Thousand Lantern Night

At this time, my eyes are out of focus.I just saw a lot of people walking around in front of my eyes, and the scene was chaotic.Then, a man walked into my sight and got down on one knee in front of me.

The first thought that popped into my mind was: This is a marriage proposal pose.

I suddenly wanted to laugh a little.

I always thought that what I was doing was of extraordinary significance to me, and all of what I was looking for would definitely find an effective way to bring an end to Changbai Mountain, the Bronze Gate, the Ultimate, and everything known and unknown.My ultimate goal is to free the man in front of me.Let him no longer have to travel through mountains and rivers to seek the secret of his life experience, and no longer have to bear the responsibility of fate alone.I hope that I can say good morning to him every day when I wake up. I will record all his tracks with photos, voices, and words. No matter how many times he loses his memory, I can use these to tell him The love, hate, sorrow and joy that he has experienced.

I also always thought that in the end, all the hard work would definitely lead to a clear result.

However, after a long circle, everything turned out to point to another fact that no one thought of: that Wu Xie who went through fire and water for Zhang Qiling has passed away; and this Wu Xie who tried to fulfill his greatest wish was instigated by someone ?

I looked at Zhang Qiling a little bored, he begged me to save his Wu Xie.But before that, he refused to disclose any information about his perception at all.

Starting from when he pointed black gold at the Queen Mother of the West and warned me not to follow him, he should already know that I am not Wu Xie.All he can't wait is to find the real Wu Xie one step faster.

If he had told me all this truthfully at that time, the real Wu Xie was trapped in the tower forest of the Jiuli tribe, and he would probably have died.I'm just a fake, a poor wretch who doesn't even know who I am.How would I react?Will I continue to go on this road regardless of everything?Or will he turn around and follow the path he came from to find himself?Or, I will be driven by the desire to gain recognition and existence, insisting that I am Wu Xie, and I am Wu Xie?

The focus of the line of sight suddenly pulled back.I looked at the man kneeling in front of me, this man named Zhang Qiling, and gave him a weird smile.

That's right.Wu Xie is dead.Then why can't I be Wu Xie?From the moment I regained consciousness on the train bound for Hangzhou, I was innocent and Wu Xie.

As for who I am, what I am, where I came from, and who I was instructed by, if I don’t pursue it, who would think it important?

I struggled to get up from the ground, walked around Zhang Qiling, and threw him a sentence: "I don't want to save him." I took a few steps forward, and the horse boys standing there watching immediately backed away in horror.Immediately after, they let out a short exclamation, and then the back of my neck felt cold, and a sharp blade on one side stuck to my side neck.

I smiled fearlessly, turned around slowly, looked at Zhang Qiling and smiled slightly: "You want to kill me? Do it."

Zhang Qiling didn't move.He just maintained the action of holding Hei Jin on my neck, his face was cold.

I looked at him coldly, and suddenly felt that the taste of taking the initiative was surprisingly good.I even took a step forward towards his blade: "Can you do it? Wu Xie is dead, and I am the only person in the world who is exactly like him. I even have Wu Xie's memory. All Those memories of Wu Xie being crazy for you, taking risks for you, and feeling sad and distressed for you are one with me. If I die, then the rumors about you in this world will disappear, no matter how many times you reincarnate in this world Over and over again, no one will remember you."

When I said these words, I should obviously feel happy, but for some reason, my face was wet.Since words are sharp thorns, they naturally have double edges. When the sword is used, it is inevitable to injure the enemy one thousand and self-injure eight hundred.I just realized a reality from my own words, I am just a container containing Wu Xie's memory.

From the moment I was hit in the chest by the ghost seal at Xiling Yinshe, Wu Xie's memory stored in the ghost seal was transplanted to me intact.Since then, I have the only certain perception in this world, which is to become Wu Xie.That is to say, from that moment on, there were these people in my cognition: Wang Meng, Xie Dangjia, Fatty——and Zhang Qiling.

That would also explain why I have no memory of the last year.

Because Wu Xie's memory stored in the ghost seal only went to Changbai Mountain to follow Zhang Qiling.

I finally understood the few dreams I had about Changbai Mountain.In fact, it was the reappearance of the memory shown after the memory in Guixi was transplanted to me.

I should have seen all this long ago.

At that time, Zhang Qiling had nothing to do with Wu Xie's relentless pursuit. He hoped that Wu Xie could forget about him and start living again, so after he knocked Wu Xie out, he gave him a potion that he had prepared long ago.The effect of that potion should be to wash away a person's memory retrogressively.The so-called retrogression, judging from the hints given to me by the dream, is to forget from the day closest to the present.

When Wu Xie realized this, and realized that he had lost his memory for a day, he knew that the memory about Zhang Qiling would go forward and disappear day by day.But at that time, he saw Guixi's blood-sucking function.Then he remembered the legend about jade: Jade is a spiritual ore.The mineral magnetic field of living jade can sense the owner's biomagnetic field and communicate with each other.In ancient times, it was said that living jade could store human souls.And memory is a kind of soul energy, so Wu Xie decided to give it a try, and release his soul energy into the ghost seal before all the memories disappeared.

Later, Xie Yuhua went to Changbai Mountain to find the unconscious Wu Xie and brought him back to Hangzhou.Guixi followed Wu Xie to Hangzhou.After Wu Xie woke up, he hid the ghost seal on the beam of the small antique shop.Relying only on the remaining consciousness, I started to look for the broken mark of the ghost seal.

That's why all my memories are backwards from the Changbai Mountain period, but nothing happened later.

Because of these memories, I spontaneously took over everything about Wu Xie, including my feelings for Zhang Qiling.If there were no such mistakes, I might still be the fool who just woke up from the chaos, but I would never be caught in such an awkward situation.

However, the most embarrassing thing is that I have been deeply involved in other people's lives, but I don't know anything about myself, I don't know where I came from and why I came here.

Now, I have to bear the responsibility brought by this identity and accept the demands of these people who were strangers to me.

Zhang Qiling frowned tightly, as if trying to endure some kind of pain, staring at my eyes motionless.He shook his head slightly and said, "I don't care. I want Wu Xie to live."

I asked, "Is it okay if no one remembers you?"

"It's okay," he said.

I asked, "But why should I save Wu Xie?"

He said, "Because my will is your will."

I asked, "You already knew I wasn't Wu Xie, right?"

He said, "Yes."

I asked, "You already knew everything about me, right?"

"It's not too early," he said.

I asked, "Then why didn't you tell me?"

"I have my mission, and you have yours," he said.

I laughed mockingly, this time it was true, tears came out of laughing. "My mission? To put it bluntly, I still have value to use. For you, I need to use other purposes. So you just look at me like a fool. As long as the truth does not come out, I will be like you Be as stupid as you want. Until the moment you can use me. Right!"

Zhang Qiling shook his head and said, "Not exactly."

I sneered: "It's already at this point, stop playing with words. What do you mean not completely? Not completely, then why do you ask me to save Wu Xie now? I don't even know that I can save Wu Xie. Why do you You know? Didn't you just wait for this opportunity?"

Zhang Qiling's Adam's apple moved a few times, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I thought——Wu Xie was still alive. I thought he would wait for me."

I am speechless.

The sentence "I think" summed up all the affection of this man.That's probably the only source of motivation for him to do all this.Maybe because I love him with Wu Xie's identity, at this time, I still feel sorry for him.

However, that shouldn't be a reason for me to take it all in this bureau.In this world, there are thousands of infatuation and love, but they should not be used as a basis for hurting and disappointing others.

I should have been free.The body is also at ease, and the heart is also wandering.Only be who I want to be, and only pay my heart and life for what I want.

I said to Zhang Qiling: "I'm sorry. I don't want to save Wu Xie. I don't want to ask how you know I can save Wu Xie. I don't want to know how to save him. I don't want to pursue everything that happened in the past. I just want to be free."

Zhang Qiling was silent for a while, and after a long time, he suddenly put down Hei Jin.He said: "Whether you are willing to save Wu Xie or not, you cannot be free. From the moment you were born, you are destined to be impossible to be free. You are like me, and you can only follow the arrangement of fate to go. Road. If you will spend the rest of your time searching for the truth of your life experience, if one day you find out, you will still come back to me.”

His light tone annoyed me, and I said harshly, "I won't."

He said: "You will. Haven't you ever thought about the phenomenon that you are different from ordinary people? The highly poisonous snow mountain grass in Kunlun Mountains, and the flame array incinerated by the Queen Mother of the West have left you unscathed. Why is the ghost ring of the Fuxi clan only you can?" Get it, why do you never find it strange why the ghost ring has the power to destroy the world in your hands?"

When Zhang Qiling said this, my body trembled involuntarily.I have long felt strange about these unusual phenomena, but every time I automatically choose to ignore them, it may be my subconscious choice and escape: I am afraid of this truth, and I dare not face this truth.

Zhang Qiling continued: "It's true that you passively accepted Wu Xie's memory, but this is also your own choice. You are willing to become Wu Xie, and you are willing to use his identity to prove that you are a legitimate existence. With this world Everyone in the world is no different."

I suddenly covered my ears, and took a few steps back in embarrassment: "Shut up! Don't say any more!"

There was a harsh ridicule from the side, and Qin Ai's indistinguishable voice hummed and said, "This is really interesting."

However, no one answered his words.There was just silence all around.

Zhang Qiling approached me, I retreated step by step, he approached step by step, his deep voice seemed to be pierced into my brain and eardrum by countless sharp needles. "Why don't you ask me about your life experience, why don't you want to know how to save Wu Xie, why don't you pursue everything that happened in the past? Because you dare not. You are afraid to know all this, and you are afraid to know the meaning of your existence. An illusion of nothingness."

I had a splitting headache, and under his pressure, I stepped back to a step, and suddenly tripped and fell to the ground.I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, so I could only hold my palm tightly.However, apart from the coldness of those two rings, I have nothing in my hand.

The fat man followed me and wanted to help me, but he stretched out his hand in the end, stopped there awkwardly, just turned his head to look at Zhang Qiling, and sighed: "Brother, isn't it a little inhumane for us to do this?" Then he stood in front of me. He knelt down, patted my shoulder and said, "Well, naive—if you don't mind, I'll call you naive again. Listen to me, although our request is a little bit, we really can't force you. But you know the situation now. We have worked so hard for these three ghost rings. Now that you have two of them, you will not be able to get out of this situation no matter what. Zhang Yinzhen It is considered that Master Huaer is stable for the time being. Once you go out independently, Zhang Yinzhen will never let you go. At that time, it will not only be between you and Zhang Yinzhen, but someone outside wants to play with this ghost There are too many people to go. If you really go out, it’s not safe.”

I raised my head and stared blankly at the fat man.I didn't listen to what he said.I just heard him call me naive.

I remembered that when I first regained consciousness, on the train passing through Hangzhou, I slapped my head and yelled at the steward who wanted to check my ID card: "My name is Tianzhen."