I have a soft spot for eternal life

17.

I asked him what he would do if I died.

He said, "What do you want me to do, I will listen to you."

I looked at him and began to hate myself for being cruel.I absolutely cannot watch him get married and have children, even if I die, I will not be reconciled.

With a hoarse voice, he said word by word, "Why do you want to die? Don't you want to live? Do you have the heart to leave me alone? Why don't you work hard to survive?"

I held him and finally shed tears.Don't want to bear it anymore, cry.