do you have a crush on me

Twelve Love Letters: You are like my unrivaled hero, always appearing in front of me when I am most embarrassed, seeing my ugliest appearance, reaching out to me and saying, "Come, come with me."

Su Ran didn't react until she was pulled downstairs. She stared blankly at the figure who was one step ahead, and suddenly suspected that she was actually dreaming.

She stretched out her hand, wanting to touch the tail of her flying hair, but in the end she just grabbed the corner of her clothes.

Mu Qing paused, turned around, all the anger on her face turned into heartache, and the gentleness of the downcast eyes made people's heart flutter, as if she was afraid of disturbing something, her voice was soft, "What's wrong?"

Su Ran shook her head, staring intently at the face of the person in front of her, not daring to blink, fearing that it was just a dream that would be shattered in a blink of an eye.

She asked softly, "Sister... Didn't you go back? Why did you suddenly appear here?"

"I rushed back after receiving a message." Seeing her serious eyes, Mu Qing felt so soft in her heart. She stretched out her hand to hold down her hair, a little annoyed, "Why did you forget to bring a towel out? It's really...you are so swollen all over your body." If it gets wet, you will catch a cold if you don’t dry it off.”

She was a little overwhelmed, but the people around her were all commuters, and they had already gone home at this time, and the distant water could not save the near fire. Xia Jiu went home because of the upcoming physics competition, and only posted a post an hour ago Friends of the train.

She took out her mobile phone and flipped through the address book from the beginning to the end, and finally stopped on Yan Zhao's number for two seconds... Do you want this boy to send it?

……never mind.

Xia Tian was already wearing thin clothes, and after a little water, everything was exposed. She looked at Su Ran's current appearance, and it was really not suitable for boys to come here. She should go up and find someone to ask for one. She patted Su Ran's "You wait here, I'll get you a towel."

As he said that, he was about to leave, but was held back by Su Ran.

"Senior sister," she tugged at Mu Qing's sleeves, and handed over the T-shirt she had in her arms at that time, "Use this."

"Use this?" Mu Qing raised her eyebrows, but still took it, and said with some hesitation, "Are you sure?"

"Well," Su Ran nodded, she brushed her hair, pursed her lips and smiled, "Actually, it's not that wet..."

"Not much wet yet?" Mu Qing angrily covered her head with clothes, with a bad tone, but gently dried her hair.

There was silence between the two, one raised his chin and looked at the person well, and the other focused on holding the clothes to wipe the hair of the person.

"...Don't look." Mu Qing suddenly covered Su Ran's sight with his clothes, and when she was about to pull away in doubt, he grabbed her wrist and stopped her movement.

With no vision, other senses are infinitely magnified, Su Ran suddenly felt the cool fingertips clinging to the inside of the wrist, trembling slightly, the voice above her head was a little hoarse, with a little nasal voice, "Don't look." she said again.

"Sister... sister?" Su Ran's pupils narrowed slightly, she felt hot liquid falling on her hand, and it evaporated in the air in an instant like an illusion, but it was so hot that her fingertips curled up helplessly.

"...I'm sorry." Mu Qing sniffed, then let go of her hand suddenly, as if nothing had happened, bent slightly to wipe the back of her hair, the cloth covering her eyes was pulled back, and the dark The light fell into Su Ran's eyes again.

She squinted her eyes and looked at the greenery in front of her. The light projected from the dormitory building elongated the shadows of the two of them and fell on the tree trunk, like two people hugging intimately.

Mu Qing was tilting her head at this moment, brushing her hair earnestly, her soft breath fell on the side of her neck, arousing a burst of goosebumps, which made her heart beat faster.

bang bang bang bang—

It's like beating a drum.

"Sister, senior sister," Su Ran swallowed, her hands paused, and finally she gently folded her arms and landed on Mu Qing's back. She squeezed her palms nervously, trying to keep her voice quiet. Trembling, "Sister... why did you suddenly apologize?"

Mu Qing stopped for a moment, stroking her shoulders and stood up straight, but Su Ran thought she had noticed her movements, and quickly withdrew her hand in a guilty conscience.

"I...I don't know about you...you..."

"Me? Me what?" Did the senior sister find out what she wanted?Su Ran raised it with a sudden heart, and asked cautiously and expectantly, the hands behind her back were tensely curled up and then relaxed, and the palms were sticky and sweaty.

Mu Qing opened her mouth with a guilty expression, she didn't know where to start, and finally took out her mobile phone, scrolled out the information page and handed it to Su Ran.

"Huh?" Su Ran took it, and saw two short messages from an unfamiliar number above - Su Ran was suffering from depression.

Article 3: SOS.The two messages were sent within [-] minutes.

Su Ran blinked her eyes, first she was disappointed, and then felt funny.Leaving aside that distress signal, depression?It's true that she has severe anxiety, but it's also caused by social phobia, but depression...how does she not know it?

"Sister, maybe..." It was a mistake.

However, Su Ran was interrupted by Mu Qing's "I'm sorry" before he finished speaking.

She lowered her eyelids and pursed her lips guiltily, "I can see that you feel anxious about approaching others, but I didn't expect it to be depression..."

"You must have experienced some bad things in school before...but I still told you those things..." Mu Qing weighed his words, the more he said, the more he felt guilty.

"...Wait!" Su Ran hurriedly stopped her words, the sadness that was still in her heart disappeared, and turned into a dumbfounding, she waved her hand, "It's all a misunderstanding, I don't have depression."

Mu Qing's emotions were suffocated, she blinked blankly, and spit out a syllable, "... huh?"

"I... am really afraid of crowds and the attention of others. Whenever I get close to a crowd, I feel very anxious. My palms sweat and my eyes turn black. I want to hide in a small corner with no one around..." Su Ran She squeezed her hands, and said these symptoms that have been embarrassing her from the past until now, very naturally.

In fact, it is best to admit that you have depression at this time, you can approach the senior sister openly, get her care, become her soft thorn, and be cared for carefully... Just thinking about it makes her heart move.

But she shook her head, and explained obediently and solemnly with her hands behind her back, "I'm not depressed, I just have social phobia."

She thought about it, and in order to testify to her words, she slowly dissected her inner world, "Actually, at the beginning, it was just anxiety, and I found that I was afraid to talk to people, afraid to express my thoughts, and my grades dropped rapidly... Kai's parents During the meeting, listening to the teacher announce those single-digit grades on it is like putting your self-esteem on the laboratory table."

"I saw my mother sitting among those parents, and heard the words of other parents who didn't know what they meant, but it was extremely harsh to my ears anyway... That's when I started to escape."

"Avoiding the crowd, avoiding grades, sitting in a corner every day, writing and drawing in a notebook with his head down... Then one day, the notebook was stolen." Su Ran laughed recalling the scene at that time, but there was something in his eyes. dyed full of loneliness.

"Those words and paintings were displayed on the blackboard one by one, and were ridiculed and ridiculed..." Her voice was soft and slow, building a scene.

The little girl walked into the classroom in the morning, tried her best to avoid the crowd and sat down on the seat, but someone called her name and laughed loudly, "What are you writing? Diary? There are paintings hahahahahaha... ..."

She froze in place, raised her head to see the picture on the blackboard, and fell into an embarrassing situation. The surrounding sounds were like small knives, scraping off a piece of flesh from her body, and then throwing it on the ground at will, wantonly trampled on.

"Every time I watch a movie, I always want to be like the protagonist in the movie, and fight back fiercely to those taunting words... But in real life, I am a coward."

She smiled awkwardly, lowered her head, and rubbed her toes on the ground a little nervously, "Actually, it's not a big deal at all. I'm too sensitive. If it were my senior sister, it wouldn't be like me, right?"

She raised her head as she spoke, but the smile on her face instantly froze, turning into astonishment, she blinked in a daze, and saw Mu Qing standing there quietly, tears streaming down her face.

A hand suddenly covered her, covering her sight, and the cold palm fell on the warm eyelids, making her blink subconsciously.

"...Sister?" Su Ran was a little at a loss, she put her hand on the back of Mu Qing's hand, and was about to pull it down, but was firmly held down.

Mu Qing said in a hoarse voice with some annoyance, "Don't look."

Even though the person in front of her was crying, Su Ran was inexplicably excited inside. The corner of her mouth curled up, and she asked softly, "Is it because I'm... sad, senior sister?"

She originally wanted to say "cry", but seeing Mu Qing didn't want to hear that word, she temporarily changed it to sad.

"I didn't cry, it's just sand in my eyes." Mu Qing sniffed, her hoarse voice was not convincing at all.

Even though the weak wind at this time couldn't carry the sand at all, Su Ran still laughed, nodded seriously, and said slowly, "Well, the sand got into my eyes."

"...Damn it!" Of course Mu Qing knew that Su Ran didn't believe it, let alone she didn't believe it, it was the same bad excuse as in an idol drama, even she herself didn't believe it.

She rubbed her red eyes hard, and felt itching in her palms. Su Ran blinked, and suddenly laughed, "Actually... I'm very lucky."

"The unreasonable emotions can be forgiven every time. Every time I am sad, the senior will appear in front of me. The senior - is my hero."

The temperature on the eyelids suddenly left, and Su Ran, who had regained her light, squinted her eyes uncomfortably, the figure in front of her suddenly rushed up, and the force behind her pulled her forward, causing her body to lean forward slightly, and slammed into Mu Qing's arms.

Before she could react, she was hugged tightly.

Su Ran wanted to turn around, but a hand clasped the back of her head and pushed her back. Mu Qing rubbed against Su Ran's hair with her side face, her gentle voice had the power to comfort people's hearts.

She suddenly let out a low laugh, her voice was inexplicably sultry, and she asked softly, "Shouldn't heroes embrace their followers at this time?"

The breath sprayed on the pinnae, and the hot air rushed to the face belatedly. Su Ran stretched out her hand, paused again, and finally placed it on Mu Qing's back in a fair manner. She buried her face on the senior sister's shoulder, only showing With a pair of eyes, she secretly looked at her embracing hands, and the corners of her mouth raised uncontrollably. She nodded and gave a soft "hmm".

"You are great, you did a great job, Xiao Ran." Mu Qing's voice was slow, with demagogic power, "You are not making trouble for no reason, it is not your fault, we appeared in front of you because you are good, you're worth it."

"God favors you, that's why the world gives you so much suffering, makes you sad, makes you suffer, makes you doubt yourself..."

"You who are strong and found a way out of the darkness—"

"He's the hero of all of us."

Hearing these words, Su Ran was stunned for a long time. It was as if a fountain had been poured into her heart, and ripples appeared after being gently tapped.

Senior sister Mu Qing, you who are so gentle and beautiful, you who shed tears for me, you who are so kind.

How can I be willing to give up?

She closed her eyes, rested her head on Mu Qing's chest, and snorted a little from her nose, "En."

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You are all God's favorite angels, the world will give you so much suffering.

You who work so hard are the heroes of all of us.

myhero.

--small theater

Stupid author: yo~Mu Daqing's first teardrop~~celebrate spreading flowers~~~

Mu Qing: Ahem, I didn't cry, it was the sand that blinded me!

Su Ran: Yes, yes, yes, senior sister is so cute when she cries~

Mu Qing: Me!without!have!cry!

Stupid author: Well, well, you didn't cry (turn around) Sell Mu Daqing's crying feature!The highest price wins!

Su Ran: Me, me, me!

Lin Qiqi: I'll have one too~

Zhou Peng: It’s rare, let’s have one.

Mu Qing: ...