On the risks and benefits of falling in love with a prince

There was nothing left, only a blood pit.There is no skin on the belly, it is a large piece of dark red blood.His skin was covered with welts, his nails were all gone, his ankles and knuckles were bruised, and the bone of his right ring finger was broken.

His eyes were closed, his cheeks sunken, very thin, very old.

I gently touched his face, inch by inch, stroking his wound.

An unprecedented feeling emerged from the body, as if sulfuric acid had been spilled, corroding inch by inch, first the heart, then the lungs, then the stomach, liver, and intestines all began to ache faintly, and it became more and more painful. Pain, too painful to speak.That voice that has been hidden in my heart, coming out to talk to me from time to time, suddenly burst into tears, heart-piercing.He vomited blood from crying, cried until he died, his body dried up from crying, and disappeared.

I froze there, touching Zhao Tang's body, listening to the crying in my heart, I don't know how long it has passed.When I woke up, many people gathered around me, all with lanterns.

when did they come

Why are the lanterns on?Is it already dark outside?

I stood up in a daze, and lowered my head to look at Zhao Tang's body, which made me feel terrified.

I staggered back two steps, turned around and left without saying a word.Gao Han asked: "Your Majesty, the funeral..."

I was full of hatred, and without turning my head, I said sharply: "What funerals do death row prisoners do? What should I do?" Gao Han was so frightened that he fell to his knees.

I walked out of Tingwei's mansion, walked quickly, and got into the carriage.The carriage returned to the palace.

I went straight back to the Quefei Hall, took off my shoes, lay down on the bed, and wrapped myself tightly with a quilt.

How can it be so cold in summer?

I opened my eyes, and Zhao Tang's corpse seemed to appear on the top of the gauze curtain.So miserable, emaciated, and pathetic lying there.I forgot to put clothes on him, how cold he must be.It shouldn't be.

He liked to enjoy himself very much during his lifetime, and he was buried in a mass grave in a poor way. I am sorry for him.But after being together for ten years, he also has a lot of things that I've done wrong to me. It's a mess, don't forget it, let me feel sorry for him even more.

My father said that the dead are dead, and the living should mourn and look forward.

I want to adapt, look forward, and think more about good things.For example, if Zhao Tang is dead, I don't have to worry about him getting angry, I can go to Xu Shangshu and ask the tea-serving boy to come over.For another example, I don't have to bother and ask for help to protect him.The ministers will also boast that I am righteous in killing relatives, and I have the style of a wise king.

Yes, once he dies, I will have so many benefits.You should be happy.

I am very happy, but a little puzzled.

Why...why...did he commit suicide?

I kept my eyes open and lay still, day and night.Gao Han was terrified.

I told them I was just scared.

The imperial doctor came and prescribed some medicine for nourishing the mind and tranquilizing the mind.

I called Chen Qi again and asked him to investigate the case carefully.

Then, I fell asleep, peacefully, and dreamed sweet dreams.

I dreamed that when I left Tingwei's Mansion for the first time, I walked halfway and turned back.At that time, Zhao Tang had just tied his belt to the prison cell, and his grass-like head was put into the ring, which looked very ridiculous.I pulled him out immediately and said: "I haven't reached that point yet, I'm trying to save you, don't go to a dead end."

So, he didn't die.

I also dreamed that two years ago, he left a book and ran away. I ordered "close the gates of the city, search from house to house, and even if you dig three feet, you have to find him!" Still that lifeless look.I said to him: "If you don't want to serve me anymore, then you can take a free job in the palace. It's so chaotic outside, don't you want to die?"

And then, to this day, he's not dead.King An is also alive.

I also dreamed that when I saw the marriage letter, there would be a commotion, and Zhao Tang would be at a loss for what to do.I cried and said: "You are not allowed to be nice to others! Divorce her, divorce her, you belong to me!"

Zhao Tang looked helpless and divorced my mother.He was neither alienated from me nor died.King An is also alive.

I also dreamed that ten years ago, when I was still the crown prince, after the first emperor confessed my life experience, I was so frightened that I ran out of the palace, starving to death.I lay on the ground, eating ants, eating leaves, eating the whistling autumn wind and bright moonlight.I didn't go to the Colosseum, starved to death, and never saw him again.

But this is not good, I have never met Zhao Tang, so I will not give him fifteen hundred gold, he will stay in the Colosseum forever, the sword has no eyes, maybe he will die.

So, I went to the Colosseum, but didn't do that with him.I didn't really move my heart when I did it.I didn't go to the night market when I moved, I didn't meet him when I went to the night market, I didn't save him when I met him, I didn't report to the late emperor when I was rescued by him, and I didn't go on a hunger strike to protest that the late emperor killed him, and I didn't agree to the hunger strike He entered the palace as a guard, and he became a guard, and I did not secretly pray to the world with him, writing "Death and life are broad, talk to Zicheng, hold your hand, and grow old together with you"... This life is so long, so There are many intersections, if you go to the right one, it will not become like this.But I didn't get any of them right.

I don't want to go to court, I don't know how to face Jun'er, I really don't have the energy.It's better to be sick and not to go to court in a fair and aboveboard manner.Probably God heard it, and I was really sick. I was sick for a whole month and almost recuperated.

I dare not ask Gao Han where he is buried.

He and I were wrong from the beginning.

He is dead, so there is no need to go on wrong.

I am very happy.

Half a year later, Chen Qi found out everything.

It turned out that My Lady was a prostitute and Chu Yang was not Zhao Tang's parent and child.It's just that Zhao Tang loves my mother, and he is also willing to love Chuyang.At that time, Zhao Tang already wanted to leave me and live with my mother, but he hadn't figured out how to say goodbye to me yet.But King An knew about him and My Niang, he was furious and sent someone to kill My Niang.

At that time, Zhao Tang misunderstood that I killed my mother, and said in tears, "Do you know what you did? You killed your sister, and you will go to the [-]th floor of hell!"

At that time, I hated him, but also didn't want to listen to him talking about my daughter, so I left.

Two months later, Zhao Tang left a text message, saying: "I'm leaving, don't look for me again. You can raise some young, beautiful and obedient male pets. I'm sorry for making you angry all the time." Then he said Disappeared.

He killed King An in order to avenge his wife.

He and my mother are a natural couple, the old marriage on the three life stones, life and death have a good relationship.I was just the wrong person he met on the wrong road.

He dares to love, dare to hate, uses deep affection, and is a good man.

I love him and have no regrets.

With the case settled, I began to shift my focus to government affairs.As soon as the prince left, the situation in the court changed drastically. Jun'er was no longer in the same heart as me, the officials also complained a lot, and the Yellow Turban Army was like a centipede, dead but not stiff.

Nothing in the world goes smoothly.The voice that used to talk to me never appeared again.But I have learned to drink.

In the past, I also drank with Zhao Tang, the wind and the moon are good, the flowers are good and the wine is good, just taste it and have fun.Now I get drunk, half drunk, and then I don't think about anything, just fall asleep and sleep until dawn, which is really comfortable.

After that, it was boring to hate.The treasury was empty, and the army was defeated one after another.In another five years, the Yellow Turban Army broke through Luoyang, and the general Yunqi defended the city and died.The officials who could escape all fled, and those who could not escape would just kneel and cry.

I asked them to get the poisonous wine, but they were so clumsy that they couldn't find it.I had no choice but to look for it myself. When I turned over the box, I found a cricket woven from banana leaves at the bottom of the box. It was yellow and brittle.It was given to me by Zhao Tang on my 20th birthday.He also said: "Other people give you treasures and gold, but I don't. I will give you the most worthless gadget. But it is also the most valuable in the world, because this is my heart."

Later, the little cricket disappeared, and Zhao Tang and I had a big quarrel.I am also very guilty.Unexpectedly, it was here.

When Zhao Tang left without saying goodbye, I didn't cry.When I saw Zhao Tang's body, I didn't cry either.But when I saw this little cricket, I couldn't hold back suddenly, and tears flowed all over my face.

I continued to search and found the poison, and if there was no wine, I poured it into my mouth with my head raised.

My stomach hurts very quickly, burning hot.

Blood flowed from the corner of my mouth, I clutched the cricket and closed my eyes.The officials were crying all around, and I was very upset, so I said: "Dear dears, Luoyang City has fallen, you can run for your life! I have no face to see my ancestors... I..."

And my tongue became numb, and I was gradually unable to speak.The darkness is like a mother, holding me into her warm arms.I was limp and sank, my limbs felt relaxed.

Then the light appeared, like a star, which shone brightly, and finally became a full moon.The abdominal pain disappeared, I gained strength, opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Zhao Tang.

This... is Huang Quan...

Doesn't he...don't want to see me again?Why did I want to see me and still hug me when I arrived in Huangquan?Maybe this is just my last erotic dream before I leave this world?

He is so young.

If it is a spring dream, I will enjoy it.

"General Zhao, I am very relieved to be able to dream of you before I die."

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Extra episode, main text, all over.I'm going to hibernate and write a new article.See you next year little angels.