like a sunny day

He Chengfeng sighed secretly.However, before the breath was full of sighs, Mother He said without turning her head: "Chengcheng, let's stop farming."

He Chengfeng was stunned, and then he realized what his mother meant. His mother thought that he did not do well in the exam because his study time was delayed.

He knew that he was not a material for studying, and he couldn't sit still in class, so it didn't matter whether he did some farm work after school or not.He shook his head and said anxiously: "You used to say that Dad thinks that land is good. The peanuts we plant are better than others, and we also have three kernels. And plant some rice, which is enough for the two of us to eat for a year without buying rice." Mom doesn't want to delay your study! "The narrow alley leaked a sliver of sunlight, and there was no warmth on his body. For the first time, He Chengfeng felt the pressure on his mother. He realized his difficulties and embarrassments earlier than other peers. Difficulties are life, embarrassments It's because he doesn't have the ability. Whether it's for himself or his mother, he has no ability to satisfy both of them.

During the stalemate, Gu Chengze called him from a few meters away.Tang Man walked ahead, looked at them, and called Mama He happily, "Sister-in-law".It seems that Gu Chengze's grades are very good.

However, even if Gu Chengze passed a row of duck eggs, with Tang Man's personality, he probably scolded him for a short time, and then passed away like a wild goose without a trace, and would never remember it again.

Going home in the same direction, the two adults talked about family affairs while walking, Gu Chengze winked at He Chengfeng, and asked with his lips: "Did you do well in the exam?"

The two children played lip language, He Chengfeng asked him back: "You did well in the exam?"

"Of course." Gu Chengze raised his chin to look at He Chengfeng, He Chengfeng was about a head taller than him, so he had to bow his head if he wanted to see He Chengfeng's eyes.He Chengfeng, who understood Gu Chengze's intentions, lowered his head and looked at him appreciatively, clasping his big palm on his head: "Look at Cheng Chengmei."

They were probably women who had lost their husbands. When Tang Man and Mother He got together, they had a sympathy that surpassed family affection. The two of them talked all the way, and He Chengfeng heard the sentence "Let me find Chengcheng another one." Dad", he was taken aback immediately, and looked at Gu Chengze with round eyes.

Being stared at suddenly, Gu Chengze blinked his eyes and didn't understand. So, He Chengfeng is already a child who knows that "life is not easy", and his worried expression may not have touched Gu Chengze, so Gu Chengze held back his doubts all the way back home.

Mama He has short hair and cut it very short, just make sure to cut it twice a year.She put her hair behind her ears and started washing rice and cooking. He Chengfeng hid in the room and didn't touch her bad hair.

There were two dishes on the table, and Mama He didn't stretch out a single chopstick, just eating porridge with a bag of bad vegetables.

He Chengfeng raised his eyelids and took a quick look at Mama He, thinking that he still underestimated the time limit for his mother's anger, so he decided to say something to break the uncomfortable silence.

"Mom, does Cheng Cheng's mother want to remarry?"

Mother He's chopsticks stopped, and she continued to eat: "Why do you care about other people's affairs——remember what I said earlier, we won't do that in the future, and you should pay more attention to my studies."

He Chengfeng stopped arguing with her, picked up the bowl and ate it with a lot of thoughts, not knowing what to taste.

Cheng Cheng is going to have a step-dad Cheng Cheng is going to have a step-dad.He Chengfeng's heart felt as if he had fallen into a black ice cave, which made him feel more uncomfortable than failing his own exam.

As the saying goes, a fool has good fortune, and a fool has good fortune. After a year of care by two people, the little fool has a sturdy body and looks like a showman among the village dogs.

Gu Chengze always pulled the skin of the little idiot with a look of disgust and said: "Wrinkled, ugly." The not old and really ugly little idiot tilted his head to look at the boy who disliked him, his expression was extremely innocent.

Gu Chengze skipped two grades directly from the third grade. When he was in the sixth grade, He Chengfeng was in the second grade.

It was a summer night, and the two of them had already passed the age of playing together in the yard after dinner, but instead of playing together every night, they would go to the village once every three or five days. Gu Chengze was also satisfied, he always felt that He Chengfeng He has been running ahead of him, on the one hand, because of how many years older than him, on the other hand, the different living environment makes the two of them very different. He Chengfeng seems careless and unreliable, but in fact, he is very reliable in thinking about problems .

After Gu Chengze vaguely knew that the gap could not be measured, he panicked for no reason. He thought, how could he let He Chengfeng wait for him? He has so many things to do, how can he wait for him?

But why should he wait?Why should he go with him?Why do you panic when you think that two people may part ways?He hadn't thought about it at all, and he hadn't even thought about it yet.

Many years later, when he recalled, he lamented that some feelings were seeds buried in the soil at the beginning, only the courage and timing to break out of the ground were missing.

Gu Chengze's energy in studying made He Chengfeng amazed.

Others get up to read before dawn, and also memorize on the way home from school. Compared with Gu Chengze, they are really weak.

Gu Chengze and him had dinner, and saw that the bean sprouts would bombard the bean sprouts with English, mathematics, physics and chemistry at the same time. After that, He Chengfeng developed the habit of always leaving a chopstick when eating, because there was no material for Gu after eating all the food. Great talent played.

People say, "When you get close to Zhu, you get red, and when you get close to ink, you get black." After having dinner with Gu Chengze for a semester, He Chengfeng's grades finally reached the middle level of the class.Lin Xiang and those people came to look for him, and he didn't go to the Internet cafe skating rink. The reason before was that he had to go back to do farm work occasionally, but now the reason was that his brother ate alone, and he didn't feel at ease.

"Damn it, is your younger brother a kindergartener? He's in sixth grade and you still have to feed him?" After Lin Xiang finished speaking, a group of people laughed.Originally, a group of punks played together, how could one of them be "good", how could he become a good student privately?How can it be so free to break away from a living state created by others.

He Chengfeng frowned, but when he thought about not being able to conflict with Lin Xiang and the others, he thought: "Let's treat it as being bitten by a dog?" He turned his head and left without saying a word.

Those people felt offended.

"Bah, what? When we love to play with you!" A man with yellow hair and wearing a school uniform jacket said to Lin Xiang, "Brother Xiang, you value him so much, he is so shameless, kiss you face to face For the sake of saving face, the brothers help you vent your anger!"

Lin Xiang glanced at him, then raised his foot and kicked him lightly in the abdomen. This three-point force still made the yellow hair roll over in pain, covering his stomach.

Lin Xiang smiled: "Do you know what it means to hit a snake and hit seven inches? Teach him a lesson, and wait until he recovers from his injury? Think about how to do it to hurt your body and hurt your heart. Use your brain, pig."

One of the pig-like subordinates got enlightened: "Brother Xiang said that we will educate his younger brother for him?"

He Chengfeng said that he was worried about Gu Chengze's meal, and it was true.

Half a year ago, Gu Chengze's grandmother underwent cataract surgery, and she needed to take care of her daily life for the first few months, let alone cook for Gu Chengze.And Tang Man went to New Zealand a year ago, and held a fake wedding banquet before leaving. The video captured the bustling scene. money.

He Chengfeng didn't know how to do it, but he knew it was a fake marriage.He didn't bother to know how the fake marriage came and went, and what kind of convenience it brought to Tang Man's trip abroad. He only knew that Gu Chengze had a hard time that night and cried in front of him.

He has experience in coaxing Gu Chengze who is angry, but he has absolutely no way to coax Gu Chengze who is crying.He accompanied Gu Chengze out of the hotel. The two teenagers were sitting in the dark and quiet courtyard. The star curtain was hanging down. It was a gentle black satin dotted with thousands of stars, like brilliant diamonds scattered casually, as if they were within reach. And it seems out of reach.

"It's really like the life I yearn for." He Chengfeng said suddenly.

"what?"

He Chengfeng shook his head, continued to gnaw on the protruding hoof and said, "It's not like your mother is really looking for a stepdad for you."

Gu Chengze said "Hmm", and put his chin on his knees together, his long eyelashes were still clinging to tears, and his watery eyes could be seen through them.

"Hey, don't be sad. From now on, your mother won't love you, and your brother will love you." He Chengfeng hugged Gu Chengze with a clean hand as he spoke.

"Go away, and you will coax me with nice words."

He Chengfeng: "No, what Chengcheng wants to tell brother."

Gu Chengze blurted out: "I will have hot meals when I get home from school."

"Sure, I'll cook."

He Chengfeng's culinary skills are only at the level of cooking rice. In order to achieve "deliciousness", he also specially donated the pocket money he saved for a month to buy a book of home cooking recipes. He read it in the classroom after class, so as not to take it home to study Being discovered by Gu Chengze hindered his boasting: "Of course my cooking is delicious. How many years have I been cooking?"

Grandma lived in the house for most of her life. Even if she really couldn't see clearly, she could find the place she wanted to go from memory, but it took time and effort.

Tang Man remembered that Gu Chengze said "I like my brother", and before going abroad, please ask Mother He to help her mother take care of her son when she is free.Later, her mother couldn't go home after eye surgery, so she transferred some money to Mother He every month, asking her to take more time to take care of the elderly and children. She was temporarily unable to return to China because of such and other things.

Mother He is still working as a cleaner in a school, and she lives like a war every day. In addition, I don’t know if it’s because she got up early and worked hard to make money. She is only in her 30s and looks like a 50-[-]-year-old person. She is sallow and gloomy. The only color on his face, his physical strength is not as good as before.Poor her, as a woman, besides supporting the family, she has to buy some good filial piety for her mother-in-law on New Year's Day. She doesn't want the villagers to say bad things about her, which is typical of being tired of her reputation.

He Chengfeng's grandfather left early, and his grandmother had many sons. In the past, when it was dark, when the light was turned on, a child was born. It is said that his father was almost drowned by his grandmother.There is no way, I am too poor, eating sweet potato stems and drinking rice soup, I am always so hungry that I am floating around like a rag, who can raise another one?It was an old man in the village who passed by and scolded his grandma to save his father, otherwise he would be gone.His grandma's sons separated early, so naturally there is no such thing as "relief". Mother He has worked very hard, but in the past two years, she will secretly breathe a long sigh of relief. Anyway, there is money saved in the passbook, and there is no need to break a penny into eight The flap is used.

He Chengfeng is at the age when he knows how to be filial and considerate to his family, but the execution of that filial piety is so clumsy.For example, because Gu Chengze also ate here and paid for the food, there must be a meal of meat dishes on the table every day. He only ate one chopstick, and the remaining half was given to Gu Chengze and his grandmother, and the other half was given to his mother.

Gu Chengze was young, and he felt at ease eating at first, because his grandmother said: "Your mother sends your aunt's living expenses every month when she is abroad, and we can't be polite to others when it comes to food."

But almost every day at the dinner table of He's family, the scene of He Chengfeng and his mother giving in to eat would be staged: He Chengfeng: "Take a bite, I don't like this."

Mother He: "You have to eat if you don't like it. You are growing up."

Conversations like that.

Gu Chengze had watched it a few times, and he knew what was going on.Premature "living under the fence" allowed him to sensitively and accurately capture the little secrets that others are hiding.Over time, he hesitated even when he put down his chopsticks.He was even a little envious of the refusal that must be staged at this meal time, which shows that someone puts you at ease.