hot fire

eleven

As usual, Xi walked towards the psychiatric ward, ready to start a routine round of the day, but saw a figure approaching from a distance, it was Zhao Lingcheng.

"Doctor Xia, what a coincidence, I finally met you." Zhao Lingcheng walked to her side and said.

"Are you free? Come here when you have time." Xi didn't stop.

"You should be able to use the time you don't need to see a doctor? Are you going to make rounds? I'll accompany you." Zhao Lingcheng walked with Xi.

"No, I hate having people around when I make rounds, especially irrelevant people." Xi stopped at the door of the ward.

"Don't be so alien, it's not boring to be with someone else, let's go, don't delay too long." After Zhao Lingcheng finished speaking, he grabbed Xi's wrist and walked into the ward.

"Let go." Xi said coldly, without moving.

Zhao Lingcheng looked at Xi with some embarrassment, he didn't expect Xi to stand stubbornly where he was.

"Yuxi, why are you standing at the door?" A male doctor in a white robe came out of the ward.

Zhao Lingcheng was startled by the sudden voice, and quickly let go of Xi's wrist.

"Director," Xi nodded to the director, then glanced at Zhao Lingcheng, and continued, "I was going to make a house inspection, but was delayed by some things."

Zhao Lingcheng stood aside in embarrassment.

"This is?" The director looked at Zhao Lingcheng, and then saw the disgusted expression on Xi's face.

"Hi, Director. I'm Zhao Lingcheng, a newcomer to the Department of Radiation Oncology. Please give me your advice." Zhao Lingcheng extended his hand to the director.

"New here? What are you doing here? It seems that the radiation oncology department is easy?" The director didn't intend to shake his hand.

"Uh...it's not easy, I just happen to be free..." Zhao Lingcheng hesitated.

"Do you have time to run so far?" The director raised his eyebrows and asked, but Zhao Lingcheng couldn't answer.

"Yuxi, if someone brings you any trouble or harassment, you are welcome, please let me know. I think our hospital has a problem with doctors who go to other departments to hang out during working hours. It is necessary to conduct a thorough review." After the director finished speaking, he deliberately glanced at Zhao Lingcheng.

"Okay, I will, thank you Director." Xi said.

"Then I'll go first." After the director finished speaking, he took another look at Zhao Lingcheng before leaving.

After the director left, Xi ignored Zhao Lingcheng and walked into the ward.

Thinking of what the director said and Zhao Lingcheng's expression, Xi's mood improved unconsciously.

"Doctor Xia in a good mood today?" The head nurse saw Xi appearing in front of the nursing station.

"Not bad, does the patient have any special conditions?" Xi asked with a smile.

The head nurse gave a general report on the situation, and Xi nodded to show that she understood.

"Doctor Xia," when Xi was about to leave the nursing station, another nurse stopped her, "The male doctor just outside the ward..."

"One fly." Xi said expressionlessly.

"Tsk tsk, he deserved to be met by the director." The nurse shook her head and said.

"Okay, don't gossip. I'm going to make a round." After Xi finished speaking, she signed the form for the routine round and left the nursing station.

Thinking of Zhao Lingcheng being met by the director, it is really satisfying.The corner of Xi's mouth curved even wider.

By the time Xi finished her rounds, it was already time for lunch.

Xi∣kitten, are you resting?Want to eat together?

Xi took out her mobile phone and passed the line to Qi.

After pressing the teleport button, Xi realized what she had done... It turned out that the emotion of wanting to share her life with Qi surpassed the reason she used to rely on.

Qi∣Okay, where is the offer?What to eat?how are you

Xi∣Let’s make an appointment on the rooftop of our building. You can eat whatever you want, even lunch.

Not long after, the two of them met on the rooftop.

"Are you okay? What's going on?" Qi handed Xi the lunch box and drinks, and asked nervously. It was the first time Xi asked her for dinner in the hospital.

"Very good, why are you so nervous?" Xi looked at Qi and asked.

"You never asked me to eat in the hospital, and you want to know if something serious happened." Qi said honestly.

"Is this a complaint?" Xi was taken aback, her chopsticks stopped in mid-air.

"No, no..." Qi didn't know how to answer Xi's question.

"Okay, don't be nervous, you have the right to complain." Xi smiled and shook Qi's hand.

Am I entitled to complain about...?Qi stared at the hand held by Xi, and could feel the warmth of Xi's palm.

"What is the kitten thinking? He is absent-minded when eating." Xi said, putting a piece of eggplant into Qi's bento.

"Xi is picky again." Qi looked at the eggplant and frowned.

"The kitten is complaining again... I'll just eat it." After Xi finished speaking, she took the eggplant and put it in her mouth, pinching her nose and "swallowing" it hard.

"Okay, if you don't like it, I'll help you eat it." Seeing the "pain" the eggplant brought Xi, Qi couldn't help saying softly.

"It's all for you." Xi was not polite at all, and quickly picked all the eggplants into the Qi bowl.

"Then, you should eat more vegetables." Qi also put a bunch of vegetables back into Xi's bowl.

"Eggplant is good." Xi obediently accepted it without any objection.

Duan Xiaorong, have you ever sat here with Xi?Did you do the same thing as me?At that time, how much did you love her?Why did you give up in the end?I would never, never treat Xi the way you do.Qi looked at Xi who was happy because the "eggplant" was taken away by her. She suddenly became jealous of the girl she had never met, the girl who once had everything Xi had but chose to give up at the end.

A long time ago, you also complained about my picky eaters like this, but after reading a few words from me, you still accepted it silently... The woman in front of you did the same thing as you... At this moment, Xi finally understood why she hadn't found her in the hospital. Qi, in a beautiful name, I don’t want people to talk about it, but in fact, I still stubbornly "hold" something, dare not face the "past" that has never passed, thinking that I can't bear that kind of pain... Unexpectedly, when she was busy escaping, time "conscientiously" took away the pain, and the memory left behind was like a past, unremarkable.

"Why did you suddenly ask me for dinner?" Qi still asked this question.

"Oh, yes! I almost forgot to tell you..." Xi seemed to be reminded suddenly, and told Qi about meeting Zhao Lingcheng at the door of the ward in the morning.

"Tsk tsk, he should be able to settle down like this." Qi said after listening.

"I hope... I'm only worried that he will go back to harass you again." Xi looked at Qi, possessiveness appeared in his eyes again.

Did Xi find out by herself?The possessiveness in her eyes.Qi looked at Xi, and she had to admit that she liked Xi's eyes.

"Probably not... Then I can really call him a bad man." Qi said with a smile.

"He is a bad man. If he comes to you again, he must tell me, you know?" Xi's tone was strong.

What's wrong with me?How can you talk to the kitten like that?It's not my business... But, I just don't want him near the kitten.Xi was taken aback by what she said.

She even discovered that she had never even spoken to Xiao Rong like this.

"I see, if he bothers me, I will tell Xi, don't worry." After Qi finished speaking, he gave Xi a smile to reassure her.

"Yeah." Xi nodded, forcing herself to regain her composure.

Why, when I was with the kitten, my heart became more and more uncontrollable?Is this really good for us?Can the kitten accept the me that she doesn't know, or who is completely different from her imagination?Xi began to worry. She didn't expect that she was more afraid of losing Qi than she imagined.

The two finished their lunch happily while chatting, and Qi was ready to go back to work.

"Are you busy this afternoon?" Xi asked.

"It's okay." Qi packed the garbage into a bag.

"Let me throw it away!" Xi took the trash from Qi's hands.

"Thank you, then I'll go!" Qi shook Xi's hand, ready to leave.

"Little cat," Xi called to stop Qi, and Qi turned around, "Come on!" Xi gave Qi a big smile.

"Understood." Qi also returned a smile before leaving.

How long have I not been happy because of a person's smile?Kitten... why, I am happy because of your smile?I care about you, is it a good thing?Will it be that in the end, I hurt you instead?Xi looked at Qi's back with complicated emotions.

Qi continued to work in the afternoon with a happy mood.

The two met again in Xi's car after get off work.

"How is the afternoon?" Xi asked Qi first.

"Well, it's quite smooth." Qi looked at Xi, and a smile appeared on her face.

"Little cat, don't move." Xi stretched out her hands and held Qi's cheeks.

Qi didn't understand Xi's actions, so he looked at Xi with his eyes open.

Before Qi could figure out Xi's intention, Xi kissed Qi's lips.

Qi didn't expect Xi to kiss her in the car, and he was more frightened than happy.

"Xi, are you okay?" Qi was taken aback by Xi's series of abnormal actions.

"Why do you keep asking this question today?" Xi said as she drove the car away from the hospital.

"I think... Xi is weird." Qi honestly expressed his thoughts.

"What's wrong?" Xi asked back.

"Suddenly came to me for dinner, and before I left the hospital..." Qi realized that such a topic had never been discussed between them, and everything was done with "doing".A kiss is a kiss, and no one will ask or tell.

"Huh? Kiss you?" Xi finished for Qi.

Qi blushed and nodded.

"Sometimes, I also want to do what I want to do." Xi simply explained.

"What is Xi wanting to do...?" Qi asked.

"That's right..." Xi shrugged.

Qi knew that Dang Xi would always use these three words instead of "this way" when he couldn't say it.

It was an emotion that Xi couldn't express, it was too hot and warm, and she couldn't bear such a temperature.

"Then, so be it, do what you want." Qi understood, she held Xi's hand on the gear lever.

Just do what you want...Really?Will I lose you when I do what I want?Will the same sentence, uttered by different people, have different results?Xi is uneasy.

But at this moment, Qi held Xi's firmness, allowing Xi to find a trace of stability in her panic.

They looked at each other and smiled, a tacit understanding with each other.

Afterwards, as long as the two of them didn't have a meeting at noon, they would almost always have dinner together. At first, Qi was worried that no one would see it, or that someone would gossip if they saw it, but she gradually understood that when Xi wanted to do something, any worries No worries or scruples will affect Xi's decision.

When Qi raised her concerns, Xi's stubborn eyes revealed a kind of persistence of "I will help you if something happens".

Qi began to understand Xi's silent but strong possessive desire.But she found that she didn't hate it, she enjoyed the feeling of "belonging to Xi".

One day, Xi went to a meeting at noon, and Qi had to have dinner with Emily.

"Your relationship with senior sister has improved a lot recently?" Emily asked as soon as she sat down.

"What?" Qi didn't respond for a while.

"You guys, don't you eat Chinese food together as long as your senior is fine?" Emily wanted to gossip again

"Oh, yes, Xi decided." Qi nodded.

"So, your relationship has made a big leap forward." Emily looked at Qi excitedly.

"Why are you so excited? This is also an excuse to ignore Zhao Lingcheng." Qi said.

"Zhao Lingcheng? Oh, the doctor who brought flowers to the office every day before? He's been quite quiet lately." Emily thought that the office hadn't received flowers for many days.

"Didn't Xi tell you? Before, Zhao Lingcheng ran to find her when she was going to make rounds, and then happened to meet your director at the door of the ward." Qi looked at Emily and asked.

"No! Do you think she will tell me about this kind of thing? Please, how is it possible. Tell me what happened!" Emily looked at Qi with bright eyes.

Qi relayed to Emily what Xi told her that day.

"Tsk tsk, no wonder he disappeared silently... But won't he pester you again?" Emily became worried after hearing this.

"At least not yet... Xi probably doesn't want him to bother me, so let's have lunch together. I don't think he will dare to do anything to Xi anymore." Qi said, biting his chopsticks.

"This is really a brilliant move! As expected of a senior, you can kill two birds with one stone." Emily said thoughtfully.

"What kills two birds with one stone?" Qi asked.

"Kill flies and watch your loved ones." Emily said without thinking.

"What..." Qi said unbearably, but blushed.

"You are obviously very happy, but you still want to pretend." Emily deliberately teased Qi.

"Okay, okay, tell me what you want!" Qi knew that he couldn't talk to Emily.

"However, I am very happy to see you like this. Qi, you deserve to be treated like this by her." Emily said suddenly.

"Oh, um..." Facing Emily's seriousness, Qi didn't know how to respond.

"Anyway, come on! Grab your senior." Emily said earnestly.

"Okay, I see." Qi seemed to be the only one to reply.

"Don't bother with other unimportant characters, hum! How can he be better than senior sister, that man." Emily said with a look of disdain.

"Ha! Yes, man..." Qi said.

"Not a good thing!" they both said at the same time.

Then laugh together.

After eating, they each returned to their own "battlefields", and Qi found that it was nice to have dinner with Emily once in a while.

Although eating with Emily often makes me dumbfounded by her, it always reminds Qi of the days when they were abroad together, the days when there was no Xi and they worked hard alone.

If there is no Xi, what will happen to me now?will i come backOr will you stay in the US?These questions pop up in your head from time to time.

"Little cat, what are you thinking again?" Xi appeared in front of Qi and kissed Qi's lips.

Xi, who just took a shower, has a refreshing fragrance on her body.

"Xi, have you ever thought about..." After Qi opened his mouth, he found that he didn't know how to continue.

"What have you thought about?" Xi asked, sitting next to Qi.

"Well...it's nothing." Qi picked up the towel hanging around his neck and began to wipe his hair.

"Obviously there is, tell me quickly." Xi said close to Qi's face.

"That's right, that's right..." Qi still hesitated.

"Little cat, I won't eat you again, why are you so scared." After Xi finished speaking, he rubbed Qi's head like a kitten, returned to his chair, turned and returned to the computer, without continuing to ask.

"I'm just thinking, if I didn't meet you, what would I do now? Where would I be?..." Qi said in a low voice behind Xi, but enough for Xi to hear.

Xi turned around and looked at Qi with complicated eyes.

Qi realized that he seemed to have said something wrong, so he lowered his head silently, like a child who did something wrong.

"Why do you think about these questions?" Unexpectedly, Xi approached quietly, gently covered Qi's face with both hands, raised it carefully, and looked into her eyes and asked.

"I don't know..." Qi lowered his eyes.

"Then, have you thought of an answer?" Xi asked again.

Qi shook his head.

"Well... maybe, it will be better than now!" Xi said as if joking, but with seriousness.

"No way!" Qi immediately retorted without thinking.

Xi just smiled and turned back to the screen without further questioning.

"If I hadn't met Xi," Qi sat next to Xi, leaning his head on Xi's shoulder and began to say, "I would be very lonely now... I go to and from work alone, and I don't know where to go when I have nothing to do. I live alone in the cold winter. In the summer, I would sleep alone in a cold air-conditioned room...I probably wouldn't go abroad to play, because it doesn't seem to make any difference whether I stay at home alone or go out to play...And then I might face annoying flies like Zhao Lingcheng every day, and I wouldn't go abroad to play. Someone will help me out..."

Xi looked at Qi with slightly surprised eyes.

"Meeting Xi is a very happy thing." Qi said this sentence as the end.

Xi caressed Qi's cheeks, pursed her lips, as if she wanted to say something, but swallowed it back, and finally, she kissed Qi.

Like the kiss in the greenhouse, soft and without aggression, but with strong dependence and deep nostalgia.All kinds of things that Xi had never expressed in words were clearly and strongly conveyed to Qi's heart in the kiss at this moment.But at the same time, Qi also felt that Xi was eager to hide, but became more and more obviously afraid, and also, uneasy.

"Xi, if you were given a wish, it would definitely come true, what would you wish for?" Qi asked after Xi's lips left Qi.

"What's the problem?" Xi laughed.

"Oh, just think about it." Qi held Xi's hand like a child who was cheating.

"Hmm... let me think about it..." Xi raised her head, thinking with her eyes closed.

Will Xi say "that's it"?Qi looked at Xi, wondering what Xi would say.

"If a wish can really come true," Xi slowly opened her eyes, "then, so be it."

"Well, that's it." Qi smiled, and she kissed Xi's lips instead.

Xi's cold hands slipped in from the hem of her clothes, and Qi gasped at the sudden surprise.

"It's so warm..." Xi bit Qi's lip, feeling the warmth of Qi's chest with her palm.

"Hmm..." Qi closed his eyes and felt Xi's caress.

Xi got under the blanket, pulled up Qi's blouse, and pressed it against Qi's body, her fair body became a playground for her hands and lips.

Not letting Xi focus on her beauty, Qi turned over, "It's not fair..." She said while taking off Xi's pajamas.

Hugging without barriers made them sigh contentedly at the same time.

"You are so warm..." Xi said in a tone full of desire, holding Qi with her head buried in her chest, kissing her round chest.

"You're so sexy..." Qi kissed Xi's flat belly.

Xi couldn't help but arched her body, letting herself stick to Qi, Qi put one arm around Xi's waist, and reached for the source of lust with the other hand.

"Ah..." When Qi's fingers touched Xi's sensitivity that had been waiting for her for a long time, Xi couldn't help crying softly.

The stimulation of spinning back and forth brought irresistible pleasure, greedy for more rhythm, the body temperature gradually increased, and both of them were covered with slightly wet sweat.

Xi's enthusiastic cry made Qi unable to stop, the strength of holding her gradually increased, her movements accelerated due to excitement, she wanted Xi, nothing was enough...

It wasn't until being hugged by Xi that she couldn't breathe, feeling the strong trembling of Xi's body, Qi gradually slowed down, and Xi under her was gasping for breath, and she realized that her breathing was also short.

"Have you played enough? Huh?" Xi looked at Qi with a half-smile.

Then before Qi had time to react, Xi started her counterattack.

"Naughty kitten..." Xi said, leaning down and kissing the temptation on Qi's chest.

The touching remonstrance came to her ears, and Qi's reaction encouraged Xi to do whatever she wanted without any scruples.

She walked over Qi's whole body with both words and hands, and the familiar body made her heart flutter every time. Her longing for Qi seemed to be insatiable no matter what...

The person under her was like a flower blooming for her, and the frown that could not hold back the pleasure made her reluctant to give up. She kissed Qi's slightly parted mouth softly, and at the same time met Qi's expectations.

"Xi..." Qi hugged Xi tightly, calling Xi's name, interspersed with extremely provocative cries, swinging his waist until it reached the apex.

Xi lay on Qi's body, waiting for the desire to fade together, trembling intermittently.

"Xi, it's really a blessing to meet you." Qi finished leaning on Xi's chest, closed his eyes, and breathed gradually.

Is it really happiness to meet me?Xi looked at Qi who was sleeping soundly beside her, and Qi's words kept echoing in her mind.

After all, what is happiness?Can happiness really be owned and not lost?If you can, let everything go, so be it.Xi kissed Qi's forehead, put Qi in her arms and fell asleep.