she and me

one,

Access to the top floor is blocked by various compartments.But you can never stop an air elemental from flying up from the penultimate floor.

Standing on the top floor of the building, I felt the morning breeze pulling my hair and cutting my vision.

Actually, I'm a bit silly, I obviously don't need to get the topmost layer.But I did it anyway, because I really hadn't done it.

So at this time, maybe I should learn some TV movies, open my arms, and express my feelings of sadness or enjoyment in a literary way.It's a pity that I was trapped by huge emotions and couldn't make such a difficult move.

Finally the day has come.

I can't think of anything, only this sentence in my heart.Maybe in a deeper and deeper consciousness I am revolving around the bits and pieces of me and her.But on the surface, I didn't fluctuate, and even wanted to laugh a little.

I should laugh.

This is the best ending I can think of.

Yes.

Even so, there was still an irresistible force that held me tightly, and held me tightly, making me unable to breathe.

I still have to pretend.When am I going to pretend.

Enough is enough.Enough is enough.stop it.

Even if Lin Zui didn't strip away my disguise, I couldn't continue to wear it.She's gone.I still make wool?Godmother to her child?Silently guarding her and her child until death?

What a joke.Since when did I, Cheng Jin, become the Virgin Mary?

If it was Lin Zui, he would definitely say something like this: "Cheng Jin, you still have a lot of time, why are you chaining yourself to this old log? Come down to me!"

I want to laugh a little.I always feel that such a pure feeling should appear in the student period—in fact, it is not very long ago.But I feel like half a century.I seem to be in my 80s now, and I seem to have tasted all the ups and downs in the world.Even if there are thousands of unsolved things waiting for me to explore, I don't want to go.I really can't walk anymore.

If Awe-inspiring were here, he would definitely ridicule me.What "doesn't I end up becoming a coward who escapes everything" and "only speaks big words" and the like.

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

I think of many people, mother, father, colleagues, friends, and Xu Meiying.

I am sorry.

In the end, I only had this sentence, which is old-fashioned enough.

but.

I am sorry.

I just--