Severe Emotional Cleanliness Mutual Aid Group

After the reconciliation, Jin Chunan took the stupid dog and moved back to their common home.Fang Xiaonan was so happy that he almost wagged his tail. When he lived in a rental house with Jin Chunan, although Xiaojin also provided him with delicious food and drink, but due to the meager salary of the theater, it was not as good as at home.Now that he is finally back, Fang Xiaonan is not unhappy because he has endless stockings and dog food.

As for Fang Jin and the two of them, when they parted, each of them had a bit of bitterness and melancholy. Therefore, after the reunion, they were cautious when getting along with each other, for fear that if they made a mistake, they would fall into the innocence of the past again. bottom of the abyss.As for Fang Ran, his heartstrings are tense all the time, as if walking on thin ice, every word and every action has to be carefully considered.If Jin Chunan picks up a rag to do housework, Fang will definitely rush forward to work with him immediately; if Jin Chunan does a housework and Fang fails to catch up, then he must find another one to balance it out. one time.Jin Chunan made him breakfast, and he said politely that it was troublesome, Jin Chunan washed him some clothes, and he thanked Dade repeatedly.Fang was actually cautious everywhere, and Jin Chunan was naturally too embarrassed to suffer, and was afraid that he would think too much, so he couldn't tell him not to be so, so he could only be polite and cautious with him.For a while, even when the two met in the narrow aisle, they had to make concessions before passing through.

Such a way of getting along, outsiders may even praise it when they see it.But in fact, such care and politeness are more like a kind of helpless alienation and cover-up, like a thin shield or a fragile armor, which seems to be used to defend against the enemy, but in fact It is to suppress the evil spirits in my heart.

Originally, if he continued to be so polite for a long time, although there were some suspicions that he wanted to cover up, but nothing would happen.But people think too much in their hearts, and it is inevitable that a sentence or two will leak out, piercing the warmth and joy like a dreamlike flower and a moon in water.

One night, both of them had time to spare. They watched a movie together and drank two more bottles of wine. The heat regained two points of clarity, and the black eyes stared at Jin Chunan rightly, looking at him with horror, and slowed down his movements. After a while, Fang suddenly said quietly: "What did you do with him?" What does it feel like?"

When Jin Chunan heard this, he softened immediately.

Fang unexpectedly also felt that he had made a slip of the tongue, and hurriedly pinched him, shaking his hips up and down up and down, but Jin Chunan lost his interest, and no matter what he did, he couldn't revive it. Fang actually felt depressed, and Jin Chunan was also uncomfortable. , the originally fiery body was already cold, the two of them embraced each other, they were shivering with cold, helpless, they had to separate slowly, cleaned up by themselves, and then fell asleep in the same bed with different dreams, without a word all night.

The next day, both of them tacitly did not mention what happened last night, and they still treated each other in a rigid, almost mechanical way.Xie Lan had nothing to do, went to their house to play for a while, was stunned, and quickly called Qin Songye to watch the vision. Qin Songye came after hearing the news, and first, Fang Jin and the two of them watched inhumanely , and then also amazed.

Xie Lan took a step forward, held Fang Ran's wrist which was wiping the table, touched his chin with one hand, and gave him his pulse with the other hand.

Qin Songye also leaned over and said, "According to Mr. Gao's opinion, what is this symptom?"

Xie Lan said seriously: "Well, sometimes it's fast, sometimes it's slow, sometimes it's not, according to the old man's humble opinion, this is the joy pulse!"

Fang unexpectedly: "..."

What the hell is time and time? !

After Xie Lan finished speaking, he bowed to Fang Ran, "Congratulations Madam! Congratulations Madam!"

Qin Songye also joined in the fun and bowed in a pretentious manner. Jin Chunan was amusing and didn't speak, just enjoying himself while washing the dishes.Fang couldn't bear it anymore, and beat the two eight wives out with sticks.

The three of them romped to the elevator entrance, and finally regained their dignity.

Xie Lan asked: "What's the matter with you? Are you playing role-playing? I can't see that you are quite interesting."

Fang actually wanted to open his mouth, but he didn't know how to describe this weird situation, so he could only sigh, and then said briefly: "It's still the same thing as before."

Xie Lan instantly understood that this is a problem left over from history and it is not easy to solve, so he also sighed, and then explained: "Don't worry too much, just take a step and take a step, the main reason is that what happened before you In that case, both of them will be hurt, and to restore the previous appearance, the amount of work will not be smaller than a post-disaster reconstruction, so don't rush, just take your time."

Fang unexpectedly nodded, but the sadness on his face did not disappear at all.Xie Lan and Qin Songye looked at each other, knowing that their half-sentence explanations were useless, but they couldn't think of a good way for a while, and they were afraid that making random moves would be self-defeating, so they patted him shoulders, chatted for relief, and then dispersed.

Jin Chunan still worked in the previous theater, but Chu Jing resigned and left this sad place without knowing where to go.Fang actually participated in two dramas before. In one drama, in order to get back Jin Chunan, he directly let go of the pick. Later, Jiang Changkan left again, and the two new replacements were at odds. The finished product is also unsightly.There was another filming accident in the later film, and there are some people in the industry who are easy to chew their tongues, saying that he has recently lost his luck and will bring down the crew. Although it is nonsense, there are too many people who can't stand it. Believe it, so in the end it also had some influence on him.

Fortunately, Fang actually has a few friends who are sincere and willing to do activities for him and give him a chance, so after a short time at home, he found a good script, raised a few more rounds of investment, secured important roles, and hired the director team The photography team and the logistics team are ready, and they plan to do a big job.

This new crew suits him everywhere, the director is his old partner, the hero and heroine are popular and dedicated, and they are easy to talk to. The screenwriting team is well-known in the industry, and the budget is sufficient. The only fly in the ointment is that most of the actors All scenes need to be filmed at a film and television base quite far away.

This time, it will take at least half a year to come back.

The relationship between him and Jin Chunan is still in jeopardy, and the post-disaster reconstruction work has only been carried out to the point of cleaning up the disaster site, and it has not been cleaned up. It is not impossible to let him hang out for now and continue to clean up after returning in a few months.But who knows if this place is still his when he comes back?Maybe he went to the land of wind, knife, frost and sword for a while, and when he came back, others had already built a high-rise here to entertain guests.

But I have to go.

He had also thought about assigning a role to Xiao Jin and let him join the crew with him, but he was afraid of bringing back Xiao Jin's sad memories about the crew, so not only did he not get close, but it made him even more discordant.With regard to this matter, he thought over and over for countless days, deliberated over and over again, and finally came up with no idea. Seeing that the date of joining the group was getting closer, he felt as if a soldering iron had been placed in his heart, burning He can't sleep at night.

He couldn't fall asleep, and Xiao Jin naturally couldn't be at ease either.But Xiao Jin didn't say anything, neither comforted him nor accused him, and continued to spend time with him respectfully.Finally one day, he was really bored, so he tried to raise a question to Xiao Jin, but Xiao Jin was not angry at all, but said that the theater had several performances recently, and he really couldn't spare time, so he politely rejected him.

Xiao Jin didn't say anything serious, and he didn't mention the past, but for some reason, the iron in Fang's heart became even hotter, almost forcing out his heart.

But no matter how upset my heart was, time still passed by mercilessly, and it seemed that it was parting, but another tormenting thing happened.

On the weekend before the farewell, Fang actually had a little romance, booked a table at the top-floor revolving restaurant of a high-end hotel, made up a reason to trick Jin Chunan out, prepared flowers, wine and food, and gave him a small meal. surprise.

The violinist played beside them emotionally, the music was melodious, the lights were blurred, and outside the huge French windows of the restaurant, there was a neon city and the endless night sky.

Since the two met each other, they have been living a home life full of food, rice, oil, salt and trivial matters. They rarely engage in such sentimental mysteries, so they do it occasionally, but it has a unique flavor.

Drunk people, people slightly drunk, it is a good time to talk about love, but unfortunately the weather is not good, throwing a mess of rivers and rivers at them.

Fang hadn't seen Jiang Changkan for a long time. He heard that he was beaten up by a sack, but he couldn't feel the slightest sympathy. In his opinion, he didn't mend Jiang Changkan's wound twice. , is already extremely kind, and it is even more impossible to care about and visit him, so naturally he doesn't know that he has recovered and been discharged from the hospital.

It's a pity that Yuanjia's road is narrow, and the weird atmosphere between him and Xiaojin is easy to loosen a little, and this idiot came to disrupt the situation again.

Jiang Changkan didn't do anything particularly exaggerated, he just asked the waiter to come over to say hello and brought them a bottle of red wine.

Fang actually took it over and looked at it, his expression changed instantly, the wine was remnant wine, it had been drunk by someone, and it was self-evident who drank it.

Jin Chunan's originally stretched face turned gloomy, and Fang was actually quite annoyed. When he wanted to go to Jiang Changkan to discuss it, he felt it was inappropriate.At this time, the restaurant is full of guests. These people don't know the twists and turns. They only think that the act of giving wine is quite friendly. Even if it is half empty, it will not affect the continued tasting. Just leave it alone, no need to get angry.But both Fang and Jin Chunan knew that Jiang Changkan did this purely to disgust people.But if the two of Fang and Jin make a big fuss about this matter, everyone in the restaurant who doesn't know who they are will only think that they are unreasonable and low-quality, and the final result will satisfy Jiang Changkan's wishes.

So Fang had no choice but to write it down secretly, and politely asked the waiter to return the red wine. Afterwards, the two had no intention of continuing, took a few mouthfuls, and then both left.

Fang actually thought that Jin Chunan was going to lose his temper, but Xiaojin didn't. He just drove quietly, didn't say a word about what happened tonight, and talked to him politely as usual after returning home. get along.

On the first day before his departure, Jin Chunan personally cooked and cooked a large table of dishes for Fang Ran. The two of them ate with chopsticks and chatted occasionally.After eating, Fang actually felt bored, so he opened another bottle of wine and drank sullenly. When Xiao Jin saw him, not only did he not stop him, but he also drank with him.

The next day, when Fang unexpectedly woke up, Jin Chunan was still sound asleep.He lightly got up to wash up, picked up his bag, left a note on the table, and left alone.

As he walked along the garden path, the scene of last night floated in front of his eyes.

The two were slightly drunk at first, then drunk, and finally drunk.When he was so drunk that he almost didn't know his personnel, Fang actually heard Jin Chunan clearly ask, "Is that the only time for you?"

But there was no more text. Fang actually didn't remember whether he answered or not, and he didn't know whether Jin Chunan heard it.

In the early morning of early spring, there are young people jogging in the community, and there are old men practicing Wu Qinxi. From a window not far ahead, there is a faint voice of a child reading in the morning.

Fang actually walked forward in a trance, and when he passed by the window, a sentence came from inside——

"The heartbroken man is at the end of the world."

He trembled, looked up at the blue sky, bit his lip, and there was a sharp bloodstain where his lips and teeth met.