There is a love that goes without saying

My life has returned to normal, but the missing corner of my heart can no longer be made up.

Life in the company is still going on, Xia Qian didn't show up in the company, the supervisor said he was on a business trip, but I know that's not the case.But I can't say anything, and I can't do anything.

I am too ordinary, so I am too aware of the reality. How chaotic the society must be today, it will make me lose my way.

In the afternoon when I came home from get off work, I ran into Xia Qian's son, Xia Xing, downstairs.That little figure huddled at the top of the stairs really made people feel pitiful and distressed.

"Why are you here?" I squatted down and looked at Xia Xing.There was joy and sadness on the boy's face.

Xia Xing stared at me with those big eyes, I was inexplicably uncomfortable, after all, I don't like children very much.

"Uncle Tujiang, do you know where Dad is?"

Xia Xing's words froze my expression, and I couldn't help but panic.

"You... Dad is on a business trip, didn't your mother tell you?" My expression was a little unnatural, with cold sweat on my hands, looking at Xia Xing, I always felt that this child's eyes could see through people's hearts, maybe it was mine. illusion.

Xia Xing nodded, but also shook her head, "Mom said that Dad was on a business trip, but that day I heard Dad calling someone else, saying that he should not hurt you, Uncle Tu, and where else to go...Is Dad on a business trip?" What's the matter?"

There was a painful feeling in the palm of my hand, and I realized that my palm was about to bleed.

"Your father is fine. He really went on a business trip and will come back one day." I lied, and lied to a child, feeling extremely guilty.

Xia Xing looked up at me with a small face, and nodded his little head halfway, "Since you have said so, Uncle Tu, I think Dad must be on a business trip."

I suddenly realized that I was so stupid that I even deceived children. It was both shameful and pathetic.

"You didn't tell your mother, did you?" I suddenly realized that something was beyond my imagination. The child in front of me is Xia Qian's son, so what will Xia Qian choose in the future?Is it Yan Nuoxianqi?Or his family?

Xia Xing shook her head, "I didn't tell mom, I was afraid she would be worried."

Such a sensible child makes me feel that Xia Qian actually has a happy family, but I don't know how he chose in the end, it hurts on both sides.

I patted Xia Xing's head lightly with my hand, and said with a smile, "Xiao Xing is here, does your mother know?"

Xia Xing bit her lips and said slowly, "I came to find you Uncle Tu secretly, don't tell my mother, she will worry about me."

I nodded slightly, held Xia Xing's little hand and said, "Uncle will take you to eat delicious food, will you go?"

Xia Xing glanced at me timidly, with a troubled expression on his face that he wanted to go but didn't want to go, but in the end he still shook his head.

"Afraid that your mother will tell you?" I asked, and suddenly thought of why I thought Xia Xing was a bit weird. Xia Xing didn't seem to have the innocence and livelyness that a child should have, but just blindly settled down.This is really a bad phenomenon.

"Then I'll take you home." I couldn't help but think of Lan Jae-won, Xia Qian's wife, and thought that woman should also know some of Xia Qian's past, and I wondered what kind of collision they would have.I shouldn't think about other people's affairs, but I have to care.

Xia Xing obediently responded, and let me walk forward holding his hand.

When I got on the bus, there were many people in the car. I hugged Xia Xing with one arm, only to realize that the child was too thin, and the bones on his body could be felt clearly. I just felt that he was too pitiful.He remembered that Xia Qian didn't like his family, but then why bother to give birth to a child and burden himself?

I don't understand how complicated the human heart is, but what I know is that my life has changed a lot, not from the time when I promised good times, but when I met Xia Qian. same.

Sending Xia Xing to the gate of the community, I watched the child leave, watching the thin figure slowly disappear from my eyes, a feeling of sadness spread.

What kind of ending will this have?

I turned my back and left without looking back.

Walking on the street, looking at all kinds of pedestrians, I just feel strange, no, it is strange to this society.

Looking up at the sky, it was just pitch black. It turned out that it was already night.

When I got home, I received a call from my supervisor before I even sat on the sofa. After a moment of hesitation, I connected.

"Hey?"

"Xiaotu, wait for me downstairs at the company tomorrow, and go to the airport with me to pick up a big shot. We have a cooperation with him this time, so we must behave well."

"I see." I tried my best to have a positive mood, but my heart was extremely exhausted.

"By the way, remember to be ready, this time is a big event related to our company, don't mess it up."

"Yes, I will."

"so be it."

"Ah."

I waited for the supervisor to hang up the phone before hanging up.What's more, I wanted to hang up the phone first, but I was really afraid that the supervisor would get angry and fire me.

People live humblely, just to survive in this world where the jungle preys on the jungle.

I suddenly wanted to laugh, to mock myself for being so cowardly and insignificant.