fall into your arms

"What's wrong? Can't find the textbook?"

Wen Chen, who was seen through his mind, felt very uncomfortable, turned his head and answered "um" in a low voice awkwardly.

"Then why didn't you say it earlier? Let's read it with me!" Su Yixian moved the textbook to the gap between the two desks.

Wen Chen was startled.He once again felt the benefits of being at the same table.When he was in elementary school and junior high school, he was always alone at a single table, and he didn't bring any textbooks and no one read them with him.Sometimes he didn't bring a pen or eraser, and he asked others to borrow it, and no one would pay attention to him.

This is the first time someone can take the initiative to share the book with him.

"Thank... thank you." Wen Chen said.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the English class finally came to an end.

The remaining four classes in the morning will pass quickly.During the lunch break, the students eat in the dining hall.After the lunch break bell rang, Su Yixian patted Wen Chen's shoulder, "Let's go have dinner together."

Wen Chen raised his eyelids, because he has always had the habit of skipping lunch, he wanted to refuse, but remembering that Su Yixian helped him in the morning, he was too embarrassed, so he could only bite the bullet and agree.

When the two came to the cafeteria, it was the time when the cafeteria was the most crowded.Wen Chen has a natural fear of the complicated crowd.He tugged at the corner of Su Yixian's clothes, "I...don't want to eat anymore."

"What's wrong?" Su Yixian asked, "Is there too many people? Why don't we go to the playground first and come back when there are fewer people?"

"..." I wanted to use this as an excuse to leave Su Yixian, but I never thought that the other party would still pester me endlessly.

At noon in early September, the sun was scorching hot, and the sun scorched the soft rubber floor of the playground.

Wen Chen walked with his head down, shielding the sun with his hands while kicking away the stones at his feet.Su Yixian beside him kept squinting at him.

"Didn't you say it's best not to approach me?" Wen Chen asked him, "Do you want to be unlucky?"

"I just see that you are always alone, and I am afraid that you will be lonely." Su Yixian grinned at him, as if it was natural to approach him.

Wen Chen thought to himself, I don't feel lonely.It may be that I am used to being alone, talking to myself, and wandering alone.There are people around him that make him feel uncomfortable.

"Really." Wen Chen murmured.

"No one is not afraid of loneliness, not afraid of loneliness." Su Yixian seemed to see through Wen Chen's heart, and said with a smile, "As long as you try to get out of your own circle and boldly make friends, you will be much happier than being alone."

Wen Chen raised his head, looking at Su Yixian's face for the first time.Against the light, there was an inexplicably comfortable smile on his face.

You shine brighter than the sun.

"Can I...can have friends?" Wen Chen asked timidly.

"Are you willing to be friends with me!" Su Yixian excitedly grabbed Wen Chen's shoulder.

Wen Chen turned his head away again, "...um."

The dining hall, where people are always coming and going, is finally quieter now.Su Yixian grabbed Wen Chen's wrist, "Let's go, go eat."

Wen Chen wondered whether he needed friends, whether he needed redemption.

His life was once dark.It was so dark that he couldn't see his surroundings clearly, and he didn't know which way to go was the right one.

But he met Su Yixian, the Su Yixian who touched its heartstrings, the dazzling Su Yixian, the optimistic Su Yixian who helped others as a matter of course.Su Yixian's light was so dazzling that it wanted to swallow his darkness.

He didn't understand Su Yixian, and Su Yixian didn't understand him either.But when two people like this meet, they neither redeem each other nor depend on each other. They don't even have the most basic understanding. They only know each other's name and where they live, and they come together just because one of them cares about the other.

That's all, can you really become "friends" with him?

When Su Yixian first invited him to "be friends", he refused decisively.But Su Yixian did not give up, and tried the second and third time.

He couldn't refuse.

Could it be that this person was sent by God to save him?

Thinking about it carefully, Su Yixian can save many people, and he is just one of them.

Because of the experience of the past ten years, he hated and avoided the outside world. He closed himself in a small space and carefully guarded against letting anyone enter his space.

However, Su Yixian might be different.He broke into his world rashly and was caught off guard.

"Student Su, you are my first friend." Wen Chen confessed to him.

Su Yixian rubbed Wen Chen's head, "It's too strange to call classmate Su, we are already friends, you can call me by my full name, or you can call me Xiaoxian."

"Su Yixian." Wen Chen murmured softly.

A week passed.

Su Yixian basically memorized the names of all the students in the class, but Wen Chen only knew the front and back tables and Su Yixian.

"Let's go," Su Yixian put on his schoolbag, "go home together."

Wen Chen put on his coat and stood up, "I won't take the subway today, I rented a house opposite the school."

"Is that so?" Su Yixian showed a regretful expression, "Alright then, I'll take you to your new house, and then take the subway home."

"Is this okay?" Wen Chen asked.

"What's wrong? I don't lack this little time." Su Yixian smiled at him, "I'll see you off every day from now on, and I'll stop by your house for a while, is that okay?"

Wen Chen hesitated for a moment, "It's up to you."

Wen Chen led Su Yixian into the single building where his rented apartment was located.The environment is good, the elevator is newly renovated, and the building looks like it has just been built.Wen Chen's house is the last room on the fourth floor, and the house number is 404.

I opened the door with fingerprint unlocking, and the house was very neatly arranged.At a glance, the entire hall is white.There is a white vase in the center of the coffee table, snacks are neatly placed around the vase, and a pair of white sneakers and a pair of slippers are placed on the shoe rack.A study, a bedroom, a kitchen and a bathroom.Rents for houses with a beautiful environment are relatively low.

Su Yixian exclaimed, "It's so beautiful, I want to rent a house here too!"

"Then why not rent it?" Wen Chen wondered, "Isn't your home far away?"

"You don't understand," Su Yixian said, "I have to go home every day."

"..." Even though Wen Chen was curious, he didn't intend to continue asking, so he turned around and put his schoolbag on the soft gray sofa.

Su Yixian waved his hand, "I'm leaving."

Wen Chen nodded, "Well, go slowly."

The little house is small but comfortable.Open the window of the study, and sometimes a fragrance of flowers floats in.

Wen Chen propped his chin to do his homework, and the friction between the pen and the paper made a rustling sound.Sitting in the comfortable study room, without the noise and noise at home, his mood was also joyful for a long time.

There are many things you can do while alive, such as making friends, living in a small house far away from your adoptive mother and Wen Zheyuan, such as... too many.He was a little lucky that he didn't choose to die two months ago.

The appearance of Su Yixian changed him, pulled him back from the brink of despair, let him regain the light, and made him understand that there is not only darkness in this noisy world.