do you have a crush on me

Until she got off the roller coaster, Su Ran was still in a lost state. She sat on the chair and stared blankly ahead, feeling pale.

Mu Qing unscrewed a bottle of water and handed it over, both worried and helpless, "If you can't play, tell me earlier, why insist?"

"Senior sister, you didn't give me a chance to tell me, okay?" The feeling of fear and horror in her heart has not completely disappeared, and Su Ran who was affected was also a little annoyed. Bottle of water, she sniffled, feeling very wronged, "What I wanted to say, but senior, you didn't give me a chance at all!"

Mu Qing: "..." Seeing that the other party was in tears, no amount of anger turned into a sigh. She stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and comforted her in a nice voice, "Yes, yes, it's my fault, I shouldn't have missed it." I asked you and I couldn't help but drag you to ride the roller coaster, I was wrong, don't cry..."

She paused while talking, then suddenly said, "If you cry again, I will cry too!" She pouted and muttered, "Who is not a little princess anymore!"

Su Ran was amused by her funny appearance, but she said, "Then you cry, and I will stop making trouble!"

"Hey, aren't you embarrassing me?" Mu Qing scratched her face, "I haven't cried since I was 12..."

"Liar!" Su Ran glared at her with red eyes, and said, "Obviously she cried for me, more than once!"

Mu Qing belatedly thought of those scenes, her face blushed immediately, she snatched Su Ran's mineral water in embarrassment, and said guiltily while screwing it up, "Let's go! Go play on the merry-go-round. "

Su Ran was stunned for a moment, then immediately got up and chased after her, laughing at her, "Hahaha, senior sister, are you guilty? Right? Hehehe~ I didn't expect to be caught by me, and you will still tease me in the future!"

Mu Qing was annoyed by her, and suddenly stopped in her footsteps, Su Ran bumped into her back unexpectedly, clutching her red nose, she burst into physical tears from pain, "Why did you stop all of a sudden..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Mu Qing turned her head to hold her face and put her lips together. The tip of her tongue slipped into Su Ran's open gap and gave a deep kiss, which was still on her bright red lips at the end. He took a bite, and blinked at Su Ran who was completely dumbfounded, "Hmph~ This is your punishment!"

After finishing speaking, he put his arm around her neck, leaned half of his body on her, and dragged her forward, "Let's go! Go play on the merry-go-round!" She raised the mineral water in her hand in a good mood .

Lin Qiqi, who had just come out of the marshmallow shop on the street and witnessed everything, rolled her eyes at Mu Qing's back, "It's so high-profile, I'm not afraid of anything." She said and put the pink marshmallow Pass it to Lin Xiao.

Lin Xiao is Le with crooked eyebrows, "It's good, I'm also very happy to see them so sweet."

"Very happy?" Lin Qiqi rolled her eyes, and the ghost approached her, but Lin Xiao was not Su Ran, she dodged sensitively, and asked with some doubts, "What's wrong?"

Lin Qiqi immediately pursed her lips unhappily, "Cut~ I thought I could succeed in a sneak attack like Mu Daqing~" She straightened up, angrily took a bite of the marshmallow, tore it off, and chewed it while chewing. Expressing his emotions, "Since Sister Xiaoxiao went to work, we have less and less time to see each other. It has been a long time since we have been close. I am really upset!"

Lin Xiao was taken aback for a moment, then smiled awkwardly, "Qiqi, you're still young..."

"How small? The B cup is quite big!" She puffed out her chest deliberately as she spoke, showing her own arc, which made Lin Xiao feel helpless and funny, "You know what I'm not talking about..."

"What is that? Age?" Lin Qiqi stopped and turned her head to look over, her expression turned cold for a moment, "Sister Xiaoxiao, I was only 15 years old when we were together, and I was even younger at that time."

"I saw you and that Qin Zhao together more than two or three times. When you went to Haishi, he followed him, right?" Lin Qiqi said calmly, "I know you go to work, and even Mu Qing persuaded me to let me Take it easy and trust you more... I am very happy that you can ask for leave to play with me, but you know? I don't feel that we are getting closer, but that we are getting further and further apart."

"In the past, even if our family objected and we were beaten and scolded, we were very happy to walk on the road together hand in hand. Now I feel that something has changed between us. We still like each other, but...like it seems useless. "She said here, and asked seriously, "Sister Xiaoxiao, what are you hiding from me? What else is there that I can't know?"

"I..." Lin Xiao was stunned, she opened her mouth to say something, but couldn't say anything, she lowered her eyelids, her face was full of depression.

Lin Qiqi saw her emotions, and suddenly supported her forehead and sighed, "Really, why did I say these things..."

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand to hold Lin Xiao's hand, and smiled like a normal person, "I'm sorry, Miss Xiaoxiao, the individual competition in March is coming soon, I'm under a lot of pressure, don't mind."

She reached out to hold her arm, "Let's go, let's go to the jumping machine! It's hard to come out to play, you must have a good time!"

Lin Xiao looked at her profile and closed his eyes, and said sorry in his heart.

The two team played in the amusement park all day, and when the park was about to close, they met in front of the last project, the haunted house. Mu Qing and the others arrived later, and as soon as Lin Qiqi saw someone, she flew over, clasped her arms Her neck jumped and circled, and she grinned, "Oh, oh, it's finally here!"

Mu Qing pinched her hand in disgust, "Let go."

"Cut~" Lin Qiqi pouted, but let go.

Su Ran looked at the entrance of the haunted house that was made into a cave with some hesitation, and pulled Muqing's sleeve nervously, "That senior sister, are we really going?"

Before Mu Qing could speak, Lin Qiqi yelled first, "Wow, isn't it? Xiao Su Ran, are you so timid?"

Su Ran bit her lip and said nothing, Lin Xiao walked over and knocked Lin Qiqi on the head, "Don't make trouble." After speaking, he patted Su Ran's head and said with a smile, "Don't be afraid, the three of us are all exist."

"Hmm..." Su Ran nodded.

Despite the psychological training, after walking in the haunted house for a long time, Su Ran couldn't help but get scared, and kept shrinking to the side, "Senior sister QAQ..."

A hand patted her shoulder, and Lin Xiao's voice came from the side, "Don't be afraid, I'm with you."

Su Ran was taken aback, "Sister Xiaoxiao? It's you..." She couldn't help being disappointed, she looked around, and found that this area was only the two of them, she couldn't help but asked suspiciously, "Well, senior sister and the others Woolen cloth?"

"I don't know, I probably got separated." Lin Xiao smiled and asked gently, "Why? Do you think I can't protect you?"

"No, no..." Su Ran quickly waved her hand.

Lin Xiao smiled lightly, paused, and said suddenly, "Su Ran, do you still remember what I said when I was in Haishi?" She reminded, "The things I need to tell, I now I want to talk, can you listen to me?"

"Huh? Are you here?" Su Ran blinked, a little surprised.

"Well, here it is. Qiqi won't come back for the time being, only this time is safe." Lin Xiao said, patting the two stone benches next to him, and beckoning, "Let's talk about it here."

"Um, good." Su Ran sat down and rubbed her fingers a little uneasy.

Lin Xiao saw her fear, and laughed twice, "It's all fake here, you don't have to be so afraid."

Su Ran also laughed, "I know it's fake, but I still can't stop being afraid, it's just that I can't overcome that psychology."

Lin Xiao was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "You are right, I am the same now, I know it shouldn't be like this, but I still can't overcome my cowardice."

"Ah?" No matter how dull Su Ran was, she could see that something was wrong with Lin Xiao. She stretched out her hand to hold it, and asked concerned, "What's the matter?"

Lin Xiao sighed, "...you know, my family is against me being with Qiqi. In their eyes, I am abnormal and perverted. My mother even cried and beat me, trying to beat me Sent to a mental hospital." She said here with a sad smile, "even though I told them that sexual orientation is not a disease, they will not listen to me."

"Sister Xiaoxiao..." Su Ran was a little anxious, and she comforted clumsily, "You, don't be sad, aren't you still Senior Sister Qiqi..."

"Yes, there is Qiqi, but I am most sorry for Qiqi." Lin Xiao looked at her with a painful expression on his face, "I brought her on this road, everything is my fault ... She could have been fine and walked down the normal path, but because of me, my private thoughts, brought her onto this path of no return..."

"She is very brainy, and she will never look back when she decides on something. When she came out of the closet, she made a big fuss, and she once had a stalemate with her family..." Lin Xiao said up to this point, closed his eyes and smiled wryly, and said with a sigh, "But I'm too cowardly, I can't be as relentless as her, that's why I ended up like this..."

"...Sister Xiaoxiao," Su Ran took a deep breath, put his hand on her head, and said slowly and sincerely, "Sister Xiaoxiao, senior sister Qiqi has never blamed you, you don't need to express these emotions Torture yourself from the bottom of your heart, your relationship has reached this point for so many years, do you still want to give up?"

"Sister Qiqi is still fighting, Sister Xiaoxiao," she asked, "Are you going to be a deserter?"

Under Su Ran's soft questioning, Lin Xiao shook her head in a daze, and after a long while, she slowly smiled, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and smiled helplessly, "Ah, really, I'm such a terrible adult , You haven’t figured it out until now.”

"You are right, we have persisted until this point, do we still have to give up?" Lin Xiao took out his mobile phone, handed it to Su Ran, and said to her with a smile, "Xiao Ran, please do me a favor. "

"You call the person marked as Qin Ershao, call him and tell him—" She paused, her tone was soft but extremely firm, "No matter how much he does, no matter how much pressure he puts on me, even if I Parents have already agreed, but as the person involved——Lin Xiao, the marriage contract with Mr. Qin Zhao is not established."

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Emotions can make people brave and fearless, like Popeye eating spinach. ——Lin Xiao

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Su Ran: I know a big secret.

Sister Xiaoxiao is the most ordinary person in this story. She has selfish desires, cowardly benevolence, and unavoidable difficulties. She is very kind and gentle, but because she does not have enough courage to match, she can only think about reality. compromise.

And Sister Xiaoxiao's choice is often the choice of most people.

I only hope that in the days to come, the prejudice against sexual orientation will disappear, just like what Juan Fu said in an interview, "I am not attending a 'same-sex' wedding, it is just a wedding." I hope that all colored glasses will follow the history disappear.

Finally: Homosexuality is not a disease, not a perversion, it is just a normal sexuality, it does not need to be treated as special, and it does not need to be made fun of like a monkey, it is as normal as eating when hungry and drinking water when thirsty.