eyes, but he just watched stubbornly not to let it fall.

There was a fire in the house, and the wind swept outside the house, bringing the white snow flying among the trees, the lights flickering and dimming, erratic, Xin Luoyi fixedly stared at Li Shanzan's face, his eyes were blurred, he She bit her lip, trying not to let herself choke up.

The person he loves the most is by his side, he doesn't even dare to touch him, he doesn't even dare to let Li Shanjian realize his existence, for that moment, he especially hates his own incompetence.

In the dead of night, all the people dispersed, Li Shanzhang woke up in the middle of the night, the wind whizzed by, but the tight corners of his lips and cold sweat revealed a little fragility in his strong heart, and the cold sweat from the nightmare stuck to him. The broken hair in front of the forehead was frowned tightly because of the light stain of sweat, and the whole person looked like the bleak snowfall outside the window, and soon, he would fly away from this bleak world.

Li Shanzhang woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, she leaned against the head of the bed, not knowing what she was thinking, the darkness in front of her eyes, the whistling wind in her ears...

Xin Luoyi was sitting in front of him, but he didn't dare to let Li Shanjian notice his existence, just sat there lightly, watching Li Shanjian staring at the front with blank eyes, not knowing what he was thinking He himself didn't know who spread the news that he was going to marry Bi Yudie, even he himself didn't know about it, even if he wanted to avoid indulging in sensuality, he would only lie drunk in the flowers, how could he get involved with Bi Yudie together.

However, Li Shanjian was sitting, and he was also sitting, and the two of them just sat in a room silently, for a whole night.

At this time, we meet each other but don't hear each other. May the moonlight shine on you...