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People who don't sleep at night must have something to hide during the day.

Let the knots that cannot be untied during the day slowly wear out at night.

--Raymond Carver

Xiang Meng never expected that Lu Heng would appear here!Instinctively, he lowered his head and walked back quickly.

Seeing this, Lu Heng hurried to catch up, grabbed Xiang Meng's hand and pulled him into his arms, locking him tightly with his arms.

"Xiang Meng!"

The sudden hug made Xiangmeng freeze in place, and his brain went blank for a moment.

"I finally found you." Lu Heng sighed softly like the whisper of warm wind, washing away the cold of winter.

Ink was about to squeeze out the cat cake between the two of them, so he let out a weak cry, which finally attracted the attention of the two humans.Lu Heng let go of Xiang Meng, slightly displeased with the kitten's disturbing behavior.

However, Xiang Meng breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had been redeemed, his thoughts went back and he pretended to be calm: "You...why are you here?"

"You know." Lu Heng grabbed Xiang Meng's hand and placed it on his chest, looking at Xiang Meng affectionately.

Xiang Meng seemed to have touched a red-hot iron stone, struggling in a panic and quickly retracted her hand, "I don't understand what you mean."

"Look at me." Lu Heng held Xiang Meng's face forcefully, forcing him to look directly at him, "I'm officially telling you now—"

Lu Heng took a deep breath and said vigorously, "I like you, and I hope you will be my boyfriend, stay with me, and become my legal partner."

The fiery love in Lu Heng's eyes seemed to burn Xiang Meng, Xiang Meng pushed Lu Heng away helplessly, stepped back in a panic, lowered his head and looked pale and helpless, "...I...I don't know ..."

"Don't worry." Lu Heng pulled Xiang Meng back, patted the other's head, and felt sorry for her bewildered look, "No matter what your answer is, I will gladly accept it."

After a long silence, Xiangmeng said timidly, "If...if I reject you...will you be sad?"

"Yes." Lu Heng said without hesitation, and then smiled softly, "But even then I will still like you, and I will always protect you."

Lu Heng's voice fell for a long time, and Xiang Meng lowered his head without making any sound.

Maybe it's been a long time, Lu Heng squatted down and looked up, only to see Xiang Meng biting his lip, tears rolling in his eyes but never falling.

Lu Heng's heart twitched violently, "Crying will make you feel better."

Xiang Meng raised her head suddenly, shrugged her nose, her eyes were red but she was holding back tears, "I... can't cry."

The pretending to be strong made Lu Heng very distressed. He pressed Xiang Meng's head on his shoulder, "Cry, I'll cover it for you, no one can see it."

Xiangmeng's nose was sour, and he couldn't hold it anymore, grabbed a small piece of clothes on Lu Heng's chest, bit his lip and cried silently, large and large tears fell wantonly, even making the little black cat think it was falling. It was raining, and it let out a "meow", and the whole cat shrank into Xiang Meng's clothes.

Someone finally came to save me...Brother Big Yu finally came back...

"Brother Big Yu...you are Brother Big Yu, right...you finally came to me...I thought you didn't want me anymore..."

"Yes, sorry, I'm late."

Tears wet Lu Heng's coat, suppressed sobs swayed in the open snow, endless sadness and grievances seemed to be vented at this moment!Lu Heng bowed his head and kissed Xiang Meng's hair gently, and stroked the back of Xiang Meng's neck with his big hand, comforting silently.

Feeling that Xiang Meng's mood gradually stabilized, Lu Heng opened his mouth and whispered in Xiang Meng's ear: "Now can you tell me why you avoid everyone?"

As soon as the problem came out, Lu Heng felt Xiang Meng trembling slightly, and the fingers pulling his clothes turned white. Lu Heng gently stroked the back of Xiang Meng's neck like coaxing a child, and whispered softly against his side face. Said: "Don't be afraid, no one will hurt you, tell me and let me help you solve it."

The caring words made Xiangmeng's tears more turbulent, and he said almost choked up: "I don't want you to be sad... I don't know... I don't know what to do... Ziqi said he likes you...he will be sad...you also Will be sad...I don't know how to answer...I'm afraid...I'm afraid I'm going to be left behind again...I'm afraid..."

Are you afraid of being left behind, so you take the initiative to leave...?

Intermittent words, vague and even unclear, but Lu Heng understood clearly, and because he understood, he felt more distressed, "Because I am afraid of losing friends like us, so I left by myself and let myself be wronged?" ?”

"Well... because... I don't know..." Xiang Meng's voice was trembling and helpless.

Lu Heng looked at Xiang Meng who was at a loss, and sighed helplessly, "Xiang Meng, let me ask you now, do you still want to stay with everyone?"

Xiang Meng replied with tears: "...I think so."

"Good boy, as long as it's like this." Lu Heng touched Meng's head, "Everyone will understand your mood, including Ziqi."

"Is this really all you need?" Xiang Meng looked at Lu Heng in confusion with her big eyes.

Lu Heng smiled and said, "Really, you are so cute, no one will hate you."

"I'm actually not cute at all."

"Well, you're handsome, cutie."

"..."

"Meow~"

"It's going to snow, cutie, would you like to take me to see where you live?"

……

Normally, Xiang Meng should have returned by this time, so Bertrand was a little worried. He put on his coat and was about to go out to look for it, when he saw Xiang Meng and a man walking side by side, "Master, who is this?"

"Hi, my name is Lu Heng, Xiangmeng's friend."

The movement at the door attracted Mama Liu's attention. Mama Liu was slightly surprised when she saw Lu Heng, and then she smiled kindly and invited Lu Heng into the room. Her happy appearance made Bertrand look sideways frequently.

Leaving Xiang Meng and Lu Heng in the living room, Bertrand followed Mama Liu into the kitchen, wanting to find out.

Xiang Meng sat obediently next to Lu Heng, while Ink rolled on the carpet in front of the sofa. A few black hairs were stained on the light-colored carpet. Xiang Meng twisted her fingers, and after a long while, she choked out a sentence, " Are you really Brother Big Fish?"

"Of course." Lu Heng raised his eyebrows, took out his mobile phone and called up photos from ten years ago, "This is me."

Seeing the photos, Xiang Meng is completely convinced that ten years is enough for a person to undergo earth-shaking changes, and it is understandable that Xiang Meng did not recognize him, not to mention that the photos left by Xiang Meng are only a hazy back view.

Fog covered Xiangmeng's eyes again, big tear bubbles hung on his eyelashes, and he seemed to cry again with his hands on his knees.

Lu Heng put his arms around Xiangmeng's shoulders, squeezed Xiangmeng's nose pitifully, and coaxed softly: "Be good, don't cry, I will always be here in the future, don't be afraid."

"...You can't leave me..." Xiang Meng grabbed the corner of Lu Heng's clothes tightly, as if grabbing the last straw.

There was a "creaking" sound in the fireplace, and the orange flame continuously provided warmth.

When he learned that Lu Heng was the same person ten years ago, Bertrand was so surprised from ear to ear, but the information made him both happy and worried.

The person ten years ago was very special to Mr. Xiang Meng, because that was the only unbroken hope that supported Xiang Meng to the present, and a slight mistake could cause devastating damage to Xiang Meng.

This kind of worry made Bertrand look dignified throughout the lunch, but he hid it in front of Xiang Meng very well, so that he didn't notice anything wrong.

When it was lunch break, Xiang Meng and Ink were habitually sleepy. Bertrand asked him to go upstairs to rest. After making sure that he had already fallen asleep, he sat down on the sofa opposite Lu Heng.

Lu Heng closed the magazine he brought with him, put it on the table, and said calmly, "Mr. Bertrand, if you have something to say, just say it, and I also want to know more about Xiang Meng's situation. "

Xiang Meng lay on the big soft bed with a relaxed expression, as if she had gained an unprecedented sense of security in her heart, and Xiang Meng slept in an unprecedented peaceful sleep. Ink quietly entered Xiangmeng's room, grabbed the corner of the quilt that had fallen to the floor, climbed onto the bed with difficulty, and chose a good position next to Xiangmeng's pillow, taking it as his own as a matter of course.

At this moment, Lu Heng's relationship with Xiang Meng is like Xiang Meng's existence in ink's heart.He is the reliance of Xiangmeng's heart, the most trusted master of Xiangmeng, and the object who can let Xiangmeng show the softest and most fragile appearance without reservation.

Now, only Lu Heng has the right to touch the softest and most fragile belly.

"You are such a special existence to the young master. After all, he came out because of you. I don't want to see him change back to the way he was ten years ago." Bertrand said with a serious expression, "I don't know What are your feelings for the young master, but I can only tell you that he can't bear any harm anymore!"

Lu Heng looked down at the shocking data in his hand. This is Bertrand's analysis of Xiang Meng's growth record and psychological state. Among them, the best period of time was the few months when he worked in Diji, and the data after resignation It is scary.

"His physical condition and mental state have never been as healthy as we have seen. If you cannot guarantee that you will not cause harm to him, then please stay as far away from him as possible." Bertrand took the record back into the file bag with a serious face Looking at Lu Heng carefully.

"You have been by his side for so many years, haven't you found a solution?" Lu Heng suppressed the discomfort in his heart. Even though he knew that Bertrand is a famous psychiatrist today, he still couldn't help doubting and angering.

"I'm sorry, none of my team and I have successfully entered Xiangmeng's inner world." Bertrand said with downcast eyes, "He locked his heart in a copper wall, and no one can do anything about it, but—"

Bertrand raised his head and looked at Lu Heng with burning eyes, "You may be the only exception."

……

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when Xiangmeng woke up, and he was woken up by Ink's foot stepping on his face. He still didn't understand how Ink entered his room. This may become one of the seven great mysteries in the world.

Xiang Meng fed ink a little water, went downstairs in no hurry, took out her phone, hesitated for a while, and finally downloaded the Weibo app again.

What Xiang Meng was afraid to see did not appear, but the many caring greetings moved him.

Xiang Meng hastily moved her fingers to edit a Weibo, and thousands of words were finally condensed into one sentence.

I don't want to be cute at all: I'm back.

"Ahhhhhhhhh! Welcome back!"

"The missing persons have finally returned, and Ma Ma is going to call the police!"

"I can't suppress the prehistoric power in my body, I'll go downstairs and run twice!!!!"

"Welcome to the meeting, everyone is worried about you!"

"What the hell happened to Mengmeng these days? I always feel like I'm going to zoom in!!"