One-man show

After severing ties with the family, my card and his card were frozen. It may be that the family thought that we would come back after we suffered enough outside, and even Fa Xiao didn't dare to help us blatantly.

After all, we were spoiled and pampered since we were young, and soon we ran out of money, and spending on my legs was a lot of money for us at that time.

He started to go out early and come back late, and moved between various companies. I watched his well-maintained hands start to be covered with calluses. Every time he came back, he couldn’t hide the fatigue between his brows, but he never mentioned work to me. That's when I really started to regret it.He was supposed to be the proud son of heaven, but he turned into this for me, I couldn't bear it.

I began to submit my resume without telling him, wanting to share part of it for him.It didn't take him long to find out.

That was probably our first argument.I said, I don't want to treat this leg anymore.Finally, he softened his tone and said with red eyes: "Xu Yuanheng, don't make trouble, okay?"

I just grabbed his hand, shook my head uncontrollably, and tears filled my cheeks uncontrollably.

He said, Xu Yuanheng, please be good.

He said everything would be fine.

He also said, do you still remember the couple you saw before, didn't you say that you would push me for a walk together when you get old?If your leg is crippled, who will push me?

That was not long after I was with him. At that time, watching an old man push another old man for a walk in the sunset, I just felt that the years were peaceful.

I asked him, "Is it really going to be okay?"

He said it would, but I still didn't quite believe it.

Later, my legs started to improve, and he was no longer so busy. We moved out of the cheap rental house and had our own home.I thought we could go on like this forever.

I forgot when it started and who caused it, and the quarrels became more and more frequent unknowingly.

After each quarrel, he went to the living room and I was in the bedroom.Then, less than half an hour later, he came in with a glass of honey water. He lowered his tone and said, Xu Yuanheng, let's stop fighting, okay?

It's always been like this.

I always knew I shouldn't, I shouldn't suspect that he would have someone else, but I couldn't help it.I am glad that my legs can make him feel guilty and keep him by my side, but I am also afraid that he is only with me because of guilt.And what I hate the most is that I can only be his burden.

He has always been excellent. I still remember him telling a woman who liked him that I was his lover. I still remember what that woman said.

"You're nothing but a cripple," she said.

"You're not good enough for him."

It was the first time that she felt so powerless, what she said was right, the current Xu Yuanheng was just a useless person relying on Lu Yunzhou to live.

I started to lose my temper at him and made all kinds of unreasonable demands on him. I knew I was killing the relationship between us, but I still couldn't help it.

He started to take all his work home and spend time with me every day. Even though he spent more time with me, I felt that I was getting farther and farther away from him.

There were more and more quarrels, or I was angry alone, he always listened silently, and brought a glass of honey water from the kitchen after I calmed down.

Sometimes, I also think, it is good to live like this for the rest of my life, at least he is still there.

But after all, it is still a luxury.