I only have one year

Since the last time we broke up, I haven't gone to see Miss Bai for several days, and Miss Bai has never come to see me. I was alone there.Wuhan University and they will all be crushed to death by my low air pressure.

"Master, don't be unhappy. Even if you only have one year to live, you still have me! Huazhu's life was saved by you, and I was originally yours. I will treat you better."

"Huazhu! I am very happy that you treat me like this. You have done well enough. I saved you not because I want you to repay me, but because I want you to live well and for yourself. When we return to Anling , I will let the old lady find a marriage for you." I know Huazhu's affection for me, but I can't respond to her, not only because I only regard her as a friend, but also because I am not suitable for her either.

"I know, young master, I won't have any unreasonable thoughts about you."

"Huazhu tell Wu Dawu Er. We are going to leave."

"Are we leaving? Have you decided? When?"

"Let's go! There's no point in staying. Just tomorrow!"

After I told the village owner that I was going down the mountain, the village owner didn't make things difficult for me, saying that he would send someone to send us down the mountain tomorrow.As for Miss Bai, I didn't even dare to see her, so I left a letter for her. "Miss Bai, I'm sorry, I have no destiny in this life. I hope you can find another lover. I'm leaving."

When I was leaving, the village owner told me that he had to blindfold me to ensure their safety. I had no objection and let him blindfold us.Unexpectedly, the person who sent us sent us directly outside the city of Xianning.The carriage is still our carriage, and there is no shortage of things.

"Master Li, we have already sent you to Xianning, we will leave here."

I took out 100 taels of silver and handed it to him

"Thank you for taking care of me during this time, this is not a respect."

The man didn't refuse either, "Young Master Li is being polite."

The four of us entered the city, and only when we arrived at the inn did we know that the "Birthday Outline" was robbed in the Xiaoqinling. It was the official bank that was robbed.But it is the ordinary people who are suffering. They use the excuse of suppressing bandits to forcibly collect banditry tax. The richer they are, the more they are levied, ranging from a few taels of silver to hundreds of thousands. Even foreigners like us are also levied. poll tax.Because of my identity as a Juren, I was not confiscated.No one dares to oppose this blatant corruption.Like all corrupt officials, there are people above them.But in my case, there's nothing I can do.Hopefully someone can figure it out.

People say, "Business girls don't know the hatred of subjugated countries, and they still sing □□flowers across the river." Today they say, "If life □□ you, you might as well enjoy it." No matter how the world is, life must continue, and the sun will still rise.Under this decadent system, the city is still colorful at night.

☆、The monologue of a talkative author

Monologue of a chatterbox writer

The original intention of writing this article is to realize brain holes, but brain holes have no logic at all, and writing requires logic and coherence.So after I irresponsibly opened up a brain hole, every time I would fall into the question of how to continue.People have an outline when they write stories, but I rely on making up stories. I wrote it like this at this time today, but if I change the time point, I will write it differently.Just like when I write a composition, even if I write the outline and write it on the draft paper, it will be different when I write it on the answer sheet.And you can't think of me because I complain about the current TV series, I do my own thing, I originally wanted to write a script, and it became a novel as I wrote it.

And the result of too many uncertain factors is that the writing gets stuck or the article is incoherent, and I want to stuff some things too much.Today I saw school violence, I want to write my point of view; yesterday I saw a transgender documentary, I want to write my point of view; I saw cheating, I want to write my point of view. . . . . .I want to express my views on some phenomena too much, and I want to "preach" too much, (although I have not had time to write these), so I am more inclined to "preach" than "tell stories".

An author who is not good at military strategy, emotional drama, characterization, plot routines, language style is not smooth, and the storyline is not coherent.I don't understand what the point of this thing's existence is.As a reader, this article will not attract me to read it, I can only give it 2 points, 10 impresses; but as an author, I know my shortcomings, but I can't improve my level, I will give it 4 points , It's all because of my difficulty in writing.

Due to the quality of the article and my own situation, I decided to end it early. One is because I put aside my business and forced myself to squeeze toothpaste every day. On the one hand, I blamed myself for not doing my business, and on the other hand, I blamed myself for not writing well. Myself, this feeling is too uncomfortable.The second is because it is meaningless as my mother said, it is not up to the standard I expected, and I am not even willing to watch it myself.The third is that my level is limited. If I wish to have one thing, I hope it is talent.

As for this article, I originally wanted the protagonist to experience something that could reflect her character and my point of view. She and Bai Linjun will marry and have children, but after Bai Linjun secretly followed her and got to know her deeply, she still To die is only to become a god, to become the successor of the god, because of his positive three views and good character.And before she died, she would tell Bai Linjun a story. "Guanyin fell in love with a girl, in order to test whether this girl really loves her, she turned into a woman and approached this girl to see if she would fall in love with her, but the girl did not fall in love with her same-sex self, Grief and leave." He would ask Bai Linjun if he was a woman, would he fall in love with him?Because in every era there will be people with progressive thinking, Bai Linjun's growth environment made her accept it, and the two agreed on a secret code.After becoming a god, Li Zhijing will return as herself, that is, return as a woman to raise the children they left behind with Bai Linjun.Moreover, Bai Linjun's identity as the daughter of the village master also gave them the ability to survive.

Thank you to those who clicked on this article during this period, especially those who commented on me. Your comments are my motivation.I'm happy every time I see a comment.I began to feel that as long as I had one reader, I would be very happy. Although there were more clicks, I was not very happy. This just reflected the shortage of books. After all, the quality of the articles lies there.I will also improve myself in the future, and I hope that in the future I can return with works that satisfy myself and readers. Even though my pen name is ugly, the writing is excellent.Thanks again everyone.

2017/1/15晚上23点35