love song

When Shen Yuzhou first entered the society, he was ambitious but struggled. This not-so-good world was showing its cruel face in an unavoidable way before his eyes.

He is not a person who gives in easily, and the roots may not be stable yet, but he is absorbing the nutrients in this swamp at an outrageous speed, in order to quickly become stronger, even though some of the nutrients themselves come from the decay.

Chen Ye is only a junior in his junior year, and the book-like atmosphere in the ivory tower is full of romance, youthful and bright, even if he is not stupid, after all, his experience is limited, and he has a kind of innocence that everything is black and white in front of him.

For example, the non-violent non-cooperation of the project manager, his answer to Shen Yuzhou could only be, wouldn't it be okay to change them?He understands a little about the intertwined interests behind it, but his understanding is limited, and he doesn't have any constructive opinions.

However, these all occupy Shen Yuzhou's thoughts every day, Shen Yuzhou can only smile, and then turn around to talk about topics that Chen Ye is interested in, Chen Ye opened the chatter box, and he found that he was distracted while listening.

Therefore, in the first period of the long-distance relationship, whenever they met, the two of them would always do it day and night.

When I thought about it later, Shen Yuzhou didn't know whether the indulgence in that period was because of the beauty caused by the distance, or because the brainwaves of each other suddenly did not match, and their physical instinct became the deepest and most direct way of communication between them.

Shen Yuzhou is not an emotional man, he was young in those years, he had a very aggressive temper, he faintly felt that something was wrong, and he didn't have much time to think about it, but he knew that Chen Ye was unhappy.

He guessed at first, but later confirmed that he was still going back to school that time. After a tumultuous afternoon, Shen Yuzhou woke up from a nap, and the sun was setting outside the window.

Chen Ye was lying beside him, looking at him, the sadness in his eyes was not concealed, as if his own brilliance had faded away, only melancholy remained.

Shen Yuzhou looked distressed, but suddenly felt powerless. This feeling of powerlessness may come from his own insignificance in front of reality, or it may be from other things.

The first time they quarreled was in March of the year after his graduation.

At that time, he was still in a tug-of-war with his own vampire uncle, and the company's business improved slightly. Shen Yuzhou still remembers that what he fought for was the renovation project of a private school.The director of the school is in other places, which company to do the project, the actual decision-making power is in the hands of a director.

In this way, there will be more tricks in it. The rules of this world may be a jerk, but if you want to go to a high place, you really have to get used to this bastard.Among them, Shen Yuzhou has slowly figured out some ways to deal with the sophistication of the world. After all, his mother hired a human consultant to guide him.

Business is inseparable from entertainment, and men's entertainment is naturally inseparable from wine and sex. On weekend nights, the director and his party were invited to dinner.

There were three or four people from the director's side, and Shen Yuzhou brought his fine staff, and called his sisters to sit beside them one by one.

Seriously speaking, Shen Yuzhou's bottom line is still a bit overstepped in the matter of whoring. He talked and laughed happily with others, but he was not very happy in his heart. In the end, he didn't make any moves like the two middle-aged men in front of him, but just asked the girl to accompany him to drink Had some wine.

Half the night passed, he became a little drunk, and the place where his trouser pocket was attached to his thigh was numb. Shen Yuzhou caught the girl who was stuffed into his arms by a half-drunk man, let go, stood up and said with a smile: "I'll go out to pick up a girl." Telephone."

Shen Yuzhou knew it was Chen Ye, and he went to the corridor to answer the call.

After not saying a few words, the door suddenly opened, and those who couldn't understand the lyrics ran away screaming and immediately came from the private room, and the girl who came out drank more at night, and said without much wink: "Brother Shen, let Brother Liu let you go!" I told you to go in and said that you haven't drunk his cup yet."

Shen Yuzhou subconsciously covered the microphone, but obviously his movements were still too slow. He dismissed the girl and started talking again. Chen Ye asked him, "Where are you socializing?"

The smell of the cheap perfume of the seductive woman around him has not dissipated, but the person on the other end of the phone has a kind of purity and cleanliness that is not familiar with the world. Shen Yuzhou can't tell what it feels like in his heart. He feels like he is covered in a layer of mud all over his body. .

Chen Ye's voice became more anxious, "Say, where are you? Who was it just now?"

Shen Yuzhou felt that his mood at that time was from embarrassment to anger, so he told Chen Ye a little domineeringly, "I was in the nightclub, and I was the lady here just now."

He can lie, but why would he lie? Tonight may be his normal state for a long time to come. Chen Ye should understand, even must understand, and, is he wrong?

Chen Ye was silent for a long time, and then she spoke in a crying voice, "Shen Yuzhou...how could you do this?"

Shen Yuzhou's heart seemed to be scorched by fire, and he seemed to have been completely cold. He said almost coldly: "I just accompany you for a drink, and I didn't do anything else. Chen Ye, what is acting on the spot? If you don't understand now, I will give you time I want to understand."

After finishing these words in one breath, he hung up the phone.

But Chen Ye's voice still faintly floated to his ears, "Brother, you were not like this before."

Shen Yuzhou pushed open the door, and went in without looking back, as if he had fallen headfirst into the chaotic world of mortals.

Of course, if it only reaches this level, it is not considered a fierce quarrel.

After Shen Yuzhou returned to the private room again, the phone kept vibrating in his trouser pocket. In the end, he simply turned off the phone while the others in the room were not paying attention.

In the middle of the night, after the indescribable night life of the director and his party had been settled, Shen Yuzhou walked alone on the lonely street, drunk.

Spring came early this year, and the night wind blew on his body, making him dry. He took out his cell phone from his pocket, and then turned it on.

The screen showed that there were more than 20 missed calls. How crazy is Chen Ye? As soon as the telecommunication signal light came on, Shen Yuzhou's phone buzzed and vibrated again.

This time Shen Yuzhou picked it up, and the voice sounded weak even to himself, "I'm on my way home."

Chen Ye's voice was very cold, "What if I don't understand?"

Shen Yuzhou said wearily: "What?"

Chen Ye repeated again: "Let me ask you, what's the matter with playing around, if I don't understand it and don't accept it?"

Shen Yuzhou loosened his neckline irritably, "Whatever, you can figure it out!"

"You bastard! Shen Yuzhou, you are a bastard, you are bullying me."

"up to you!"

At a young age, it seems that hurtful words can always be blurted out easily.

"Then we're done!" Chen Ye said, "I'm done with you!"

Shen Yuzhou froze for a moment, "Whatever you want!"

In the empty street, the three words of desolation echoed for a long time.

Between them, it was Chen Ye who broke up for the first time.So at that time, Shen Yuzhou never thought that he would be the one who let go first.

At that time, he only knew that things were different from what he thought, it turned out that it was so easy, Chen Ye could do without him, dragged his trembling legs for a few meters, leaned on the lamp post and hunched over, unable to stand up for a long time.

Until a car stopped beside him, the door opened, and someone got out, "Yu Zhou?"

The visitor smelled of alcohol just like him, and he supported him, "What's the matter? Yu Zhou."

When the arm was put on the man's shoulder, Shen Yuzhou broke away from the man's hand, "I'm fine...you little heartless thing..."

But Chen Ye was obviously "more conscientious" than he thought.

Just as he expected at first, Chen Ye's principles can indeed be broadened for him, and the reason he knows is that this kitten cares too much about him.

The third day after the "breakup" was Sunday. His project team worked overtime for almost the entire weekend. After finishing their work at noon, Shen Yuzhou invited everyone to dinner and sang K in the afternoon. His company is actually not much bigger than a workshop , Buying people's hearts and cultivating employees' sense of belonging appropriately and gregariously, this is also what his human consultants taught him.

When they came out of the company, a taxi was parked on the side of the road. Someone got out of the car, and Shen Yuzhou froze his eyes and then stopped.

Chen Ye was carrying a bulging backpack behind her, her eyes met his, and she stood there with a somewhat awkward expression.

Someone next to him called him, "Yu Zhou, what are you looking at?"

Shen Yuzhou didn't speak, just looked at Chen Ye with a big smile on his lips.

So Shen Yuzhou brought his "elementary brother" with him for this dinner and the following activities.

For lunch, Shen Yuzhou asked Chen Ye to wait, and brought a few large plates of vegetables and snacks to him, and the budgeter smiled at them and said, "After a few years of alumni, the relationship is still so good. It's rare."

Shen Yuzhou said: "People talk about being close to each other." He glanced at Chen Ye, "Do we think we are close?"

This question is very unnecessary, but everyone in this group laughs at Yan Yan, Chen Ye can't even get in the conversation, he is silent as if he is a little embarrassed, he always wants to build a bridge to bring the little thing into the atmosphere Come.

Of course, it is not ruled out that there are still some small selfishness, he wants Chen Ye to see him and his group of people twisted together and trying to climb up, understand that his career itself is positive, the scene that night was really unavoidable, This kind of leftover material can be ignored if it can be ignored.

But Chen Ye said, "Forget it." Then, he became a dull gourd again. When others asked him, he would answer, such as what grade, what to study, who, although he smiled, he always cherished words like gold.

When others talk, he just listens quietly, very obedient.

But his state was very strange, as if he was observing and examining all the people around him suspiciously or even guardedly.

And this state lasted all afternoon.

It wasn't until the evening when Shen Yuzhou brought Chen Ye home, facing his mother, that the smile on Chen Ye's face became the kind that came from the bottom of his heart.

Shen Yuzhou's mother, Ms. Lu, really fell in love with Chen Ye. Since they entered the door, she pulled Chen Ye to ask questions, "Why don't you come over on Friday, and you can stay for two more days."

The first time Chen Ye came to their house was the summer vacation of Shen Yuzhou's graduation year, and he lived there for a whole month, so Ms. Lu was not unfamiliar with him at all.

None of them had the face to tell their elders about the quarrel and breakup. Chen Ye said: "I just finished my homework last night. I thought I didn't have class on Monday morning, so I came here."

Ms. Lu said with a smile: "I cooked some pear and white fungus soup, and I will serve it for you."

I still remember that Chen Ye loves sweets.

Shen Yuzhou is sometimes honest enough to deserve a beating, "He likes sweets, but he doesn't eat pears."

Chen Ye immediately snapped back, "Who said that, I love to eat." He returned to his obedient and sensible appearance.

Ms. Lu said: "It's better for Chenye to be good, you should eat some fruits and vegetables."

Chen Ye said, "That's right."

As if they were the real mother and son.

Shen Yuzhou felt that, now that he thought about it carefully, no one had been able to hinder him and Chen Ye.

Even if two people are usually shameless and have elders in the same room, it's not easy to be too presumptuous.Therefore, every time she lived at Shen Yuzhou's house, Chen Ye slept in Shen Yuzhou's room, and Shen Yuzhou himself was driven by Ms. Lu to sleep on the sofa in the study.

In the middle of the night, when Ms. Lu fell asleep, Shen Yuzhou sneaked into Chen Ye's room, lay down beside him, and hugged him into his arms.

Of course Chen Ye didn't fall asleep, and grabbed his hand: "Senior brother."

Shen Yuzhou hummed.

Chen Ye said: "It's okay to socialize and drink, but you can't do anything else."

Shen Yuzhou hummed again, this time very deeply, and he hugged the poor man in his arms even tighter.

Chen Ye pressed her face against his chest, "I'm a little scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that you will go farther and farther, and that you will not be able to control yourself. If you often walk by the river, you will never get your shoes wet."

Shen Yuzhou said, "I have a measure."

Chen Ye didn't make another sound.

This quarrel was finally ended by Chen Ye's compromise, but their relationship is like a floating island floating on the water, and the underwater gap still exists and is gradually breaking apart.

Even this floating island was originally Anzhi Tinglan, green and shady.

Even their initial ones are good.